:: RiDiNG ThE HiGhS ::

Lean On Me..

2010-12-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

I don't believe that people are born good or evil.
People are just weak.
Sometimes we don't have to pretend to be strong.
It is ok that we lean on someone and cry whenever we want to.
Thats what everyone does.
People rely on other people.
Some rely on money, pets, cars, food or even toys.
Humans are too weak to live alone.
So, you should lean on me too.
I'll lean on you as well.

Accepted...

2009-10-21T03:00:00.001+08:00

Had to rework my PP 3 times.

And it finally got accepted today.

A million thanks!

::Thanks for sharing your joy with me::

Up Next Is The Poster

2 Hearts Beating As One

Vans Zapato

2009-10-18T02:55:00.002+08:00

Had to get one of this..

It was going at $69..

VANS ZAPATO

::Thanks for your company::

I LOVE YOU

My Bro & Nearby Neighbourhood Background.

2009-10-13T03:04:00.002+08:00

My bro had to ask me to take this shot for him.

This was the perfect one taken after 3 shots.

It displays a "tick".

And yes, its my bro in the picture.

I like it..

::I MISS MY HONEY::

Wild Wild Wet..

2009-10-10T03:12:00.000+08:00

It was one of those signs that caught me by surprise when heading back home.

Went to Wild Wild Wet with her today.
It was the first time heading to the waters with her.
It was nice.
I enjoyed it.
I will always remember the NERD family who aimed water shots at us.

::Thank the people who gave us the free tickets::
Anymore New Things Coming Our Way?

Solutions...

2009-10-08T15:17:00.002+08:00

Think of something happy..

Do something that makes you SOO happy that it over rules the disappointment..

FRIDAY I'M IN LOVE

Other Half

2009-08-13T01:59:00.003+08:00

Almost everyone's relationship are somewhat the same.

You spoil me i spoil you.

You love me i love you.

And time, is always the couple's worst enemy.

And i guess thats why they call the other person your other half.

i'm back for a while...

2009-06-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

i'm back for a while because i'm currently using my gf's phone to blog and its seriously cool...

And i love my gf alot!!

And right now i'm going through one of the worsts hideouts.. This sucks.. Right now every min and every sec counts. Hope i will be able to make it out alive!

Blink 182 Is BACK...

2009-02-13T02:52:00.002+08:00

Who would have known that this would happen..

The band BLINK-182 is back finally.. and they are now working on their new album..

I SOoOoOoo Hope they'll be dropping by Singapore..

I knew about this through Mark Hoppus's Blog..

NICE....

Her Un-Understood Questions Of Love...

2009-01-20T23:17:00.006+08:00

Why Am I Glued To You?

Why Are You So Perfect In My Eyes?

Would You Leave Me One Day?

Do You Love Me?

Are You Going To Fall For Other Girls Besides me?

Who Is Your Baby? *Comparing Herself With The Car, Computers & Cameras"

All These Questioned With Her Expressions Of Curiousness.

I Can't Help It But Smiled And Told Her.

It Is You That I Love, And Nothing Will Change That Fact Dear. =)

Jasmine Wong

Gary & Kristy's Wedding...

2009-01-18T16:24:00.012+08:00

This was her wedding..

Here's summary of it.

It was a rather fast and quick one.

Delays expected as usual.

Buffet style dinner.

Audience not that active.

Couple didn't talk alot about themselves.

She came down at 10.15pm after 2nd change of clothes.

The view there, BEAUTIFUL!

Could have been better..

But, overall it was an experience and i did have fun!

Wad i love, the FREE FLOW of Alcohol...

I am happy that she is happy.. =)

I wish her many best wishes to come.

CONGRATULATIONS KRISTY!!!

GF has been talking alot about our future together for the past few days.

And how our wedding will be like...

Well....

It is adorable.. =)

Touch Ups...

2009-01-12T01:22:00.010+08:00

Three dudes of RAPPERS INC! The T.I. Wannabe's!

Bob just got booked out from camp.. so this is the new him.. =)

Another sweet picture taken on saturday.. It was RP's Open hse and i took her around and showed her what i basically do in school. Took some pictures while we were there.. Met beatrice ( ETP Faci )..

Just got my hair cut... And the person who cut my hair.. One hella chinese dude... cos i had a hard time tryin to understand his accent.. =)

More Nasi Goreng America..

Short trip to KL in April with the guys... =)

2 more weeks to holiday..

4 more days to Kristy's wedding.

Baby Huey is Shahrezal = Born = ZaL = Born Rezal = Rezal.

Sweet.Sugar.Superb.

I Love My GF.

A Day To Start...

2009-01-09T15:32:00.005+08:00

Someone stole Zal's P-Plate..

Both front and back...

Wicked..

Chocolate And Sweets With Love We Thank...

And Yes, I love my GirlFriend... =)

Happy New Year...

2009-01-07T10:32:00.010+08:00

well, it took me quite a while to post up something. some pics of appreciation and sharing.. anyway, firstly happy new year to one and all!! hahaha!! its the new year already! and it just seems so clear to me and it feels as though i am still having school in ITE. i guess i kinda miss ITE alot. the days of chilling out and the stress free environment. i mean, LESSER stress environment kinda thing. oh well..

kristy is getting married this coming 16 jan 09. yes, kristy.. the girl from ITE and who is a year younger than me.. she is getting married.. and i am feeling kinda stressed abt it because i have gt to go up stage and give a speech. STRESS!!! i don wanna go up there and talk rubbish and embarass myself and bore the ppl there as well.. WOOoOoOoO!!! STRESS STRESS!!!

next.. updates.. izz GF is one hella driver.. hahaha! was an experience for me during the new yr's day drive out.. and new yr's celebration was a rather OK one to me.. the fireworks was great.. diq and bob was out with both my GF and i for the fireworks display celebration. fantastic view we got.. at the sidewalks of the ECP.. it was one nice view in the night sky to see the fireworks. diq had one hella unforgetable start for his year of 2009! =)

bob just entered Civil Defence just yesterday.. which is 6 jan 2009 together with shark.. both going to CD. so wish that they will have the necessary fun over there..

just send the car for repair.. now dents all removed and internal section all chked! brilliant.. the one bad thing i did was tick the boxes of waxing and air-con cleaning,. thought it was free but there was charges to it! so..... oh yea.. $168.. but, it was a payment which had to be made by my folks.. so... ok.. but, i was lucky that i didn't gt ticked off for ticking the boxes.. but, now it looks like a new car.. so... AWESOME!!! OH YEA!!! *eyes wide open*

had crab for dad's pre-b'day celeb.. the crabs at YUMMY CRAB.. SOLID AH DEY!!! hahahaha!! just had to take a shot of it to show how fresh it was! hahahaha!! oh yeaaa!!

other than that.. bloggin is a real chore.. till the day i feel bloggin is cool again thicker entries can be read by u.. =)

till then.. PEACE OUT!!! WHAhawahwahhsahahaha!!!

ilovemygf...

The One Video That Makes Me Smile...

2008-12-30T00:58:00.001+08:00

This Is Love..

Slow Updates..

2008-12-29T03:01:00.003+08:00

Ok.. i'm done updating a little bit. as updating a little bit i mean the links at the side and the lil display boxes at the sides as well. Dam, pictures of me without specs do look awesomely good alright.. but, still can't get over the fear of sticking my finger into my eye.

And!!!! Goodess News! I've made chuck even more available for people to watch online! so if u're curious to know wad is chuck. its a comedy & action TV series from the creators of OC. its really nice. so do watch it.. check it out under entertainment segment of my blog. ENJOY MAN!!!

ok.. my eyes are seriously killing me. feel like some ah pek right now.. will be back to change more stuff soon.. mean time, jus enjoy the links la hor.. hahahaha!!

m.C.

Happy Birthday...

2008-12-09T00:07:00.001+08:00

Love By You - Marcus Charles

Song written for my girlfriend.. =)

Happy Birthday Baby..

Ben & Jerry's...

2008-12-04T16:04:00.002+08:00

See You There! =)

Moving Clouds..

2008-11-03T23:30:00.003+08:00

Things are fine now...

The Storm is over now..

Love is back...

Smiles never ends like it use to..

I love her...

I miss her..

She is what i need...

The complete me..

My Path...

2008-10-30T20:29:00.004+08:00

well, i am back after some time. i left this place where i use to drown all my sorrows and pain and of cos my happiness for all to read and understand my side of life. and, i chose someone new to love to start of with a new happiness and also achieve the love that i had longed for. It was something that really made me feel like i was the luckiest guy on the entire planet. Just taking a look at other couples didn't seem to bother me at all. And the reason was because i found someone to love and someone to understand me dearly. Yeap, she was the love of my life. She satisfy every aspect of love. It is kinda sad to actually have me bloggin abt her in a sad light instead of a happy one.

the happiness both of us shared seemed to be short lived. 9 months being together. she told me abt her past and i told her abt mine. both weren't perfect people. but, the perfect thing abt us was that we honest with each other. and that was something that made both of us perfect for each other. The thing that i loved abt her was that she was really adorable and really know how to make me smile. She knew what i liked and how soft hearted i was. But, we both quarrelled like how normal couples did as well. And the quarrels we had were all small little tiffs like where to go, why didn't you reply my msg, how come u speak to me in this manner. this were the kind of small disagreements we had with each other. i taught her things and taught her how to look at things from a different angle. She taught me how to love and also manage my time. she showed me that trust is possible to build again even though it seems lost at times. the word trust is a very powerful word. once gone things will somehow go maulfunction and things will start to screw up one by one. i chose to give that word another chance to exist in my life and also a chance to make the word relationship work. we were fine.. we were happy...

and soon things started to screw up.. its probably me who felt screwed up. she soon found old friends that she lost contact with. i guess the reason for her losin contact with them was because she was pretty much too occupied with her previous relationship. and i felt that she was missing out so i gave her freedom to hang out and not be trapped like how she was in the past. and now she is keepin in contact with them again and it wasn't that bad till she left for camp. so that means, she has another group of friends. well, this should all be good news right? she is being popular with her friends and also being able to catch up with her lost light years of group outings and group funs. yes, it is good. its good for her and i am happy for her. but, i somehow didn't feel that way after time past. it somehow felt like i was diggin my own grave to the love of death. The love of death would have to be the place where love is just buried and it isn't buried dead but buried alive. The unnatural struggle of it and how it dies without anyone knowing abt it. well, i am reachin its entrance but it is my fren who is holding me back.

this friend i would say. its one of the best buddies i ever made. yea, he is nice even though we have disagreements at times we still work things out in a jokin manner. we dun really fire each other till both feel useless.. even though we use bad words on each other, we're still buddies. now that is something great. and so, i told him my side of the story and he told me i was thinking too much. yes, i know its harmful thinking too much but i am reachin a point of where my heart aches just thinking abt her and i am unable to sleep. i'm having sleepless nights now.

right now, smses we exchanged jus somehow seems dead. i tried reviving it by fillin in some love but somehow the replies i get don seem to show tat it is working. i told her i am goin out, she no longer ask who i am heading out with. what does this show? is she still the girl i once knew or has the heart she has being occupied with someone else of many other ppl. i don expect her to drop by my blog either and neither do i expect anyone of u to actually read this.

and now the question that questions me. Why am i putting on a ring when the purpose seems to be lost? why can't she meet me like how i sacrifice my time for her even though i was busy. i always tried my best to meet her whenever i can even though i was really tired. she used to meet me after her long day at sch but now. she just tells me that she is tired and she ends up going out with her grp of friends. well, i guess this is the msg that is gettin across to me. LEAVE HER so that she can spend time with her friends. and some part of me is tellin me to do that and not get in her way of wanting to be happy. and i guess all i am bringin her is trouble and more headaches. like she say a burden on her back. let me talk abt sms, she told me that she has to save her smses cos her amount of friends increased and she didn't mind spending her smses on me but i jus somehow felt that i shouldn't increase her baggage already. for example now, i really wan to tell her how upset i am but i can't because she is preparing for her event and she has soo much to do and so much to stress on. I don't wan to be adding the stress to her. and so i decided to turn to bloggin again.

i jus so want to feel loved and attention showered on me. asking abt how i am feeling, laughin with me and makin me feel special. and, i do and can get that. but, i am trying my best to avoid as much contact as i can with that person. i dun wan to treat anyone as a spare because deep inside i still love you very much. and when i do receive smses of concern, somehow i just wished that the name appeared in my inbox was urs. but, it isn't. inboxes are practically filled up with other contacts instead of urs. its like u're vanishing slowly. i jus don feel any closer like i use to before.

i admit i was busy. but, i did everything i could to make it up to u. we met. but, you? did you even try? i guess i'm jus giving in to u too much that you take me for granted. thinking that i will always be there loving you. but, i hope that soon you would realise that like wad u say. FOREVER doesn't exist unless you do something to maintain it. i am trying really hard to hold on to the memories we shared. the pictures we took. but, somehow they are slowly turning numb to me. pls, just tell me what i should do now to save US. Its like i am waiting for you to turn around and look at me. The reason why i am waiting for you to turn around is because right in front of you now is your group of friends or maybe someone else.

i will finish up ur testimonial like how i promised and attend your ceremony.

i know u dun wan ppl to know.. and u must be thinking i can probably fill it up somewhere.. but, i can't.. i'm sorry..

i love you..... still......

Oh What a MONTH....

2008-03-21T03:39:00.005+08:00

its been a month since i last updated my blog.. my post.. YEA!!! sorry la brudders and sistaaaaars... hahaha.. jus been busy doin videos and spending time with my loved ones.. hahaha.. ok.. i sound like a gal.. oh well.. the birthday was pretty awesome actually.. i kinda enjoyed this 20th birthday.. maybe is because of all the wonderful wishes from all the friends and also the generous $$$.. hahaha.. anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!! and i felt that the wishes were the ones that were the greatest gifts.. hahaha.. and it was also kinda cool to have ppl u least expect to wish u, wished you.. =)

and wad did i get? well, i gt one pair of VANS shoes thanks to KL's idea and also to those tat chipped in to contributing my gift.. FABULOUS!! hahaha..

been busy workin on mighty magic factory's video.. and its kinda great that there is results comin out from VIXIO MEDIA.. BEAUTIFUL!!! somehow the future seems to be more coloured now.. hahaha!!

ouh ouh.. and i also wanna thanks MIMI for the present on my birthday! IT was one hella generous sum.. and i've gt to thank her here or else she'll complain.. hahaha!! =p

and also to JASMINE who made me something for my birthday and also a card.. REALLY NICE.. wahhhh.. and it was her first time makin.. and it tasted GREAT despite it being the first time.. =) THANK YOU!!!

and i dun really have much to say but, jus thinking back that sch has already ended for me and the rest of my frens in ITE.. another path has to be taken now.. decisions hav to b made again.. haiz.. i still remember the last day of sch.. leh and his emotional look.. wah, made me felt sad also.. thinkin back of all the memories and fun we has in sch.. somehow jus brings back smiles and also TEARS.. the 2 yrs... yea, wonderful.. and i somehow would say tat it was worth entering ITE.. well, some may say tat its probably a waste of time.. but, its one of the best days of my life.. i wouldn't be wad i am today if i didn't met the frens i met.. i wouldn't walk the path i'm walkin today if it weren't for them..

its kinda scary lookin back at all the memories.. i post up some of the videos taken in sch.. some since damai days.. and also some of the hilarious films both fah and i took.. hahaha.. and i jus uploaded some videos into the space for pictures.. ---> http://www.microprosepics.blogspot.com/

or u can jus click on pictures on shutterfly under the pictures section.. =) and its really cool to see how each of us has changed by lookin at the videos.. =) Brings back memories..

i think thats all i have to say for now.. nothin much to fill up really.. =)

[ yeap.. i've updated.. and i wanna see the BOOK!!! ]

m.C.

Songs Of You...

2008-02-18T02:18:00.006+08:00

when leaving you was hard i listened to "till i get over you"

events that i had with you i listened to "track 9"

song that i wrote for you " We both know"

one of the few songs i sang to u

And also one of the guys i tried hard to look like.

Its Been A While...

2008-02-04T01:35:00.000+08:00

nothin good comes out of my mouth this few days.. well, talk abt bloggin being gay.. hahaha.. its really been a while since i last updated my blog..

sch.. the biggest pain in the butt.. u're practically stress over wad ur teacher would say abt the progress of ur project.. sometimes i jus wonder, do ppl work better under pressure of actually produce better quality work without pressure.. wad kind of worker are you?

my life.. been rather filled with alot of attention i need actually and now i'm having troubles coping with every single one of them.. wad can i say.. i asked for it.. i chose this path of tryin to please everyone and at the same time i chose a path of desperation to find someone who would love me.. and with this action i took i'm practically damagin my own image.. sometimes i'm not even sure wad i'm doing.. confused and at the same time convincing myself that "yes i took the right path!" wad self deceiving acts!! arggghh!!! star star star!

sometimes i dun even knw myself with the actions i take.. and wad's worst is after doing them.. i would question myself if i jus made that move.. and i hav no idea wad is goin on with me.. something is really wrong.. really really wrong..

sleep.. i can nvr hav enough sleep.. i'm craving for sleep everyday and because of that it leads to even later days in sch.. goin late for lessons.. i'm getting lazier... must b because of late night suppers..

hate.. i hate myself.. my self discipline in the actions i take.. and wad goes on in my mind.. i'm weak! i'm weak against my ownself.. i lost d battle to myself..

disappointments are pilling up one after another everyday.. it worries me.. i'm now at a place of no turning back.. i hav gt to move on.. jus hope the choice i made is the right one..

the media has been taking in projects sucessfully.. so the company is doing fine actually.. we're getting stepping stones of success and at the same time we're getting our heads stepped on for trying to reach the the goal of success.. we'll hang in there.. with the buddies that made this possible i think we'll pull through jus fine.. =)

dreams of money flying out of the window.. haix... that was one hella night mare.. dun wanna talk abt it.. jus thinkin abt it fills me up with regrets of nt pickin up the hse phone and also reminds me of wad being lazy can do to u.. haiz..!! money!!!

the electrical buddies..! they've gone K.O. on me one after another.. first the laptop.. can't charge itself, and the laptop can't seem to detect the electrical source input.. and because of that.. the battery went dead and can't charge due to the undetectable electrical source.. darn.. my headphones.. went dead on me on the left side.. was walkin and suddenly the left side of the headphone died.. AhHHhHHhH!!! its like a single side pleasure!! not shiok!! psp.. my wife.. battery is causing me problems.. after playin a while it jus dies on u.. and i've gt to attach the spare batt and after attachin the battery it looks like some OLD ANTIQUE psp la.. haiz.. my handphone.. sometimes i'm unable to receive phone calls and msgs after sometime.. and i hav no idea if its my line or my phone itself.. =( this is killin me.. and money is the only source of rescuing me.. anybody wanna sponsor me? i'll be ur best fren? hahaha..

i think thats abt all.. the rest is abt the same except my love life.. jus hope my love life will turn out well.. *fingers cross*

[ The past is only the future with the lights on... ]

m.C.

SCHOOL!!!

2008-01-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

sch starts tml.. and that sucks.. i still owe video editing.. and no one can help me.. how FUCK can my situation get? i'm jus tryin to love my life here... I HATE THE WORLD..

2008...

2008-01-02T04:22:00.000+08:00

A brand new yr wit a brand new start and a BLOODY solid happy me!! hahahaha! it was one hella night to remember..

i'm so glad tat things finally came to a real solid happy ending even though we weren't together.. but, the feelings tat were present there were extremely real.. i still am speechless over wad happened.. but, the speechless thing in me isn't a bad one but a real good and fruitful one.. i'm soo sooo happy with hw my yr started.. hahaha.. so unexpected...

she.. she makes me feel as though we've been married for years..
she.. is also the one that i cheated on 4 times.. (i'm nt proud of it)
she.. is also the one who still continued to love me even when i'm such an asshole..(still nt proud)
she.. is also the one whom i can nvr get really angry with..
she.. is also the one when who made me feel as though prbs dat we're solvin are not ours.
she.. is also the one who i have to try to let go...
she.. is also the one who was soo mad at me and wanted to punch me but couldn't..
she.. is also the one tat i hate but yet still love alot..
she.. is also the one who made the words "Hate That I Love You" sound really right...

and i'm seriously makin myself sound really bad with this post.. but, just to let u readers knw.. she and i.. are still friends.. =) so its somehow like a confession area for me.. i made mistakes.. so THATs my 2007.. so.. goodbye to it!!

that was THEN, this is NOW... not gonna repeat this kinda shit anymore.. i had my reasons why i sidetracked.. and she knws why too.. so... its a complicated thing.. =)

And i will always remember.. it could hav been 3 yrs... but, it was jus fated tat every single feeling surfaced only that day...

[ i'll be ur mishy mushy sqashy fushhy chewing arm... =) and u knw i'm jus kidding.. =p ]

m.C.

My Trip...

2007-12-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

Just some nice view!

Toilets with buttons!

I like the big toilet design

7Eleven has its own petrol kiosk

The ride that i was made to go 4 times. =(

SEAWORLD!!

The Hotel.

The 2 storey Billabong shop.

SEAWORLD, a dolphin's performance.

FastFood there, they are really generous with their fries!!

Movie World! A movie characters parade.

Seaworld! The view there, NICE!!!

DOLPHINS!! AGAIN!!

A farm's side lunch preparation! 9/10 for the food!!

If life was this beautiful here.

A look through fish eye.

Its seriously beautiful..

Sleeping.

Movie World.

BATMAN!!

Most hav this at the back of their cars.

A stop that u've gt to pray really hard for.

Us.

It is finally time for me to fill some updates into this DEAD blog of mine! hahaha! finally i made myself free this entire day to jus do my things.. do my work to b more exact.. well, wad can i say abt my trip to australia.. the weather there is freaking fantastic!! ya HhhOOOOo!! i mean, its seriously shiok when it comes to the weather over there.. its cold!! its like havin the air con in ur room blowing full blast over u.. in fact really stronger actually.. and the sun there is actually hotter there compared to singapore.. and i like tat... cos i like being TAN!! yata!!! hahahhaa.. nice!

was kinda feeling left out when we were at the airport.. and u wanna knw y!! because in the grp its only me and my bro tat were really off the age grp.. parents that brought their kids there were like below the age of 16.. hahahaa.. so we were like BIG kids.. hahaha.. but, we gt used to it.. and i told myself nt to giv a dam la abt it.. i dun really get to travel often.. and since my mum really put in loads of $$$ into this trip den i guess i better make full use of it and enjoy makin a fool myself to the maX!! hahahahaha... and so i did.. for certain things.. hahaha

we took loads of pictures and videoED most of the stuff.. hahaha.. and i can't do tour guide TELEVISION.. hahahah.. i suck!! and now is the part to comment abt the place there!!

-they've gt this stuff attached to the back of their vehicles and most of them actually hav it.. and they attached this container wit wheels to it.. its like an extra compartment or somethin.. really USEFUL!!

- traffic lights are different there.. the green man appears and immediately after tat the red man starts to blink.. and as singaporeans u would think tat the time to cross would b endin really soon or the time to cross has ended.. hahaha.. and so... WE as singaporeans RAN everytime we entered this situation.. =)

- movie world is fantastic, jus a pity we were too tired to b excited for the activities there.. and its highly recommended tat u take the rides there if u are eligible.. or else it would seriously b a WASTE!!! =) i took only one ride.. hahahaha.. my balls weren't tough enough for the rest tat day.. =p

- sea world.. beautiful.. saw dolphins and their lil display show fantastic.. and the sea gulls there were like crows in singapore, ever ready to makan wadever leftovers u hav.! hahahaa.. ouh ouh.. and yes they did hav crows there too.. and they were HUGE.. like, bigger than the ones in singapore..

- the farm visit was awesome.. and the view there is ONE HELLA BEAUTIFUL..!! and the ppl there friendly and also rather naughty.. hahaha.. they like to disturb u uh.. hahaha..

- and.. i like the way they talk.. like, if they request for somethin they would go "yes please" and i really like tat..

- the mac there.. DIRTY LA!!! here better! =)

- the teens there are more wild, to me.. tats wad i think uh.. cos i see most of them driving.. and they drive really fast.. den dressing for the girls.. GEREK!!! (0-0,)

-the beach there.. BEAUTIFUL..

- playboy magazines are really easy to get over there.. seen them.. BUT WASN'T allowed to buy them!!! and the reason was because i was wit my mum.. =(

- a can of COKE.. $3.20 aussie bucks.. if its converted to singapore.. its abt $4plus.. darn expensive!!

- beach wear there.. nice and cheap.. love the way they dress... =)

i think thats abt all.. i dun think i've gt much to fill up here.. here are the pictures of the trip there.. click on it if u are interested to find out wad exactly i'm talkin abt..

http://microprose.multiply.com/photos/album/33/Brisbane2

http://microprose.multiply.com/photos/album/31/Brisbane

two cameras.. so yeapps!

[ see u soon!!!!!!!!!!! =) ]

m.C.

80's Moves..!

2007-11-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

Here's something to laugh and smile abt.. =)

A LiL Life For The Blog...

2007-11-19T18:40:00.000+08:00

DumB...

Shark & I @ Prince Of Wales...

Another LOOK..

Super Import Nights 07

BABES.. =)

blog is empty and dead.. i didn't really hav much to update actually.. but, there has been alot of pictures taken.. things tried and done tat i didn't do be4.. pretty interesting.. hahahaa.. oh oh, and i met nadiah's sister.. and the funny thing is.. i haven met nadiah be4.. hahahaha! oh well.. =)

anyway... the super import night 2007 was awesome because they had this drifing showcase goin on and it was really cool.. and jus to top things off.. i had it all recorded in the video camera.. but, the sad thing is i haven found the time to actually upload the video.. =(

performed at "prince of wales" located somewhere near bugis.. it was pretty awesome and had free beer! hahahaa.. I LIKE!!! and the beer they served was somehow different.. it tasted fine and really nice! to me it was the best beer i've tasted so far.. hahahaha.. WoOoOoOOoOOo!!!

i hav been havin this few seconds thought of kissin and huggin someone.. hahahaha! and its COOOOOOL.. hahahaa.. i dunno lahz.. i need more interesting things to happen!! and... i'll try to make em happen... bwahahahaa!!

i dun really hav much to blog actually.. its all abt the same.. maybe right now i dun really hav the mood to blog.. haiz..

[ Our SmSes.... ]

m.C.

