LaBeLLeD.. SICK...

yesterday's online test kinda sucked.. 21 qns and i gt 5 wrong.. soooooo bad la.. wah kao.. i think most of my frens gt better results than me lor.. hmmm.. dammit.. ahhhh~hhHh...

ok.. i tell u.. i'm feelin soo sick and weak right now.. my voice has officially changed.. dammit.. and my nose is always blocked.. its either the right side or the left side.. always either one of the sides.. dammit.. sooo irritating.. i've gt to save money man.. i owe ppl money and i owe someone an umcomin B'dae present.. haiz... if only.. i strike 4D.. ahhhh.. wah kao..

today's lessons and school was alright.. hmmm.. now feel like school's slighty better cos there are frens there man.. yea..!!! like friends lor.. makin friends is good.. but, i tell u i've really gt loads to practise and catch up.. cos usin all this softwares really require loads of practice.. and really loads of practice.. haiz.. somebody save me..

somebody jus hug me...

[ No la.. now u're nt so shy to borrow things from me.. this is good.. nt like last time, its as though there is somethin stoppin u to ask me things.. so.. yea..!! more human.. hahahaha.. keep it real... =) ]


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S.T.U. Laaaaaaaaaaaaa....

ok.. i woke up kinda late this mornin.. and shit.. i took a cab to school together wit my brother.. hey, i live in simei and i took a cad.. WTF right?.. i thought i was gonna be late and too my SURPRISE.. my teacher was no where to be seen until 8.30am when my class wrap contacted her.. and soo there was some probs somewhere on her side.. we had a change in timetable and i guess it was because of that, tat made her confused.. and shaaait.. the class was suppose to start at 8.. so i though cannot make it le den take cab.. WTF.. den in the end the class started at 9 am.. ahhhh~hhhh..

ok.. so now the weird guy in my class isn't really that smart afterall.. cos today we had the JAVA test.. and FU** it was hard la.. now i realise i don really understand a FU** she is sayin durin lessons.. wah, i tell u most of us wasn't really sure abt wad she was talkin abt.. this SUCKS.. and i gt marks that were AVERAGE.. most of my friends knew how many marks they've gt.. but, NO my teacher jus refused to tell me.. wah kao.. anyway the weird guy asked for my help la.. i thought he was good until don need to ask me.. hahahaha.. nvm.. i sucked too anyway... she asked me some qns and i totally couldn't really ans em.. oh shait.. den there were two teachers makin us.. one is the male and another one is the female.. the male was rather generous wit the marks la.. but, UNFORTUNATELY i was marked by the female teacher.. dammit.. i was cursin and swearin.. ahhh.. so sucky.. yeeeee..!!!!

i hate today.. but.. i did have some really wonderful piece of news la.. hehe.. nvm.. i jus love the news.. smile.. i love the end of day today.. and dam, be4 that my phone died.. i dunno, but there was reception and all but i couldn't call out or make phone calls.. and i also cannot receive sms.. yeeee..!!! i tell u today.. is one if the unluckiest day.. but, i gt it all right till night came.. hehe.. oh well..

[ NExt TiMe.. TeLL Me EaRLiEr.. So HoW WaS ThE NeW InTaKe..? ]


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My WeeKeNDs....

ok.. so saturday.. woke up around 9 plus cos had to go for my cca.. AVA.. dunno wad they call it la.. and to my surprise i still meet ppl who are special.. there is even more this time.. and also a person who is tryin to be someone that his not.. so action la.. dam drama.. there were a few of us there that wasn't really happy with him.. very action.. and soo i didn't go for the school's walkaton.. hehe.. oh well.. hahahah.. okok.. so anyway after i reached home my mum asked if i wanted to go to bucks wit her to study or somethin.. and so i did.. after all its kinda good to head down wit ur parents or somethin.. cos u get to eat loads of expensive things.. yeaaaa..!!! so jus studied a bit and most of the time i was talkin to her lor.. den my bro jus joined us for a while den headed for basketball.. so the rest of the time was dinner and home le.. all the way..

so sunday.. went to bugis.. woke up kinda late.. den walked around.. was together wit my mum and my bro.. bro bought his bag and this sweather wit the hood on top.. looked totally awesome.. and ate at yoshinoya.. missed tat place loads when i had the cash the other time.. so miss it man.. den intro my bro wad to makan lor.. hahaha.. he enjoyed...

and.. head home in time to watch SINGAPORE IDOL.. hahahaha.. yea, singapore does have their own set of humourous ppl.. ppl really from out of this world.. but, hey this are the ppl tat make our lives more interestin and fruitful one.. hehe.. yea.. but, its all a good laugh.. can't wait for the next episode.. hahahaha.. woOOoOO~OoOOooO...

manage to did some revision for my JAVA thing.. its some programmin crap.. and fu** its hard la.. the text is way different from the ones i used in templates like bloggin for example.. the codes are one in a million.. so jia lat.. haiz.. den i've gt a test on it the next day which is tml.. and dam i'm startin at 8.. haiz..

