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Monday, December 26, 2005

Finally.. i manage to see " MAI YA TANG "



yeaaasssss... i finally manage to see one of my fav song's music video.. its by jay chou btw.. tittle is "MAI YA TANG" dunno the exact translation of it though... dam.. Remember to stop the player at the bottom in order to view the video without hearin two songs play at the same time.. ENJOY..!! i think i'm gonna fall sick again.. blame it on the nights i never sleep.. and its all because of fun.. hahaha.. worth it?.. NO.. it sucks and it hurts.. ahhh... goin back to work tml.. haiii yaaaa....

christmas has been great.. got a bag.. tee.. and basketball jersey??.. hmmm.. is tat a sign tat i shld exercise?.. hahaha.. maybe.. den it will also explain why i've been fallin sick so frequently.. not enough sleep den body becomes weak.. i dunno la, that is my own perspective.. so yea..

[ hmmm.. nope.. not PDA.. left two more chances.. hehe.. ok la.. no life line, but gt hint.. its under sony section.. and i think this hint is VERY big lehz.. hmmm... i tihnk i'm losin out.. must watch this Music Video K?.. me FAV.. i know its chinese, but listen to the song... not the lyrics.. K? can?.. i know u sure say can.. so watch it..!! *smiles* ]


m.C.

Saturday, December 24, 2005

HanDs UP... WoOoHoOo...

alright.. christmas is comin... excellent..!! chilled out with fah and mimi today at starbucks SImEI.. well, showed the girl to fah that had claimed tittle as sweet smile.. sweet smile is a YES but, six smiles is a NO.. i'll pass.. If arifin needs her number?.. i don mind givin a hand man.. hahaha.. i mean i don mind helpin..

so it was all good today.. my colleage gave me a treat to MACdonalds today.. reward me for hard work.. yeaaassss... she is so nice.. so yea, was kinda good cos i know more stuff now.. abt how a twenty yr old female thinks and also know more abt my other colleages background.. i jus can't balieve she treat me.. WoOOohOOoO.. so of course la took advantage to makan BIG.. hahahaha.. hmmm.. now guilty, cos now den i know she is actually not tat... erm... wadever.. damm.. maybe i shld treat her back after my pay?.. Guilt spins around me.. plus, got a christmas gift from another colleage, it isn't that expensive but it was really nice la he gave everybody one gift.. hahaha.. so nice.. i wasn't left out and thinkin abt it i am only a temp staff.. am i blessed or wad.. WoOO.. btw, it was a red tee with a big yellow star in da middle.. thinkin abt it jus makes me smile.. hahahaha....

pool was alright.. can't wait for tml.. plus, i hope i'm free and would really love to join em to see the orchard light ups on sunday, christmas day itself... hopefully i'll be able to get my camera back by den.. things i have to be patient with.. when will i be able to pass her the dam gift.. dammm...............

[ hmmm.. dam.. ALright it is an electronic gadget.. but.... guess wad is it.. hehe.. i dare you.. three chances to the ans.. Reward?.. you name it i'll give it.. *smiles* ]


m.C.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

I'll Take a BreaThER...

have no idea wad is that meanin of breather.. hmmm.. it is soo true that in life u really gotta have money to have fun.. damm.. how i wish i can still attain fun without the use of spendin money..

finally i can manage to type some stuff in my blog.. yessss... alright!!! my counter is finally open.. yeapp, i'm dealin with students.. so my job is actually take in applications from them.. they are sittin for this exams which will help them attain the profession of a professional acountant.. so yea.. cool.. but, now is stress cos got a lot of forms not keyed into the computer.. well, my work is rather fun because i manage to come across different names and see different result slips or maybe in their term transcripts?.. i dunnoo.. but, i can't help it for the fact that there is this guy's name.. gosh, he had the word "FART" in his name.. in his 50's already.. i salute him cos, he pulled through with tat name stuck on him.. RESPECT... hmm, so workin has been alright but, it kinda suck cos i'm always havin lunch alone... den sadden lorr... den age gap with my colleages there quite big.. soo.... damm.. but.. i'll pull through..