An Advert... For The Band...

2007-11-04T23:31:00.000+08:00

It would be really awesome and great if you guys could copy the code below the picture and paste the link in your profile.. It would be GREAT and an HONOUR to have us BLINKING in ur profile or blog or wadsoever.. =D I'm just trying to advertise.. so pls pls give us ur support.. Highlight the link and PRESS Ctrl-C.. in tat way u have jus copied the link and saved 1.5 secs by right clicking.. =D

Vespasation..!!!

2007-11-03T03:18:00.001+08:00

todAY.. Its the day where most of the things were done first time.! it was the first time i sat pillion behind leh.. and it was also the first time bon was also being fetched by hilmi.. ahahaha.. it was kinda cool actually.. and also a lil scary at times.. but, like wad most books love describing.. havin the wind goin against ur face la bla bla bla.. it was somehow exactly the same.. hahaha.. and it was fun indeed.. =)

i jus uploaded some pics tat we took together wit the vespa's.. feel free to click on the link to chk it out.. http://microprose.multiply.com/photos/album/30/Vespasation.. hahaha.. and i think thats abt all..

and ppl.. do take care!! weather has been changin really oddly somehow.. and i'm havin sore throat..!! life kinda suck now.. bOoOOoo.!! enjoy the pics.!! ooh oh.. credits given to VIXIO MEDIA..!!! =)

[ An Apple To My Eye... Always.. =) ]

m.C.

Pri 5 Maths.. Here's a SUM...

2007-10-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

I was totally stucked when mum asked us to try and ans this pri 5 maths sum.. and i was stucked.. and to be honest.. its REALLY tricky.. hahaha! ok.. u'd probably find it easy.. so here goes.!!

THE MASS OF A MELON IS 450g MORE THAN THE MASS OF HALF A MELON. WHAT IS THE MASS OF ONE AND A HALF MELONS?

ANS:_______kg

i'll post the ans nxt time.. i figured out the sum but, jus wanted to share this 15min headache with you ppl.. hahahaha.! and there isn't any missing sentence or figures.. so enjoy!!

NeBo HUB??

2007-10-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

Interview.. this 2 ladies approached us for an interview regarding some place for the youngsters.. and i had to post this up because.. its because of them i just gt to know wad is neBO hub.. hahaha.. neBO hub.. i hav no idea wad the hell is that.. but, from wad i heard from them is something like a hangout place located somewhere near ang mo kio or somethin.. and there will be one that's goin to b built near downtown east.. and the interview was to aid them in their project.. they are final year project students and studyin interior design and 3rd yr in SP.. hahahaha.. oh well.. didn't ask for their names.. but, overall it was nice.. and they post a qn.. WHAT CAN ONE DO TO HAVE ALL RACES MIXED TOGETHER AND CHILL OUT TOGETHER.. wah.. like.. hard uh.. hahahaha..! i gave stupid ans.. u shld see their looks uh.. oh well.. =) it was nice.. pictures were taken on credit of bon.. and chk the GAL in black out.. she is CUTE man..!!!! oh yeaaaa.!! hahahahaha..! and take a look at the girl side of mirza... isn't he cute too..!!! hahahahaa!!!

Who Moved My Car?

2007-10-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

the picture u are currently lookin at is real.. true.. and i'm not kiddin abt it.. hahahaa.. its my dad's car.. gosh.. when i first saw it i didn't know whether to actually laugh or be angry abt it.. i was on my way back home after my hair cut on tues i think.. and when i turned and looked at my dad's car.. this was wad i saw.. i was askin myself.. DID I TAKE MY DAD's keys and played wit the car.. or did someone actually played a prank..? was i on punk'd or somethin.. nah, thats silly.. cos this is singapore..! how can that actually happened?? and so like every kid would do.. i called my parents..! and told them.. and the first thing we suspected was the construction goin on for the lift upgrading.. because they need ample space to move the big vehicles around so wad we thought was that they probably moved it for more turnin space or somethin.. i don't know..

mum called the site... told them.. and the construction manager was shocked to hear abt wad happened.. and told us that it wasn't their doing.. and they didn't touch that car.. so we met up.. and there was this resident there... he told us that it was him who did it.. and we were like wondering how?? well... this old dude here.. told us that his car pushed our car all the way up.. he wasn't in the car when he was warmin up the engine.. so his car matt gt got in the accelerator pedal and his car started to move.. and all was too late when he realise that.. so... yea.. its kinda weird.. and his car had only the number plate damaged.. his car... MANUAL, nissan same model as my dad's.. and my dad had his car's handbrake on already when the accident happened.. but, it happened on a rainy day so somehow its slippery that why the car still manage to go up all the way there.. and he didn't apply his handbrake when warmin up his car... oh well.. movin on.....

and so we called the person to come tow the car off the grass patch.. we couldn't drive the car dwn.. steerin wheel was on the turned to the other side and both the wheels were still in the movin straight position.. it was totally off man.. and den there was this guy that knew abt our accident.. and told us to let him do the servicin.. because its a new car we rather have it fixed the right way.. that mean with the people we bought the car from.. so ya lor.. my mum almost had a really big quarrel wit him.. hahaha.. my mum totally ignored him when he was tryin to convince her to let him handle the case instead of the other people.. the reason why we didn't hand it to him is beacause we dunno him and its a first hand car.. its only 4months old.. so better play safe..

anyway.. nw the car is at the workshop.. a spare car was being rented to us.. and its a subaru.. NICE.. darn.. hahahaa..!

[ didn't know that you were in class the other time.. sorry..!! =( ]

m.C.

WATCH's...

2007-10-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

YOU GUYS REALLY HAVE TO WATCH THIS... unfortunately there isn't any subtitles.. but, you can seriously hav one hella gd laugh when watchin this.. ENJOY..!! and the jap girl is CUTE..!!! hahahaha.. k.. WATCH IT PEOPLE..!!

Pictures For Your Viewing Pleasure..!

2007-10-06T04:00:00.000+08:00

It Somehow Just Give Ppl The Envy..

Born..

Shark Knocking At Your Door..

What We Record..

This Is Diandra..

Ppl That Made Vixio Media Possible..

Possible Movie Poster..

Fish Eye Version Unknown..

Virgin BOY..!

Me...

BoB..

Salih's Expression!

Love The Lighting!

HERE's More.!! ----> http://microprose.multiply.com/photos/album/29/

REcording.. OVAR..! For now......

2007-10-06T03:14:00.000+08:00

finally the recordin has taken a break.. phew.. or else is seriously gonna break brains and voices out of meee.! and congratulations to me.. my result SUCKED.! shaaait.. seriously bad shape now jus thinkin abt it.. die..!

vocal recordin was taken place over at my place.. and.. some pictures were taken during the process.. hahaha.. and in fact there are somemore pictures shown in another post.. and do visit the link.. erm.. cool tryouts wit the diff ways of takin pictures.. hahaha.. and i sooo love the lighting.. hahhaa.. we took more actually.. we tried taking MALE modeling pictures... and the male models tat we used were our own talents. hahahaa.. and.. the outcome was pretty good actually.. hahhaha.. didn't post all of them up.. due to model's reputation and picture grabbing.. hahahaa.! so... if u wanna see it.. tell me.. and.... i'll see if u deserve to take a look at them.. hahaha!

stories and stories of the lil kids in sch.. constantly being told to me by my mum.. hahaha.. its kinda interesting and cute.. and tat also brought me back to the time when i had this friend.. man... he had this thing abt friending and nt friending someone.. and i was one of the victim.. and i hav no idea.. but, he had this thing.. he likes to tell u.. i dun wanna friend u.. den keeps quiet and not talk to u, but only talks to his other friends.. hahahaha.. and sometimes out of the blue on the same day he didn't friend u.. he can also choose to friend u the very same day and can seriously act as tho nothing happened be4.. somehow it gt me thinking.. hahahaa.. wad he did.. did it somehow reduced the amount of backstabbing? hahaha.. like, dun like u den tell u straight to ur face.. hahaha.. oh well.. i hav no idea wad the hell i'm blabberin abt.. oh well...

movin on...................................... i dunno wad else to fill up.. its practically the same.. life sucks even more.. chubby pancakes dunno go where... its either she dun reply or call.. or either its too late for me to call back.. haiz.. sian.! hahahaa... LIFE still has to go on..

F*** life...!

[ Hoping to talk.... keep in touch... ]

m.C.

MOviE...

2007-09-25T13:42:00.000+08:00

just went through some pictures.. wow.. den found the pic where kristy was lookin at me.. all full wit love.. awww... isn't tat somethin or wad??! hahahaha.. jus playin.. jus tat adam caught this picture at the right time or somethin.. hahahaha.. dam, if only i was teachin her and she was lookin at me like this.. wahhh.. wouldn't tat b a blessing or wad.. hahahaha!! but, i was jus chkin out her art on her arm.. the art of blueblack.. hahahaha.. so yea.. anyways, the picture at the top is rather cute i find.. hahahah!! adam at his cutest.! hahahaha!! awww.. kk.. enough.. i'm STRAIGHT..!!

last sunday.. watched " i now pronounce you chuck and larry" hahaha.. nice.. i loved the film alot.. hahahah.. had the best laughs ever thanks to ADAM SANDLER.. hahahaa.. watched the film wit cindy.. hahahaa.. long time uh nvr meet.. den manage to find time.. hahaha.. so yea.. did some catchin up.. but, i wasn't like really in the mood.. so kinda like gave way wit my facial expression.. hahahaa! sorry!!

anyways... i highly recommend ppl to watch this movie.. and oh yea.. and while in the theatre i heard someone laughed the exact same way as hashidah.. ahhahaa! for one moment i thought is her.. but, oh well.. it was another laughin point i guess besides the movie. hahaha.! alright.!

i'm havin the worst runs today.. almost every 2 hrs i've been visiting the toilet..! F***!!

[ oh.. i can't wait... ]

m.C.

CRASH updates..!

2007-09-20T02:50:00.000+08:00

holidays are in.. exams are over.. how difficult was the paper? i dun wanna think abt it... hahaha.! WooHoOOo.. and i was workin wit courts after my exams for 3 days i think.. and it was quite an experience indeed.. and wad sucked was ppl tryin to judge me as if they really knw me very very well.. i'm talkin abt this guy i jus met while workin wit him.. i dun wanna say much.. so yea.. tats all.. fullstop..

so wad is happenin right now is recordin is sinkin in right now over at shark's place.. but, not much has been done yet cos of some housin issues.. hahaha.. so yeapp.. and i jus gt to knw tat val from our band has call it off.. so yea.. val is no longer in our band already.. for more info http://www.aviansixtyfour.com/

and i jus realise tat kristy is a 90! hahaha.. ooOooO.. her thumb can go abt 90 degrees.. hahhaa! COOL..! but, i can't.. mine's a 180.. hahahaa.. maybe nt a 180 but a 185? i dunno..

and wad else is there to complain.. i'm gettin FAT.. .so yea.! boOOoOOoO...!

and i dunno wad else is there to write.. i'm jus fillin stuff i guess to show tat i still remember abt my blog? i dunno.. hahaha.. oh well.. till den..

Can anyone jus sponsor me a hug? pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease? *praying*

[ hw u feelin? hear from me soon..! ]

m.C.

Some Pictures.. Of Memories..!

2007-09-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

I didn't know the pictures over at adam's hav been up already.. so feel free to go by and take a look.. and also feel free to drop by and watch the retard videos created by US.! hahaha.. actually most of the retard times were jus me and mirza.. hahaha.. alright.. links below.!

pictures.. --> Pictures.

videos --->

Cannot make it...

Possible Phone Commercial.

a_moment_waiting_for_bus.

hahaha.. all of the above's credits are given to adam..! so adam... THANKS ALOT..!

Updata.!!

2007-09-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

ok.. update! see la.. now to go on tryin to recall wad happened..

well.. to wad i can remember.. VB project is finally up!! yipee! and i've decided to do CIP by teachin the elderly's some photography workshop or some sort..! hahaha.! shld b kinda interesting.. hahaha.. can't wait!!

and next.. went to catch 1408.. the movie where this guy gt stuck in the room and couldn't get out.. yea.. the movie.. was great.! but, SCARY... my heart beat toooo many times in a day today.. darn.. came out like weak like tat.. and B.S. was beside me.. tryin to scare me.. darn.. and she herself was scared also..! hahaha..! waaada joke.! but, yea.. it was nice la overall.. and the story really had alot of twist and turns.. interesting.. and wad i hated was i thought i was right.. den in the end i was wrong uh.. dammit..! hahaha.. oh well.. hehe..

pictures from the TOP..! as u can see.. the last pic.. my eye is WHITE!! hahaha.! now thats called dead fish eye or cataract.. hahaha.. well, pictures taken were using amalina's fish eye camera.. so generous of her to lend her camera to us to take a few shots.. hahaha.. THANK YOU..!! and wanna spot the diff.. u can actually see the circular lens in the picture.. now.. THATS COOL.. and u can also see the effects made by the fish eye lens.. hahaha.. niceeee..! *thumbs UP.!!*

i hav to comment.. my mistress looks FABULOUS today.. hahaha.. no clip but nice uh.. okok.. now i remember somethin.. if u guys are reading this.. this is DEBATE TIME.!! who do u guys think is a better cook? MALE OR FEMALE? tag my board..! tell me the ans there.!! i wanna knw wad ppl think.. hahahhaa..! dun b shy.. jus tag..! =)

[ ouh.. the ending sucked.. hahaha.. oh well.. no worries.. still gt other books to read with happy endings..! =) the hate thing uh.. hMmMm.. i'll tell u next time.. hey, u also gt some fren fren prob huh.. come.! now u tell me too.!! we both gt somethin to exchange now hor.. hahaha..! interesting..! =D ]

m.C.

I think i DISLIKE you...

2007-08-25T16:10:00.000+08:00

A LooK At OuR BeLoOOoWs..!

The Garden..

Lost Souls...

The Ride Of Their Lives...

ITE RioT Leaders..!

We Don Look So Bad Right? Do We..? =)

backaa..! so wad are the updates of the day... ok.. Lisa 's link is up.. so feel free to drop by to see her pics and also wad shots she takes with her DSLR nikon D40.. damm.. i'm still freakin envious over the fact tat she owns one.. and i manage to get some hands on, on her camera... WooHOOo. freakin awesome in~it..! hahaha..

last week.. hmMmM.. i'll try to recall wadever i can.. ok.. now thinkin back.. maths.. CMATHS.. god.. i think i'm seriously gonna fail man.. hahaha.. the teacher teaches and i would say almost everyone of us nt really givin the attention to the sums or explaination given.. hahaha.. die laaa.. if he continues to teach us this week..? we're soo screwed up for the upcomin exam.. die laaar...!!

movin on.. VB projects are out.. and codes are seriously causin eye sores man.. haiz.. this is gettin HARDER.. why why why.......!!!!! and i hav to thank ppl around for helpin out.. so yea.. THANKS!!! hahahaha..!! okok.. next!

and now.. salih.. wad happen to this dude.. well, been tryin to get to him.. and all of us were like practically wonderin wad happen to this guy.. seemed even quieter now and disappears sometimes... why why why.. hahaha.. and it also gave ppl the impression tat he was either angry with one of us.. i mean, even i thought tat he was mad at some of us.. and as usual, ppl will try to think and find reasons why he changed and wad caused this change in him.. hahahaa.. i tell u.. all reasons came out.. but, even nw.. i'm nt even sure if he is ok anot.. so yea.. oh well.. really hope to talk to him soon.. hahahaa.. =D

had a lil quarrel with zal.. the big man.. the man who laughs non-stop.. and its all because of ZAI and the DATABASE DEADLINE.. and now seriously thinkin back.. it was NOT F***king worth it.. and u wanna knw y? cos the database wasn't marked at all today! but, thank heavens we sort things out and we're cool now.. so yea.. oh well.. fuck it... ITS OVER.!!

and talkin abt tat someone.. its the first time i disliked someone in my entire life.. dislike tat someone soo much.. but, at the same time i still dunno y i hav this tiny bit of concern... after all the rubbish she gave me.. and her DUNNO HERSELF kinda attitude.. it seriously affects ppl.. maybe u readin this won't get wad i mean.. but, its like she thinks she knws me.. labells me.. yea.. make me the bad guy bla bla bla.. says tat she knws me.. ya right! star off la planet urself..! the reason y i'm nt talkin to u is because u're dangerous and u threaten my friendship with my fren by ur words.. yea, if u wanna demoralise me jus say it straight to my face dun hav to compare and say i suck.. thank u... AND YEA.. I'M AVOIDING YOU...! SURPRISE..!!!!! this story abt wad happened.. CHAPTER 1 till 5 now.. chapter 5..Sunday..

aviansixtyfour.. we're OFFICIALLY dot com already.. http://www.aviansixtyfour.com/ wanna thank leona soo much for her help wit makin this .com possible.. and yea, zal and i will probably take over from there.. hahahaa.. she has done alot already.. so yea.. THANK YOU..! ur advert for us has seriously helped alot..! WoOoOHOOo..!

and right now.. i'm broke.. but, sunday night was worth it.. except for the calls and sms! bOoHoOOo..! if only i could control handphone reception tat day... den it'll sure be close to perfect... and i'm so sorry abt the mirror incident.. sorry..!! =( and i really hope there'll b a next time..! and hopefully this time.. it'll be even FUN..!! WoOOoHoOoOoO...!! =D

oh ya.. phone's repaired.. TWO PHONES babe..! WoOOHoOoO..!! i seriously hav to change my glasses.. the lens.. DAM SCRATCHY...!! ahhh! dammit..!! i think tats abt all uh.. till den..

READS-->

Lisa --> talked abt her in first paragraph and a lil in previous posts..

Abdullah --> funny dude.. was previous ITE classmate last year.. yea.. recommended to drop by his blog and do some readups.. hahaha.. find him funny uh.. even if its jus readin his posts i'm already laughin a lil.. so read.. DO READ..

See Heng --> old sec sch classmate.. SINGLE..!! wanna knw him more.! READ..!!hahaha!!

[ ok.. u've finished readin the book.. and.................................... TELL ME LA THE STORY..!! i wanna KNOW..!!! =D ]

m.C.

ViEWs..!

2007-08-19T01:25:00.000+08:00

alright.. another update.. dun say i dun care abt other ppl uhh.. but, here is an update of links to visit just in case u're feeling a lil lazy to actually click on the links on the sides.. hahaha.. and, maybe i'll jus do a short brief intro on the ppl.. hahaha..

Azlyana --> ok.. she was actually my former classmate from my previous class till we gt all seperated.. and to b honest i didn't really talk alot to her.. and... in my opinion abt her.. she's nice.. and you can really talk things out wit her and she'll give ADULTS advice or maybe call it the aunty advice la hor.. hahaha.. she has the typical aunty kinda thing.. hehe.. sorry uh.. so yeapp.. anyway, jus drop by her blog la hor.. =)

Serene --> well, wad can i say.. she has caught the heart of one of my fren.. hahahaa.. well, to b honest i seriously dun really knw much abt her..! hahaha.. but, i do hear stories.. hahahaa.. k la.. check her out.!!

Kristy--> hMmmMm.. she................................ hahahaha... dun wanna comment much.. i might jus end her up in more prbs and questionin.. and, overall she's nice.. and.. yea.. she really different from wad i expected.. and, it sucks knowin she proved me wrong abt her... booO.!! do click on her...!

Alynnna --> beauty queen.. but, attached already.. talked abt her in the previous post regardin pictures.. and yea i love the shots uh.. and i'm really lookin forward to chk out her best friends pics too.! totally hit my interest department.. so do view.. and also see the pics.. RECOMMENDED..!

Su Hui --> hahaha.. age.. u cannot believe how old is she till she tells u..knew her during my attachment.. and yea, she can really TALK.. and one hell of a good oganiser.. chk out...!

Leona --> this one uh.. hahahaha.. i'll keep it as a surprise.. click on her to find out more.. and SHE LOVES HER BF alot.. so if u're thinkin abt courting her.. FORGET IT.!! hahahaa.!!

alright.. thats all for the reads.. now movin on.. currently the person that i totally respect is mark.. MARK HOPPUS.. yeapp.. the bassist for blink 182 and currently (+44).. really funny guy and i find him really cool uh.. love his spontanous compositions for music.. and he's really daring..! so do click on the vids below and u'll understand why i say all this things abt him.. its a MUST WATCH.!!

WHOSE MARK??

HOW THEY MADE MUSIC, "MUSIC"

MARK'S CRIB.!

and sooo.. thats the end.. its more of viewin this time round.. so yeapp.. till den.!!

[ YOU..! must watch the vids....! its compulsary for YOU.! =p ]

m.C.

The Return......

2007-08-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

TRIO's

Me..

I Can't Help It But, They Seriously Look Cute Together.!

Shark At His Cutest.! Don't You Just Feel Loved.?

NeeNoR NeeNoR.!! NEXT.!

THE KISS.!

Focus...

i missed out a weekend of update.. i missed it.. hahaha.. was too lazy to update.. well, some pics to let u guys see.. lend a "helping" hand to wendy for her projects regardin some youth thingy.. well, i guess wad she had to do was to actually get pictures of youth's doing things in their everyday lives.. hahaha.. and so she approached us to do some picture takin.. and guess wad, she even paid for our jammin session.! NICE HUH.!! hahahaa.. thank u.!! WOoOoOHoOo..

ok.. movin on.. tests hav been seriously loaded onto us this week.. leh has gt WONDERFUL news.. hahaha.. can't really announce it over the blog.. so yea.. and me.. well, i've actually gt myself into alot of trouble recently wit someone.. and well, all seems to b clear and good for now.. wOoOo.. and its all because of my rash actions tat gt me into this state.. matters of the heart, and also gettin confused by the ppl around you.. damm.. and all i wanna do is sooo badly blame bon.. hahahaha.. but, its all over now.. THANK HEAVENS.. and well, i hav to say couldn't hav done it without bon's help.. so... he kinda make amendments.. so... its ok.!! =)

and.. my hse phone is seriously givin me a big headache.. phone calls.. conversations always being cut off after a while.. haiz.. it really makes me sound really rude.. darn.. must tell my mummy.!! hHAhAHAhaHA.. ok.. forget it..

well, this few days hav been learnin from lessons after lessons.. words shldn't b used without meanings or reasons.. make sure u think before doin anythin.. dun act on impulse.. and even if ppl force you to say somethin and sometimes they make it sound really bad if u dun say it.. JUST DON SAY IT.! cos its you who is gonna b labelled STUPID after saying things you nt suppose to say or isn't that IMPORTANT.! take note.!! and if ur fren is the one havin the cramps on his face.. JUST LET HIM BE... cos u tryin to help him may nt b really that useful afterall.. cos u might jus in fact help in EARN more TROUBLE points...hahahaha.. SOoOoooOo..... moral of the story.. LISTEN TO WHAT THE VICTIM HAS TO SAY... hahahaha...

ok.. done.. movin on.. camera's.. lyn and lisa.. GOSH.. i'm filled with envy over lynn's FISH EYE camera and lisa's 8 lens camera.. dunno la wad is it.. some lomography thingy kinda shots.. its really really nice.. cos the shots are really artistic and out of this world.. to me.. so if u're curious abt the shots that lynn took..CLICK HERE.!!

kristy jus gt her blog done.. so pls do chk her out.. and also my band's blog..! do chk it out too! gt to do a lil promo.. ok.. u knw wad.. jus chk out wadever changes i made on my blog especially on d links section.! hahahaha..

and.. dam.. lil one still has tat aura.. SHARKS.. and i'm being good..

[ I'm GOOD...... so wad's my reward? ]

m.C.

WoOoOoOoOooooo..!!

2007-08-09T02:44:00.000+08:00

finally.. we performed.. and we're done.! and it turned out ok actually.. except for a few mistakes that some of us made.. and well, i dun really hav any right to judge others.. so abt me.. i screwed up a lil actually.. i went off key.. hahahaa... for the song " Somethings Are Better Left Unsaid" the last part where i was suppose to bring it really high i somehow went off key.. DARN.! but, overall ppl say it was ok... it was good etc.. so yea.. pretty much satisfied actually.. =)

the day where there was just me and bob.. hahahaa.. its funny how comments only came in when jus bob and i were playin tat day.. it was jus me and him on "stage".. hahahaa.. zal got his hand injured.. wan couldn't come dwn because of test.. shark was busy i think.. and there was jus left wit me and bob... and so we carried on.. we played.. hahahaa.. and comments were great.. ppl loved HAZI SYNDROME.. i mean, it was so nice to hav ppl comin over to u askin u wad song was tat and who sang it.. and when we told them its our original piece ppl were like WOW.. and i think there was this guy who asked for the song uh.. like asked us to send it or somethin.. but, we couldn't.. hahaha.. just really nice to hav ppl praisin and tellin u all the gd stuff.. its really nice.! =)

just wanna thank all those ppl who came dwn to support us and also ppl who came by gave us ur comments.. it really meant alot thank you.!! THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT.!! really.!! LOVE YOU GUYS.!!!

just to allow ppl to search us more easily..

tag words..; Avian sixtyfour, aviansixtyfour, avian sixty four, avian 64 band.. a64, avian64... ok.. i think tats all the words ba.. hahaha.!!

tml is national day.. so wad's ur plan..? enjoy ur holidays ppl.!!! =D

[ i guess our love story ends here...... ]

m.C.

This Week...

2007-08-05T02:59:00.000+08:00

This Brand Scares Me...

The Shit That Cost $1.10 (Worth It)

Had Too Take This Shot Cos I Thought The Effects Looked CooL.!

Story Telling Recording (Look at His Hands, Can Tell That He's Nervous)

Looking Really Stressed..!

Looking Confident... =)

We Tried To Do The Angel Effect.. But, Failed..

Advert Of The Week.. BOB.! Had To Post This Up, Cos He's Expression Looked FUNNY..

Its Nice If You Looked At It Upside Down..

