My FuLLY Loaded FriDay and Saturday...

friday was a fully loaded day.. had a whole lot of things to do.. after school i was packed.. had D&T from 12.30p.m - 4pm.. after that went to jam till 6 plus.. after that met my sis till 7 plus.. straight after that had tuition from 8 - 9.30pm.. dam stress.. non-stop action.. its crazy.. after that den i had some time to rest.. life is a real pain the butt this few days.. haiz...

saturday which is a few hours past today was also kinda full... woke up at 8.50 am.. had tuiton at 9 till 10.30? after that relaz a little went down to tampines CC at 1 plus to meet up with Zi yang, wilson and stacey for badminton.. had to go down, needed the exercise.. i was late.. left that place at abt 2 plus.. met up with sis again till 3 plus.. went back home, crashed for 2 hrs? after that met the usual.. played pool, had coffee and took loads of vain shots.. bt it looks alright lahz.. hehe.. Its Under " rough vain shots " can go take a look if u want la hor.. nothin wonderfull really..

tml plan is nt so packed.. but i've really gt to touch on my books.. i'm slackin far far behind.. this is really really bad.. it seems like everyone is abt to give up on me real soon... its all up to me now.. haiz.. i dunno wad's got over me.. i kinda miss my sunshine girl now.. haiz... my path in life is really really rough now.. haiz... i guess its only me now.. geez...

m.C.

The FinaL ReHeaSaL....

final reheasal was today.. ended around 6 plus 7..? but it was all good.. i'm somehow not able to make a perfect singin for the MAXaudios band.. this is bad.. but no worries cos we'll be jammin tml.. so hopefully we'll be able to be in perfect shape on teacher's day.. my fingers are crossed.. the first try for MAXaudios wasn't that good but the second one was better.. i dunno.. but i pray that everythin will be jus fine on that day itself...

FLAB.. the band flab.. first try wasn't that good because there was some error for the lead guitarist and i had problems because i'm still not able to hit the tamberine while singin.. so the second try was better because huzaifah was knockin the tamberine for me and md noh had got the guitar back in action.. second try was a blast from me.. yay..! i'm soo happy over that... sang from my heart.. wow.. hehe... i also hope tat things will turn out jus right for the flab group as well.. oh yea... but i've gt to say that i'm nt that good lahz.. jus alright for a beginner, soo don expect soo much perfection on wednesday..

it seems like everyone isn't havin the mood for the teacher's day celebration.. like tired tired.. no atmosphere.. so hopefully performers will get all the things needed back on wednesday.. all the best to u and me.. GAmbette... YoZsahhhh...

[ yass.. everything is smooth now.. ]

Watashi m.C.

SuFFeR ThE ConSquEces... ThE RighT StEp..

haiz..... i thought today would be a gd day to start a day with... but everythin changed.. after school..

wad is really on her mind? wad does she really expect from me.. i finally understood how my gd friend L.O. felt.. sorry... this feelin really sucks.. it really brings u down.. and when that moment happens some how i jus hope and feel and pray that i'll be able to freeze time at that moment or dissappear immediately from that scene.. i'm sick and tried of havin the same old unhappy incident or moment happenin over and over again.. when will this ever stop?? will this end finally one day? or will this proceed on as long as i'm around? the pain is sooo bad that i wish that i can turn back time and change wadever mistakes that i have done.. mend the path that i took and make the right move or take the right step and make the right decision.. there's no turnin back now.. i can only face sufferin ahead of me.. i pray every night..

friends have been tellin me to give up wash my hands off... it sound easy but it is really tough.. it has also become a joke of my daily life that they disturb me over this incidents that has happened once or twice every month.. i have the least idea why this happens to me.. it has gone soo bad that i've decided to put it on my blog.. names are nt given to protect identity.. today was also one of the touchin moments because i saw my true buddies.. friends were really there for me when i was down.. RESPECT...

she will never understand my pain and sufferin.. the day i will stop sufferin will be the day she wakes up... reality awaits.. freedom lurks... the right move, i'll wait patiently...

[ I Understand.. Unwanted attention... Sorry... ]


m.C.

Gd StuFF ComIn BaCk... BrIng It ALL BacK To U..

ThursDay... Reheasal was a blast.. had loads of gd comments for the group flab.. unfortunately for MAXaudios it wasn't that good cos the whole band wasn't there.. pity... glad that things are turnin out fine.. i think wad really made me laugh was when i was singin and mr tan keep showin me the gd sign tellin me that it was gd.. so alright man.. bwahahaha.. arifin and md noh was happy abt how the flab band was goin and soo was i.. comments from you guys really meant alot.. thanks!! WooHooooo.....

