ThE BaBy Is DoNe..!!

woowwww... didn't expect myself to actually BUILD a computer man.. wahahaha.. finally.. i did it all by myself.. first time.. yasss.. from scratch... isn't she a beauty.. took me quite a bit of time.. i think i started with it since 10pm till 2 am the next mornin.. now jus waitin for the OS to come by and this baby will be ready to roll.. wow.. i did it!!.. but.... sad thing.. THIS ISN'T MINE.. my Aunts.. this sucks.. oh well.. the casin, took me two whole hrs and alot of walkin around sim lim to decide on the casin tat i think would be appropriate.. alot of effort man.. hahaha...

today.. worst case.. thought hilman goin to buy camera den never buy.. ahh yoo.. misunderstandin.. dam.. feel stupid thinkin abt it now.. hai yoo.. foolish.. GALS, today went to town.. hmm.. did saw QUITE a bit uhh with fah.. hahaha... oh well.. life.. surprisin always.. hmm.. i'm gonna buy my baju tml.. FINALLY.. yassss... hope can get gd prices man.. don wanna over spend.. job starts on thursday.. really scared.. hope all goes well.. hmm.. can anyone volunteer to send me there and pick me up?.. hahaha.. ok, tats a joke.. I WILL DO IT.. cos as a Shinigami we must learn this way of life.. hahaha.. whatever la MArcus.. all d best.. PoOF!!

[ I'LL Be ThERe AnD NeVer Be SqUaRe... ]


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MoNdAY.. I'm SmiLin WiDe...

can't help it for the fact tat i woke up smilin.. i think i'm in love with this new song.. hahaha.. KHIM LENG thank you.. keep repeatin it and smilin to myself.. hahaha.. love it.. had a really gd conversation yesterday.. hmmm.. can't believe for the fact tat we ended at 5 plus in the mornin and got fired by my mum for talkin too long.. hahaha.. gosh.. jus gotta love life now..

sis.. she is doin fine now.. hehe.. i think got someone new in her life i hope... so wish her all the best again.. hehehe.. love u always.. WOoOOhOooOo... take care though.. *smiles*

[ LoVe YoU ToOoo... Love everybody.. hahaha... i'm HiGh.. ]


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SweET SmiLin STRaNgER...

excellent.. love it.. shoppin for computer goods was a total blast and an eye opener for me.. couldn't believe the fact that i have jus got really far back behind.. gosh.. they are gonna do away with DDR rams and comin in are the DDR2 rams.. no more IDE HDD recommendation but SATA HDD is way better.. transfer rate is soo high.. gosh.. i think its way faster than ur normal lan cable transfer rate or somethin.. and check this out.. intel 64bit is already out on the market for the public to buy or use.. and they are also doin away with this AGP graphics slot.. now its no more AGP 8X but PCIExpress 16X.. dam... its a really big gap difference now.. wonder wads next.. thank god for the shooppin.. or else i'll be sooo left out man.. to all the non-geeky ppl readin this.. its ok.. its jus me tryin to say how excited i feel inside of me.. hahaha...

and dam.. today, while on the train saw this girl i think age around 18 -20?.. her smile was fantastic.. she was the only gal in the group.. i think 3 guys was with her.. she was the only gal.. so sweet her smile.. so cheerful.. this is soo sick.. i even smiled to myself for no reason when i saw tat smile of hers although she didn't smile at me.. she was soo bubbly with her friends.. dam.. now thats wad i call BEAUTY... oh well.. i'm jus simply fantasing the impossible..

[ ELECTRO SHOPPIN.. I'm left behind.. dam.. ]


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HaVin ThE RuNS AT ThE WROnG TiME.. WoOoW..

hellloooooo good times.. can say tat i had one of the best and the worst times ever.. hahaha.. i dunnoo.. its all good.. so first things first.. I STILL HAVEN MANAGE to pass the pics to natasha yet.. dam.. i HAVE to pass em to her.. dam i'm bad.. next, got coffee and bucks!! yay!! and it was mimi's treat.. yassss... hot coffee and mimi gt the carrier she wanted so after gettin our coffee we head on down to liyana's open house.. well, it was rather.. hmm.. ok ba.. but, there was this gorgeous chick man.. wahahaha.. nvm.. anyway after tat head on dwon to east coast with fah.. and WhAmP!! my tummy ached!! while waitin for bus.. head on to the toilet wasted time on that... curse me tummy..