[ eh.. sucks la.. ur timin in school is sooo much better than mine la.. this is terrible.. *yawnin* ]



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GaTheReD....

today.. head down to 85 wit yong liang, ashley, gim wei and khim leng.. so jus a simple gatherin.. most of them weren't free.. so its alright.. all of us jus exchanged our stories abt life in the various schools we are in.. hahaha.. it was nice cos i had soo much to tell.. hahaha... so we did our catchin up..

and after that we talked abt girls again... once again the issue of not so good lookin guys wit pretty gals... and indeed the reasons why gals choose not soo good lookin guys is because they feel safer.. hehe.. safer as in the guy won't go around flirtin wit other girls.. hmmm.. or is it because she will appear pretty if she is next to a guy who isn't tat good lookin?. is somethin like if u stand next to somethin ugly, u will appear better lookin.. so is it maybe because of tat?.. hahaha.. i dunno la.. but i think its maybe because guys that aren't tat good lookin gives security to the gal i guess.. oh well.. den all of us were like sayin " eh, i not handsome.. " so this is to kinda ensure tat we'll get nice lookin girl friends.. but, to me.. looks really isn't everythin.. the main thing is the character and how she treats me in return.. so tat is the most important.. and i'll love her no matter how bad she looks if somethin happens to her.. so is that strong.. jus quotin an example.. so yeapp.. anyway.. I NOT HANDSOME ALSO HOR...

so we cracked jokes.. jokes that were a little racist.. hahaha.. funny la.. hahahaha.. woOoOO.. mum gave me money to take cab.. cos i almost couldn't go home the other time.. hahaha.. so it was all good.. head home by cab.. kinda enjoyed even though it was jus a few hrs.. so i mean, its good to be able to see them all again.. hahaha..

i've gt a change in my timetable.. thank heavens i end at 1 on fri.. it seems better now.. i've gt loads of catchin up to do.. especially usin the software and understandin the java applications.. damm.. i hate it.. ahhh.. sat.. gt av meetin.. dunno wad it'll be like.. jus hope it'll be alright.. i miss workin now.. i guess its because i'm soo in need of money.. haiz...

[ So waD DiD ThE DocToR SAy?.... u mUsT TaKe CarE OF YoURSeLF HoR.... ]


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I MovED WiThoUT MuCh ThiNkiN..

ok.. so.. school.. today is one hella day for me.. everythin was more or less the same... so lunch was wit KL, qing jie and yong zhi.. hahahaha.. so its now kinda a thing for us to meet up for lunch or somethin.. kakaka.. den saw this gal wit really short and tight skirt.. hahahaha.. den i told KL lor.. den he was sittin in a position that wasn't of a clear view.. hahaha.. ohh man.. i had the best view.. hahaha.. too bad la hor KL.. next time.. hahahaha.. now, they have done quite a few wonderful things with the cafe.. hahaha.. hey, now come to think of it.. ITE isn't tat bad laaa.. hahahaha.. ok.. nvm abt tat.. tat isn't the main focus abt today's topic..

ok.. there was this time i totally lost out due to no courage.. ok, with the experiment i personally did myself i realise that i am really shy around gals.. haiz.. hahaha.. cos there was this classmate of mine who wanted this bridge leader's number.. hahahah.. so i somehow decided to help him out.. we were all in a group.. den some dared me to go ask lor.. and i jus had this thinkin that its best to ask cos there somehow wouldn't be a next time.. i missed my chances twice or even more, back in secondary school yrs.. so i decided that i shld help my fren.. and.. i did it..!! i asked.. at first they thought i didn't dare la.. they gt a shock i did.. hahahaha.. and i asked her la, and yes she was shock too.. i dunno how to describe the scene over here.. some of my frens say shld have video the whole process.. but, anyway back to the story.. so while i was askin her for her abt how to contact her and my friend wanna know her, some of them jus walk pass us to see la wad i was talkin to her.. so i jus told her tat i know its kinda awkard to give HP number so y nt jus pass me her email add instead.. and she wasn't really willin to give.. but, in the end she gave.. i also dunno wad i did la.. den she say how to give to me, so i say i'll type it in my hp.. but, i tell u during the process i was shakin like crazy.. my hands and my feet was soo cold and shiverin la.. hahaha.. type also type wrongly.. she wanted to help me type instead.. but i say it alright.. hahha..