Zal Has Never Failed To Make Us Smile With His Poses.! =D

ok.. pictures for the week.. first of all.. finally i manage to pull through this week of tests.. wow, was really pressured actually.. thank god i cleared it.. YATTA.!!

had a performance reheasal on monday.. wah, almost scewed up.. NO BASS guitar.. and was dam lucky that i still had money in my account.. PHEW..! so rented the bass guitar from BMC.. wah liao.. cost us 40 bucks.!! and we rented it for like 3 hrs or 4.. wah liao.. EXPENSIVE la.!! but, wad to do.. we needed it.. and to me overall the performance was ok.. but, the bad thing was the bass somehow still sounded bad.. dam unlucky uh.. borrowed the bass den the sound still sucked.. wah liao.. BooOoOo.!! anyway, its all over already.. hopefully monday will hav a better one.! =)

thurs.. head on dwn to mustafa area.. wah liao.. see a diff side.. ruben drove.. so jus drop by there.. makan den chao home.. it was ruben's treat.. WooOoOoo... i feel bad.. i didn't treat anyone i think wit my first pay.. like a proper meal.. i only treat drinks.. hahahahaa.. liao.. and i'm seriously broke now.. DAM.!!

fri.. sch.. dam.. shldn't hav attended sch.. we didn't get any gradin of our labs tat day.. BoOO.! so it was kinda like a waste of time for us.. haiz... after tat met up wit KL and ashley at 85.. den makan sit sit talk talk.. hahahaa..

ok.. now... MY TOILET IS FLOODED.. i can't get the water to go down.. sucks.!! totally irritating.. i got a pimple on my nose.. BoOooo.. and...... i can't recall wad else i wana complain..

ouh.. yaaa.. friday.. went dwn to east spring pri.. GOSH.. the kids were soo adorable..!! YEEeeEe.!! it made me feel like i wanna hav kids.!! AhHH~hhhh~hHH~hh.!!! ok... dah.. shut up.! ehem.! but, i like workin with kids.. and they were nice.. and they are all pri 1.. so adorable..! hahaha.. and i haven exactly edited their voices..! maybe if i got permisson or wad i'll post the voices up den u can hear them reading.. =) really cute.!! and they read pretty well for their age actually...

hahahaha.. now i recall.. i went to put kristy over the phone with KL and ashley.. ashley had a prb with this girl he likes.. hahaha.. den kristy.. OMG.. so straight forward.. hehe.. but, its gd that her talking made him think even more and better..! hahaha.. so it helped.. den just nw called soraya.. intro her to zal and leh over the phone.. hahahaha.. and they say her voice nice.. hahahaha.. CooOooOL... good for her.! =) probably will hang out nxt time.. all of us together..! WooOooOo..!

and... i dunno wad else to fill up... ouh.. and leona's cousin.. OMG.. hahahaha.. she is really makin my HEAD BIG.! and she's nice.. hahahaha.. tats all i gt to say.!! =)

[ See You SooOn... =D ]

m.C.

PICTURES......

2007-07-29T16:34:00.000+08:00

Acting GAY.!

Trust Me, I Didn't Take Her Lunch...

WATER SPROUT.. Location Taken SIMEI..

This Is Mirza.. ANY GIRLS INTERESTED? Doing Some Free Advert On Him.. Hahaha.!

Thats Just Me.. AND HOT COFFEE Rules In Cold Weather Like This..

ADAM, KRISTY & MIRZA.! The Classic Pose.. =)

Just Trying To Show Her Whose BOSS.!! AND, I'm Just Acting Childish... HahahahA.!!

Have No Idea, But I Think Both Our Hair Sucked In This Pic..

Doesn't Adam Looks Sweet... AwWw..

In Class.. Mirza Had His New Hair Cut, Couldn't Help It Just Had 2 Disturb Him..

You Can Never See Faez Smile This Wide Unless DS is Present.!

The Two Ladies From Indonesia. In Green(JuzzFa) & In White(Soraya).

Updates.......... well, now to start off things off.. a meet up wit the indonesia ladies.. ok, maybe some of u might kinda find them familiar.. well, they aren't some superstars.. but, they are really friendly ppl.. they add ppl real easily over friendster.. hahaha.. and soooo.. it was the first time we're all hangin out together.. hahaha.. but, there were sparks flyin for the young boy at the corner and the lady in green.. hahaha.. and jus so u guy dun knw.. tats bob.. and.. i think he is abt to be taken.. and i think they totally make the perfect couple.. she's talkative and she takes care of him lahz.. and bob, too takes care of her.. really well.. hahahah... for my reason sayin tat she takes care of him is because.. u knw bob, seldom smiles and always quiet.. hahaha.. so she told soraya tat if bob is angry she too would b angry.. hahahaa.. SWEET HOR?? hahahaa.. oh well.. hehe.. anyway, it was the first time i met up wit ppl whom i jus knw through friendster without any links with any friends.. hahaha.. COOoOOL.. and it wasn't really scary for us guys la, but more scary for the gals.. but, u knw sure can trust me and bob.. sure will take care de.. ahahahahaa.. anyway, the day was fun.. and soraya.. well, she turns out really different from pictures.. she really adorable actually.. hahahaa.. because she is small built in size.. and.. SHE BURPS without hesitation.. hahaha.. dunno la.. she jus keeps burpin after every drink.. hahaha.. i couldn't help but laugh whenever she takes a sip of somethin.. =)

well.. the rest is all abt the same.. pictures and more pictures of chillin out.. now in the grp we gt 3 k8ooi... hahaha.. triple the amount of pictures..!!! ahahahaa.. more comin up hopefully.. and.. sch has been fine.. finally a break from the money earin dream and stress.. now a GOOD SOLID REST.. hahahaa.. study and chill out.. phew.. ehhh.. no.. now its time to press ppl for my money.. hahahahaa.. wooOohOoOoO.. hahahaha.. ok.. movin on..

kristy.. hahahaha.. the only gal in the grp.. well, i've gt comments and say abt her.. she is sooo nt the person i thought she would b.. hahhaa.. but, there were also some parts of her tats expected.. hahaha.. well, first things first.. she didn't mind me takin her to meet new friends.. so i introduce her to our band's drummer.. hahaha.. and it kinda went well actually.. so.. plus point.! ting ting ting..! hahaha.. ouh.. she hates rain.. and we had to take a cab to dwntwn east.. haiz.. minus point uh.. hahahaa.. and she only likes things tat are pretty.. OMG.. hahahaa.. OuHHh..!! den in the cab.. saw shannie.. hahaha.!! she was imitating this guy running or somethin.. hahaha.. DAM FUNNY la.. i mean, from shannie.. would anyone expect tat from her.. bon was in the cab.. even he was surprised.. hahaha..!!

anyway.. i dunno wad else to fill in anymore.. i'm missin HUGS sOoOOooOoo MUCH right now.. i can hug anyone uh..!!! AhHhHh~hH~Hh~h~Hh~Hh~h~H.!!!

[ Where's my lil one.. I WANT HUG..!! ]

m.C.

PhUsTT.!

2007-07-23T01:53:00.000+08:00

The Kid And Me....

SUPER ZAL..! Can't stop laughin whenever i see this pic.. Just Imagine he is ur super Hero, i wonder wad singapore would b like..

Me Without Glasses.!Oh i'm tryin hard to have the HERO look.!

Avian 64

okayy.. finally.. got sometime to blog abt somethin.. alright.! so well shall i start.. as u can see.. i've been postin up pics of this kid with me.. k laaaar.. i giv up uh.. he is my newphew.. and, yea.. he is one hella bright kid.. and i love him loads..! hahahaa.. he really brightens up my day.. even thought i've got alot of carryin to do when i'm with him.. hahaha.. but, yea.. he is nice and really really adorable.. and its because of his character tat somehow made me feel like i wanna be a daddy.. hahahaha.. gosh.. the influence..!! the pics were taken during my bro's chalet.. it was his b'day.. and tat was also the day.. I FINISHED THE VIDEO PROJECT.!! WOohOoOo..!! finally completed.. and its officially OFF MY CHEST..!! yeasss..!!

and.. bro's b'day was alright.. nothin much i can rememeber... OUHhHH.. now i remember somethin.. it was also the day where i went for a midnight movie wit the changi lepak gang.. hahaa.. and tat was also the day ahmad forgot to lock his toilet door.. ok.. i can't really describe wad actually happen but it was seriously funny tat day.. cineleisure.. i think its level 4 toilets can only occupy one user i think.. and jus so happen another guy came in and he didn't lock the door.. reaction by the other party was really funny.. hahahaha.. and it wasn't really nice because rubun, me and leh were laughin our heads off when the incident took place.. hahahaha..! couldn't help it.. kk. nvm.. this shall be somethin i read and will remember.. JULY 14th..

movin on... sch is as per normal.. kristy.. the new lady in our grp... one chi gal.. and a few malay guys.. hahahahaa.. wad do u get?? a princess... hahahaha.. ppl were often lookin at her.. she was the only gal tat were mixin wit us... hahahaa.. can't help it.. and yea, i think we are takin care of her pretty well actually.. she's left all alone after our class split up.. so she was the only gal from our class who is wit us.. so she can't mix arnd wit anyone else actually.. cos the rest of the classmates are all new.. new to her and us as well.. so.. we as old classmates must take care of one another..! hahaha.. and she is bon's scandal i think.. hahahaha.. put bon in-charge to take care of her.. hahahaha. he calls her darling.. just to tease her.. hahaha.. and she is nice.. she doesn't mind and sometimes play along.. hahahaha.. ok.. i'm envious of bon now.. DAM..!

movin on.. so wad else is new.. oH.. met soraya and juzzFA.. hahahaa.. and it was a coincidence that i met them.. it was on a satuarday.. and soooo.. i was with KL and the rest.. and its been a while since i met up with them.. so yay.! hahaha.. but, the bad thing was i waited for them from 6 till 8.. soooo.. wadda hell.. oh well.. somehow i didn't feel angry tat day.. hahahaa.. 2 hrs of waitin and no anger built up but jus back aches..hahahhaa.. and sooo.. just to let u ppl knw... soraya and juzzfa are ppl i met on friendster.. so.. yea.. and i was in a sms conversation with soraya.. so i asked where is she.. she was over at KFC far east.. and i was outside subway fareast... so i gav her call and i told her i'll b droppin by.. and so i did..! hahahaa.. i stood there for like 5 secs.. spoke to her.. wave hi.. and all i say.. I'll see u soon.. hahahhaa.. but, overall it was good.. and wad's more.. i just gt to knw tat her cousin is one of my ex classmate.. her name is sharifah.. well, i remembered her not exactly for the gd reasons uh.. hahahaa.. oh well.. i was actually kinda shaky when i heard tat her cousin knws me.. GOSH.. it was confirmed untill i saw her again sittin outside paragon with her cousins.. hahaha.. and yeapp.. so, first meet up wit someone foreign.. and it turn out fine actually.. ahhahaa.. COOoOOL.. hahahaa.. now its jus bob left.. cos juzzfa and bob.. well, they've gt chemistry.. soo....... i'm like waiting for the day where we actually hang out.. as in.. REALLY REALLY hang out.. hahahaha.. den can see STORY..!! WOOOoHoOoOo..! i love LOVE STORIES.... hahahaha..

den head dwn to 85 wit the chi gang.. makan.. talk talk talk.. makan.. talk talk talk.. hahahaha.. nothin much lahz.. den in the mornin.. mummy asked me and bro to accompany her to makan.. and so we did.. after tat met up wit the band.. JAMMED at paradize mall.. i think there's spellin error uh.. anyway.. jammed there.. AND I HAD A BAD TUMMY ACHE.. wahhhhh.. actually nt tat impt uh.. the main laughters were at starbucks simei.. shark and bon.. hai yooooo.. shark was filmin usin bon's hp... filmin us and makin noises.. like funny ones.. hahahaha.. i can't really elaborate cos the vids aren't wit me.. till i get hold of em tml.. den maybe i'll upload den u guys can take a look.. hahahaha..

izz jus gt a new zen vision.. the wide screen version.. and its AWESOME.. gt pretty jealous over tat tho.. DARN..!! ahmad's leavin for australia tml.. soooo.. i'll be there to send him off.. maybe will take some pics.. den can tell u guys who is AHmaD..! hahahaha..

and to nadiah.. i still remember abt ur mail..!! see la.. u nt the first person i met up.. ended up meetin someone else first be4 u.. haiz.. how how how?? somemore met through friendster also.. hai yoooo.. =)

and.. we're kinda lookin for girls to hang out with.. ANYONE? =) just tryin my luck uh by just postin this.. and.... i think i've decided.. i'll let u guys see the pics.. the ones i haven been showin all these while.. here is the LINK..!! ---> http://microprose.multiply.com/photos/album/27

its the pics taken while at ZAI studios.. it is actually for the band's profile or somethin.. so there are quiet alot of repeated shots.. and i kinda like the way bob poses for his pictures.. FUNNY..! hahaha.. he is gettin really funny nowadays.. hahahahaa..

ok.. so jus enjoy browsin through the pics.. and.... hear from me soon..!! =)

[ BoOoO..! SOoooOooOo.. wad happen to you? how is everythin? =) ]

m.C.

Apologies and word...s...

2007-07-08T03:08:00.000+08:00

It was one of the most busiest week ever.. had to settle the filmin stuff.. and it was our first project.. and right now.. i'm actually still doin the uploadin of the videos.. and... its really taking forever.. and its really really slow.. dam.. i'm actually dying of boredom here.. no one.. no help.. AHHhHhHhHh..!!

ok.. nxt.. wanna apologise to zai and cherlie.. so sorry tat i couldn't find time and all... really stuck with alot of things.. so yea.. wanna say i'm really sorry.. and also to mimi who was soo pissed at me the other day because we seldom meet up often and i was busy with other things.. so its kinda like i was presently there but my mind wasn't.. so wanna say sorry abt tat also..

and soooo.. sch's gonna start on monday.. wow.. and I CAN'T find my LANYARD.. F***.. this sucks man.. looks like i gt to purchase a new one when i start sch again.. BooOo..!

workin is tirin.. but, havin the money.. really makes u SMILE..!! wOoOoo.. i haven been arnd recently.. been busy.. busy with work.. busy upsetting ppl.. busy getting too busy.. and yea.. i passed cindy her gift.. and she likes it.. tada.! tats actually gd news to me uh.. i had a hard time thinkin of wad to get her.. and yea.. managed to find somethin nice so tats great..

and thinkin back.. i really wonder wad happen to nadiah.. my fren.. the one i always mail.. she didn't reply my mail.. now i'm wonderin if my mail gt to her.. sharks.. nadiah if u're readin this... WHERE'S my mail??? =(

nxt.. life.. is FRAGILE.. someone i'm nt very close to jus passed away today.. well.. i dun wanna talk much.. but, her death certainly came as a REALLY REALLY big shock.. no one expected it.. and to me.. i jus cannot believed she left jus like tat.. so... yea.. its scary.. jus remember to take care of ur own health and if u r feeling sick.. pls take gd care of urself and let the ppl arnd u knw how u feeling.. because its really impt.. dun wait till the day comes and start regrettin terribly..

i dun really hav alot to talk abt.. cos my head is rather stoned at the moment.. so.... yea.. this sucks.. till den..

m.C.

LEPAKING CHANGI...

2007-07-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

BackKkkKk...

now i hav gt to remember wad i've been actually doing this past few days.. VAJITHALI.. the place to be.. right. i've been hangin out at changi for almost the rest of my entire attachment life and holiday.. ppl askin me.. HUH? u're at changi AGAIN?? hahahaa.. but, anyway.. to me.. and maybe to us.. the shop is like OUR OWN STARBUCKS.. and i kinda like how things work over there actually.. so........ let me jus think.. wad i've been doing..

i think on thursday i went dwn to parkway parade wit bob.. to go develop pics uh.. so yea.. i think i'm gonna increase the picture collections on the wall.. cos afterall guests tat comes over to my place always go to the picture corner to take a look at the pics displayed.. so.. might as well i increase it and at the same time include family pictures.. cos after all they might be wondering how come is jus pics of me and my friends but no family pictures.. and while searchin for this pictures.. i saw all of us.. us as in the friends around me.. the ones tat i took pictures with and also the ones i had most fun with.. all those happy memories jus start come flashin back in my head.. lookin at the pictures and smilin dead silly to myself.. =) it was great and really fantastic.. hahaha.. and i spend 21 bucks for 106 pictures uh.. ahahaha.. NICE... its considered cheap uh to me.. i mean, if u were to compare it wit the film developed prices.. and sooo.. couldn't help it but drop by the shop tat gina was workin in.. and yea.. she is and was there.. hahaha.. now its soo easy to find her.. hahahaa.. k.... dah.. enough.. MOVING ON..!!

FRIDAY... WORKED.. jeremy's daughter has licence to drive.. and... he isn't gonna get her a CAR..!! hahahahaa.. got TRICKED by yee xuan to join some multi level marketing.. F***... den........ CHANGI....

SATURDAY... a day before GST increase........

it was my first time actually tryin out indian food.. as in.. the way they serve is like in india.. and its pretty cool because this kinda "india" treatment can be found somewhere near mustafa tat area i think.. ok.. i totally can't recall the street name.. but, anyway it was really an experience for me.. watchin how they get serve over in india on channel news asia, and me.. GETTING the real life experience.. so.. let me try to describe to u how they actually serve us.. they put some veg stuff on ur banana leaf plate den jus automatically they load rice to ur plate.. and u call dishes from the counter area.. GRAVY and RICE is SOOOOooOOo REFILLABLE its like unlimited.. and water there.. FREE.. nt ice cold water but, jus plain temperature water.. but, its all cool.. and we ATE and ATE.. i mean, u can really get all filled up wit the food they serve over there.. and.. the best thing.. its only 6 bucks per person.!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT??!! eat ALL THE RICE YOU WANT MAN.. i mean, even if u didn't even get dishes.. u can jus get rice and gravy and some veg.. and i think u won't hav to pay much for tat.. and best.. UNLIMITED MAN..!! AHHhHHhH~HhHh..!!!

den after tat head dwn to sim lim.. tried to look for tripod.. but.... NONE to me was suitable for filmin.. den head to different guitar shops.. as u knw.. GST is abt to increase.. and not all shops are gonna b absorbin the GST prices man.. and guitars costs a few hundred.. and 7% of a few hundred isn't tat cheap.. to me.. so movin on.. head to sims drive i think.. and there was SWEE LEE sales man.. gosh.. guitar prices slashed.. ppl takin wad they need.. and the queue....... Freakin LONG MAN.... in the end.. BOB didn't get his guitar... ZAL DID... and bob... well.... he was pretty upset abt it... oh oh.. missed out.. there was NDP reheasal.. LOADS of ppl there tat day.. lucky thing we weren't gonna spend our day there... phew.. and yea.. we made bob.. SPIDERMAN and got him wonderwoman as his partner.. hahahAhHAha..!!

sunday.... GST INCREASED.. SMOKING, ban and certain clubs.. and someone asked.. sat night u are at a club partyin through as usual through the night.. 11.59pm.. shld u light up ur cigeratte??? hahahahaa.. nt bad uh the qn.. and i'm jus wonderin if anyone had encountered this problem while clubbin in places tat ban smoking on the 1st of july.. hahahaa.. after waking up.. went dwn to ZAL's blk.. session.. val couldn't make it.. shark had a new song.. and its sooooo obvious its all abt leona.. hehe.. awwww.. hahahaha.. so sweet.. had a rough idea of how to sing his song.. mum and dad send and picked me up.. didn't attend church.. cos bro was no where to b found.. called and didn't ans his HP.. and after tat.. gt dad's car keys.. went to his car set his radio.. and gt kinda depressed.. cos i was in the driver seat.. and Couldn't DRIVE..!!!! AhHH~Hh~h~h~H~H~H~H..! darn putoes.. haiz.. den CHANGI.. den we tried to locate female actresses to act in ur A64 MTV.. tried shidah.. but, didn't work... den zal asked la where she was headin etc.. den zal say la u knw she goin out wit guys alone to changi.. den i like... ya.. i think so.. den LEH scold me.. SEE LA TOLD U TAKE CAR LICENCE DEN DON WAN.. SEE NOW CANNOT TAKE GIRL OUT LATE AT NIGHT.. den i like.. wah lao....... already depressed den he jus has to rub salt into the wounds man.. OUCH.. also gt nothin to say la.. jus kept quiet whenever i can when the topic of shidah comes in..

today.. pulau ubin.. the only thing i can recall.. the JUNGLE and MOSQUITO bites..!! cos leh took us cycling in the jungle.. and the route... wasn't really very friendly wit us... oh yea... loads of things jus zoom pasts ur face.. webs la etc.. F***.. and i was wearing my jordons.. DAMM..!! one hell of a sweaty day today.. and overall everythin is abt as usual.. and lepak vajithali again.. hahahaha..

and the thing i like abt knowin friends who kinda work at the place is cos u get to try out all sorts of stuff.. the picture above.. its MY OWN CUSTOM DISH..!! hahaha.. RICE, MEE, MEE HOON and KWAY TEOW.. all mixed together..! hhahahahaa.. and.... its nice to me.. hahahahhaa..!! wad i like abt there is havin to b able to custom ur own dish.. WoOooOoOOo..!!

ok.. i think.. tats all i can recall for now.. and yeapp.. i still hav no idea how much they are gonna b payin me.. dam..

[ its ok tat u turned dwn the offer.. no worries.. see u soon.. =) ]

m.C.

SoOooMe Updates..!

2007-06-24T12:46:00.000+08:00

Our video mentors during secondary days...

The AV Group Of My Generation..!

Getronics Keppel Towers Attachiess!

My Company Getronics..!(Getronics Keppel Towers)

His Birthday...

My Smartest...

My Face Looks Retartedly Retarted, But This Are My Sweethearts...
=)

My Sweet One...

alright.! Some updates..! from the pictures.. u can see wad has been goin on in my life.! hahaha.. the greatest of the greatest and the sweetest of the sweetest.. =)

lets start off with bottom up.. the kids..! gosh i love em..! hahahaha.. it was his birthday.. and yea he was really cute.. there was this picture where there were the three of us.. him, me and his sister.. my mum asked him.. "who is this?" (pointin to him in the picture) he answered "monster" and she pointed to me in the picture and asked who is this he answered "monster" and when my mum pointed to his sister he answered "angel' hahaha.. ok.. maybe it ain't funny.. but, to me.. havin this answers comin out from a 3 yr old is really adorable..!! hahaha.. and there was another incident.. my mum made him repeat sentences after her.. like once upon a time there was a boy bla bla bla.. he twisted and change sentences given to him.. for example my mum ask him to say" there lived a boy called jared that was very naughty" he answered " there lived a boy called jared who was very good" somethin like tat.. and it went on.. we gav the negative things he came out with positive stuff.! ahhahahaaa.. now tats NEAT..! and as for his sister.. she is more of a music person.. always dancing and movin to the music.. so... future possibilities..! clubbing chiongster or.... a music artiste..! i dunno.. but i'll b there to watch the change.!! =)

now moving on.. getronics.. the dell service provider.. i had one of the best working days of my life with them.. i mean, i really like the working style there.. or to say the working life there.. so yea.. i had a blast during my stay over at tat company.. learned alot and yea, its seriously worth it.. =) if wanna knw more abt wad i do.. ask me.. cos i can't fill up much over here.. was told not to blog abt the company before i started work.. so yeap..!

moving on to the next picture.. AV..!! my av club during my secondary sch days.. hahaha.. all those memories..! and i jus can't help it but i jus wanna fill up some stuff abt wad i did during those secondary sch days..! ok.. fah and i.. first gundus to make MTV.. and we advertise jus exactly like the N'sync video "POP".. gosh.. imagine.. we DANCED infront of the camera.. hahaha.. and of cos with the help of Yoong Kheong.. hahaha.. and wad both fah and i couldn't help it during the AV times were the LAME funny actions by a few of our AV members.. their jokes were lame and cold but, somehow we seriously got arnd with it by laughin.. hahaha.. i dunno y and how but we found every joke they say FUNNY.. even till tat day we met up for the BBQ.. gosh.. i seriously miss those AV days.. creating films without boundries.. given the privilage to do films out of our own interest.. i mean, it was seriously the greatest.. and of cos the unlimited amount of fun we had creating films.. being in films.. hahaha.. yea, those were the days.. i love it and i MISS IT.. hahaha.. and of cos fun isn't fun without the buddy huzaifah.. hahaha.. and we use to hav this thing.. we tried to imitate the people who called themselves the "right brothers" and i dunno wad did we actually call ourselves.. hahaha.. anyway.. it was fun uh.. ahhhHhhh... shiok.. i miss it..

holidays HAVE OFFICIALLY SUNK in for me.. AWESOME..!! HOLI HOLI HERE I COME.!!!! WoOOhOoOoOoO..!!!!!

[ You weren't in singapore..?? NEVER TELL ME...! =( ]

m.C.

Enlightenin..!

2007-06-10T04:05:00.000+08:00

alright.. backkkk.....

well.. its 4 am and i can't sleep.. and i'm actually doin some blog hopping.. and goodness gracious.. ok.. anyway, two new addictions to the blog add's.. one is michelle and the other is ethel.. and.. i was reading through michelle's blog.. and i jus can't help but notice somethin she wrote.. some PADI story or somethin.. hahahaa.. so anyway.. i visited ethel's blog.. and i finally read the LONG waited PADI story.. hmmm.. its really kinda enlightenin especially if u are facing some dilemma kinda relationship.. oh well.. i won't b the one who will be telling u the story.. u shall click on the link and go read up on it.. tats if u r dead seriously interested to knw.. hahahaha.. kk.. click on ethel's blog.. and click on the top portion and read post on june 6th paragraph 4.. hahaha.. tat shld do the trick.. i dun wanna b doin some copy or paste thingy.. cos the story doesn't belong to me... dun wanna b involved wit any copy right problems.. hahaha..

but, wad really made me smile was i had to read this from 15 yr old's to actually knw more abt the problems we face in life.. like, i've actually gt enlightened by a 15 yr old..!! AhHhhh.. so yea.. kinda sad to knw tat it actually has to happen like this..

been sick since wed.. and the feeling really sucked.. at first i had the feeling i was gonna b hit with dengue and DIE of dengue.. and in my mind during rests at home.. i was thinkin abt all the funeral preparations etc.. hahahaa.. but, in the end was just some BAD throat infection.. hahaha.. and yea.. its all cool now except for the coughs.. its always there.. and its DAM irritating because i can't sleep in peace right now because of the COUGH.. its like every 10 seconds or somethin i've gt to cough.. ohhh.. its irritating alright.. and i was on MC from wed till fri.. and i miss work like nuts.. call me crazy.. but, i love my job... oh yea.. i love my job...

had one of the weirdest dreams during my sick rests at home.. dreamt abt shannie.. yea, sounds kinda stupid but, her mum send her to japan.. and i also dunno for wad.. and she called me cryin la.. so yea.. bla bla bla.. must be the fever.. and i was also thinkin.. would i become even more stupid after havin this kinda non-stop fever for such a long time.. hahaha.. was kinda worried tat i would turn out retarted or somethin.. oh yea.. when u're sick.. ur mind jus thinks of many possibilities of wad the outcome would be like after this fever ordeal..

yea.. and today.. i purchased parts for the new computer.. and its gonna b assembled tml.. zal and izz wanna come dwn and take a look at how i do my stuff uh.. so.... yea.. i'm alright wit it.. so y nt..

oh yea.. jus remembered.. i got stuck on tues.. gt appointment.. but, no engineer was with me to finish it up.. so yea.. i gt stuck.. booOoHoOoo.. dun wanna say anythin more abt it.. let it b somethin for me to remember..

oh yea.. gt to know mimi's fren.. and... i wanna intro her to ZAL.. hahahaha.! but, he won't entrust me wit the mission for searchin his soul partner anymore.. cos the first gal i wanted to intro him.. was.. well.. CLUMSY.. and yea.. had some HISTORY and STORY with the rest of the people.. so ya lor.. oh well.. i dun care.. i'll still search for HIM..!! bWhAHAwaaHAHWaHAHAhahA.!!