we reached east coast around 9pm... most of the juniors were gone.. so kinda felt bad.. den it was real boorin, everyone was quiet.. i know fah didn't really enjoyed it tat much but lucky he was satisfied cos the person he was msg brought LIFE to him durin tat time.. so it was all gd afterall.. hahaha.. played the countdown number game.. but before tat.. i had to go toilet AGAIN!! it was all gd after the beer.. so PhEw.. ache diseappeared after beer.. hahaha.. sick but soo true.. i was the evil master man.. did stuff really bad.. cos there was also true or dare.. and well, i suggested a few things and erm.. LOVED it man.. hahaha.. WooOOhOOoo..

after tat ran after bus TWICE cos thought cannot go home.. so stupid.. we saw the bus at the traffic light.. so thinkin whether to run for it anot.. fah and i were discussin whether to go for it.. in the end.. " wad the heck Fah!! GO for it la Brudder!!" so we all chiong for the bus like NUTS together with stacey, gao zheng and ming feng.. we didn't tell them though tat we were runnin for it.. so they were like chasin us behind.. hahaha.. in d end, all was gd.. we boarded it.. and felt really weird after that.. after all i drank mah, den run.. NUTSY.. kinda enjoyed my day though.. maybe for the fact i sabo ppl..

watched pimp my ride UK.. BLuEk!! it sucked.. suddenly missed XZBIT man.. his cheerful smile and crazy laughter.. his jokes? love em.. FAH!! MuST watch Bleach!! we'll BANKAI and fight each other.. WOoOOhOOooO...

[ I LOVED today.. love it.. i'm goin ShOpPIN on SUNDAY.. ELectronic WAY.. WOoOOhOOo.. ]



m.C. --> DiSTuRbIn IdEaS MaNaGeR

ChRisTmAS... I'll WaiT...

alright.. today.. quite a few gd things.. but, i dunno whether its worth worryin anot.. first, got the job.. the boss called me today and say i've gt the job.. dunno whether it will be a good thing anot.. hmm.. jus hope all will be good on the first of dec.. hmmm.. scared.. dam.. next, found the blazer to wear to prom.. hmm.. visited the hotel tat we'll be havin our prom.. so now i roughly know how to go there and where is it.. so now, its all good man.. manage to catch a glimpse of the orchard road light up for christman.. and also manage to take some memories home.. so there it is at the top..

its kinda weird though.. i've seen loads of weird stuff.. first, in the day saw this old man sittin beside this lady i think around her 40s like tat.. she wasn't wearin any low cut or somethin, but tat old man sittin beside her was lookin at her boobs man.. the lady doesn't know cos she was sleepin.. and the seats were somethin like where only two ppl can sit.. so yea.. i thought they knew each other or somethin.. but, when reach the stop both went their seperate ways.. haii YoOo..

next, accident at orchard.. two motorcycles involved.. one person unconscience face flat on the ground.. no movement... it was a girl ba.. couldn't help, xiao jia pulled me away and say that there were other ppl goin to help which was true ppl began to come forward and help.. hmm.. dunno uh.. jus can't help thinkin on the fact that i did not go over and help.. so near i was.. well all i can do is jus pray that everythin turned out fine and no lost of life.. scary and shaky..

saw dinie at borders while chillin.. and she did kinda look like an INDOnesian maid.. hahaha.. with the hair do and the weird dress up.. i think.. and she was carryin her niece.. so yea.. all the more.. hahaha... and XJ forcin cindy to wear skirt to prom.. i'm on XJ side.. wahahahaha.. go cindy go..

life is gonna get tougher.. one way ahead.. all the best to me..