and.. i think i wanna get a " GIRLFRIEND " blame it on Gim Wei.. he introduced me his "GIRLFRIEND " ... den now i also wanna get... hahahaha.. right now u must be thinkin.. MARCUS=DESPERATE... hahahaha... but... the " GIRLFRIEND " is nt anythin priceless.. it cost a BOMB!!.. but afterall i'm workin.. temptation is HIGH i wanna get it man.. i mean a " GIRLFRIEND " and there i will say bye bye to my pay.. certain portions of it i mean.. but i seriously think its good investment man.. at least i don have to bother lookin at my handphone prayin for someone to msg me.. hahaha.. once " GIRLFRIEND " comes in.. i won't be distracted by wadever.. WoOOoHoOOoo...

manage to find time to hit Starbucks today.. and.. there i go again.. was with arifin den did some catchin up.. EXCELLENT.. and also SIGHT seein.. hmmm.... hahahaha.. funny la wanna get girl's attention.. ahh ya.. whateever.. i feel that i don wanna move on yet is because probably for the fact is that i find the girls at this age not tat mature yet.. ONLY some.. but there is still a long way to go.. so no point settle down so soon.. i wonder what's gonna happen on christmas eve.. i'll wait...

here is a little somethin for the GUYs who needs a little sweet talkin help.. i know its nothin great but its somethin la... " I THINK ABOUT YOU OFTEN IN THE MORNING, I THINK ABOUT YOU ALWAYS IN THE EVENING... "



m.C.

I'll Take a BreaThER...

have no idea wad is that meanin of breather.. hmmm.. it is soo true that in life u really gotta have money to have fun.. damm.. how i wish i can still attain fun without the use of spendin money..

finally i can manage to type some stuff in my blog.. yessss... alright!!! my counter is finally open.. yeapp, i'm dealin with students.. so my job is actually take in applications from them.. they are sittin for this exams which will help them attain the profession of a professional acountant.. so yea.. cool.. but, now is stress cos got a lot of forms not keyed into the computer.. well, my work is rather fun because i manage to come across different names and see different result slips or maybe in their term transcripts?.. i dunnoo.. but, i can't help it for the fact that there is this guy's name.. gosh, he had the word "FART" in his name.. in his 50's already.. i salute him cos, he pulled through with tat name stuck on him.. RESPECT... hmm, so workin has been alright but, it kinda suck cos i'm always havin lunch alone... den sadden lorr... den age gap with my colleages there quite big.. soo.... damm.. but.. i'll pull through..

and.. i think i wanna get a " GIRLFRIEND " blame it on Gim Wei.. he introduced me his "GIRLFRIEND " ... den now i also wanna get... hahahaha.. right now u must be thinkin.. MARCUS=DESPERATE... hahahaha... but... the " GIRLFRIEND " is nt anythin priceless.. it cost a BOMB!!.. but afterall i'm workin.. temptation is HIGH i wanna get it man.. i mean a " GIRLFRIEND " and there i will say bye bye to my pay.. certain portions of it i mean.. but i seriously think its good investment man.. at least i don have to bother lookin at my handphone prayin for someone to msg me.. hahaha.. once " GIRLFRIEND " comes in.. i won't be distracted by wadever.. WoOOoHoOOoo...

manage to find time to hit Starbucks today.. and.. there i go again.. was with arifin den did some catchin up.. EXCELLENT.. and also SIGHT seein.. hmmm.... hahahaha.. funny la wanna get girl's attention.. ahh ya.. whateever.. i feel that i don wanna move on yet is because probably for the fact is that i find the girls at this age not tat mature yet.. ONLY some.. but there is still a long way to go.. so no point settle down so soon.. i wonder what's gonna happen on christmas eve.. i'll wait...

here is a little somethin for the GUYs who needs a little sweet talkin help.. i know its nothin great but its somethin la... " I THINK ABOUT YOU OFTEN IN THE MORNING, I THINK ABOUT YOU ALWAYS IN THE EVENING... "



m.C.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

I'm JuS A VicTim OF FuN...

i wanna have fun.. but, some how can never happen.. dammit... cos comments by ppl jus keeps botherin me.. so.. sadden lor.. no fun.. dammit..

marine parade.. starbucks.. not bad man.. wahahahaha.... i think can sit there and drink coffee coffee.. now i think i saw a new bubbly creature.. wanna go there AGAIN.. wahahaha.. for coffee is the first priority.. den relaxin to the sight see.. excellent...