Friday was a bore.. Boorin.. had some misunderstandin with me buddy LO... -Smacks-.. wad i say really don mean that much a thing lahz actually.. so chill man.. hehe...

Saturday... saturday was hella blast.. pHoom.! went to town with khim leng and ashley.. we walked around far east first den after that met up with jonathan at LIDO.. den after that we went to play pool.. woohooo... missed it and finally played it.. den we saw a group of gals? bt unfortunately they were rather interested in their own kind..? haiz.. they were cute i have to admit.. den after that went to far east and makan again.. and i have to admit again that there were loads of things to see.. phooo.. and the things were the beauty of god's creation.. EXcellent... hahaha... after that went to khim leng's friend workin shop.. converse.. took some shots of the shoe racks.. haha.. for D&T.. hmm.. after that made a rush trip down to simei.. i wanted coffee and ashley wanted initial D.. so went we got to the arcade, ashley was happy but soon as every second and minute went by.. he became sad.. becoz the arcade was closin and there were 2 dudes hoggin onto the station.. they put too many credits and were playin non-stop.. haiz.. pity my man.. top up the card all ready den cannot play.. hehehe...

so after that we went to starbucks.. and finally.. finally i've tasted starbucks potato salad.. EXCELLENT... haha.. aunty dinie i've tasted it le.. woohooo... ashley was the one who bought it btw and shared it.. so nice of him.. den jonathan treated me cup noodles man.. boy, i think i've put on loads of weight.. jia lat.. but i enjoyed myself la.. hehe.. after that we had this crazy idea of exchangin shoes and takin photos with the different shoes we wore.. yasss.. fun.. non-stop exchangin.. hahaha.. until khim leng tired.. i've gt to say is that jonathan's "umpa Lumpa'S" were hella nice.. from charlie and the chocolate factory... hehe.. u can check the pictures out --> "ShoE ExChAnGe ProG".. hahaha... lucky bring camera.. and wad is more surprisin was that we could fit into each other's shoes.. haha.. except for ashley's.. it was tight.. now we know who is suited to wear wad kind of shoes.. hehe.. and a fun and Full night.. and its all thanks to my BUddies.. LOvE Ya'LL.... hahaha... wooHoooo...

[ DOn WoRRy..... ]


m.C.

Screw Up Monday....

noooo..... today's teacher's day performance reheasal was a joke.. it was the worst ever.. first song stalker remix was a joke.. fah and i... well screw up the whole song because both of us haven remember the lyrics of the song.. and we were like playin a fool on the stage.. man, teacher in charge was rather piss with us.. thank god its only the performers who saw wad we did.. sadden lahz.. den teacher kinda warned us that if this were to happen again on thursday's reheasal we'll nt be able to perform.. so that kinda really shook me up.. so after the reheasal md noh, me and huzaifah went to practise together with some frens .. and the practise turned out really really fine.. it was excellent..

and for fin's group we'll be changin the song to oasis- don look back in anger.. so hopefully i will nt screw up by forgettin the lyrics.. i pray... today met an old fren.. and it was her lahz that time my bro and i saw her at BK.. so yeap..

there is common test this thursday.. maths and social studies.. jia lat.. scared.. i'm scared.. how..? haiz.. duunoo whether i can make it anot.. hopefully can ba.. i pray.. got our prelims exam schedule.. and its exactly one month be4 that thing really starts.. scary.... loads of pressure and stress.. who will come tooo my aid...? terrible day..

[ WiLL U Be The One Who WiLL Be ComIn To My Aid.? ]


m.C.

The WeeKeNDs....

this few days have been rather tough for me.. friday.. jus stayed at home.. was boorin.. really boorin.. checked my phone for any messages.. nothin.. there was nothin.. but suddenly after 11 plus.. messages came in.. Y like that..? but its ok la.. at least i did manage to reply "em all.. so phew..?? LAME marcus.. Lame..

saturday mornin went to chill out at starbucks.. yay! with sis.. it was alright.. but i actually wanted to stay on longer but sis had gt to go back at a certain time.. so too bad.. sob sob.. i manage to finish up the song stalker.. i finished changin the lyrics.. phew.. yay.. after that went down to sinta for ashley to help him get a fix up on his electronic kit.. and fried chicken wings was it long.. man, he better treat me gd or somethin for doin that stuff for him.. its a real troublesome thing i did for him.. went home after that.. i didn't know that khim leng my gd man missed the times we three chilled at starbucks.. touchin man.. hahaha.. don worry lahz, we'll definitely find some time to go chill there again.. will be havin teacher's day reheasal on monday.. haiz.. so many things to do yet so little time.. hopefully nothin will go wrong tml.. adi the drummer msg me sayin that he wanted to change the song to another one.. but how is that goin to be possible when i haven learned the music? and i'm nt sure if the rest of the band know the tabs for the song.. -smacks-.. but the decision came to it that we're gonna so call play both music together.. put 'em both together... haiz.. i dunno lahz.. he gave too short notice.. and his reason was because his comp spoil then cannot practise the drum for the stalker song.. we're soo prepared.. now? i hope outcome will turn out fine.. i hope.. so had dinner at burger king.. it was jus me and my bro.. i would say that it was the only thing i enjoyed throughout the day.. cos there was laughter in it.. and i think both of us saw someone.. but we're not sure whether its her anot.. hmm..