so anyway.. i got the email.. *yes!!!* den i walked back to the group.. hahaha.. den they say i very daring la.. den some say nxt time want this gals contact must ask me go.. hahaha.. but, i do have to tell u that it was a good thing that he knew her name.. or else its gonna be soo hard.. den there was this guy who was somehow present at that moment say i spoke very fluently while havin the conversation with her.. hahaha.. it was hella experience for me la.. my first time askin someone.. hahahhaa.. anyway it was awesome la.. thank heavens she never say no.. or else i also dunno wad to say to myself.. i'll definitely become unconfident.. but, i had my reason for helpin out.. cos u won't know when will be the next time u'll be seein the person again.. fate does comes in, but for guys we have to make things happen.. yea!!!

so right now.. jus hope that he'll be able to talk to her soon.. anyway i'm soo in love with this new song.. u guys can go check it out at my picture section.. if i'm not wrong this new band is formed by one of the blink 182 band members.. tom i think.. and i tell u the song really rocks.. its really nice.. no kiddin.. hehe.. strongly recommend u guys to go check it out.. =)

so now life has taken a change.. my reality clock has start movin again, and my fantasy clock has stopped.. talked to her abt things yesterday.. its gonna b hard to let things off that fast.. but, i have to i guess.. or else nothin is gonna happen.. its a pity that risks wasn't taken and that it was all a fantasy.. but, i'm rather content that i even had a chance to have things happened between me and her.. it was nice.. so wad's next for me..? i guess u guys will find out soon.. right now.. i'll jus take it real slow.. =)

so my tittle for today is move without much thinkin is all because i acted without much thinkin when askin for the girl's contact.. so i wonder which person will i be helpin next..? hehe.. mission was a SUCCESS..!!! WooOOo~hOoOOo...!!


[ ITs Gonna take quite a while.. Jus hope u'll still treat me nice.. Will still be here.. Jus As Promised.. =) ]


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Lazy GoT ThE BeST OF Me....

ok.. been really lazy to even update my blog.. so jus tired.. hmmm.. i have no idea why also.. ppl have been askin me why haven i been updatin.. hmm.. i really have no idea why.. but, seriously there are alot of things happenin around me right now..

school.. ITE.. all sorts of ppl u'll meet.. and its really true that u'll meet all sorts of ppl.. hahaha.. i dunno how to say and i don think i'll say it here but there are ppl there u don see everyday.. is like "special" or some sort.. ok.. maybe i'll jus talk abt my life in ITE.. so breaks are really a regular thing over there.. like if u cannot tahan or somethin or if someone jus says "teacher, break lehz.." the next thing u know the whole class gets 15 mins break.. hahaha.. its like soo easy la.. life over there yea, indeed slack.. hmm.. so there are definitely things i'm not really happy abt would be the way they organise the cca's over there.. like very hard to know whether u got into the cca u wanted.. so like hard to find out or somethin.. and PE, we've gt to swim.. OMG.. wah kao.. swim lehz.. dat means exposin fats again laaa.. sucks laaaa.. dammit.. i hate that laaa.. can swim still must prove or somethin.. haiz.. sian..

ok.. so the weather has been a real pain in the butt.. i tell u, jus 15 mins walk to school can really make me sweat like nuts.. and somehow i hate walkin to school.. cos i will have the same feeling when i always make my trips to toa payoh for classes.. the weird feeling in the tummy.. haiz.. tat one is really irritatin la.. so many complains.. been jus busy goin out wit my friends.. hmmm..

so maybe i can fill a lil abt wad i did today.. go out wit mimi lor.. to tampines, before that send my phone for repair.. wah, i tell u my phone is really causin me soo much problems laa.. cannot sms ppl, ppl sms me cannot read.. my phone jus appears blank screen and i can still call and pick up phone calls.. jus can see anythin. so whenever i pick up calls i've gt to guess who called.. dammit... jus send it for repairs today.. and right now i've gt a sub, mimi's samsung phone.. so its kinda nice for her to lend me her phone.. so yeaaaaa.. so jus wanna apologise to those who smsed me and i didn't reply.. so sorry.. and trust me its dam depressin when i receive sms but can't read.. its worst if all those important ppl sms me.. so sucky la.. hmmm.. hope to get my phone back asap.. i'll wait.. hehe..