[ i miss you.. ]

m.C.

Stranded...

2007-05-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

I'm losing...

I'm losing love...

I'm losing her...

I'm losing everything...

I need help...

I want to be saved...

SHuUUuuSh..!

2007-05-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

oh man.. yest.. i was attached to this guy who drove a subaru.. with turbo loaded in his car.. and at the back of his trunk he had gas tank.. wOoOoOo.. first time i sat in such a fast car.. it felt as tho i was speedin to go back in time.. wah, den gt the *gas* sound.. wOOoO.. shiok man.. it really felt as tho i was in the film too fast to furious man.! hahahaha.. bo jokin..!

so yea.. but, the bad part was.. it felt as tho i could die anytime.. and ur heart jus starts racing when he speeds.. hahahaha.!! kk.. nvm.. giler.. but, DAM SHIOK lar.!! WoOOHoOOoO.. he even had this dvd player in his car.. can watch TV also man.! wah liao.. is it cool or wad.. subaru 2.0 CC car.. nicccccccccccccccccccce....

den after tat.. head back home lor... bought some makan.. den saw this guy with his GF.. it was nothin actually but suddenly this old dude came right in front of him.. and asked him to pick up the cigarette and at the same time told him it was wrong.. and den................................ gave him a FINE.. wah lan.. he look like some normal apek.. really cannot tell tat he was some summon dude man.. serious.. i gt a shock uh.. ahhahahhahaha.. seriously.. hahaha.. lucky HIM.. dat apek had a little notebook in his hand.. so... jus beware and careful lor.. this is another side of life man..!

so today.. STUCK UH.!! server room.. 10 till 12 plus.. haiz.. den after tat.. went to makan.. den BUGIS..!! den buy fan.. i think tml i'll go purchase 2gb ram uh.. hahahaa.. for my mummy's computer.. UPGRADE time.!! hhahahaa.. WOoOoOO..!!k la.. nothin much.. tats all.. =)

[ WHeN Is OuR NxT OuTinG? ]

m.C.

Update

2007-05-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

aight.. back from dunnno where.. been busy with things... well, gd news to share.. managed to help bob to flash his psp to 1.5 and den back to 3.4 oe-a..! hahahhaa.. WOoHOOoOo.. its a success.. and yea, had to do it for him uh.. cos i've been tellin him i'll help him den always nvr do it.. so finally i did it.! woOoOhOoOoo..!! tats gd news..

and movin on.. we r tryin to do our own tee-shirt label.. so yea.. and the tee label is called ROPE.. so yeapp.. we've actually gt our first tee printed and can't wait to see how its gonna b like.! WoOHOoOO.! so yippie for tat.. wait till its out den let u ppl see... bwahhahaaha.!! ok.. action.. sorry..

and i can't help but post up some pics of my "interestin" journey in life.. k la, maybe to u it really isn't tat interestin.. but, to me it is ok.! so.. jus have to get it written dwn.. ok.. so the first pic.. carpark.. now tats my first time at IMM.. finally i manage to step foot in the IMM building.. it was okok uh.. i was wit my engineer.. and i can't help but took picture of the car park.. i find it really cool uh.. i hav no idea y.. they had this things at the top which shows if a car lot is available and stuff.. gosh... hahaha.. but, wad made me felt tat this car park was different was because of its lightin uh.. very well lit.. it somehow make the place looked as tho its a car expo or somesort.. so its really nice uh.. hahahaha.! ok.. lame..

now movin on.. the clouds.. i tell u.. i was in the car.. and from the looks of it.. it looked as tho there was gonna b a tornado or somethin... in singapore.. hahahaa.. den my engineer say better not uh.. cos the car cannot withstand it if it really happens.. hahahaha.. so ok.. jus had to catch a pic of tat.. and the accident.. was when we were on the way to kallang puddin road.. wah liao.. as u can see from the pic.. it somehow really looks impossible to hav 2 cars comin head to head in singapore especially when there's a barrier at the corner.. so yea.. damm.. jus had to take a pic of tat.. and i dun think any lifes were lost.. u can see from the looks of both the vehicles.. so yea lorrr.....

den my life.. i'm happy cos someone rejected two GUYS.! WOoHOOo.. ok.. tats happy news for me la.. but, i guess its also happy news for her cos she gt ppl comin after her.. den i dun hav.. BoOOo.! hahahaha.. but, who cares.. i still love her... and i'm on probation for a month.. oh yea.. i'll prove her WRONG.!!! ahahahahaa.. k la.. i dun think there is anymore things for me to update..

got time to update blog is because i'm not at work today.. sick uh.. since yest.. haiz.. but, feelin better now..! wOOOoO..!!

[ book is with me.. haven updated.. sorry... =( ]

m.C.

2007-05-07T17:56:00.000+08:00

Some nice and lovely shots.. BWAHahahhaa.. ok.. they are lovely to me lahz.. so ya.. the clouds thing was taken on sunday.. and the top two were taken today.. went to this customer's site.. dam, the office was on the 60th floor.. WOoOoOoo.. and it was located at raffles.. dam, the scenary was beautiful man.. nice.. hahahaha..

so meet up wit shidah yest.. yeapp.. it was fantastic.. great.. i reached home around 3 am.. yea, tat is late alright.. bt.. who cares man..!!! it was simply fantastic yesterday apart from some sacarstic remarks made and given by her.. but, tats all OK.. cos she is gettin comfortable wit me.. and i wan her to voice out wadever unhappy stuff she feels inside.. so yea.. F*** the bullyin by her.. its ok.. anyway i owe her.. but, overall.. i rate yesterday the best.. for now.. hahahaa.. kk.. i dun think i shld talk further abt it..

work was ok today.. normal.. nothin much.. everythin is as per normal i guess.. except my mum's pissed tats all.. so yeapp.. dunno la later how.. hahahahaa.. okok.. dah..

[ I forgot to pass the book to you.. shaaait.. oh well.. i guess it gives another reason to see u again.. hahahahaa.!!! =) ]

m.C.

Walky Walkaton..!!!!!

2007-05-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

alright.. watched spiderman 3.. walked from harbour front to city hall.. ton the whole night.. the movie finished 2.45am.. and we were walkin here and there.. hahahhaa... and it wasn't a single bit tirin.. in fact i enjoyed because it was FUN.!! hahaha.. i totally enjoyed it.. while walkin i've gt mirza.. and we were like entertainin ourselves.. doin the sufer dude kinda talk.. my gosh.. totally lame laaaar.. den gt the camera out.. took pics.. WOoOhOoOoO..!! nice to ton.. especially in a grp.. walkin from dunno where to city hall.. hahaha.. shiok..!!!

den after that i finally had my macdonalds breakfast.. GOSH.. hotcakes with sausage..!! when was the last time u had urs??? hahahaa.. i missed macdonalds breakfast.. had my share.. but, all i can say is i remembered la wadever i need to remember.. cos right now its sooo difficult to type out all the experience.. so yea.. nvm.. love it.. hahahaha..!!

and i had my attachment finishin at 7.30pm.. wah liao.. it was bloody late man.. no joke.. but, i enjoyed it uh.. so its ok.!!! AhahHAhahahaha..!!! ok.. tats all..

[ will b seeing u today.. yea... ]

m.C.

SHE moves on..

2007-04-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

tuesday.. 11 plus.. gt a call.. tellin us tat my grandma couldn't make it anymore.. so my mum told my bro and i to rush dwn and see her.. so yea.. we gt dressed and rush dwn.. 12 plus we gt onboard the taxi.. headin to see grandma.. but.. we were late.. she left us be4 we got there in time.. when we first reached there my grandma had both her eyes and mouth opened.. my uncle was there makin phone calls.. den my mum jus asked him.. how is she.. den my uncle say gone already.. the next thing i knew.. my mum broke dwn.. shook my grandma.. asked her why she didn't waited for us den she made her leave.. and my uncle was on the phone callin up the undertakers.. so yea.. and anyway back to where i left off.. my mum cried.. and wad really shocked me was tat my grandma still looked as tho she was still living.. but, the fact was tat she had already left us.. her eyes were watery.. and mouth opened.. she didn't leave in peace.. but, instead she left in pain.. seeing my mum cryin like tat.. all i could do was jus offer her a hug.. and i couldn't remember when was the last time i really hugged my mum.. but, i knew tat day was the only day i really hugged her.. she cried and cried.. askin me why she didn't wait.. and i jus hug her tellin her its ok.. so yea.. i too jus cried.. we were late..

and my mum asked my bro and i to bless my grandma.. so yea.. i held my grandma's hand.. and the other hand on her forehead.. and in my heart.. i told her nt to worry and asked her to leave in peace.. and dun worry cos my mum will settle everythin.. my grandma was always worried abt her kids.. in otherwards my uncle.. yea, she was worried abt alot of things.. i couldn't promise my grandma anythin.. because i knew i wasn't capable enough to take up the responsiblities.. so yea.. i used my mum's name instead.. yea, maybe u might think i'm kinda bad.. but, i dun wanna screw up someone's wish tats soo impt.. so yea.. gt to b realistic abt tat.. but, yea.. i will help my mum out in wadever way i can.. and so.. tat was the day my grandma left us... i was shock.. but, wasn't scared.. wad really gt me upset was tat she left in pain.. and a whole set of worries behind.. and so.. i reported for work the next day..

work was ok.. manage to complete 12 places in 7 hrs i think.. from 9.30 till 5.30.. i called my boss up.. he told me tat i could hav chose nt to attend work tat day.. so yea.. he is really nice uh.. btw, this dude incharge of me is called mr yap.. and yea he told me he is really flexible.. so i told him i'll b takin leave for almost a week.. and he was ok with it..

so i've been stayin in nights after nights takin the late nights to help out.. foldin all those hell money into this gold like shape.. so yea.. fold it night after night.. i was there from 8 plus 9 till the next mornin 8 plus.. and i always slept in the mornin and in the night i'll go dwn to help out.. and the adults r the ones who take the mornin shift.. and its kinda lucky tat i've gt mr yap as my boss.. cos most of them has gt work the next day some has school.. so yea.. i took over... but, i wasn't alone la durin tat time... had my aunty and uncle along with me too...and thank heavens i've gt my mp4 with me.. watched heroes when i was takin a break.. so yea.. all was gd..

today was the burnin of all her things.. like the money and the paper houses etc.. so yea.. and she gonna b crimated the day after tml.. which is sat.. i didn't stay in today.. because there is more than enough ppl stayin back.. so i get to rest more today.. =) oh gosh, i'm soo gonna miss my grandma's cooking.. damm..

and cindy was nice also.. she lives a blk away from my grandma.. so yea.. met up.. had some supper with her... so ya lor... met up wit her and i gt the great spy experiment cd.. some demo i think.. haven really took a listen to it yet.. so wanna thank cindy for her time tho.. thank you...

hearin all those stories durin my late nights from my aunty uncle.. i also knew y my grandma was so worried for all of them.. now i knw.. but, wadever it is.. wad is done is already done.. i've gt more things actually besides wad i did.. ppl's personality.. anger.. who is angry with who.. but, all i can say.. i'm nt gonna blog it at all.. jus to b safe..

right now.. i soo yearn for a hug..a big fat hug from my lil one.. yea, she and i.. its been awhile.. all i can say things jus start comin out on after another and its jus soo hard to actually meet up with her.. and i was sooo desperate for a hug tat i wanted to hug anyone i met.!!! aHHhHHH~hH~hH.. damm.. i wanna see her soon.. HIRO where are u?? help me bend time.!!!

i think tats all i gt to say for now.. tml is another busy day for me..

[ You're greatly missed too.. i'm sorry abt u havin doubts abt me.. its been a while.. really has.. i'm sorry.. talk soon.......... ]

m.C.

Happy B'day Shark..

2007-04-23T01:33:00.000+08:00

Yeapp.. one of the four neoprint pictures... today or yesterday to say it was sharks b'day.. its funny hw he begged us to go out with him on his b'day.. gosh.. hahahaa.. i was like laughin at him la i say y u beg ppl to go out wit u on ur b'day.. so i told him u dun hav to beg ppl one lahz.. den i say i sure go.. its ur b'day.. and u ask me out so i better attend lor.. so yea.. we went out in a grp.. but, zal wasn't there.. for some reason..

ok. to start of.. we had our "dinner" at ramenten.. a halal japanese food restaurant.. hahaha.. ok, i think its been there for quite a while, but its my first time tastin it.. and yea, the food there is great.. so yea.. awesome.!! i knw i enjoyed mine.. jus tat shark had a lil bit of regret cos he ordered the wrong drink.. some ice cold japanese tea.. hahaha.. and yea, there was this waitress uh.. hahaha.. she took our orders.. den we notice at the side of her name there was this [ =p ] so we were like disturbin shark la.. say tat the waitress left him tat because it was his b'day.. hahahaa.. like tryin to hook him and her up.. ok, i think there is a picture taken of both him and her.. hahahaa.. niceeee...

so after tat.. gt a taste of fried choc mars bar.. nice.. dam nice i tell u.. woOOOhoOoOO.. love it.. cost $3.20.. nice nice nice.. can't describe.. i give it 9/10.. hahahaha.. its a must try.. and its some british shop uh.. i can't remember the shop's name.. ok, maybe some of u readin this might hav probably tasted it.. but, its my first time.. and its nice.. shop is opposite gelare.. so yea.. far east.. take note..

den after tat we head dwn to borders.. because i had a $20 gift voucher.. i decided to get somethin there.. den....... i had a changed of mind.. decided to get somethin for shidah.. ahahaha.. yeapp, i dunno y.. but, i gt somethin for her over there.. its some book thingy, its pretty awesome actually cos u can write nt only ur notes but at the same time there are plastic and some compartments for u to store photos and some stuff.. really cool.. to me.. but, jus hope tat she'll like it.. hahahaa.. and the best thing.. exactly $20.!! so yea.. cooOoOL.. it was like fated or somethin.. hahahaha..!! ok.. movin on..

den we went to cineleisure.. gosh, it has really been a while since i played the arcade.. hahaha.. so challenge la wit shark.. den first time he lost.. den can see u knw.. his face la sadden den cursing and swearin.. den ask me for a re-match.. hahah.. den rematch lor.. and... he won.. ya la, den can action to me.. " hahaha, marcus i win u" somethin like tat la.. ah ya, wadever it is nothin gd la.. but, i was ok wit it.. cos he sounded so manja.. i also dunno hw to get mad at him but jus to laugh.. hahahaha.. den after tat.. we decided to take neoprints.. hahahaa.. gosh.. the moments of jus takin on neoprint.. so difficult.. the japanese words.. i tell u uh... we were like some 5 yr olds tryin to operate the machine.. hahahaha... dam funny..!!

but, anyway.. we managed to pull through i guess.. pics still turned out fine to me.. hahahaha.. so yea.. neoprints.. cool.. den movin on.. we head dwn to the place opposite istana.. den took some pics.. den movin on.. we head dwn to fort canning park.. hahahaa.. yea, it was scary alright.. quiet.. den shark shared some stories of wad happen during the time he was there.. when he ran away from home etc.. where he slept and wad kinda noises he heard.. hahahaha.. i tell u uh.. it was dam freakin scary alright.. hahaha.. den i think they were sitting on the swing.. den somethin drop.. ahahhaaa.. den izz say, " ok, all of us didn't heard it uh.. its nothin.." hahaha.. funny.. den they jus sat on this swing.. its like a swing facin each other i think its some old classic swing uh.. hahaha.. den they sat on it.. and we sang some old songs.. hahaha.. westlife, backstreet boys la.. den i dunno wad else.. i mean, we even sung lemon tree.. some classic man.!!! hahahhaa.. all sing together.. hahaha.. WOoOoOOo.. nice..

den after tat.. we jus head home lor.. i think overall it was fun uh.. but, money.. hahaha.. spend quite a bit tho.. hehe.. but, yea.. it was gd.. i love it.. hahahaha.. had fun.. =)

i dunno wad is next.. but.... today was awesome..!!!! happy b'day shark.!!!

[ You better take my gift for u uhhh... MUST.!!! =) ]

m.C.

HOPE..

2007-04-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

replied.. i got a reply.. i dunno.. but, i couldn't really feel the happiness i felt last time.. this entry.. has nothin to do with the previous one regardin my grandma.. i jus hav to blog this dwn.. cos its currently murderin me inside uh..

me.. i gt dependent on someone i hardly knew.. depended my smiles on tat person.. and somehow i understand the feeling of ppl leavin and comin back out of the blue.. yea, i mean.. i'm nt emotionally attached.. but, the hope u had of smilin.. somehow became no hope cos half way the guide u had jus faded.. lost.. den u jus realise u r the one who is the gong gong all the while... tat kinda thing.. i dunno.. oh gosh.. i really dunno wad i've actually gt myself into.. thought i had somethin new to look forward in life.. somethin to runaway from.. ah.. forget it la.. silly me...

today.. work.. johnson and johnson.. in the mornin gave dinie a wake up call.. money issues with the family.. today is practically seeing wad the ppl hav inside.. wad is inside of em.. wad they consist of.. wad is hidden.. everythin.. i guess its mostly abt life.. an INCREASE in tat.. gd news.. bad news.. grandma nt doin tat well.. but, we're all prepared.. pissed.. because impt ppl nt there to visit my grandma..

haiz.. F***... i thought i had found my key to smilin free..!! but.. it only lasted a while... i miss..... hate the "PoOFinG!!" effects... =(

[ Thnks.... i'm having fear.. trust issues.. why? i really dunno wad has come over me... do u? can help me find the reason? ]

m.C.

Helpless...

2007-04-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

well.. first half of my day.. ok.. it was ok.. woke up.. finish up wadever i had to finish up for the public speaking competition.. well.. i didn't win.. but, gt some $20 borders voucher or somethin.. met zai.. yea, she looks like better.. nothin much.. den pass nic the dvd i burned.. i kinda like promoted the band via the brochure for ppl to read.. had avian sixty four's name included in my profile.. i dun really hav the mood to scan wadever in.. so probably nxt time i'll scan in it and probably leave it on another post..

i can't help it but i have to blog this second part of my day.. it isn't really somethin to write abt.. but, i jus can't help it.. and i jus want u ppl to knw tat i'm nt bloggin this so tat ppl will hav tat kinda like pity.. so.. i jus wanna say wad i feel and thought abt life..

visited my grandma.. yea, i can admit tat i'm nt really tat close to her because i dun really speak tat fluent hokkien.. but, yea she was the one who took care of me and my bro when we were younger.. so yeapp.. visited her together with my mum and my bro.. and i jus broke dwn when i saw her in pain.. she nt being able to talk much, jus always staring into space and always frownin and moanin when the pain sets in.. jus really upsets u.. u can see tat she is tired and wants to sleep but the constant pain jus causes her nt to.. i mean, it gt so bad tat she say in hokkien tat the pain is soo bad tat she is goin to die.. and jus seein my mum sniffin jus made me felt even worst.. i mean, it was soo bad tat u jus wanna help ease the pain from her.. she was holdin the railin by the bed.. i mean, it was like pain to its max.. pain tats beyond the word pain.. jus seein her like this really made me felt so useless and helpless.. i really wanna help her ease wadever pain... and when my mum jus touch her forehead her eyes were abt to close and sleep den the pain came back.. she woke up.. i dunno jus how to describe it..

tears were comin dwn.. and we left the room for a while because she vomited.. so... during tat time i jus couldn't help it.. i jus always had the flash back of me when i was younger and being taken care by her.. i still do recall those times.. and when i was sick i'd always b at my grandma's... she takes care of me too.. and i can remember there was once she cooked me one whole fish.. i loved fish alot.. i finished everythin.. =) i jus teared and teared.. my mum told me tat we shld get goin.. but, i kinda said no.. cos deep inside somewhere i really wanted to say a prayer for her.. i had to.. i felt the need to.. so it took me quite a while before i sat beside her bed.. i sat dwn.. held her hand and the other hand on her forehead.. and its jus so pleasin to see tat she is abt to sleep when u do tat.. the comfort she felt in the facial expression.. i said wad i had to say in my heart.. she wasn't some christian lady.. but, i did wad i had to do.. say wad i had to say.. durin tat few mins.. i felt kinda relieved from the comfort look she had.. before i left.. i kissed her forehead.. i dunno but, i jus felt tat it was a need to..

mum told me.. last time.. when i was a kid and was at my grandma's.. i was naughty and my mum wanted to cane me den i ran behind my grandma.. den my grandma told her tat if i ran behind her means i want my grandma to protect me.. so my grandma told my mum tat she can't cane me.. so my mum didn't.. so she caned me at home lor.. i mean, durin tat part when my mum told me.. i started to tear again.. gosh.. i really dunno wad to say.. i mean, i'd b fine if she left.. but, seeing her sufferin in pain nt being able to sleep jus makes u feel really upset..

even tho i'm nt tat close.. communication nt tat wonderful.. there is still somethin somewhere in my heart.. now her days are really counting dwn.. and.. i'll do wadever i can.. i'm so sorry if its a depressed or and angry entry.. but, i jus wanna say wad i have inside.. so yeapp..

[ I'm sorry.. Delays after delays.. ]

m.C.

oook..

2007-04-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

met up with Kl and the rest after my JOB.. and today.. i learn how to "fix" and also increase my knowledge abt printers.. and also.. reformattin one computer is sooo tough.. hahahaa.. sounds silly but there are soo many rules la needed to b done in order to reformat one computer.. ah yooo.. so restricted.. yeeesh..!!

and.. nadiah asked me somethin really silly la.. hahahaa.. well, i answerd her with wad i thought was right.. and also.. nadiah if u r reading this.. this is the song.. CHE.R.RY..!!! take a listen.. i knw its jap.. but.. THIS IS THE SONG.!! and soo funny.. hahahaa.. she likes this guy.. dam cute la after readin it.. in her sch i think.. hahahaa.. so i'm gonna help her in everyway i can uh.. hehe.. oh yeaaaaa.!!! can't wait to knw and hear more from her.. =)

and.. tml there's work.. i love my job.. i wanna go out.!! still nothin.. oh well.. i'll wait i think.. hehe.. public speakin.. COMIN SOON.. jia lat..

[ Ok.. wad i'm thinkin now.. is the sms miscommunication.. hahahaa.. *flash back* whoaaaaa... ]

m.C.

Missing Screw...

2007-04-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

Picture.. HERO in the workshop.. ok, this is wad we'll b facing for the nxt few weeks i think.. cool uh.. the WORKSHOP of mess..!! DUN WORRY.!! i'm here.. but, not to clean up uh..!! just to pose only.. WOOOoOoOO...!!

Alright.. first day of work.. wadda hell did i do.. learn abt printer stuff.. ok.. i think the only thing tat totally benifited me was the network thing.. networkin stuff like how to install the printer usin a network cable etc.. hahahaha.. i dunno la.. i guess it was the most freakin slack time i ever had in my workin experience.. did nothin... talk cock practically for 4 hrs.. i think we totally had nothin to do after lunch uh.. hahahaha.. jus talk talk.. take pic.. hahaha.. take video.. and the best we've gt FREE FLOW of wadever drinks we wanted.. milo la, coffee la.. i mean, i can actually spend ur whole day tryin out the list of hot beverages from the machines.. hahahaa.. its free and u can jus grab a cup anytime from the pantry.. well, wad can i say.. the ppl there totally friendly ba.. but, i realise somethin.. all the guys workin there all like HOT and PRETTY lookin chicks.. unfortunately.. the ones tat are on attachment with us.. not really up to their standards i guess.. can complain in hokkien somemore.. ah yooooo.. hahaha.. azman say they are like perver's man.. well, i kinda gt to agree to him on tat one..

and from the sounds of it.. i think i'm actually gonna hav quite a bit of fun with this attachment thingy.. hahahahhaa.. oh my my.. i really wonder wad is NEXT man..!! ok..!! right now..i'm sooo missin my mail buddy.. i DUNNO WHERE IS SHE..??!!! gosh.. now i like dun hav anythin to look forward to liao.. like back to square one.. =(

ok.. movin on.. i'm tired.. i've gt this public speakin comin up.. and dam, i'm sooo nt ready for it.. and at work.. durin lunch break.. SOO MANY LADIES.. den makes me wonder.. are the males workin anot?? or there has been a change in wad guys and girls do at home??? its seriously scary..

alright.. i think tats abt all.. oh, and my heart gt hole.. and and and i'm a slackaraion.. i'm from the planet slack and i hate the stress planet.. TADAaaA..!! ok.. tats freakin lame.. oh talkin abt lame.. mimi's lame.. hahahahaa..!! =P

oh and yea.. do visit zakiah's blog.. she's gt some new work piece up.. really cool.. so do chk it out..!! and do chk out AVIAN SIXTY FOUR's spaces located at the right hand side.. music up also.. do chk em.. hehe.. kk.. THANKSsSssSsssS..!!!

[ so hw was the first day of sch? i text u tho.. hope to talk to u soon.. =) ]

m.C.

Completion..