sunday.. today.. i'm at home.. i think today will be the day where books are goin to be flipped and read.. revision? i dunno... hope i'll be gd today.. i dunno why i am thinkin of this but there were loads of "extra terrestrial" encounteres on the past.. and now there is almost no more signs of it.. and past was indeed a very long time ago.. could there be actually one of them within us? and the reason i'm sayin this is could it be possible that they helped us in the advancement of technology? the technology that we have now? could it be possible that we got all this through the help of them? i duunoo y i wanna talk all this but i think i jus wanna get somethings off my mind..

Finally I Jus finished uploadin the pictures we took from the marina carnival... so pls do feel free to check 'em out.. I will always remember........

[ Wad'S On Ur MinD Right nOw..? ]


m.C.

StARbuCks FoR TodaY...

Coffeeee.. oh yea.. its in my mouth once again... so woke up in the mornin as usual.. nt really that usual but around 10 plus i guess.. i can't seem to sleep late like i use to and get up like i use too.. man, i miss those moments alot.. today has been indeed a day where information of life is being updated in my mind.

tuition.. i've gt tuition tml.. dammit.. examinations are really comin real soon.. and i'm not prepared for it a bit.. this is really bad.. i've gt friends pushin me at the side and the back?? cool... haiz.. but everythin still lies with me.. haven started on homework yet.. hopefully i'll be able to start on it real soon i hope..

made a trip down to starbucks after that, i finished the song!!! yassssahh.. for teachers day performance... well, almost finished.. i still need help with certain parts though.. haiz.. 15th is the reheasal dunno if i'll be ready by den.. went to my grandma's place after that, den had dinner...

i guess when i say i've learned abt life is that sometimes u jus won't get the things u wan even though u wan it real badly.. life is indeed fragile.. and hell yea its really true that u've really gt to appreciate em... don take things for granted, ppl around u.. appreciate life.. smile, even though things look bad, always think that, " nah i'm nt in bad situation there are ppl out there who is in a situation worst than mine" den jus move on.. my friends, loads of em are sick.. nt that gd.. fallin sick has been rather common this few days.. we've gt to really take care of ourselves also.. plus, the news that really made me laugh.. sms, there was an sms goin around sayin that there is a 40% discount in petrol from 8 to 2? i think, all becoz its national day.. hahahaha.. who ever did that had a sucess in lyin almost the whole nation?? u guys should have seen the queue on the news.. it was really long.. caused traffic to have problem.. hahaha..

next, feel honoured that ppl do read my blog? hehe.. very honoured.. thank you guys soo much for stoppin by.. really..

[ WaSTeD LoVe... ]


m.C.

Marina carnival FoR The WEeKEndS...

ok.. i've been busy havin too much fun.. i'll talk abt sat here too... finally gt my pants.. my school pants.. went to china town to get em.. place has changed quite a bit since i last went there.. so after that met up with sis, she was with her older sis?? complicatin.. nvm.. after tat went to marina to meet up with huda and soffia.. go see fireworks.. and it was really somethin i did nt regret goin.. the fireworks was great.. 15 mins of it if i'm nt wrong.. bt i didn't know tat i would end up goin there so did nt bring my camera along.. so wad happen at marina carnival jus stayed in our minds and hearts.. after that on the way back, we walked to the mrt station.. it was dark la, we had to walked through this park? no lights around.. so i decided to do somethin funny lor.. while walkin i quietly grabbed huda's leg.. bwahahaha.. u should see how she reacted.. funny..!! first time me became naughty boy.. i would have to comment on huda's dressin on that day.. very.. erm... hmm... reminds me of the time i watched " GREASE ".. hehehe.. did nt go starbucks btw..
alright that was abt all lah for wad happened on saturday.. fun..