so she is at malaysia.. so salah timin la.. my phone died when she msg me.. ahhhh.. my phone sucks la.. hmmm.. feel kinda bad cos like we've not been talkin much.. hmmm.. jia lat jia lat.. oh well, jus hopes she is enjoyin her trip..

have not been exercisin.. soo lazy.. its turnin soft again.. bwahahahaha.. ok.. i mean my fats.. hahaha.. esposa likes disturbin me laa.. oh well.. wad can i do right..? hmmm.. this few days has been quite a thing for me.. =)

[ We must catch up soon.. ]


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Birthday Gal...

alright.. lost and lazy to update anythin.. so fri was mimi's b'dae.. she invited a few of us to her birthday celebration.. so it was luqman, amir, syazwan, huzaifah, raja, liyana, mimi and lastly me.. so yeapp.. jus 8 of us at seoul garden.. and dam, me and my money has been really an issue.. i'm runnin dry of it really fast.. and its scary.. there is soo many things i've gt to do..

this few days has been really quite a day for me.. wad i did?.. hmmm.. i sooo lazy to type man.. sharks.. jus chillin and hangin out.. but, it has been a really fruitful one.. cos it was worth all the time especially once all of us has started school.. so yeapp.. meetin up has really been an issue also.. but, well.. it has been ok la.. so no worries..

so wad have i learned this few days... i love to sleep.. dam i need sleep.. i've gt class at 11.. so now i'm jus in front of the computer waitin for time to pass.. haiz.. sian ahhh.. *yawnin*

[ Been busy.. hope u're doin fine.. i'll talk to you soon.. =) ]


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SwiTcH....

switch... changes is wad i can say den.. well, things are takin a change.. things are becomin slightly better now at ITE.. so it really isn't as bad as i expect it to be.. but, i do have things that i'm definietly unhappy abt.. but.. its ok.. i guess it'll get better soon..

somehow i'm still nt use to it havin school.. i still miss my holidays.. where i could go out anytime.. all those late nights and late mornings.. the places i went.. and it was so easier den to ask someone out if comparin wit the current situation i'm in.. haiz.. i dunno wad to do now also..

i mean... i'm doin this alone.. i dun think i've much to comment yet abt school.. cos names still nt really remembered yet.. jus hope all goes well.. and i HATE my time table.. i end my classes during normal days around 5 to 3 plus.. so late.. den there are two days where i start at 8 and end at 5 plus.. wah kaooo.. long day laaaaaaaaa.....

endless sentence whirlin in my head..

[ i guess i'll jus have to wait.. wonderin if there is more of this kinda thing.. hmm... ]

Cannot make it..

almost drop dead last night.. or this early mornin.. its really good news to me cos things have been settled.. phew.. ok.. nvm.. school started today..

yea.. and wad else came my way.. my phone.. my phone died on me be4 i was abt to sleep.. the whole screen went blank cannot msg cannot see anythin.. wah kao.. can die la.. so scared i gt sms den cannot read at all.. and worst of all it was the first day of school.. and its soo needed for me to communicate wit ppl la.. and i totally don remember ppl's number.. except for close ones.. haiz..

den.. it was sooo lucky den it started to work a lil bit better.. can see some... tat was when i felt safe.. cos my phone can use.. phew.. nvm.. first day of school.. can say a lil bit borin.. and when comparin it wit the stories i hear from my poly friends.. theirs sound sooo much nicer.. i'm like so jealous la.. hmm.. jus hope tml will be better.. hope things will take a change.. i feel like telling them la wad to do.. but dam, cos i'm in the same class.. ppl will see me even often.. shaaait.. do u think i shld voice out wad i have in mind?.. hmmm..

i dunno abt how the rest of the days will be like.. jus hope la it'll be alright.. and jus hope i won't feel so sian everyday.. haiz... wooT..!!!

[ hmmm.. yes i will understand u.. i will.. jus give me time.. i'm workin on it.. so wad truth is out?.. anyway, I'm glad things are better now.. love ur smile.. wey, smile because happy to see me.. kae?.. =D ]


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