[ My HeaRT FeELs HeaVy... ThE WoRd GuiLty SpINs AROuND Me... ]



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ThE ChiLLouT PLaN...

wow wow wee wahhh.. hmm.. thank luqman for the editin of me wow thingy.. alright.. finally exams are over.. don feel a thing happy for it.. i dunno why.. hmmm.. maybe because i wasn't really happy over certain stuff at night.. i hate it.. the company was great.. i can't wait to hang out again.. and REALLY catch up and not get caught up by some STUPID stuff..
i mean i came out to chill.. not came out to focus my attention on tat ONE person.. dam.. don wanna talk abt it.. its all over after all.. anyway the pics that we took are HERE
... so feel free to check em out...


jus tried doin the collage thingy.. its pretty cool.. jus wih i had taken more pics now after learnin how to do tat.. dam.. its nice alright.. to me.. so i must organise the coffee thing with the 8 wonders man.. like wad XJ suggested at my tag board.. DON WORRY LA.. i think I WILL TRY to organise.. not sure i will be able to get the job.. the boss hasn't get back to me yet.. not goin to pin hopes on it.. haiz.. sianz..

btw, don worry a thing.. i won't forget one single bit of u guys man.. with all the pics tat we took, the laughters we had.. all these moments will be kept deep within me.. no worries.. and besides can still contact.. we've gt Handphones goin around.. jus call and WhamP!! u get a meet up.. ain't that right? but must also see timin uhh.. hmm.. don worry.. jus sit back and relax and jus let the good times roll.. ohh yeaaa... will miss certain stuff definitely.. hahaha..

[ FAITH.. we can never understand it.. we jus simply have it.. ]


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I WannA CaTCh YouR WaVe...

dam.. no coffee.. nobosy.. no life.. jus me and the click five.. wahahahaha.. still high.. ok, i think i'm gonna get some disconnection in my head soon.. i'm talkin to myself right now.. like i say nobosy is at home now.. WoOOooOo..

love the click five now.. hahaha.. nice nice nice.. CATCH YOUR WAVE by em is nice.. the MTV is cute la.. to me.. wahahaha... can't wait for the exams to finish.. liao la.. no mood to study.. how?.. i think CONFIRM tml got to have a gentle cup of coffee.. hahaha.. sentence got error.. PUSSY cat dolls is are also hot.. song tittled STICK WIT YOU not bad.. cool.. first slow song they doin.. fantastic.. love it... alright.. i think i'll hit the books.. and chill out with the click five?.. hahaha.. ok.. i think i'm losin it..

Hey girl,I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl,I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl,you've got an undertow
Hey girl,hey girl, dont wanna let you go

[ HavE YoU SeEn The MTV YeT..? NiCe RiGhT.. I ThInk I'm GonnA GeT ConnecTion ProBLemS In My HeAd.. ]

m.C.

BoRe Me...

yesterday was a total bore.. got no plans.. nothin.. nobody was free.. wahhh.. stayed at home for the night.. in the afternoon went with sis to town.. hmm.... gals? yea.. still got some.. jus went window shoppin for a suitable purpose.. i can't wait for tuesday night to come.. i'll be waitin.. but first, i've got to settle my cash flow problems.. hmmm.. SITEX is comin again.. it seems like its gonna be happen from 24-27 Nov 2005.. not sure where is the location but yea.. can't wait for that one too.. afterall i'm a GEEK man.. wahahhaha.. ok..

not sure wads gonna happen a few hours later.. hopefully i'll be able to study.. haiz.. i miss coffee.. I've got to get myself a cup later.. i'm all alone today.. good or bad?.. i have no idea..

THINGS TO DO AFTER O's :
*Pimp My PeePs ComPuTeRs
*StAR GAzIn? (who ever came out with tat)
*FinD MonEy And MonEy FinDs Me (vice-versa)
*SPenD ThE MonEy ThAT FouNd Me
*ChiLL WiTh DuDeS AnD Go BaBe WaTchin

[ GoOD LuCK To YoU ToO.. ]


m.C.

I LoVe THiS MTV... LOVE IT...

alright.. love this MTV alot.. can't believe one thing is that fah and i saw this mtv at the same time but all of us were at our own place.. i love life the way it is now.. or soo it seems.. geog paper is down.. now left 2 more to go to freedom.. for a while.. gosh.. can't wait for that day to come..

i was totally amazed today by this little boy.. he was standin in front of this stall.. stall was somethin like some promotion place or somethin... stall or shop was sellin pots.. and he was lookin at the pots, seein his own reflection he danced.. he was like so totally amazed that his image had appeared in the pot.. hahaha.. cute.. he was like lookin and dancin and at the same time smilin.. canon DV ppl called me today.. asked if i wanted to send in the eye mo ad.. well.. ITS in..its under the category open, somethin like i'm competin with the public.. there wasn't any required theme or video cams used.. three category professional, media students and public.. so i chose public lor.. wahahah.. hope get somethin.. i hope.. it was nice that they called.. wahahaha.. ok, enough...

i love this video alot... so PLs do do see it.. jus wait for it to load.. the singer is way cute.. and I'M NT GAY.. i jus simply LOVE THE DRESSIN and his HAIRSTYLE... WOooOoHooOoo..