2007-04-15T03:54:00.000+08:00

finally.. completion of hazi syndrome is done.. sounds pretty nice actually.. with all the backups etc.. and couldn't help it.. but, i wanna promote (+44) so much tat i wanna let u guys knw more abt them.. jus love the band man.. hahahaha... but, i love my band more.. hahahaha...

ok.. anyway.. check out mark hoppus's blog.. really cool guy.. respect him loads.. so yea.. [ http://himynameismark.com/ ] i'd probably b adding his blog add to one of my links.. for easy access etc..

gonna start attachment on monday.... yea.. no shit abt tat.. and this week has really been really a tiring one.. tryin to get all the right tunes done and my singin right etc.. but, i'm glad tat all is over.. and yea, hopefully we can get bliah's mtv out and goin real soon.. and jus hope tat its gonna b really nice and cool.. so u guys hold on for tat..

and movin on.. there is actually a video of us.. doin the mixing over at macafe dwntwn east.. and yea.. it includes SUPER funny moments of our band mates who were there with us doin nothin.. hahaha.. i'm nt sure whether it'll b up anot.. need to seek approval first and the file is kinda big.. so.. i dunno la how.. hahahaha..

alright... till den.. =)

[ so how was ur weekends? ]

m.C.

Support..!!

2007-04-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

ok.. this was wad i did yesterday.. went to la selle.. gave support to beyonce.. but, i was late.. went there with the band.. so kinda like introduce her to the band and the band to her.. so yea.. wasted la i was late.. so yea, kinda feel bad la abt tat.. SORRY beyonce.. nxt time la hor.. den dinie also asked me to come dwn to help her take some pics.. but, i was late.. i think i came when they were all packin up and ready to go.. so yea.. ah yaaaa.. feel bad uh.. shaaaait.. it was nice to knw tat beyonce didn't mind chillin with us.. but, she had to work.. so yeapp.. too bad.. and dam la, didn't manage to get dinie and shark to meet each other.. DARN..!!

den we jus head dwn to some music store to chk out the prices etc.. ah yoooo.. so tempting.. wanna buy but gt no money.. this sucks la.. den den.. i gt a pick.. nylon piece.. awesome man.. WOoOoO.. and i think the rest is pretty much it.. ouh, den we did imitating of one another.. hahaha.. and dam.. shark is gd la..

I saw natasha.. but, i nvr call.. i dunno y la.. dun ask me why.. somethin jus held me back.. so when i was leavin den i text her uh.. she called me.. den... she wanted to meet me at bus stop or somethin.. but, i refused uh.. so yea.. she gt kinda pissed at me ba.. i also dunno wad is wrong.. NATASHA.. sorry lahz.. another time...

anyway.. we all headed home.. and on the journey we talked abt somethin stupid la.. dunno la banglastressonline la bla bla bla.. hahaha.. dam funny la.. and the reason y all of this started is because we were playin true or dare below zal's blk.. den the dare was tat dose had to push this cart tat the cleaner's use through and flo the car park and shout uh.. hahahaha.. and when zal went back his mum asked him if we made too much noise is it, tats y the bangla so noisy with the push cart.. hahahahaa.. OUH.. if u understand the joke den its really FUNNY uh.. hahaha.. ok.. lame.. nxt..

today.. went for the public speakin trainin.. gosh.. i kinda enjoyed it uh actually.. hahaha.. and i've actually learnt some pointers on certain things.. on how to speak better etc.. and i hav a prb.. I'M still stuck with my singlish.. i tend to pronounce it after each sentence i speak..so.. MY WEAK POINT.. HAhHHAhHAHh.. darn.. and i gt my previous performance DVD.. COOOL..

oh yea.. didn't manage to meet shidah today.. she was busy.. so yea.. and i guess i failed again.. my promise to meet her be4 sch re-open.. I BROKE MY PROMISE..!! AHhHH~hHhH..!! so yea.. sorry..!! keep disappointin her time and again.. gosh... both busy ppl.. haiz.. die lahz... this is a F*** F*** situation.. wah.....

sat at bucks alone today.. and.. it felt GOOD.. hahaha.. i manage to finish the poem.. yeasss.. tats gd news.. hahahhaa.. post it on friendster le.. WOoOoOoO.. it feels gd finishin somethin.. hahaha.. but, i still strugglin on hazi syndrome.. so... WAH KAO.........................

anyway.. i think tats abt all.. the whole msn thing is pretty much screwed up.. damm.. and yea...

[ i'm so sorry... i owe u.. ALOT.... see u soon... =) ]

m.C.

LEFT...

2007-04-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

I'm SAD.. oh well.. its for the best i guess..

i opened and read the mail..

my heart SKIP den STOP..

den started beating again..

WAH LIAO.. the FEELING..

Its Worst Than The Word SAD..

No words to describe..

Pictures

2007-04-09T03:40:00.000+08:00

alright.. seems kinda silly.. but, can't help it.. had to post em up.. this r the nicer ones so far.. hahahhaa.. glad i took cammy out today.. if nt.. couldn't take pictures like this.. gosh, its been a while since i took her out and take pics.. hahahaha.. ENJOY..!! location pasir ris park..!!

saw rivermaya.. NVR TAKE PIC WITH EM.. cos they were in a hurry.. DAMMIT.. i brought my camera den nvr take.. AhHhHHHhhhhHh~HhHh...!!

shannie txt me... cool.. thought she changed number.. she saw me at toa payoh today.. so yea.. she txt me to confirm.. hav to blog this dwn.. i dunno y.. but, yea.. hahahahaha..

tryin out somethin new now.. hahahaha.. and yea, sounds pretty GOOD to me actually.. hahahaha.. WOOOooOhOoOo.!!!

till den.. this post is more or less for the pics la.. hahahaha.. die.. recordin again tml.!!!

[ i'll try to get u this tues.. hopefully i can finish everythin den.. so sorry.. ]

m.C.

GONGED...

2007-04-05T03:06:00.000+08:00

alright... finally did one song.. and took bloody long to do it.. hahaha.. and, jus to top things off there are some parts still nt in gd shape.. so yea, this is NOT GOOD news for me man.. AhHH~HHH`hhHh.. ok.. anyway.. the morning with A64 wasn't tat bad.. except some were sick.. and its like they were really giving all out.. so yea.. hahaha.. dam funny uh to see ppl tireden den the weird looks on their faces.. hahaha..!!

ok.. anyway.. i'm feeling kinda LOST.. cos my regular routine chk isn't there.. the person who got me into believing tat coffee could b made really good without having the need to taste em.. so yea.. BoOOoO..!! oh................................ i miss those stories..!!

ok.. anyway.. movin on.. its kinda cool to see students again.. ahahaha.. was on the way back.. den took bus arnd 6 plus in the morning.. and dam, it made me recall the times i had to take bus to sch.. run for the bus.. notice this girl.. run for the bus.. wait for the train.. notice this girl.. run for bus.. sleep on the bus with my mp3 player.. hahahaa.. it was cool uh... jus thinkin back abt it.. really makes u smile man..!! WooHOoOo.. hahahaha.. alright.. anyway, i didn't quite eat uh.. darn.. cos i was practically sleeping the whole afternoon..

oh.. jus watched wedding crashers on HBO somethin.. darn.. it was nice man.. hahahaha.. funny and nice.. u knw wad.. i've sooo been wantin to learn how to talk like chris rock.. dam, tat guy can really talk.. if i can talk like him during my public speaking.. WooHoOoo.. it'll b darn GREAT man..!! hahahaa..

ok.. i dun think i've gt much to update uh.. everythin has been more or less the same.. nothin new...

[ when can we go out?? hmmm.. this is getting harder... ]

m.C.

RETURNED..

2007-03-31T03:36:00.000+08:00

alright.. i'm back.. finally back to blog abt somethin.. right.. so wad hav i been doing??? cryin.. sufferin the depression of being lonely..!!! hahahaha.. gosh..

right.. so let me flash back to wadever i can recall.. ouh.. BON has a new song.. called "bliah".. must b wondering hw in the world u pronounce it? its BER~LIAH.. so yea.. got it? =)

ok.. met someone nice and her name is nadiah.. she is SEC 3.. she is like my penpal uh.. hahahaha.. ah yoo.. jia lat.. u ppl must b thinkin i must b cheating on some LIL gal uh.. hmmm.. well.. she is nt a LIL gal.. she is mature for her age.. and she is someone really nice.. cos right nw.. i dun think its gonna do me any gd to go back to my past and try to adjust things and cry over em.. right nw.. i wanna try something new.. know new ppl.. more new ppl.. do more crazy things.. hahaha.. and of course doin somethin nice in return too in appreciatin wad they've done.. and..... talkin abt nadiah.. its been really fun exchangin emails with her.. exchanging diff stories.. and she thought i was some guy with a bad attitude..! hahaha.. cool.. so yea, i'm talkin to her and somehow it helped me look at things from a different angle.. i've also heard cool stories from her..!! so its freakin awesome man..!! =)

now.. i've lost almost everythin.. my love.. no more gals in my life to sayang already..! no more hands to hold.. no more cuddles.. no more hugs.. no more sweet words of comfort.. this sucks man..! jus today i realise i miss holding hands with someone i love.. so yea.. ah yooo.. sucks lah.. i wanna get married..!! hahahha.. den dun hav to miss this thing.. yeeessh.!!

ouh.. val's b'day was on the 29th of march.. and and.. shark was dam cute uh.. hahahaha.. we were lepaking den he wanted us to sing together a b'day song as a present for her.. so... we did.. and we sounded pretty awesome.. and i really mean it.. An acappella grp.. hahaha.. den val on the other line heard us sing couldn't help but laugh.. cos it was really awesome.. so i couldn't help but ask her.. hw much would she give us over 10.. she replied 10/10..!! hahaha.. and i'm serious we sounded pretty awesome for a beginner's acappella grp..! woOoOoHoOooo..!!

so movin on.. eh, sorry uh.. the post for today is pretty all over the place.. cos i'm typin out wadever tat comes to my mind.. things tat i recall..

ok.. since there's nothin much i can remember.. i'll talk abt wad happen to my 29th of march..! hehe.. alright.. finally i got the clubbing thing settled already..!! WOoOoohOoOoO.. and finally i've been to a club.. yea, sounds stupid la.. but, I FINALLY GOT INTO MOS man.. got free tickets.. and there was a previous chance but i didn't go.. cos was busy.. but, this time.. i went.. and it was with KL, SEE HENG, YONG LIANG, GIM WEI, GIM WEI's COUSIN, GILDA?, WEI FENG, TECK WUN, and most of the others were KL's friends.. and wei feng gt the lobang for free tickets.. and it was Bloody alot lah.. cos after we entered they still had 10 over more free tickets. hahaha.. WTF.. so this was cool because i had free entry... and the drinks were cheap.. can see the ticket above.. 1 for 1.. so we bought two jugs of dunno wad coke for the price of one.. mixture of alcohol and coke.. and bloody shaait.. i gave him $50, i took the drinks den i forgot to take the change.. den lucky i went back and ask... den the dude say.. " sorry bro gt alot of ppl den forgot." hahaha.. cool cool.. ppl scared of me..!! hahahaa..!! let me action uh a lil bit.. very seldom ppl scared of me uh.. hahaahaha.. and somemore in a place like this man..!! den lucky i took back cos it can help me pay off taxi fair man.. hahahaa..

den movin on.. it was kinda scary at first.. cos the crowd was really packed den ppl there look fierce man..! hahaha. like anytime can fight.. but, no worries.. it still turned out alright.. hahaha.. den den.. at first was kinda boring.. cos nobody DANCED.. i mean in the grp.. the dance floor was freakin crowded cannot move in.. so had to dance where u standing.. yea, i knw sounds kinda stupid but no choice.. hahaha.. den i jus dance lor..!! woOoOoOo.. marcus is dancin man..! hahaha.. den slowly la some of us began to dance.. and i tell u uh.. teck wun had a chance man.. cos there was a table full of gals near us.. den they were dancing like NUTS man.. seriously.. den i think one of em kinda gt close to teck wun.. but, he nvr see.. den when he started dancin she moved away liao.. like, wasted laaaa.. hahahaha. could hav seen somethin man..

ouh, talkin abt seeing.. u can see ppl grinding one another..hahaha.. but, there was one which really stood out.. this gal and her BF.. ah yooo.. she was grinding on him but, it didn't look like grinding but it look more like dry humpin or she was tryin to get him sexually aroused.. hahaha.. like wad the F***.. hahaha.. dam disgustin uh.. hahahaa.. buay tahan.. and of cos there were some which can make u feel dam envious cos u wished u had a partner too..! hahahaa.. my my.. i too had my chance uh.. cos this gal and i exchanged glances a few times while dancing.. but, better not.. hehe.. cos i GOOD BOY.. hahahaha.. better stick to tat image.. maybe nxt time? hahahaha..

so.. we went out.. and i realise the amount of malays is ALOT.. way alot i tell u.. but, all fierce uh. gt tatoos.. hahaha.. den.. now.. this is the STORY OF THE DAY.. we went out.. to grab a bite..n wilson and wei feng bought beer.. and they had quite a bit of leftovers.. den KL and i help finished up.. and.. after drinkin.. reaction set in.. i GOT GIDDY uh.. den cannot tahan.. go do silly stuff.. sing den dance.. hahaha..!! den after tat i realise.. my head dam freakin LIGHT.. feels like u're flyin or somethin.. hahahaha.. nvm.. it was one bloody feeling tat i seldom get.. but, it was freakin awesome man.. hahahaa.. den while on the way back.. we saw somethin..

this two ladies comin out of the cab.. den i like notice la.. as usual.. den i tab wei feng den told him to see.. den at the moment both he and i looked at them.. the "ladies" weren't ladies.. they were GAYs.. sexual changed kinda gays.. hahaha.. den i also stare la.. but, i looked away.. hahaha.. but, i hav to say.. the slim one didn't look like a guy at ALL.. kk.. there were both.. one slim and one fat.. the fatter one can tell tat she is a guy or the guy is a she...so yea.. den the fat one notice wei feng lookin at her.. hahaa.. den "she" walked slightly closer to us den she looked at wei feng and say " LENG ZAI " and she still continue to look at him when she say tat.. hahahaa.. even when she was walkin another direction she was still lookin at him den at the same time she was gigglin with her fren.. hahaha.. must be wonderin wad does the meanin "leng zai" mean?? at first i thought it was some THAI word.. den i gt to knw from gim wei's cousin tat its cantonese which means handsome boy.. hahahaa.. den we keep on disturbin wei feng.. hahaa.. den he like pushed the blame to me.. say the ah gua called me and not called him.. all of us saw uh.. saw tat the ah gua called him leng zai.. ahahaha..!! so too bad BOY..!! WooOhOoOo..!!!

den went back in with the light headed feeling.. dance again..!! and this time.. dance even more crazy.. more than jus nw.. and it really felt gd.. and seriously to b really honest with u ppl.. if u dun dance when u go clubbin den u're gonna find it really boring.. cos the main thing there is to dance.. and HAVE FUN..!! =) and wad i liked was when they played music i reconise i'll sing.. and ppl will sing too..!! like nelly's ride with me i think.. woOOoO.. the DJ tone dwn the music to hear the responce from the crowd.. hahaha.. nice.. MUST BE THE MONEY..!! hahahaha..

and overall.. i guessed i enjoyed myself.. and.. i think next time must drink more.. get really HIGH den u'll totally enjoy man..!! hahahaa.. and yea.. my mum knew abt me headin there and drinkin..hahahaha.. but, hey.. i dun smoke.. and i still nvr smoke till nw.. nt a single PUFF man.. hahahaha.. even tho there r times when i jus really feel like takin one.. hahahaa.. and not forgetting.. FREE ENTRY.. so i'll only go if free entry lahz. hahahaa... yessa..!!! oh ya.. i spend only $13 for MOS.. drinks only.. cab was $9 shared with friends.. so yea.. nt so bad la.. =)

alright.. today my hse gt cut off for electricity.. but, i still slept till 2 pm.. hahaha. lucky it wasn't tat hot.. there was still wind blowin into my room.. den.. i manage to finish my song.. finally.. hahaha.. this is freakin awesome man.. computer wasn't available so all i had to entertain myself was the guitar.. and i finished it up.. hahahah.. yata..!! so nw.. need ppl to take a listen.. heeeeee...

oh.. cherlie found a psp.. and dam.. it has a 2gb card in it.. she has been tryin to get me out of the hse.. but, i can't.. been busy.. always havin things goin on the day after next.. den she jus gt me at the wrong time.. get me when i'm busy.. hehe.. SORRY Cherlie..!!

and.. most of the ppl tell me.. eh, marcus.. i think uh.. in ur life u're meant to become ppl's life raft.. like, if ppl need u when they use u.. den if they find their paradise they chuck u one side.. hahhaa.. gosh.. den jus thinkin back.. maybe uh.. so yea.. if i'm meant to b like tat.. den.. GOT TO LIVE WITH IT..!! OoOooOo. this sucks man..

so right nw.. all i can do is pray and hope for somethin man.. or maybe it has already arrived..?

[ If ur heart is gonna b broken by soo many others u're gonna meet? den i dun see y the chance for me doesn't stand.. me = 1.. others = ???? ]

m.C.

Hair In Short...

2007-03-21T02:05:00.000+08:00

ok.. jus gt a hair cut.. hahaha.. TA DAH..!! see the retarted look i have.. yea, tats me wit my new hair cut.. WOoOooOo.. hahaha.. so headed dwn to tampines stadium to take a look at the old damai sec.. YEaaaaA.... things.. well.. let me see... hahahaha..

first.. juniors i've met.. ALL TALLER NOW and more MATURE looking.. and the teachers.. the same.. nt much of a diff.. new faces of new teachers is there.. girls.. wow.. all diff looking.. better looking infact.. like more mature.. hahaha.. geee.. i wonder if i look more mature nw.. AHhaHAhahahahaha.. how ppl? do i look mature comparing to the last time???

kk.. anyway.. its jus reminds me.. i was havin my hair cut.. there were cds being played la.. but, its songs sung by another person.. like real songs, fake artists.. something like tat.. and i finally understood the meaning of feelings in the song.. there wasn't any feelings in the song.. its like, they sung for the sake of singing.. so yea.. finally i understand.. but, i DUNNO HOW TO SING WITH FEELINGS YET..!!! AhHH~hH~hH~HhH`hhHh..

next.. y dun ppl believe tat i'm married..??? hahaha.. i tried to trick mrs chen n miss carol tat i'm married uh.. at first mrs chen believe.. den i dunno leh hw come she dun believe.. i dunno laaa.. den say i no money hw to hav kids.?? den i say "my face dun look like the kind who will hav short gun marriage??" she say.. "no.. she knw my personality.." hahaha.. wadda hell.. same reason for miss carol.. and shaait.. miss carol bully me like F***.. she wouldn't let me off cos she wants me to run in her position.. she told me the teacher abandon the class and tat she has to run.. so i had to do her a favour to run for her.. hahaha.. and i was like constantly tryin to RUN away from her... she kept holding on to my tee.. damm.. and she make a few phone calls jus to get me in.. say i'm runnin for her.. under alumni (spelling error) or somethin den... in the end.. i didn't hav to run.. cos it was only for the teachers or the parent support grp.. hahaha.. so i told miss carol.. I GIVE U MY SUPPORT..!! JIA YOU..!! hahahahaa.. in d end.. i escaped with a WIDE smile on my face.. jkakakakaka..!

kk.. den took pics with diyana.. cos she ask me hor.. better take.. or else i will b hit with KARMA.. its a better to take thingy la hor.. hahahaha.. so took lor..

den met fah after tat.. he was late uh.. den lepak for a while.. den was joined with Xiao jia and zakiah.. cos both of em were gonna visit cindy also.. for certain reasons uh.. dun wanna blog it.. den fah and fin jus took the same bus with us.. den yeapp.. met with gim wei and see heng after tat.. den visit cindy.. den home lor.. 5 goes to bedok res view and damai sec..!! direct bus man..!! gosh i jus can't help but remember the TOOK THE WRONG BUS INCIDENT.. shait.. and i guess tats abt all ba.. oh.. and its cool callin zakiah beyonce man..!! ahhaahaha.. YATA..!!

ok.. jus to let u guys knw..i'm nt sure if i did talk abt it.. there is a corner nw.. its all art work pieces by this two lovely ladies.. beyonce and dinie.. yea.. jus to help promote a lil for em.. so doo go chk it out.. i think its labelled as ART OF ENVY.. its located at the right side.. the link boxes.. so feel free to take a look.. and they r being graded.. so its like an assignment tat they've gt to post their art pieces and elaborate abt em i think.. i dunno hw it is being graded but jus take a look la hor.. =)

kk... i think tats abt all.. till den..

[ WeyyY... update ur blog.. ]

m.C.

My B'day..!

2007-03-20T02:40:00.000+08:00

well happy b'day to me uh.. yata..!!

the whole day totally started really awesome.. ppl wishin me happy b'day.. ppl whom i least expect to sms me.. wah.. shiok man the feeling.. jus gives u the constant smiles.. hahahaha.!!
didn't really celebrate.. this yr was a diff thing.. no candles.. no cake.. no family gathering.. jus with friends.. hahaha.. and yea.. its pretty awesome actually.. =)

and.. i dun even knw to call this a b'day anot.. hahaha.. cos its jus like any other day.. talk to ppl as per normal.. some dunno abt my b'day bt jus talk as per normal.. hahahaha... and yea.. its pretty alright lahz.. and i gt a headline tee with a dvd.. woOoOooo.. ladder 49 is the movie.. they didn't really knw wad to get me.. so i went to choose lor... hahahahaha.. i likeeeeee... its nice la.. i like the presents.. yayayaya..!!!

den den.. on the way to twn.. this lady approach me.. she told me.. " we're a model agency lookin for handsome guys.." den she wanted to pass me her card.. i was like.. HUH???? u sure u gt the right guy???? den i pointed to khim leng and see heng and say.. " there handsome boys and pretty gals" den she jus look over the other direction and i took tat opportunity to walk off.. den KL and SH also walk off.. wahh.. i tell u.. i think she quite piss uh.. hahaaha.. cos she jus stand there in blank space.. den i told her sorry uh.. hahaha.. kk.. i like dam busted.. but, i mean.. i knw where i stand la.. u askin me??? sharks.. its really off link man.. serious talking.. its like out of desperation or somethin.. oh well.. nvm.. hahahahahaa..!! also kinda make me a lil head big uh.. hahahahahaa.. pretty nice to start off the day actually..

den went window shoppin.. after buyin the tee.. ate subway.. gosh.. People..! sweet onion sauce and honey mustard goes well and its tastes HEAVENLY..!!! hahahhaa.. sharks.. SH knew abt the combination earlier than me.. AhHHh`h`hh`h`.. its his recommendation actually.. hahahaha.. niceee..

and i jus gt to knw.. phyu phyu is in the TAF programme.. OMG.. hahahaha.. wadda hell.. and i'll b headin to damai's sports day tml.. so yea.. talk to the juniors.. and yea.. see hw it goes.. yata..!!
and i'm in love with blinks old songs. nice.. hahahaha..

i think tats abt all...

[ If only the kiss wasn't sms.. sure dam SHIOK...! =) ]

m.C. --> B'day Happiness..!

HeLLo HoLi's....

2007-03-17T15:50:00.000+08:00

Alright.. the exams are over and the holidays are here.. and jus to top things up i've gt my attachment starting on the 16 of april instead of 19 march..!! yata..! so where shld i start first.. this week has been one hella week.. let me see.. lets head back to monday..

so monday.. totally no confident in my papers.. zero confidence.. and i'm nt even sure if i'm able to pass anot.. AhHH~hH~h~Hh.. but like wad ppl would say.. wad is over is over already la hor.. so.. FORGET IT...

tues.. went to the zoo as a band.. yeapp.. its been a while since i head dwn to the zoo.. and seeing all the parents with their little ones make me feel like havin a kid of my own or somethin.. it would b so awesome if i were to b tellin him wad's tat animal la.. bla bla bla.. holdin his hand.. or even carryin him.. wah.. i tell u.. the feeling.. SHIOK MAN.. ok, i think i'm kinda goin off course.. the zoo.. was fine.. but, with shark around things were even BETTER.. hahaha.. he was the entertainer.. and it was really funny uh.. the things he does.. so manja.. hahaha. no wonder girls like.. hahaha.. like a lil kid.. u can see one of the pics.. him with his sadden look with the animals... hahhaha.. gosh.. and he was sooo excited the day be4 the trip, tat night be he called us to tell us nt to stay up or we wouldn't b able to wake up the next day.. in the mornin, he gave all of us each a morning call arnd 7 plus and ask us to go bathe.. Ah YoOoOoO.. hahahaha... oh well.. i was woken up by him.. and i was a lil pissed uh.. i was dreamin.. a dream i nvr thought i dreamt.. hahahaha.. den he call.. wah kao.. den GONE.. WAH.. haiz.. nvm.. over liao.. yea.. the zoo.. fun.. pics.. nice.. video.. SHIOK UH..!! hahahaa..

wed.. chalet.. mum booked it.. but be4 tat i met up with mimi and head to twn with her.. jus walk arnd.. den makan.. den go off lor.. nothin much.. jus a catch up.. booked in the chalet pretty late.. bro had to do his work.. head to macafe.. bro spilled the drink.. and i felt bad uh.. cos its the second time i drink has spilled uh.. the first time was with zal and the rest.. and i told hidayah sorry.. so yea.. so pai sey uh, twice drinks spilled in my presence.. oh oh oh, den this gal came up to me and ask.. " U're the one right??" i was like "huh?? Who??" den she say... " amira" i was like huh?? who the hell is tat??? na ni??? hahahaha.. den she reminded me the time when i was with adam, zal, mirza, bob, salih.. they went to disturb this gal called amira and gt her number.. and the gal tat spoke to me was her cousin.. Ah yooo.. i can't remember lahz.. and i nvr talk to tat amira la.. but, ever spoke. once when we made a fool of ourselves... hahaha. adam is the one who is communicating with her till nw.. nt me.. tats abt all..

thurs.. morin at subway.. and its mark hoppus b'day man.. COOL.. hahaha.. same zodiac sign as mine.. and its really AWESOME cause i totally respect him.. hahahaa... WHOOoOo... kk.. den met up wit the band again.. buy bbq stuff.. den lepak at the beach.. shark created fire with coconut husks.. cOoL.. hahaha.. den met my parents.. and there is another new music in my mind.. simple song.. hahahhaa.. abt being there... nothin much also.. tats abt all..

fri.. bbq.. well, i can't really say much.. because there was a sense of awkardness in the air, and tats wad i think.. but, laughters were nvr forgotton.. there were still laughters.. loads of em.. shark was still the funny one.. and he asked for a hug from all of us.. hahahahaa.. but nobody wanna giv.. and i giv lor.. i alright with tat lahz, as long as i can make someone feel better.. why not.. ppl i invited.. nvr turn up.. hahaha.. hw lucky.. kena put aeroplane.. BEST.. i dunno la.. to me it was all ok la.. but, i like bon's new song.. its nice.. its called BLIAH.. hahaha.. its pronounce as BER-LIAR.. hahaha.. somethin like tat.. hahahaha.. and its nice.. and i tell u, when he sung it to me.. i was like.. WOOW.. if i were to be a girl.. i'm sure to melt..! hahaha.. dam nice.. hazewan.. he was the man of the night or mornin.. gosh... he and his spontanous acts.. FUNNY.! can really make u laugh.. and jus addin bon's and izz's laughters u jus can't help but laugh.. very contagious uh their laughters.. hahahaa.. nice.... and tats abt all ba.. dose cooking was NICE.. his fried rice.. wOoOOoO.. shiok i tell u.. hahahaha.. the whole night was eating and eating and eating and playin the guitars.. hahaha.. and spontanous singing.. i likeeee.. i dunno hw to explain uh.. its jus simple fun.. =)

so.. i think tats abt all for the coverage of wadever.. and i also wan HUG.. but, i'm picky.. hahahhaa.. oh well.. hahahaha.. nvm..

i'm lazy.. this sucks.. bleeeahciness....!!!