but today? was HELLA FUN..!! woke up in da morin? around 8 plus, met up with jonathan, welson, luqman and see heng to go see the car drag race at MArina carnival.. again.. man, the show was quite an ear opener? the sounds of the engines catchin speeds.. whoa, fantastic.. den manage to see evo 9.. jacky chan's own designed car.. and it was a beauty.. after that jonathan left us around 1 plus? he had work and he at the same time left behind alot of fun.. and i really mean alot of fun.. we came to this firin range i think.. there was luqman, welson, see heng and me.. we formed or own firin squad.. i think the place was called "urban fighters".. so it was like a four on four battle against another team usin real guns with real like recoils of the gun.. shots to the opponent was nt bullets bt laser like thingy.. we had to put on ear plugs too? so our team was called alpha.. we fought a bunch of uncles?? hahaha.. our main objective was to get the flag and return to base.. so the person who took the flag and ran back to base was welson.. there is soo many things that happened durin that period of time.. and as i'm typin this down i'm smilin at all the fun i had at that time.. real fun..

after that went to take a look at the air show? it was nice.. eye opener for me.. i don really see this kinda stuff often so it was alright.. if u wanna know wad happen durin the " urban fighters" period? ask me abt it.. i'll be happy to tell u... hehehe.. i've cut my hair and my face is kinda red from all the sun today? cool... hahaha.. hope i look fine? hehe...

[ TML half day.. yea.. ]

m.C.

FoR ThE FiRsT TiMe...

for the first time in dunno how many years in damai.. i finally scored a goal for soccer.. yesss.. hahaha.. had d&t course work after school.. was really pressured by the dateline of completetion.. i still dunno whether i'll be able to reach the date of completetion.. scared.. national day is on tuesday.. i think i've got almost a week of holiday which actually gives me loads of time to go to starbucks anytime i want.. yesss...

i did not go starbucks today.. no mood.. i feel good enough so thats y don find the need to go down to drink coffee.. things are gettin pretty much out of hand.. old shit is back again.. and i'm talkin prime time old shit.. tryin my very best to laugh it out.. it sucks.. aunty dinie has a really weird personality.. is like she is from another planet or somethin... spoke to her on the msn.. hahaha.. interestin and really weird person.. oh ya, aunty dinie said ____ was hot.. hell yea i have to agree so tat's y things don turn out the way i wan em to be.. but its all over already..

i've got to cut my hair real soon.. its gettin a little bit out of hand.. the curls are gettin worst.. very hard to comb my hair.. irritating.. looks like sunday i'll be able to make it for the drag competition.. yass.. hahaha.. and i think i've gt to get up around 7a.m.?? i dunno hows the plan gonna be like bt it sounds interestin.. yeaaa... tml gotta go get school pants for myself.. old ones are really torned real bad? mum has been naggin abt it.. so i guess i gt to put words into action.. ceh.. nt bad ar... ok' i'm a little bit too high.. hopefully i'll be able to cut my hair at the same time tml too.. yack a tack ding dong... changed the pics on my blog.. so babe of the month is rachel stevens.. she is from the S club seven.. hahaha.. HOT.. fah gave me the news abt michelle branch my all time fav singer has given birth to a kid?! wad in da world?! i didn't nt even know anythin abt it.. sad i feel... sob sob... well, jus hope she'll be a gd mum.. gd luck michelle branch!!! u've gt me support!! yea!!

[ LoVe Me NoT.... ]


m.C.

A LittLe BrEaThInG SpAce..

finally.. i can take a long sigh.. this week has been the most tirin week ever.. its the one of the worst.. had geog common test on tuesday, had D&t test plus some chinse spellin test on wednesday and had maths test.. test and tests.. why so like that?? life already so stress? why want to make urself suffer even more..? but too bad, this is singapore...

suppose to hand up our artefact by tomorrow.. but how is it goin to be possible? i'm soo far far behind completetion.. haiz.. when i was havin my N'level course work for d&t the dateline somehow didn't felt soo early.. now everything seems to be in a real rush.. i really have no idea what is on my teacher's mind.. but one thing is for sure is that we were given a real early time to do our work.. i guess its my fault?? maybe...

d&t was actually kinda fun.. becoz there was luqman and his idea.. he made us have the thinkin that we were from the " Westcoast Customs " its actually a show that we guys watch on MTV.. this show is called " Pimp My Ride " excellent show actually.. its only on cable btw... we really had i would say a great time lah.. fah was in charge of the seats in the car? , luqman was the guy who repaints the car? i was the guy incharge of the electronics that was to be planted into the car? haha.. go WEST COAST CUSTOMS..!! hahaha.. RESPECT...

its quite a disappointment for me today.. thought some ppl had minds of their own.. but, they were jus easily influence.. lost respect for em.. i dunno wad to say.. i think i don wanna say anythin.. don look up to em a bit now..

[ Been All StrEssed uP and BusY.. Hope U'Re doIn FinE.. CheCKin Up On U SOon... ]