[ ThIS SonG Is FOR YoU.. *smiLes* ]

m.C.

A LITTLE BReAK....

take a deep breath.. and scream.. I finally took a break from all this tests.. yasssssss... next paper will be on 16th.. so for now.. i'll take a LITTLE break and study loads..? or so it seems..

can't get over the fact that i gt soo high today.. went to the arcade, saw two beauties playin pool.. so as a gd person i went to inform K.L. abt it.. and it was all gd, i gt the table beside them and we were playin pool man.. yeaaaa.. rather distracted i was, i have to admit.. but.... they left too soon.. too soon.. and that was when the fun began..! khim leng and i were like debatin over which gal was prettier.. hahaha.. den tryin to get ppl's vote.. he had one, and i had one.. the rest say both pretty.. wahahaha.. i enjoyed that part the most.. i guess..WooOoHooOo... you jus gotta love debates like this.. lame but.. its all for a gd course, FUN..

i've been taken victim... hmmm.. but, its all for the sake of fun.. so why not.. as u can see in the pic above.. i'm being pushed towards xiao jia.. FORCED.. dam.. if u're gonna see the album later u'll see more weird pics.. wahahaha.. i also go with the flow.. thats why we have fun..

hmmm.. pretty gals = desperate? wahahaha.. no gals has soo far yet interest me.. hahaha.. for now i'm NOT searchin.. cos.. i love life the way it is now.. YassssSSsSSss....

AlBum--> A LIL BREaK


[ Oh My.. StaRRy EyE SuRpRiSe.. Sun DoWn To SUn RiSe... ]


m.C.

A FeW HoURs MoRe...

a few more hours more to the maths paper.. can't seem to get a shut eye.. jus decided to blog.

i'm soo trippin right now.. afraid that i can't make it tml.. jus hope that someone or anyone can actually msg me and tell me "don worry u can pull through" and make me feel that everythin is goin to be alright.. hmmm.. its pretty late now.. better nt disturb the peace... i guess i'll hold on for now..

We'LL SwInG a LiTTLe PoInK PoInK, We'LL RuLe SoUL SoCieTy Cos BY THE POWER OF THE KU CHI BU CHI, WE ARE SHINIGAMIs...KersZThAnK... BuT... BeFoRe That.. I'VE GOT TO GET MY OWN [ Zanpakutou ]... dam...

[ WiSh Me LuCK... ]


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WaD LieS AhEaD...

had the most tirin day.. sat for three papers in a row.. no shit.. brain juice.. totally drained out.. sometimes i jus wonder wad i am i searchin for in life.. i'm not ready or have yet plan the future ahead..

had a great time tonight.. it was all good.. laughed alot and got really high over caffine.. had my head spinnin for a moment from all that coffee.. JuS GoT HiGh.. Came OuT With somethin jus now.. "I'LL HuG YoU IF I HaVe To, I'LL HoLd YoU CloSe IF YoU NeED Me To..."

she, jus took away things that she didn't know she took.. i won't call that stealing cos its me doin the givin.. i think i'll jus hide this matter under my blankets... indeed limits are needed for almost everythin.. i think i've overdone things.. i hope i'm not into her.. don get me started..

[ ALL DrAiNeD OuT.. HoPe I'LL Be FrEe ThIs WeEkEnDs, DeN We'LL Do SOmE CaTcHin Up.. =) ]


m.C.

SinGLe OnE

one- Fun got the best of me
one- Doesn't give a shit about me
one- FeeLs Too Much For Me
one- Sparks somehow can never be
one- Yet To see wad of it becomes of me
one- LiTTLe FiSh SwImmIn In Da OceAn

JuS GoT BuSTeD.. I'm Labelled..

KnOwin ThE OThER SiDe..

today.. fantastically i manage to study alot at starbucks.. it was all good.. loved it.. i was there around 3 plus? i was alone at that time.. cos i think everyone had their own studyin to do.. it was rather borin cos there wasn't any company den.. but, it was all good cos cherlie came and join me after that..

i think she came around 6 maybe? i think.. can't remeber though.. so durin that few hrs.. i was pumpin info to me brain.. she came.. i kinda know more abt the other side now.. very enlightenin indeed.. so i was at bucks from 3 plus till 12 plus? wahahaha.. so long.. first time.. yassssssss...

i think i'm goin for another round tml.. i need it.. OOoohh yeaaaa.. until den...