[ eh, i gt to meet up wit u soon uh.. =) ]

m.C.

KaRMa....

2007-03-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

jus recalled yesterday.. being happy and overjoyed because being single was gd.. laughed at a fren for being attached.. cos she was attached and she had alot of restrictions from her BF.. so i was laughin at her.. tellin her how free i was.. tat i can go out with anyone i one without havin any worries.. well.. things jus had to take a turn today.. a really big switch..

i was jus readin through friendster.. i saw somethin.. and the next thing i knew.. my heart beat stopped.. my mind was jus blank.. and its like u were super upset.. why this why tat.. but at the same time i was thinkin.. was there anythin i didn't know more abt? is her feelings real? and i realise.. i was on a doubt.. i'm back to the same old city.. same old rules.. same old feelings.. everythin.. all the same again.. N the old feeling of happiness is GREAT.. and the old feeling of being upset jus sucks.. i left her.. twice.. now.. she has always been arnd.. and me.. takin her for all the grants in the world.. but, how? how do u prove someone somethin? but, at the same time. i was thinkin.. so wad if u had her? how would life be like? i couldn't see anythin.. the vision jus wasn't there.. i wanna b with her.. but, i'm scared.. i'm scared to give my all again..

i'm still not ok... still hurt by the past left by someone.. i wan tat feeling of hurt and fear to disappear... but how?? this is a F***ed up situation.. cut and left to bleed.. i was wrong tat i was able to heal..

i wanna move on.. i wanna love again.. but, its jus soo hard.. i can't.. fear.. how to trust..?

Trust... LOST...

[ i decided to start with you first.. but, i dun think its gonna b possible.. after all the damage i've done.. ]

m.C.

Met up.. After a year....

2007-03-05T02:40:00.000+08:00

its been almost a yr since i last saw the ppl who made the biggest impression in my sec sch life.. and yeapp.. we met up yesterday.. and it was kinda wonderful to be able to see everybody again.. hahhaaha.. well, i was kinda hopin for some drama uh.. but, DUN HAVE.. we only had unessary ones.. well.. overall it was ok la.. thanks to the poker cards and also the game VAL taught.. all came to fun actually.. to me.. ya..

and to top things off.. gosh.. i jus followed mimi to macafe.. den saw liyana's fren uh.. CHIO.!! dunno hw to describe uh.. but, yea.. she's pretty.. even mimi thought so too lor.. hahaha.. den most of the guys had to go off.. all of us left in cabs.. and fin suggested we go look for jannah in twn.. den none of the guys could go along wit him.. only me.. cos i wanted to hang out late.. so.... might as well.. reached home 10 plus pm.. bathed changed and head out again.. i wasn't tat reluctant abt headin out at this hr jus wit fin.. but, there were loads of things to catch up with.. cos it had been a yr since we last spoke and catch up.. i had to find out abt certain things.. wad went wrong on the other side when i left.. i always had this guilty feeling kept within me.. i had to clear it up.. so we talked.. and yea.. FIN had a GF for 3 months.. and SHE WAS HOT.. she was someone all of us didn't knw.. and tats really awesome.. cos fin lost his first KISS already.. and..... well.. hahahaha.. anyway, i'm really happy tat it happened to him.. hehe..

so anyway.. i am really happy to b part of somethin new now.. he is tryin to chase someone nw.. and i wanna b part of it.. cos i KPO la.. love stories.. i jus LOVE EM..!! hahahaha.. especially the happy endings.. i wanna see happy endings.. it was unfortunate tat jannah couldn't join us uh.. cos she had to catch her company cab.. so can't lepak.. well, there is always nxt time.. it was also our fault cos we didn't tell her.. so ya lor.. hahahaha.. but, i'm alright.. i did my catchin up.. and i reached home arnd 4 am.. night rider has been a real big rescue for me.. save money.. and i still reach home.. YATA..!! hahahhaa.. and twn is indeed kinda happenin arnd in the mornin.. saw this guy who climbed onto somethin with a beer in his hand shoutin " I've got the biggest dick" hahaha.. he shld try shoutin like this at changi.. i think it'll do him alot of good.. hahahaha..

and.. spoke to dinie.. and she has is diff nw.. she is.... more focus and hardworkin.. hahahaha.. GOD.. dinie.. sharks... wait uh.. let me see if i can locate her blog.. tada.. found it.. ---> DINIE's WORK SPACE jus click on it.. and u can see her work pieces and yea.. its cool tat she is really doin somethin nw.. hahahaha..

kk.. nxt.. project.. sucks.. i'm havin the biggest prb.. and i'm really feeling dam stressed up.. i wanna smile.. but..... i dunno who to look for to smile.... this is bad man.. i got no more sunshine.. alamak.. i feel lonely man.. i wanna be love.. maybe for nw i'm jus feeling this way.. oh well.. jus hope it'll subside.. or maybe someone take me away again..!!

ah yaaaa.. wadever it is.. i wanna get the project over and done with la.. i think its tat which is causin all this pain in the butt.. F****.. this is a F*** F*** situation.. bOooOoo..!!

[ i want you..... hahahaha.. yea....... i want you..!! where you??? =( ]

m.C.

I mAde It..

2007-03-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

well.. i made it for the public speakin finals.. gt through the semi-finals today.. didn't wanna tell many ppl abt it.. cos i scared i fail uh.. but, i made it.. YATA..!!!!

jus viewed through certain things.. one of my fren told me somethin.. its like if one has many frens of the opposite sex it makes it even harder for a person to settle dwn.. cos too many choices.. and some maybe really fantastic but u're nt sure.. hmmm.. den it gt me thinkin.. am i like that..? hahaha.. nah...

so yeapp.. nothin much for this entry.. i jus hope tat.. things will get sorted out for me real soon... THIS IS GETTING HARDER..

i wanna remember this day.. PUBLIC SPEAKING.. I MADE IT.. =)

[ didn't tell u abt it tho.. sorry.. but, i made it to the finals..!!! =) ]

m.C.

ShoRT CLiP....

2007-02-27T18:23:00.000+08:00

This Is Me.. Fillin Natalie With Music N Dance.. WhOoOO.. StaRT YouNG...

SATURDAY.. LEARNing journey..

2007-02-25T16:24:00.000+08:00

alrightieee.. some pics from chinese new yr.. and the one where natalie is wearin pink thats taken durin the recent gathering over at my aunts place.. now.. i like tat pic.. she looks like my KID man.. hahahaha..!! kk.. and there is the pic where u can see natalie sitting on my lap and her bro jerald is having this container thingy over his head.. this was taken during chinese new yr.. so let me introduce u.. THIS TWO ARE MY newphew and niece.. hahahaha..!! i'm not sure if i wrote that natalie was a music person in the previous entry.. but, yea.. NATALIE IS A MUSIC PERSON man..

the top three pics are taken yesterday.. it was taken during the chingay post parade party.. freakin awesome i tell u.. i got to see a little display of fireworks.. i know u must b wonderin.. why in the world would i wanna go twn when there it is gonna b soo crowded..?? well..

kk.. in the day time.. family gatherin over at aunts place.. thats y gt pics of natalie..!! yata..!!! den after that.. head home.. KL jio me out... chill chill.. den head to twn cos i wanted to buy berms.. but, was kinda picky and in the end didn't purchase.. yeeee.. den in the end KL bought skinny jeans.. but, i hav to say it looks kinda gd.. i'm kinda envious over tat.. cos i cannot wear uh.. damm.. den i felt that i shld head back to headline and buy my berms.. but, a lil too late.. was held up by the chingay crowd.. when we wanted to walk back to far east the lil fireworks jus began to start.. at first i heard a loud bang.. den in my head i was like thinkin, " WAh, for real uh this time singapore has a bomb explosion during one of the festivals.." den i saw a lil display of fireworks.. den realise it wasn't wad i thought it was.. well, had a look at the fireworks for a while.. den because of the crowd we didn't manage to walk to far east in time so we decided to lepak at MOS burger.. hahaha.. den jus sat there while KL bought somethin to drink lo.. den we walk by giordano.. and.. there were this few ladies.. running to the shop.. and once they reached the shop they immediately looked at the clothes.. see here see there.. i dunno la.. like so KAN CHIONG..!! over giordano clothes.. hahahaha.. sharks..

den we gt out.. and.. the next thing we knew.. the parade was over.. GOOD.. and ppl were walkin on the roads.. COOL.. and told KL to go walk on the roads also la.. i mean, hw often do u really get to walk ON ORCHARD ROAD's road..? hahaha.. so walkin there.. AWESOME.. and loads of music.. ppl dancin.. LOADS.. chicks.. GOSH.. the traffic for tat unstoppable.. hahaha.. guys there.. yea, there were some.. but, i'm nt gay so.. ya.. and i wanted to dance and go crazy.. really wanted to.. but, it was jus me and KL uh.. den he won't go siao siao like me.. so.. ahHhH`HH~hH.. and wad i hated most tat day was because i forgot to bring my camera.. can take pics wit the performers..! and.. darn.. i nvr bring.. so many things to take.. very interesting.. gosh.. den as u can see the pics right at the top.. yea, i borrowed KL phone den took some pics lor.. the road was cool.. cos from one end it really looked like there was a riot comin to fight us or somethin.. hahaha.. den KL say take pic with the police is wad we shld do.. they r the ppl who shld b in the limelight.. hahahaha.. dam la.. nvr bring CAMMY..!!

den yee xuan wanna meet me.. cos zai wanna go home.. den i wasn't really keen la.. cos i'm with KL and if both meet sure boring uh.. ah yoooo.. one girl two guys.. den KL go anyhw msg her.. F***.. can mati u knw.. den we saw lil kids playin the gladiator thingy.. as u can see.. the lil kids playin it were the ones tat totally caught my attention.. dam funny la.. the way they fought.. jus swingin the "weapon" thingy left and right.. they barely touched.. hahaha.. its dam CUTE.. hahaha.. WADDA HELL..

den head to bedok.. met gim wei.. and while on the way to meet gim wei.. we saw emo kids and some "minahs" uh.. den they were like disturbin each other.. gals called the guys.. shouted "EMO SUCKS" den bla bla bla.. i dunno la.. and for the first time PEOPLE..!! for the first time.. i saw a girl wearing scarf pointin middle finger to the emo KIDS.. MIDDLE FINGER.. hahahaa.. sharks.. tat totally left me speechless.. den happen to meet KL's girlfren.. i saw her pic.. and it looked dam FUNNY.. cannot tahan.. den kena pinched and chased arnd by her.. and mistake i learned.. DUN DISTURB KL's GIRL.. its nt HIM tat i'm scared.. its her.. so yea.. dam..

den jus makan.. till 1 plus.. den took cab back.. the day.. FANTASTIC.. LOADS TO SEE AND LEARNED.. now this is wad i call NE learning journey.. COOL.. tats all ppl...

[ i think there was fireworks goin on at the esplanade.. cos city hall was CROWDED with ppl too.. ]

m.C.

Chinese New Year...

2007-02-19T03:15:00.000+08:00

first of all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR PPL..!!! i had a problem once tryin to give an ans to all my malay frens when they wished me happy chi new yr or merry christmas.. NOW... i got it.. i wish them happy holidays.. hahahaha..!! so ya lor.. hmmm.. now let me review back wad has been goin on..

had reunion dinner yesterday.. and my cousin kinda like went into the army already.. dam, he looks slim and better lookin uh.. i am jealous.. hmm.. shld i even say that i can't wait to get in so that i can have an outcome jus like his?? naahhh.. den my aunty ask.. "boy, now u got GF already ar??, next time must bring let aunty see" wah kao.. immediately my mind became blank.. cos.. i am in love wit a malay girl man..!! aHhHh~hH`hH~HH`hHhhHh.. and she is so errr, _____ looking and i'm soo goody boy lookin.. hahaha.. sharks.. nvm.. i dunno la, but the qn of me being attached anot is always firing at me uh.. my mum was there and i also dun wanna talk much.. hahahaha.. after the expensive dinner.. we head to this indian stall.. had prata man.. bro ordered choc prata and i shared my mutton chop with him.. hahaha.. and i LEARNED somethin.. milo dinosaur and milo gozilla is DIFFERENT..!! eh, i know la its a lil late that i found out abt the diff.. but, at least i know lor.. kk, anyway the diff is dinosaur has jus gt milo powder whereareas gozilla has gt ice cream and milo powder in it.. and.... ICE CREAM GOES WELL WITH MILO POWDER..!!!!! AhHHhHhahahahaa.. its nice.. u shld try it.. but, i dunno la wad ice cream flavour goes well with it.. well, its highly recommended by me man.. and the need for me to drive was kinda there tat day.. cos my dad had some prbs walkin den he drove.. the car was parked at the clubhouse den we kinda walked quite a bit of distance to the indian coffeeshop.. so walkin from and to tat place was kinda a prb for him.. so wad i could hav done was walk back to the clubhouse and drive the car to the shop..!! we didn't drive there in the first place was because we didn't knw where the shop was.. =( ohhhh well....

first day of chinese new yr..!! head to grandma's hse.. my mum's side.. dad's side no more elders.. mum head there earlier to help wit the cooking.. while the three guys (dad, me & bro ) were at home taking their time to go there.. hahaha.. the chi new yr spirit wasn't there uh.. comparing to last yr..? i prefered last yr.. well, i kinda like try to INCREASE the FUN level over at grandma's.. but, nothin.. SOOOoooOO boring..!!! AhHHh~H~HHhH~hh.. but, i realise somethin.. hahaha.. NATALIE was easy to handle when she was with me.. NATALIE is jerald's younger sis she isn't a year old yet.. and SHE HAS GOT MUSIC in her man.. she can DANCE.. hahahaha.. and she only dances to english music.. hahaha.. cos the mum gave her chi music no reaction.. and i was playin vertical horizon and PLUS 44..!!! hahahaha.. WoOhOooO.. oh yea, i entertained her for a while tho.. hahaha.. yeassss.. i told my mum i wan one also.. den she say i can't even take care of a pet wad more a kid.. i did ask her the last time.. asked for another sibiling.. den she told me she's too old.. and i hav to go get one myself uh.. and the three female cousins... well, they were like gossipin abt the guys and couples in their sch.. den i also jus KPO lor.. listen.. but, i realise tat teens their age already startin relationship..! OMG.. den already learning how to flirt... den "stead" for reason of boredom... *smacks* i dunno wad to say uh.. but, the three of them talked abt other ppl.. all of em no BF.. hahahaa.. AND den...... i head home after tat.. crashed.. and.. i had a nightmare..

i dreamt tat val called me.. den she was cryin over the phone.. and she asked me for her thumb drive.. and the matter was like quite serious uh.. it kinda seemed like i landed her in some hot soup or somethin and tat was y she was cryin.. den i CANNOT FIND THE THUMBDRIVE.!! cos its like i did borrow and at the same time its like i nvr.. or i returned to her already.. i dunno la.. but, it all seemed dam real la.. sharks.. totally peeable man..!! but.. i woke up.. so HENG uh..!! i didn't even knw if its real anot.. so its kinda hard.. didn't wanna call her.. cos it'll be so SOTONG cos if it didn't happen i'll b the total retard man.. BoOooO..!!

so now i am awake.. jus browsed through some sec sch juniors and friends.. and... i am jealous uh.. cos i dun hav testimonial from someone.. BoOoOoOo..!! this sucks man..!! yukes..! hahahaa.. and all changed from cute to handsome.. pretty to hot.. and bla bla bla.. like, modified for the better u knw.. ahahaha.. so can really see hw ppl change.. oh well.. i really miss sec sch.. decent girls in uniforms.. hahaha.. kk.. gt to stay focus uh.. dun wanna do somethin stupid again.. hahaha.. jus watched this drama.. heard from mum is a malaysian movie? its abt malay girl with chi guy.. hahaha.. sharks.. mum ask me to sit dwn and watch.. hahaha.. but, i was busy with backup of laptop.. den i did watch a lil.. dam, it was nice to me cos the gal was fierce to other ppl but super sayang the BF uh.. hahaha.. she loves him alot and doesn't bully him uh.. she calls him SAYANG..!! the way she calls him.. ah yooo.. so sweeeeet man..!! I ALSO WAN..!! i am envious..! but, they did hav the couple look.. there was chemistry i hav to admit..

i think i gt to stop liao....so.. later.. will be another day of visiting.. soooo.. till den..

[ call me sayang too..!!!! kkkkk?? thank you..!! muachz..!! hahahaha.. ]

m.C.

Settled....

2007-02-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

yeapp.. well, i dated.. and... it didn't work out.. got it all settled already.. so yea.. its gd tat its all settled already.. the gap between us jus got really wide.. and nw.. we're jus friends.. i guess wad happen between us was really on impulse.. just went too fast.. and.. wad ever that moves fast... ends fast too.. but, i'm glad on one thing that its settled and we're still friends.. so thats wonderful news.. =)

i met up with lil one yest.. and she was kinda diff from the last time i knew her.. appearance wise..... that one was ok lahz.. den wad was diff was she opened up to me slightly more than last time.. and thats great.. its a wonderful feeling uh.. i'm not even sure if i shld go back to this fantasy chapter.. if i do.. i just hope she being able to share her feelings with me gets even better than last time.. and for the first time.. i heard her sing while playin the guitar.. she was singin and playin to a malay song uh.. but, jus as solid it still melts me inside.. GIRLS WITH THEIR GUITARS AND THE VOICES.. my gosh.... SOLID man..!! i enjoyed myself with her yest.. and.. she was tired but she still went out with me.. so yea.. THANK YOU...

i did nothin today uh.. jus head to twn with my bro.. gt his clothes.. den walked arnd.. den head home.. den went out again to help out with the last min shopping.. den lil one CALLED.. ah yooo.. i was on the phone with mimi..den i saw her number.. wah, kan chiong uh.. cos i thought wad happen..den i picked up.. well, wanted to jio me dwn to ecp.. but, i was at ep.. so... cannot make it lor.. sad uh.. hmmm.. somemore first time u knw.. she jio me dwn.. OMG.. HIgH man.. but, booo uh i cannot make it.. darn.. but, was nice to knw tat her frens gave her a surprise.. =) hahahaa..

so right now.. i wanna get a job.. earn my money.. get married.. have a kid named joel.. hahaha..!!! WoHOoOhoOOOoo.. jus kiddin..

[ we'll go shopping.. as i promised... better come.. don avoid.. ]

m.C.

HeaDaCHe....

2007-02-09T12:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. the ability to being able to read ppl's thoughts.. dam, hw i wish i can purchase one of those thoughts.. hahaha.. like the HEROES police dude.. dam, its gd and bad uh.. cos whatever that is on the person's mind u'll know.. and sometimes the truth kinda hurt..

so hw was my weekends.. well, 3 days straight going to town looking for clothes.. and, its awesome actually.. i missed walkin around twn.. exercisin my eyes.. wbahahaha.. yeapp.. anyway, there isn't really much to talk abt right nw.. but, jus feel sick and tired of jus hanging around here and waiting for things to happen..

i dun even know wad situation am i in right now.. feel like a dog on a leash or somethin..

F***...

[ Happy Birthday... Yea, i got ur hint lahz.. =) ]

m.C.

No Title Yet..

2007-02-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

You were the sunshine of my life
You destroyed bad things kept inside
How can i not fall
Deep in love with you
And when i say those words
You acted like you knew...

*Chorus:
Baby i've tried
Baby i've cried
Baby we knew that we weren't right
All those things, those things that you said that i
Were just one more step behind..

Now it seems the world is ending
All those silence kept me waiting
What was in our heads
And all those things we did
Every second every hour
The thought of you just somehow lingers
All it brought was pain
It drove me all insane

*Chorus
Baby i've tried
Baby i've cried
Baby we knew that we weren't right
All those things, those things that you said that i
Were just one more step behind..

Now its time to say off our goodbyes
I know its hard i know its tough
But what could happen to both of us
There's no future
There's no hope
Happiness is not in this scope...

* 2nd Chorus
Baby i hope
Baby i pray
Baby that you'll find love one day
I hope that you'll know
That this song i wrote will show
Just how much i love you.....

How much i love you.................

[ I want you to name this song i made for you.. can? i leave it to u... thank you..!! =p ]

m.C.

LiNE...

2007-02-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hoooou... wanted to blog yesterday... but, jus got too tired and lazy.. i dunno wad is goin on with me once again.. i think its maybe the need for love jus drop by and took a check on me again.. hmmm, but at the same time yesterday i felt like i was being used.. well, its not only the feeling but also the comments given by ppl tat got me thinkin whether it was true if i was being used.. the comment was given a long time ago but without a doubt it jus stays at the back of my mind.. i dunno, but maybe i guess i'm being used all this while to get over wadever ordeals ppl are going through..

hmmm.. i jus wanna look for someone who i can really share wad i feel inside.. have really awesome conversations with.. enjoy every single bit of time with.. i wanna appreciate the person for being there.. but, definitely also wanna hav the appreciation of being there for the person also.. jus felt hurt, cos i thought... i thought wrong.. hmmm.. i dunno lahz.. nw thinkin abt it jus gives me the headache.. F***...

anyway, sch has been alright.. hmmm.. i kinda miss the fri usuals man.. GoSH... the walk arnd town lookin at babes.. AHHHhHhHH~hH~hH`h~H.. okok.. chi new yr is comin soon.. yea?? and also valentines day too.. hmmm, i jus wonderin shld i even bother anot.. cos if bother later i end up givin too much of myself and if dun bother end up missin out.. so all of this sucksssss man.. BoOOOOoOooO..!!!!

hmmm.. oh yea.. jus remembered i kinda wrote a poem abt this gal who worked at mac cafe? months ago uh.. well, tat day played the tune den bon took my book.. he sang to the tune with the poem i wrote for her.. OMG.. n to my surprise it sounded kinda cool.. so yea, its a simple song but its cool.. at first the chorus was WAY OFF.. can't say here uh.. censored.. anyway, the poem isn't up yet in the friendster blog page.. will soon be up.. jus wonder wad name shld the song be given.. all spontanous..

i dun hav much to talk abt.. no further comment...

[ I think i let u see the lyrics for your song first.. =) ]

m.C.

RaiN......

2007-01-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

reached home.. 5am.. hmmm.. the rain jus had to spoil it all.. but, it was somehw all worth it.. but, it jus the rain and the time... and yest was the time i wished once again tat the clock would stop movin..

soo.. in the afternoon it was cyclin with bob, shark, izz.. it was one hella journey.. and it rained.. hmmm... y y y y y does it always hav to rain.. dammit.. but, it was one last ride on my bike which was with me since pri sch.. its a mountain bike.. but, slighttly smaller than the adult one.. so ya lor... met shark and izz @ eastpoint.. den head dwn to bedok.. den met bob den we cycled dwn to eastcoast.. den jus chilled and makan.. den head back.. cos i had another appointment after tat.. anyway, it was rainin man.. but, still cycled back.. and the bad thing abt mountain bikes.. the tires somehw like trap water and if u cycle really fast ur bike jus somehw looks like a jet ski on land man.. hahahaha.. but, the back of ur tee also gets really wet and dirty.. dam.. but, i had fun.. it was awesome.. i had a dream.. told em it will b soo cool if we had walkie talkies.. hahaha.. it will b cool man...

anyway, i'm soo in love with this song.. we belong together by Ritchie Valens.. its nice.. i wanna cover it man.. told bob abt it.. and den bob say ask bon for help lar.. den i told him sure bon say the song is stupid or lame la.. dunno la.. hahahaha.. oh well.. we'll see.. RIGHT BON?? hahahaa..

anyway, its on the blog.. so u guys can jus take a listen to it.. enjoy..

[ hw was ur weekends..? ]

m.C.

PuSh Me BaCk....

2007-01-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. jus drop by lil one's blog jus now.. and.. to my surprise.... ok la.. dun wanna say anythin also.. anyway, feelings kinda like start to came back again (be4 reading the entries).. but, somehw after readin.. the feelings jus subsided uh.. but, i have no idea wad is goin on with me.. anyway, its ok.. its all over already.. wad am i doing again??? haiz... anyway, NEXT...

this week of sch.. gosh, something is actually wrong uh.. i've been gettin out of my hse the same time as wad time my class starts.. hahaha..!! ok.. actually it ain't tat funny cos i've been missin out man.. ok darn putoes.. this is bad..

was kinda stressed up with things arnd me uh.. ppl i wanted to please.. and also tryin to find the attention of ppl lor.. but, sometimes work can just really keep ppl occupied.. so tat is when i tend to think of stupid things again.. hai yooo.. so is it my fault uh M.M.C?? U'RE BEING MISSED..!! and u're missing... yea.. *shakes head*

new song has jus been done.. all thanks to the bella studio and its ceiling.. it was suppose to b a spontanous sing along.. den.... i sang with ceiling ceiling falling through.. and dam, it sound kinda nice man.. so... we decided to follow up.. and i'm not sure abt the song la.. i dun really feel it lor.. but, izz our drummer feels the song.. sooooooo.. its gd la.. as long as one of us feel the song den its wads most impt.. =) anyway, its more or less done already.. so if u guys are interested to knw how its sounds like visit or myspace... i'm not sure if its up yet.. but, yea.. and its jus a lil pinch of hw the song sounds like..

and jus to top things off.. G.A.B... its nw gonna b a happy song.. so i'm gonna re-write the second verse and change the tune and hopefully the chorus too.. so yea.. i feel the song jus nw when jammin.. like, make u smile uh.. or it made me smile man.. yeaaaa.. G.A.B.....!!

nw jus reviewin... the songs tat i wrote are feelings i had.. during 2006.. hmmmm.. daaaam.. same person.. *smacks*

i wanna make a happy song... i really wan.. dun wanna b depressed and wait for nothing, and hoping for nothing to turn into something... sooo... oh well... nvmed..

to CINDY ONG if u r reading this.. i'll try to MAKE time lahz.....