Fah.. i wan the pics man.. give em to mee.... when u're online.. and congrats on everythin.. i can see that u jus hit BINGO man.. everythin is STRIKE.. woOOhOOoO.. excellent.. happy for u man.. wonder when is my BINGo and STRIKE.. hahaha.. ok, jus playin..

ok.. dam.. i think i wan BINGO and STRIKE.. PLS MTV... PIMP ME LIFE..

[ AhHH YaaAa... SoRRy Lehz.. i'm gettin the same old stupid feeling again.. bear with me.. if can give in to me.. den I'll hit BINGO and STRIKE man.. ok.. sorry... ]


m.C.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Laugh..... At Me To YoU...

had one of the best times at work today.. time is passin like nuts over at my side.. work work work.. my eyes doin all the work.. mouth doin all the talkin... and i also realise somethin.. women do have their own talkin.. hahaha.. in my work place most of the staff there are ladies... i think all attached.. hahaha.. some married.. den talk abt diamonds.. MAKAN.. i think they eat alot man... i mean only this two ladies.. one married and the other one my boss.. hahaha.. hearin them talk jus makes my day somehow.. plus, only today uh saw one student register for the exam.. PRETTY.. finally.. den my colleage saw me, den like show eye signal to me sayin the girl pretty den i say "yeaaa" den he say " OhH so u lookin at pretty gal huh".. den i say look like my teacher tat y look till like tat.. hhahahaha.. nvm.. who cares anyway..

love work.. hahaha.. so many things to do and soo little time.. den den time pass soo fast.. excellent.. it like bring thrill to me.. wahahahaha.. crazy but true.. can't believe i created somethin out of nothin in a comotion.. i suck.. hate myself and i'm guilty.. i'm sorry...

JEALOUSY SIMPLY BRINGS HARM TO SOCIETY AND CREATES DISHARMONY BETWEEN PPL WHO LOVES EACH OTHER DEARLY.... I HATE IT SOMETIMES..

[ GLad That U MaDe IT.. I'm SoO PrOuD OF yoU... KeeP IT Up.. I'LL Be BeHinD YoU... ]


m.C.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

NoW I KNoW WhY LiaO....

now i know y i prefer certain things to certain stuff.. like my preference of ........ hmmm.. hahaha.. nvm.. know i know.. maybe i jus have to wait till maybe i'm really older den things will take a change.. yeass....

gt the christmas present already.. phheewww.. now relieve.. oh well.. dreamed abt the worst last night.. don wanna talk abt it.. it somehow jus shakes me up thinkin abt it..

long day today.. i wonder wad happen to my female friend who chilled at bucks with me... hmmm.. and dammm.... i got no more money.. anyone willin to be my ATM?.. hahaha.. ok.. jus jokin..

[ WaNNa GeT YoU SomEThiN I DoN caRe... ]


m.C.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

SomeTimEs... JuST SomETimEs...

sometimes i feel the need to have someone to hold to laugh with to share everythin.. sometimes i jus think tat it is nt really worth havin tat perfect someone in ur life.. the responsiblities, the demandin things tat the other party wants from you i don wan to get that feelin of nt being able to satisfy someone again.. but at the same time wish to have the perfect someone beside me now..

i'm runnin away.. i do nt know wad i actually wan.. do i wan someone or am i capable to stay alone myself?.. i have no idea.. no mood to think.. i'm upset over the fact tat things can suddenly take a huge change or a really big round after a few sentences.. LIFE.. somehow once again jus wished i had the ability of readin ppl's minds really well.. so all this wouldn't be a burden to me.. it'll be soo much easier and the risk of worryin rejection will be lessen by huge figures.. minds.. each have their own and are unique in every way.. each have a reason... some will never understand.. some will wait patiently.. wait to no avail is wad ans most likely to be.. dam myself for gettin in this crap.. i've lost somethin now.. i guess i'll leave it for now..

gt someone to back me up now.. dunno how long i will last..