[ I learNed AloT TodaY YoU KNow... ]


m.C.

SoOo FuLL... MoRe ThAn WHaT I AsK FoR..

StReSs EnDs RiGhT HeRe...

makan makan makan.. its all thats wad i've been doin today.. i'm soo gonna put on loads and loads of weight man.. no doubt abt that.. gosh...

was kinda shock with LP man.. at the same time touchin.. LP is nice afterall.. niccee... today is hari raya.. so to all da malay ppl.. Selamat Hari Raya..! i've gt my own plans too.. hahaha... learned to play around with the photo impression software in my mum's comp.. cool.. now i'm goin Cartoon man.. wahahaha.. see me in sketches.. loads of em i guess..

my tummy is real full right now.. don think i can crash soon.. its killin me.. ahhhh.. ok.. until den..

[ Selamat Hari Raya ]


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A Little Better Now I Guess

chilled at bucks.. with khim leng, cindy, ashley and xiao jia.. khim leng was organiser.. thank him for havin it.. was feelin all crapped up..

things are more or less settled now i guess.. jus really hope that there won't be another time.. i've also learnt somethin from it.. painful lesson learned, a way to put it? hmmm.. i dunno.. I guess there are some things that will be changin around here..

[ ITs ALL OvER NoW... I DoN WaNnA ThInK AbT IT.. HoPe To FoRgET... ]



m.C. --> CLaiMed ChEwIn GuM TiTTLe

InSomNiaC NiGhT...

Can't believe this is happenin to me.. i'm not being able to sleep.. worries and fear clouds my heart..

tears shed a little, no one sees
heart cracks a little, no one hears
thinkin of that someone not a little, no one knows
Givin one last shot no little no less, jus wish me luck and all the best

couldn't get a shut eye.. i was constantly checkin.. nothin to avail.. i guess i've jus got to be patient... i'm gonna give all i've got.. jus hope it'll not be a disappointin endin...

and sooo i did do wad i had to do.. but, sadness was the thing that came back in return.. cold.. ice cold feelins.. is as though i'm being wiped out or somethin.. i jus got to laugh at myself for givin everythin i've gt.. i'm a joke.. i'm a joke in that person's eyes.. soo much for not being able to sleep and worryin abt everythin..

Short And Cold Replies...

[ So Much FoR SayIn U'LL aLwaYs NeeD Me... I Am FoRgoTTen AfTeRaLL.. SooO SweET OF YoU... NoW I KnOW... ]


He did everything to please her.. He was afraid of hurtin her.. she was nothin but a friend.. all those words she say.. did she mean it?.. he guess he is really afterall a chewing gum in her life.. sweetness is all gone... the gum tastes bad being spit off after that.. he guess that she'll soon forget the flavour that she once tasted.. the gum that was willing to try to squeeze out every sweetness or taste he has jus for her.. but, not appreciated.. maybe there is a new chewing gum in her life.. face it man.. the chewing gum is a pathetic loser.. no one appreciates..


m.C.

CoFFee FoR ThReE..ParT 2... 3 GuYs A GiRL...

MT O's was no joke.. it wasn't very gd as how i seemed to want it to be.. this is bad.. haiz.. i dunno wad to do..

chilled out with mimi, syazwan and fah.. was all good.. fun.. mixture of drinks here and there.. we played a little game.. had fun actually.. so it was all pretty good i would say.. hahaha.. i viewed the pics and the videos we took together.. it really brought back fantastically good memories.. laughed non-stop viewin it.. love it.. can't wait to upload em real soon..

visited someones blog.. laughin to myself i finally knew why... she is really really out of my league.. hmmm.. well.. i guess i lost the battle without even tryin.. cos i know i'll lose.. hahaha.. hmm.. now i know.. cool...

had a lil fun with LP jus now.. way cool.. very sportin person.. enjoyed the game, can't wait to play it again.. hmmm.. late entry because of the game i played.. too fun..

thats all for now..

[ GiviN OnE LaST ShOT... I mIsS YoU... ]


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