[...................................]

m.C.

StanDaRds...

2007-01-20T02:42:00.000+08:00

finally i manage to see (+44)'s MTV on SCV's MTV's channel.. YES..!!! finally.. and its clear.. so bloody clear.. i dunno, but i jus smiled when i saw their MTV.. hahaha.. ok, i think i'm a lil off the HooK man.. wbahahaha..

i wanted to blog yesterday but the blog thingy kinda screw up man.. daaaam.. this sucks lar.. so anyway i'm back to blog again.. alright.. let me get to wad i wanna say..

so yesterday.. i went swimming wit my bro.. and the swimmin complex has indeed changed.. and its awesome.. its been a while since i went to swim with my TRUNKS man..hahhahaa.. so swam a few laps den head home lor.. but, very tired uh.. but, overall its good exercise.. heh heh.. den went to mac den met gim wei, wilson and julian.. hahaha.. den they thought i "hong".. chey, i where gt so free sia.. hahahahaaa.. wah, the way i put it is as tho i'm such a good boy man.. hahahaha.. my bro ordered for me uh.. den while waitin i saw somethin..!!!

this girl.. .she jus came out of the toilet uh.. den she had the other end of her skirt stuck to her panties.. i was like shock at first den wondered hw come her skirt uneven.. den she jus pull pull to adjust den i realise it was actually being stuck to her panties uh.. hahaha.. ok, i'm jus havin a lil laugh.. jus can't help it.. jus shock.. heeeee...

and.. today.. FRIDAY.. the performance at the esplanade..!! dam, it was great... Abdullah came dwn together with his GF.. hahaha.. kinda surprise to see him tho.. didn't expect him to turn up.. but, oh well.. IT WAS GOOD TO see him.. to have his support.. hahaha..!! btw, i kinda like forgot to fill in tat he came..anyway,cherlie came dwn and so did natasha.. hahahaa.. its been a while.. so both of em met.. hahaha.. anyway, i jus purchase two new picks.. bwahahaha..!! but, the strummin pick isn't as soft and flexible as bob's man.. he's is like dam soft laaaaa... dam, i'm jealous.. anyway, this time we've gt more ppl with us.. almost half of shark's class came dwn.. OMG.. big la.. but, its ok.. the main thing was him.. and anyway, it was great he sung his own song.. i mean, instead of havin me sing for him.. hehe.. and i also jus find it better for him to sing his song.. and it was gd cos he can show off his stuff u knw.. yea? get wad i mean.. i'm not sure if we're comin dwn nxt week again.. haahhaha.. but, hopefully lor.. =).. and, make frens with the organiser of the event.. hahahahaha.. WohHhoOoo.. so nw he knws our band.. and the best thing was he remembered the band's name.. and i say " dude u remembered our band's name!!" and he say it kinda sticks in ur head..( referin to the name) hahahaha..!! woohOohOhoh.. this is awesome.. and there were also praises abt the performance.. hahahaha.. and natasha say tat i sung better than the last time she heard me.. cool.. and there was another grp of ppl which wanted us to play oasis - don't look back in anger again.. like encore man.. but, there wasn't enough time bebeh.. hahahaha.. but, i still haven perform the song i made..!!! its done.. hmmm.. maybe nxt week uh.. can try try.. heeeee.. must practise many many time man.. and also the song HAZI SYNDROME was gd... ppl loved it.. and cherlie could nt get the chorus off her head.. nw tat was wad made BON smile.. hahaha.. its jus freakin awesome to see him smile and happy uh.. hahahhaa.. but, yea.. ppl loved that song.. hehe.. kk.. i think tat was abt all for the esplanade thingy.. till nxt week...

and goin on.. ouh, i kinda helped val wit her test thingy.. and after i got off the bus.. i realise tat there was another bus 12 behind.. and it was EMPTY.. ah yaaaa.!! shld hav waited for the nxt one.. den can at least lepak.. haiz.. hahaha.. tats y we all ended up bored on the bus..

jus rememberin.. earlier part of the day.. lepak wit salih, mirza and adam.. and dam, talkin abt adam.. he really did one hella gd job with the photoshop thingy.. somethin dealin with clonin uh.. dun really knw hw to explain.. but, yea.. it was dam good and perfect.. =).. and den headed to tampines mall.. den they say they wanna take a look at natasha.. so ya i jus took dam to the place where she was workin.. and she was really workin durin tat time.. so ya lor.. and tat was y she came dwn to see me sing uh... hahahah.. it was kinda like an on the way kinda thing cos she was goin to watch her fren perform at the gig.. esplanade by the bay or somethin.. i dunno la.. hahaha.. but, yeapp.. nice of her to drop by and all.. bwahhahaa..

so i think tats abt all ba.. tml gonna jam.. MAIN content of tml's jammin session.. MAKE A NEW SONG WITH ANOTHER TECHNIQUE.. hahaha.. Let's ROLL man..!!

[ U shld see me perform.. and hear me sing the song i wrote for u.. =) ]

m.C.

WhOoOoooa...

2007-01-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

ok.. yeaaa.. maybe can put it in a nicer way la.. say marcus have been busy etc instead of callin him lazy.. ahhh yooooo... sound so bad u knw.. ok.. so where do i start.. was kinda busy on duty for the first 2 days of sch... cos there was orientation goin on for the new intake students.. so yea..

monday.... jus duty for a while.. didn't attend the first comm skill lesson due to the duty.. and i missed it.. nvr give the new teacher face uh.. hahaha.. but, hey i went back to class and gave her my leave form and at the same time i introduced myself etc.. bla bla bla.. hahahha.. so nt so bad la.. at least still gt give her face mah.. heh heh.. so tats abt all for monday.........

tuesday.... cca exhibition...and it was jus me and this stud called bryan.. and den was accompanied by this 2 ladies.. nt from our CCA uh.. all bryan's frens.. and i dunno la.. one hella cuckoo reason la y they were over at our booth.. hahahaha.. anyway, it was all cool cos met new ppl.. hahahaha.. cool.. and at the end of my day.. after sch.. i did somethin tat i nvr thought i'd be doin in my entire life.. hahahah.. my gosh.. but, there were some consquences after tat.. scoldin from my mum.. haiz...

wednesday.. normal sch day.. all lessons as per normal.. seeing all my classmates.. woOOoOo.. hahaha.. den disturbin all the aunties as per normal in my class.. bwahahahhaa..!! eh, bad uh call em aunties.. hahaha.. nvm.. hehe.. den head home after tat.. nothin much as far as i can recall..

thurday.... sch was as per normal.. nothin much again.. oHh, dull saw hashidah and he told me he saw gashidah..!! hahahaa.. soo funny la.. den he told me she waitin for me.. den i was like "hUhHh???" but, anyway she wasn't.. she was waitin for class to start.. hahhaa.. oh well.. den after tat met cherlie.. den jus headed to suntec.. had ben & jerry's wit her.. and i think its her first time havin em.. hahaha.. she has been missin out man.. anyway, she was one hella choc lover.. and yea, she was HiGh.. hahahaha.. suppose to follow her for job interview but, oh well.. she was soooooooooooooooo mesmerise by me la so tat y ended up nt goin for interview but spendin time wit me.. hahahaha..!! ok, i was jus jokin.. hhahha.. cherlie jus PLAYING uh.. dun take it seriously.. jus playin.. kk... it was a WET thursday uh... rainy weather..

friday.. i performed at esplanade library cafe..!! ahhahhHHh``~hhH~hH~Hh.. for the first time.. and it was ok la.. i failed the first song.. but, the second one was better.. heh heh.. but, gonna do it again nxt week.. yeeeeaa..!! so jus hopefully it'll start to turn better man.. yeaaa.!

oh ya.. had arifin linked up to my blog.. so ppl do go check him out.. and especially chicks..!! hahaha.. i'm jus doin some free advert for him la.. hahhaha.. go see uh.. den i think tats abt all ba.. so till den.. i'll update again...

[ We're talkin more and better than last time.. this is good... =) ]

m.C.

Brand New Year.. One Unselfish Act...

2007-01-06T04:21:00.000+08:00

Happy new year ar boys and girls.. hahaha.. new yr.. new start.. new EVERYTHING.. so i decided to let go of somethin which i kinda held on to for quite sometime.. did a lil thinkin and decided it was the best for both of us... i mean, we were like stagnant and not goin anywhere.. and with me hangin on and all nothin good is gonna happen.. i'm just being selfish.. so yea.. thought it through.. put my time on tryin to get myself into shape for the band.. and i realise i can manage.. yeapp.. sounds bad cos i dun need her.. but, sound nicer a bit i'm nt dependant on her like i use to..

She was like my everythin.. and it made me felt like i dunno how my life will b like without her.. but, thank god for those things tat kept me occupied.. and yeapp, now both of us are friends.. and she has one less thing to worry abt when she is out wit guys.. and tat one less thing to worry abt is ME.. hahahaa.. so.... i think i've done somethin good for the new yr lor.. ahahaa.. YEAS..!! must be wonderin this guy has no heart is it?? how can forget her so easily? i left all my feelings in the song i wrote for her.. simple, but yea.. its all in there.. all the pain.. so i guess it'll jus stay there.. where it belongs.. =) just got to make a move or else all of us gonna suffer..

so my new year's eve was being celebrated with cherlie and the malay studs.. hahaha.. met new ppl.. dose tats wad he prefers to be called.. and i can say he is one hella cool dude.. cos, i respect him for his ghost stories man..!! so entertainin.. and best of all most of his stories are from his own experience.. NOW tats AWESOME..!! and cherlie... well, wad can i say.. the best thing tat ever happened to me.. knwin her.. hahaha.. she is like so easy to take along with everywhere.. and also sleeps almost everywhere.. hahaha..!! sorry.. hahahaa.. but, she is one hella nice person lar.. love her man..!! hahaha..!!!

sch is gonna start real soon.. so how was my new year?? one hella perfect one.. settled my worries for lil one.. HAD a BIG surprise..!! and somehow still regret tellin.. hahahaa.. but, oh well.. if i didn't tell the year wouldn't hav started soo perfectly.. =) and city hall has been one hell of a frequent place i've been goin to.. hahaha.. now, tat place really holds loads of memories man.. the diner [ Just Noodles ] and not forgettin the RAIN.. hahaha..

i think tats abt all i hav ba.. nothin much.. jus feeling slightly better.. and my love life? just hope somethin good happens n this time, i wanna have a CHANGE, a BIG one.. hahahaa..!! oh, i'll pray.. hehe..

i love wad i have now..... i really do....

[ YAS..!! memories shld b kept and treasured.. N i'm sorry, just hope i'm not one of those wrong ones u've met.. i have my reasons.. did LOADS of thinkin... and its not gonna only benifit me and u.. but also the other ppl around u.. u'll see... thank u for those memories... =) ]

m.C.

ChristmaS.... N all The SleePLess MoRniNGs...

2006-12-27T02:17:00.000+08:00

24 dec.. 2006.. 10pm..

ok.. christmas.. headed to church on the 24.. dad rented a car.. totally awesome.. jus wished tat i can start driving TOO.. well, the celebration was kinda different this time cos they explained christmas through dancin and singin songs singaporean style.. like "noya" dunno hw to spell la.. but, its in tat method.. kinda nice la.. den saw this old man dance.. wOoOoO.. high uh.. hahaha..

25 dec.. 2006.. 1.45 am..

dad dropped me off at Val's hse.. so met the rest of the A64 ppl.. and there was more also.. farhan and salih.. so yea.. the dunno wad is the other dude's name man.. sharks.. den jus chilled out.. played guitar.. jus entertain lor.. den took some snap shots.. i think overall was jus talkin ba.. nt much of singin done by me.. cos jus didn't wanna sing.. it kinda sucks tat nw singin to me is like pressure.. no more of jus for relaxation and like entertainment.. bon told me ppl say tat the singin sucks.. so ya.. den i dunno wad to say lar.. but, i knw deep down somewhere i'm sure bon has a thinkin of havin me replaced or somethin.. i dunno.. but, i will hav to try n try to locate wad's missing.. and also hav some confidence in myself to sing.. its kinda scary tat i kinda lost all hopes already.. hmmm.. feel like givin up.. den after tat jus chilled out till nxt mornin.. shark entertained us.. and also val looked great..!! hahaha.. wadda hell.. kk.. den it was all questionin.. questions abt "WAD IF".. so yea.. den headed home arnd 7.. crashed..

25 dec.. 4.00 pm..

woke up.. headed to my aunts place for christmas celebration.. woOoow.. loads of makan.. non-stop action in the mouth.. it was nothin much ba.. but, seein my aunts stayin alone is like kinda cool uh.. so much freedom.. but, at the same time bills uh. all on ur own... WooOOo.. jia lat beh.. liked her office design tho.. dam, how i wished..

25 dec... 10.30 pm..

opened all the gifts.. but, all weren't as impt as the YUI cd bon burned.. dam, i took it out.. loaded it into mp4.. and WhAmP..!! den headed out wit my guitar and meet cherlie.. well, i promised i would b hers on 25 dec.. and there i was and waited for almost 1hr plus ..!! i was waitin for her under her blk.. den i like hear noises man.. like some woman callin me or somethin.. YeeEeEeEe..!! scary la.. den mimi entertained me durin the wait for cherlie.. but, soon after i hung up.. read the theory book.. studied a lil.. den there she was.. we had no idea where to go.. den ended up at east coast.. costa sands chalet.. but, we weren't in the chalet uh.. at the reception area.. and she ended up sleepin.. *pouting* i couldn't afford to sleep cos if i do nobody is gonna take care of the things.. so i ended up stayin awake and i manage to finish studyin the whole theory book thingy.. bwahahaha..!! so in other wards its ok tat cherlie slept.. cos it made me discipline to finish studyin.. hahaha.. so.. i shld thank her hor... so THANK U.. but, jus hope i pass lor.. den left tat place arnd 8 in d mornin.. couldn't leave earlier cos the RAIN was dam heavy man.. oh ya, we had umbrella.. hahhaa..

26 dec.. 9 am..

jus reach home.. crashed.. woke up at 12 plus.. was suppose to head to ashley's place to help him wit the video editin.. cos he needs it for his project or some sort.. so i went to take a bathe.. but, was dam freakin tired.. my eyes couldn't open.. so i called ashley and cancelled the meet up.. but, lucky thing he say its ok.. hahaha..!! so i went back to sleep.. den makan wit my family.. gosh.. its like i've nt been spendin time wit my family.. yeee... feel bad.. cos havin to eat wit em made me realise i haven been arnd.. always out.. hmmm.. bad marcus.. bad bad bad..

26 dec... 8.00 pm..

met cherlie.. again.. hahahaa.. no choice.. cos i really wanted to watch YUI..!! her movie was gonna end this thurs.. den i wasn't free.. so i watched it.. and the cinema we wnt was a small one.. and dam, the tickets we bought.. it wasn't even tore.. so its like.. i dunno.. the cinema we went in like accessible to the public.. so its like darn unfair.. and i can assure u.. there are some of em who watched the movie for free.. but, anyway.. back to the movie.. i loved every bit and moment of it.. cos there was YUI.. she.. is sooo CUTE..!! even cherlie says so lor.. she say if she was the guy sure fall head over heels in love wit yui.. cos her smile is really sweet... dam..!! if there is DVD version of it.. i will b sure to purchase it.. hehe..!! woOoOoOo.. i giv tat movie 4/5 stars.. yeaaaa.. tat high ok.. but, its a simple story line la.. kinda predictable.. but, its touchin and cute.. the guy in tat movie was also awesome i hav to say.. he is cute.. his actions and all.. hahaha..!! my my.. so missed the train ended up takin bus.. den makan at 85.. its been a while since i ate the "bar chor mee..!!" so makan den took a cab home after tat.. its cheaper than takin a cab back from town lor.. see..!! i gt think..!! bwhahahaaa..!!

27 dec.. 2.53 am..

a few more hrs to my theory test.. dam.. i'm scared to the nuts abt it.. i'm soo afraid tat i might fail.. den i dunno hw to explain to my mum abt it.. dam.. haiz.. scared scared.. den bon jus told me more ppl say my singin sucks.. confidence.. -50%... hmmmm.. nw i'm also worried abt him havin to kick me out of the band.. i dunno la.. its like stressin me out.. and also the probs abt wan, mimi and hanah.. is really gettin to me.. i dunno wad the hell is goin on but, i'm really feelin all fucked up abt it.. hmmm.. hw i wish mouths were jus kept shut for everythin.. i knw sometimes ppl meant well and wanna hav me wakin up from all the mistakes i'm doing.. but, i jus dunno.. i'm like LOST.. sometimes i jus wished someone would jus hold my hand n say the same old thing.. " i'll b here.. its gonna b alright.. we'll go through this together.." and at the same time i also feel like cryin.. i knw i'm a bad guy here.. but, i really dunno wad to do already.. haiz..

[ hmmm.. maybe we're jus busy.. and the unpredictable weather.. we'll try to find time.. i hope.. oh ya, wrote somethin for u tho.. =) ]

m.C.

LepakinG....

2006-12-21T04:01:00.000+08:00

so jus chilled wit bon, val, bob n izz.. so yea, it was ok.. nothin much.. so there is GOOD news to share.. my psp can now play DL games... yeeeaaa..!!! OWoHOoOoo.. this is sooo dam awesome.. but, hav to give most of the credit to gim wei for helping me wit it.. so its dam awesome.. hahahaha.. thanks man..!! and i jus got need for speed carbon and bleach 3.. so this are the two games tat i currently hav.. den he also taught me hw to rip games out from UMD.. OMG this is sooo awesome man.. brutally awesome.. hahaha...

ok.. so had a game as usual.. and dam, bon and bob jus can't stop disturbin me abt shannie man.. say she look like.. **** star..!! aHhhH`H`hH~Hh`Hhh.. wadda hell???? she looks fine n pleasant man.. ok, anyway this isn't the real thing.. the main thing is.. the game.. hahaha.. i can't help but to laugh at val whenever i think abt the game.. hahaha.. she sooo cute and funny especially when she did the "THINKING GOGGLES UP!!" its her newly introduced game.. dam funny.. she look dam adorable uh.. hahahaa.. i mean, nt only me thought of her tat way.. BON too i'm sure think abt her tat way.. hahahaa..

and today.. she was kinda unlucky tat she had to drink the "crap" quite a few times.. MORE THAN ME.. !! jahahaahha.. so i'm lucky.. woOoOoo..

christmas is coming.. dam.. haven gt the presents ready.. darn.. AHhHh! where am i suppose to get the money to purchase em??? sharks.. oh man... mum told me tat once i gt my licence i can actually rent a car to drive arnd.. dam, nw this is really gettin me motivated to drive man..!! WoOOOOoOO.. better go study uh.. hwahhahaha..

jus this mornin.. "beyonce" called me.. had a shock uh.. cos "SHE" called a cuckoo like me.. oh ya, was 3 plus in the mornin.. n the first thing she said to me was " haven sleep yet???" den she also say she called the other frens and all of em were like sleeping only me.. den i was like huh??? u call ppl jus to chk if they are sleeping?? weird.. hahaha.. she couldn't sleep was because it was rainin and the wind was also bloody strong.. so she heard noises.. den began to think too much n couldn't sleep.. hehe.. den soon after she hung up.. hahaha.. den she say so weird after talkin to me all the noise stop.. den as usual la me, head become BIG.. hahaha.. but, glad tat i could help?.. hahaha.. weird.. well,at least i did somethin to help someone nt knowin tat i actually did.. kakaka..

so i think tats abt all.. nothin much left to blab abt.. oh yaaa.. i nw i recall.. cherlie wanted to sponser me to pierce my ear.. hahahaha.. wadda hell.. but, i gav her one lame reason uh.. hahaha.. so ya lor.. nvm.. i'm not gonna pierce.. hahahaa.. and tat's tat..

dam.. wad is up wit me and the "oh well's"

[ hmmm.. wad do u think abt me wit an ear pierced?? good or bad?? ]

m.C.

My Holidays...

2006-12-19T02:00:00.000+08:00

ok.. so sentosa?.. well, can say tat i did enjoy myself at siloso resort.. i think.. its one of the latest resorts build.. so yea, its pretty awesome.. something new ba.. so yea.. enjoyed the stay there wit my family.. even tho is jus the 4 of us.. it was somethin gd la cos we did it as a family and all.. but, however the weather wasn't tat wonderful.. so yea, but we managed to finish up all the activities..

so........ we managed to take the carlsberg tower.. if i'm not wrong.. tats the spelling.. den, we took the ludge ride.. also hav no idea if i gt the spelling right for tat one.. it was bloody awesome man.. hahaha.. and best of all my parents took the ride also.. and MY MUM was the funniest one la.. cos she is the shortest among all of us.. and she havin the helmet on made her look like a LITTLE GAL.. hahaha... den during the ride she somehow lost control and ended up at the grass patch SOMEWHERE.. hahaha.. as for me, I SPEED man.. woOoOOo.. speed until the guy who is takin care of the road gt pissed wit me.. hahahaa.. cos i wasn't suppose to speed.. but, I DID..!! hahaha.. den dad and bro also enjoyed the ride.. hahaha.. oh ya, den after tat watched the 4d show.. so yea, its awesome.. and during the queue this gal was so tickled by my dad, bro and me.. cos we were like laughin and disturbin each other.. she was like constantly lookin at us and jus giggling.. till her mum asked her "girl why u laughin??" hahahaaa.. no say uh.. cos my bro and i like to entertain ourselves.. hahaha.. oh well...

and.. MY EYES.. once again.. caught somethin which i wasn't meant to see.. this lady, i think she's a tourist ba.. dam, she was smoking den she jus comfortably slipped her hand into her butt.. and SCRATCH..!! WTF.?? den she was wearing like skirt uh.. wouldn't say its tat short la.. but, she jus reacher for her ass.. like from the waist line and into the skirt n scratch.. btw, i was sittin dwn wit my family at subway sentosa.. hahaha.. so my parents and bro also did see.. and i was like laughin non-stop..!! hahahaaa.. but, it was visible cos it was glass panels tat were surroundin the shop.. so can see lor.. hahahaa... my my.. wad a SIGHT man..

i have to say the lodging there was rather good.. i think if u guys are like seriously curious abt hw the place is like jus go google n search ba.. think can find.. hahaha.. oh ya, so i think there wasn't anythin much tat happen tats worth sharing.. its all wad normal humans do.. so yea.. hahaha..

ok.. so after checking out.. headed to vivo city for lunch.. bro and i makan "CARL's"... its some burger joint from the texas i think.. spend abt 20 plus.. and dam.. the burgers were HUGE..!! we kinda like over order.. hahahaa.. and the best thing abt this burger joint is tat the drinks are like free flow.. totally refillable.. hahaha.. isn't tat great.??? hahaha.. but, the question comes back to u.. how much can u drink man??? hahaha.. oh well.. nt sure if its halal anot.. hahaha.. den after tat head home lor.. den rest...

den later around 8 plus met cherlie.. and sharks.. i was wit her till 4 am? or 4.30 am ba.. sharks.. cos she wanted to wait for elite den in the end the sister ended up stayin out till nxt mornin wit her frens.. but, i did enjoyed myself ba.. except for the part when she tried to irritate me jus to get me to fight back wit her.. DAM... i dun do this kinda thing uh.. won't fight back.. won't sparr wit anyone.. i have my reasons.. and i told cherlie lor.. den nw she knw y lor.. bwahahaha.. but, i also realise tat once i start to play wit her i will b in a bad mood n i dun think i will b able to smile at all? so can say i gt bad temper ba.. think so.. so better nt try.. later explode den all will b too late.. dam, shld hav brought the guitar dwn lo.. sharks.. oh well, overall it was ok.. so yea..

so tat is abt all.. hahaha.. nothin more nothin less.. hahahaa..

[ so wad has been happenin during ur holidays? =) ]

m.C.

TaKe My bReaTH AwAy...

2006-12-16T02:31:00.000+08:00

dam... was lookin high and low for YUI's MTV man.. and.. I FOUND IT..!! wahaha.. yeaaaa.. this is a bloody good feeling.. SHE JUST REALLY TAKES MY BREATH AWAY... and i sooo wanna watch her MOVIE..!! ah yaaaa..!! talkin abt singers.. sian, my singin must improve man.. cos jus heard the recordin.. ITS BOORIN.. i find it BOORIN man.. like, no feeling.. no life.. no excitment at all.. this is disappointin..

well.. i've gt to say another thing is tat the holidays are officially here to stay.. nw tats a total plus point.. awesome.. and i've gt a few songs on my hand.. yet to finish em up.. i think it would b sooo cool to hav someone wit me to b wit me to finish up the song.. WOoOoOO.. sure shiok uh.. i mean, besides mimi la.. she is nice to hav wit.. but, i think she is breakin dwn wit chicken pox or somethin.. so i'm not so sure abt tat.. bwahahhaa... but, jus hope tat all goes well for her..

today's recordin at BON's house was HELLA LONG man.. sooo LONG.. and the results nt so satisfyin also.. cos i didn't liked the way i sounded.. so this sucks man.. loads of things need to b done be4 i'll b able to reach of a certain standard.. AHhHhhHH~HhHH~Hhh...!!

3 weeks of free time.. wad the hell would i do wit it??? tml headin to sentosa wit my family.. oh ya, cherlie is back.. she gave me a call.. hahaha.. nice of her lahz.. den she wanted to meet up but, i nt free.. ah yooo.. like so action uh me.. cos sat she is headin for another trip again.. yikes..!! hahaha.. no worries there's always still time..!! so yea, can meet lor.. spoke to natasha yest over the phone.. SHE ALSO LIKE YUI..!!! WOoOOOOO..!! but, it was nice being able to conversate wit her over the phone again.. nice to hear from her after quite a long time.. hmmm.. oh ya, den she ask me abt my love life.. told her i think i might consider changin my interest in goin for the opposite sex.. hahahaahaa.. ok, tats bull crap lahz.. won't happen.. i'm straight.. can nvr stand another person havin the same TALENTS as me.. YOIKES..!! oh ya, den she told me tat igbal also has a band.. "idk" which stands for "i dun knw".. hahaha.. cool.. den nat say she wanna see my band JAM.. ah yoooooo, but, no standard uh.. hw to action to ppl???? yeeeeee... den she enlightened me wit the local music industry etc.. and, i really dun hav a clue who is this and wad's wad.. hahahaa.. waste her breathe only.. hahahaa..=p

well.. its still gonna b a long way to go for A64.. so yea.. slowly lo.. and also my life nw, really revolves around music, sleep and makan.. ta dahh.!! so tats all lor.. borin lahz i knw.. its been a while since i met the usuals every fri.. hmmm.. i think 2 weeks ler.. hmmm.. tat means.. NO TOWN FOR 2 WEEKS..!! AHhHHhH~HhH~HHhh...

so i think tats all the update i hav for nw.. no love uh for nw... =(

[ its been.... a few months since we hang out.. i think.. few months uh.. ya ya.. shld b... hahahaa.. ]

m.C.

A WeeK...

2006-12-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

another week be4 the holidays officially come in.. yeeeaaa.. can't wait for tat totally happen.. yesterday was like a A64 meet up i think.. somethin like tat wit mimi and hannah.. and yea.. it went alright i guess... the two ladies i think were rather amazed hw fierce bon and leh looked.. but, oh well.. they gt the hang of both of em after sometime.. hahaha.. the two ladies had a time la wit us.. keep on laughin etc.. salleh wit the daring acts together wit the serious joke by bon.. so yea.. all went well.. so it was ONE HELLA time.. so yea..

hmmm.. let me see.. tests are loadin up like F***.. so it sucks.. my singin is gettin me no where.. like, i'm kinda tired hearin myself sing.. its like, its totally different when over the mic man.. nw tat is crap.. dunno lahz.. like tired man..

feeling sick today.. gt sore throat.. ah yoooo.. nvm la.. i also like dunno wad to talk abt nw.. pics are up at multiply..

[ didn't see u arnd... ]

m.C.

HearT WorDs

2006-12-06T00:33:00.000+08:00

delete the previous post.. i made a mistake... nothin more to say to myself or anyone else.. jus a guilty feeling in me tats gonna stay.. sorry's are wad tats gonna b comin out for nw..

ZEN.. new member to the family.. she is one hella thang.. but, she hangs too.. if play do too many things at once.. i love her... she is cool.. she will b openin up more doors for me.. more FUNss comin up.. yeeeaaaa..!!

this song.. CAT LIKE THIEF.. it came to me when i was feeling really dwn tat day.. this was wad i feel close to hw i felt.. awesome.. lil one.. this is for u.. if u can hear the song...

[ i love u.. i'm sorry.. ]

m.C.

NeW GrouP...

2006-11-26T02:44:00.000+08:00

kk.. so jus came back from the band meet up.. gosh.. new additions to the A64 team.. awesome.. jus can't wait for us to hit the jammin room together.. drummer is a 17 ur old dude.. keyboardist is a 18 yr old girl.. and dam, its kinda distracted.. and distractin in a gd way.. she is cute man.. hahaha.. even bob say so.. so yea.. hahaha.. but, bon was totally happy today cos its the assemble of the FULL band bebeh..!! bwahahaha..

and i hav to admit its the first time i've seen salleh so gd to a girl man.. like, so gentleman.. and dam, he is freakin FULL of it man.. yeaaa..!! hahaha.. see him like to disturb girls uh.. but, in real fact he is such a gentle man.. serious uh.. hahaha.. den bon gt me thinkin man.. abt wad i'm doin.. dunno la.. i feel like fuck up wit myself also.. so yea.. jus knw tat i'm nt being fair also.. hmmm.. but this bon gt me thinkin has gt nothin to do wit the band.. its personal..

so nw.. i'm still stuck wit tryin to finish up wit my new song.. tryin to find the tune.. and i jus gt one.. nw need to change the chorus.. its gettin harder.. hahaha.. and i kinda feel in love wit a new song.. by plain white T's.. A lonely september.. i think tats the song title.. dam nice.. i've to say the lyrics really hit my heart gd alright.. its dam touchin.. WOoOooooo...

den while we were havin practice.. we're being approach to take picture together.. hahaha.. wadda hell.. so all of us jus play along lor.. den end up havin grp pic taken.. den in d end this gal had to take a pic wit me.. cos its a game of true and dare on her part.. so yea.. my team made me take d pic wit her.. so ya lor.. and i forgt to ask for email.. cos i ALSO wan the picture laaa.. dam.. forgt..

and dam.. I LOST the bet wit YL.. i end up havin to treat him coke.. and nw.. its worst.. cos the girls and the BBQ wasn't talkin abt him.. they were talkin abt me.. tryin to guess if i was malay or chinese.. AH YA.. me la.. was dam confident tat they were talkin abt YL.. cos they were talkin in chinese and i knw la they were talkin abt him.. can hear la... dun ask me y.. cos i heard the conversations.. but, it was in chinese.. and.. i knw.. my chinese nt tat tat bad mah.. shldn't b tat bad.. ya.. cannot b.. hmmm.. dam.. i lost.. wah kaaaao..!!

[ How Was Your Weekends? ]

m.C.

No ShoW??

2006-11-25T16:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. yesterday.. i think the day is practically spend mostly normal.. but, however i jus lost my cool when i was in school.. i dunno wad came over me.. but, i jus lost my cool.. sometimes i jus dunno whether its jus me.. well, i knw my frens say its the first time they seein me like tat.. den dunno la salleh say wad la.. hmmm.. dunno.. jus painful la.. hmmm.. tats y there is delete me... but, i'm neither tat proud of my behaviour either.. but, wad can u doo if its tat much of pain.. so painful tat ur heart feels like it stops beating.. so yea man.. this is hard..

so went for norm stuff.. den there was spare time.. so in d end went to ashley's wanna go BBQ.. so yea.. was hopin somethin more from him.. but, there was like nothin man.. sharks.. so booorin.. he la.. so shy.. hmmm.. create opportunities.. but, in d end he jus went gaga lookin at her... i dunno.. but, there were somethings we did were kinda stupid.. hahaha.. kk... ashley knew this gal through and online game called maple.. den.. her parents were there den asked YL and i hw we r connected to sharon or knw sharon.. hahahaha.. den YL say same secondary school.. ya, den i say we're in sec 4 but graduate already.. jus to let u guys knw.. sharon is from seng kang secondary.. hahaha.. den nvm.. we didn't wanna say tat we're fren's of ashley's n tat we dunno sharon.. i mean, we went there to makan for free man.. hahaha.. den we also dun wanna say the truth to the parents.. or else.. sharon will definitely hav her internet cut off man.. i mean, she knew him through online game.. hahaha.. wadda hell.. i mean, jus think abt it.. if u were a parent urself. would u recommend ur daughter to go out wit someone she met online.. wad r the risks man..!! hahaha.. oh well.. but, she is lucky to hav met ashley.. he is harmless.. yeaaa...

so bbq was nothin special.. all awkardness and makanin for free.. i dunno la.. but, its like a real test of hw thick ur skin is.. hahaha.. yea.. i hav to admit.. my skin isn't really tat tat thick.. yikes.. so.. today no show.. but, the day was awesome wit sms's.. so yea.. its wonderful.. =)

but, there r also ppl in emo states tat is really beyond my imgination.. and i can't do anythin much abt it.. hmmm.. wad can i even do.. i've gt no cure.. hmmm.. feel helpless at times.. and also scared tat i make n take the wrong move.. hmmm..

talkin abt the wrong moves.. it seems tat shark is quittin the band.. but, bon say no worries.. jus give him time.. and it'll b fine and alright.. and there is 2 more additions to the band.. keyboardist and drummer.. so yea.. its awesome.. gonna meet em later so jus hope all would b gd.. yea? hahhaa.. den soon we'll b ready for gigs man.. bOoOO YaAaA.!!

my mp3 rosak.. F***....

[ " Is there anythin u would like to talk bout? " Ur Fav Line?.. =) ]

m.C.

WAd A RiP OFF...

2006-11-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

darn man.. i dunno but i hav to complain.. the new B.K student meal is a rip off man.. and i dunno if this change in meal sizes is cause of the new increment in GST or somethin.. dam, the size is smaller now.. sharks.. and its more like a KIDDY meal than a student meal man.. hahaha.. sharks.. i'm ok wit a few cents increase la.. but, with like 20 cents increase and the burger shrinks??? i mean.. tat is totally a RIP off man.. yeeee...

have been listenin to (+44).. can nvr get sick of their songs somehw or rather.. its fantastically nice man.. woOoOOo.. yea yea yea..!! music has been comin in.. oh yeaaaa.. but, guitar skills sucks and my limits to goin through to finish up d song is way limited.. so ya.. hahahaa.. basket sia.. i actually like fuckin lazy laaa..

hmmm.. new fren.. yu shan.. cool.. but, its like meetin a combination of my bro and my fav.. wah kao.. i tell u uh.. it really jus murders ur confidence sia.. dunno hw to put it but, if u r way curious to knw.. i can tell u abt it tho.. hahaha.. but, nice person la overall..

nxt.. if ppl change.. become someone u nvr thought nvr would b possible.. how? wad u gonna do.. somehow.. things aren't as gd as it seems.. and i really dunno wad to do abt it.. feel helpless, at the same time guilty.. and also at the same time angry wit myself for lettin tat person go and turnin into tat kinda person.. hmmm.. jus feel tat the blame is on me.. i will always remember.. i will.. i jus wish i could jus go back.. adjust.. i really hope i can.. i'm sorry..

girls say guys sucks?... hmm.. they think they are the only ones.. i'm also a victim man.. and some of my guy frens also..!! so wad can we do? jus our luck i guess.. i dunno laaaa..

so tml.. hope it would b a betta day.. and jus hope tat all goes well for me... i wanna try and finish up d songs man..!! yikes.. need inspirationsss... yas..!! but.. i think its been a while since i spoke to d one who made me feel all emo.. hmmm.. nvm la.. later kena fired.. WORST.. ah yaaaa forget it marcus..

nw i knw d true meanin to the title "hazisyndrome" i took a long time jus to knw.. yeikes... i also wan cool titles man.. oh yea, oh yea yea yea..

I miss hugs and kisses..

[ Urs is closed.. shld i keep mine open? ]

m.C.

GoT The NuTss??

2006-11-19T02:01:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. well.. this few days have been the test of one's "balls" ( GUYS ).. hahha.. dunno la.. so as u can see wit the pictures above.. well, u got tat right.. we went to the car show.. it was jus see heng, khim leng and me.. well, luqman ended kinda late so there wasn't anyway we could all go together.. so yea, kinda disappointin.. cos last time we all head together for the previous motor show.. so yeapp.. anyway, there are more pics.. somewhere i guess. hahahaha...

so this few days have been a test of one's guts.. well, let me see.. i can take it tat i'm brushin up on my communication skills.. like talkin to ppl whom u do not knw and makin frens wit them and also at the same time nt givin the wrong impression.. so yea.. its hard.. so well, i've decided and goin to study the art of approachin ppl in the right way and the proper manner.. btw, i've gt to do this la cos gt test comin.. and public speakin is the key thing.. oh well..

kk.. so let me review a bit abt wad i've been doing..

* did recordin.. sang loads of songs together wit more frens.. and the mp3 used to record kinda SUCKED.. so everythin tat was recorded was kinda wasted.. sharks......

* jus finish learnin BON's new song.. HaziSyndrome... it sounds fantastic.. and i jus manage to get the tune right.. but, somehow i need more FEELINGS when singin it.. so gt to brush up loads on tat.. so yea.. need to feel emo man. yea.. emo emo emo.. hahahaaa...

*now we r like regulars at this mac cafe at downtown east.. hahhaa.. cos we made some new frens.. oh well.. all because of salleh.. hahahaa.. dunno la.. nvm..

* moto show was cool.. gain some new knowledge abt hybrids.. man... new technology for cars.. and its wad i've been waitin to go take a look at.. FINALLY.. i did.. weee.. and dam, my subaru goodie back didn't have one thing.. the subaru strap.. AHhHhh~hHhH..!!!

i dun think there is anythin more to update ba.. jus have new frens in my life.. and its kinda nice lor.. so yea.. but, once again i must remind myself nvr to go astray.. yea.. yea man..

[ i miss u.... loadsssss.. hehe... =) ]

m.C.

Smilesss....

2006-11-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

was feelin kinda depressed the other day.. cos i kinda angered my fav.. oh well, i dun even knw wad is happenin right nw.. all of us will get sick of things one day includin ppl.. well, maybe jus lookin from my point of view.. wishin soo much for tat person.. and.. it doesn't happen.. ah ya.. i dunno la..

i miss love man.. sharks.. anyways, jus found out new place to have unload things... its a great webby.. love it.. and also there has been loads of things happenin around me.. yikes.. but, its all gd stuff la actually.. so yeapp..

so let me recall.. wad r the impt things to sum up..

* mimi met up wit my band.. and she says they r dam hella funny.. hahaha.. glad she enjoyed the company wit em..

* had a "date" to come along wit me to mimi's bbq party.. well.. it was FUN for me.. overall great.. hahaha.. even though i gt sabo and was being thrown in the pool.. had to go back in wet pants and underwear.. one of em who sabo me gave me a free tee- shirt.. so yea.. hahaha.. and the whole process of me gettin sabo is on video.. dam.. i wanna get hold of tat video man.. hahahaa..

* saw mimi's stud.. comments.. well.... playful.. hahaha..

* things between syazwan and hanah didn't work out.. well, ain't of gd news for me.. jus nt nice havin to see things comin to an end in this way..

* gt to knw someone new at macdonalds.. her name is.. JANE.. cos, bob found her cute.. and salleh disturb.. den i on the way also.. hahahaa.. so all of us knw her.. cool.. hahaha.. had a blast wit salleh's tatics of doin this kinda stuff..

* more ppl has heard abt avian 64.. and i'm soo happy n glad for their support and also the spreadin of the music even tho its really nt up to standard.. so ya.. jus wanna thank mimi loads for tat.. owe her loads..

* learned how to play police and murderer.. havin poker cards wit u when u're out does really come in handy.. hahaha.. lovely.. sweet.. awesome.. nw the game has been modified for more fun..

* number game wit the malay dudes was one hella shiok.. cos the forfiet we gave was solid awesome wicked.. hahaha.. had em on video.. hahaha.. dam shiok man..

* PE's theory test.. wickedly stupid.. gt no help from the teacher.. dunno wad will happen if we really failed.. hahaha.. sharks.. my pe teacher soo nt fair laaaa...

* "denise kellar" lookalike has caught bob's eye.. love at first sight he claims.. hahaha.. nice.. she was my junior.. oh, i miss those times when i had av camps.. fah and i use to find her cute.. but, she was quiet.. oh ya, it seems like she use to like fah man.. hahahaa.. cool.. glad bob's eyes were mesmerised by her beauty.. hahahaaa.. woOoOoOoO...

* i think the third version of papi chulo is out.. by the usual us.. hahaha.. its dam funny now, cos we took in class and we were on chairs while dancin.. hehe.. currently is out on multiply.. yeaaaaa....

* had an exchange prbs session at pasir ris park.. wit bon, bob and me.. woOOOo.. it was one hella session.. it was great.. hahaha.. and, i hav secrets wit both of em.. hahahaa.. sharks, and bon sometimes threatens to tell.. yikes.. hahaha.. oh well, i can trust him la.. he's cool.. hahahaa..

* gonna make a story board.. and try to take part in nxt yr's canon DV fest.. yeaaa..!!

right nw.. it seems like there r really ppl who needs my attention.. comparin my blurness wit their probs.. mine is like a joke.. like, i've gt nothin betta to do.. so right nw, i'm givin my all to help those ppl who needs me.. i'm gonna b there... jus hope tat all will turn out well for them.. jus pray tat all will go well..

[ sorry..... ]

m.C.

Lyrics oF LoVe...

2006-11-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey ya..!! jus finished avian's new music.. definitely nt forgettin the help of BON.. he helped me wit the music while i wrote the lyrics.. and it was jus soo sudden that all the lyrics jus start popping in my head in a shockin rapid response.. i'm not kidding.. i was on the phone wit mimi and i ask her non stop to see if the tune and lyrics sounded appropriate.. and, it kinda sucked cos the first time i thought it was ok.. den suddenly i checked, i was actually followin the same tune as plus 44.. wah, dam discouragin at first.. den after tat i try another tune.. den lyrics flew in.. and mimi say it sounded nice.. i tried different tunes.. and mimi would b the one tellin me whether nice anot.. kakaka.. and it turned out well.. yea..!! and after tat passed the thing to BON and bon immediately came out wit a fresh music... so, we met up and had a band session.. and there it was.. the music.. we did it... nw i have to finish up the music..

and thinkin back.. the song is abt couples parting.. and comin back together.. and hw much love must b risked and given.. hmmm.. loads of memories on my part.. happy song with sad lyrics.. hmmm.. like me uh?.. hahaha.. like like, i'm happy outside but inside sooo sadden.. oh well..

right nw.. i am really sad.. cos.. haiz.. the guys told me tat they saw my fav.. i dunno la.. jus sad tat was soo close to seein her but, till now i didn't get to see her... haiz.. even KL has seen her.. and i haven.. why must it b like tat?.. i was so totally sad abt it man.. jus feel like its soo unfair.. hmmm.. maybe she dun feel anythin on her part.. i dunno la.. i'm havin this stupid thoughts and feelings again.. hmmm.. somehow i feel like if i were to see her, i probably break down in tears and the reason is because i'm soo happy to see her.. hmmm.. i dunno la.. jus feel so upset abt it.. i bet u think this guy is nuts.. i dunno.. ah yaaa.. wadever la.. when is this bad luck thingy gonna end, den i can see her again.. if only can arrange to meet up.. ah ya, thinkin back.. i think even if the whole world is abt to end.. it won't even happen.. marcus..!! stop dreamin.. i think she also nt thinkin abt u laa.... haiz..

glad to see couples comin back together.. see la.. ppl love gd.. den mine like F***.... i'm soo desperate for love man..!!! woOoOOhOoOoOo... so right nw.. finish up the second section of lyrics.. and re record again.. its out and the band's myspace.. so do chk it out..

so today.. was one of the nicest days i guess.. besides nt being able to meet her.. stayed in sch till 7 plus.. lepak a bit uh.. play the number game wit the malay studs.. and.. hella..!! the punishment was to take a teaspoon full of pepper and soya sauce..! hahaha.. yikessss.. i only kena once.. bwahahahaa.. tml.. lepak studio bebeh..!!

haiz.. F*** laaaaa.. missin her soo much..

[*sighs*]

m.C.

2nd WeekLy UpdaTe...

2006-10-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

my my my.. so hari raya has arrived.. and i'm nt havin any celebration this yr.. its been a while actually.. last time we used to gather at gandpa's (dad's side) to celebrate.. but, dun think its gonna happen.. cos all of us r busy and its been quite sometime since my grandpa pass on wit his life.. so.. yea.. tats abt all i guess..

monday... skipped the rest of the lesson after 12.. cos.. malay studs weren't in and we were thinkin tat we would make it easier for the teacher if we didn't attend lesson... so.. we did.. we skipped and i think only 3 or 4 ppl turned up for her lesson.. and now..... we've gt make up class.. together.. see... so much class spirit and bondin among us.. isn't tat jus sooo sweet..!! hahahaa.. den after tat head to T.M. together wit the chi gang in my class.. well.. it was ok.. and i think money is a real impt thing if wanna go out wit em.. cos i've gt to eat EX stuff.. i dunno.. its expensive and tats tat.. stayed home.. nothin else...

tues.. holiday.. hari raya.. made a few wishes to my frens.. didn't go out.. stayed home i think.. i can't really recall man.. sharkssss...

wed.. sch.. no malay studs.. BORING....

thurs... sch.. gt... BON came.. and adam and mirza and azman and dul.. so.. COOL.. alright la.. den i think we lepak a while in sch.. den headed home.. oh ya.. den met cherlie.. chit chat wika wack.. so ya.. but, cool lo.. hhahahahaaa..

fri.. met cindy in the mornin.. got caught by my father.. n he thought she was my GF.. JAM.. COOL.. found new place.. its dead awesome smackin shiok.. i dunno.. but, jus awesome.. instruments were gd.. but, kinda ran off key a few times.. cos i guess i had not enough sleep or somethin.. haiz.. siaaaan laaaaa.. runnin off key is really disgusting man.. yikesss..!! den after tat bugis, den changi.. tats abt all la.. nothin..

sat.. met the usuals at bucks.. den chill.. so ya. it was at simei..

sun.. meet parkway wit the usuals.. den meet up wit fah,syazwan, mimi's sch frens at mimi's hse for dinner..!! whoaaa.. but, ya.. den chilled at mac wit fah and syazwan.. so it was great.. den, nw fah and hanah r back.. triple awesomeness..!!! hahahaa.. gd gd gd..

so tats abt all 4 the week... i'm missin my fav loads.. but..... i'm scared..

[ How Are You... i saw u.. couldn't call u.. cos i was at the 4th floor and u were at the first.. cool hor, still can spot u.. u were wearin this white colour hair clip? tats hw u tie ur hair i guess.. miss u loads... my hp rosak..!!! u gt msg me? eh, ur hp back yet? ]

m.C.

A WeeKLy UpdaTe...

2006-10-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

okaay.. sch has officially started.. first day of sch was alright.. it was kinda nice to see all my frens again and also to walk through the haze in the early mornin.. wow.. isn't it nice.. ok.. enough of tat crap.. it was all ok la..

monday... nothin happen..

tues.. ended early.. den lepak, play guitar wit band.. den head home..

wed.. nw.. tat was one hella night.. cos Bon wanted to go get the sound card.. so me and bob accompany him to sim lim and find for the soundcard.. and.. we got it.. tat wasn't the real impt thing.. they had to break fast.. and.. i.. was also hella hungry.. so we were like walkin here and there lookin for makan places.. and during tat moment i jus got to knw tat they have to actually break fast on the spot and are only allowed 15 mins grace.. and somehow tat night felt like a mission to find for a makan place where there was seats available.. but, dun hav.. in the end.. we ended up at macdonalds.. hahahaa.. and we were really walkin round and round bugis... it was jus simply crazy.. hahaha.. i wanted to take em to this halal place la.. den full .. den walked to raffles hospital.. also full.. den in the end walk to mac at bugis street tat area.. den gt space.. den tat was when WE broke fast.. hahahhaaa.. wadda hell am i talkin abt.. kk.. tat was abt all ba..

thurs.. i gt SABOed.. yeapp.. i was thirsty.. and i got myself a drink la.. i mean,i asked permission from my malay mates and they were cool wit me drinkin.. so.. i buy and drink lo.. den while waitin for the lift.. alot of ppl were there.. and i think practically all the ppl there waiting for the lift were all malays.. and den.. they disturb me.. they gave me a malay name.. and talked to me in malay.. and at the same time qn me in malay hw come i nvr fast.. i was like.. "HANG TIME" i was soo dumbfounded laaaaa.. cos i didn't knw wad to ans em.. and when they say tat i was drinkin.. and nvm, ppl all started to look at me.. wadda hell man..!! hahahaaa.. den , i jus quietly walk out of the lift area and went to the techinical block to take lift.. at the same time, they followed me and still talkin to me in malay.. hahahaa.. kena busted man.. darn..

after tat.. went to jammin studio wit band mates and the chinese grp.. cos they wanted to learn hw to jam.. bon and bob taught em.. and i sat outside doin my own stuff.. cos if i were to b inside it will cost 1 dollar more and also it'll b soo cramp la.. pointless.. soo.. i sat outside and waited.. hahahaa.. den after tat shark came.. and AVIAN 64 jammed together.. it was SOLID man.. the vibes of the music BON created was SOLID.. like, it was indeed like wad they say.. a FLY song.. a song tat gets u high and makes u feel like flyin.. hehe.. i loved it alot.. hopefully can get it recorded soon.. maybe after hari raya or somethin.. yeeaaaaaaa....

den.. after tat.. head home.. change and all.. head out again to meet the usuals.. and yea, it was usual.. nothin much.. cs and home.. yeapp, tats abt all..

fri.. created new music video.. and took more pics wit the malay studs.. ahahahaa.. and the video is OUT.. i post it on myspace.. hanah says i put on weight.. hmmm, my belt is at its last buckle already.. last time second last button.. nw last last one.. soooo.. yaaaa.. hahaha.. maybe cannot see uh.. must b my clothes.. hahahaa.. nvm.... den met the usuals at night.. cs.. nothin much.. as usual..

kk.. so today.. didn't join the usuals cos i decided to follow my mum.. so headed to airport to look for makan places we haven tried be4.. but, none suited my mum's taste for the day.. so ended up at fish&co... hehe.. ppl workin there nice to see.. but, service wasn't up to standard.. tats wad mum sayed.. cos i say thank u n they didn't reply at all.. like action.. den when they serve it was diff la... jus diff from parkway's fish&co... so ya lo...but, its all good la.. catch up loads wit my mum.. so yeapp..

so tats abt all for the week.. and till nw.. i STILL CANNOT FIND my fav.. oh maaaaaaan.. its killin meee... den YL purposely, tat thurs he suddenly scare me uh.. he say he saw her at P.S. with another guy.. den i was like.. hang time.. but, i ask him qns la.. den he ans all wrong.. hahahaa.. so.. in the end i knw he bedek me uh.. so yaaaa.. wahahahahahaaa..... oh yeaaaaa...

[ gt a song named after u.. all cos i saw u wit the sheesha thingy.. den bon was there.. he saw.. den he tittled the song "sheeda love sheesha" i wasn't happy abt it.. but, nw.. it sounds kinda cool actually.. hey, gt song after u lehz..!! hehe.. hopefully 2 see u soon... =) ]

m.C.