[ u're that someone.. thank you.. ]


m.C.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

SiCk.. NoSe And VoicE GoiN.. DaM..

wahhh kaooo... my voice is killin me.. and my nose is runnin non-stop like a runnin tap water.. i'm at home healin myself since yesterday.. now feelin better.. phEw.. i guess its really right for the fact tat i had not enough rest.. i've been pumpin myself with loads of water man.. drinkin bottles and bottles of water.. wahahha.. hard work pays off.. so while restin i decided to upload the gradutation night pictures.. so HERE they are.. --> GRaD NiGhT


and dam the first picture show me like cheeky cheeky.. hmmm.. Friends, jus gotta love em.. sooo sweet.. seein it jus makes me smileeeee.... enjoy the pics ppl..

[ HoW Do I LoOK..? =) ]


m.C.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

One Day AFTeR...


a day or two days have gone.. hahaha.. memories of grad night is still so fresh in my mind.. did a little collage of my own on the wall.. around my computer corner section.. so now.. its official tat the area in my house is my SECTION.. this is the picture of how it looks like on my wall.. still gt spaces to fill up.. haven taken pics with my fav ppl.. soon i guess.. i only develop a few pics cos don wanna waste space and i only picked the best.. and had no idea y my mum asked if i was a romeo in school??? nani?? me=romeo?? BULL... hahaha.. i'm nothin bt a loser in life.. if i were a remeo, i would have got .......... and she would have been with me liao la.. dam, thinkin abt it i freakin miss her... sob sob.. haiz.. impossible is always in front of me...

gave the comp back to my aunt already.. today.. haiz.. miss it man.. if only it were mine.. dam.. i was given $50 for the good service.. reward or so to say.. EXCELLENT.. hahaha... have gt to work tml.. dam.. can still remember i almost fell asleep while workin on some papers.. dam.. so boorin until like tat.. no music allowed.. wahhh.. how to survive??.. nvm.. once again.. i'll pull through.. baby hold on k, i'll do an upgrade on u soon.. hehehe.. love my sayang..

[ Glad u are safe... phew... must enjoy urself no matter wad.. even if things look borin, make noise and make them fun and worth rememberin.. ]


m.C.

Graduation Graduates...


so this is how secondary school life ends huh.. friends all go to the different paths they each selected carefully with loads of consideration.. hahaha.. grad night was a total blast.. work has also been fine actually.. liked for the fact is that i took half day leave and all of em told me to enjoy myself durin the grad night.. so it was rather nice of them to say that.. hahaha..

ppl came in different clothes and dresses.. and all of em looked really great yesterday.. have to give it up for the fact that cindy looked wonderful.. hahaha.. she wore a dress, get it ppl.. she wore a dress...!!! and she looked really great i would say.. hmm.. i liked for the fact was i enjoyed the table of ppl i was sittin with.. they were totally fun.. made LOADS of noise and totally unscrewed all our screws attached in our heads... hahaha.. i can only smile whenever i look back at that moment.. we stand up givin toasts with our cups after performances and was rather noisy with the table next to us.. hahaha.. especially when julian went up to stage, all of us gave SUPPORT man.. ppl nominated for mr and miss damai was rather a total shock.. some of them la, not all are lousy... cos there were better candidates out there.. so yea.. hahaha.. wad to do.. teachers choice.. food was great, pity was tat i was amazingly full after one servin.. den hilman took quite a lot of food la, laughed at the comment tat syazwan made " Wah, this amount u take not $50 , its more like $500.." and the comment for fah he took too little it was as though the amount for $5.. hahaha.. but, i would say tat hilman made full use of his amount of money spend on the grad night..RESPECT.. as for me.. i feel wasted uhh..

kinda shocked tat i danced though.. hahaha.. and i have to really give it up for syazwan.. he totally caught me by surprise by his dance moves man with another gal..hahaha... totally EXCELLENT.. dirty dancin was the thing he was doin.. and hell yea he was doin his thang.. fah, gd job also.. glad he did his thing also.. in another way.. i'm soo happy for fah man.. my brudder is finally gettin to somewhere.. WoOOoHoOOo.. everybody had their thing goin on la.. hahaha.. "goodbye to you" performance rather a disappontment to me.. michelle branch my fav singer's song wasn't performed to expectation.. sadden.. almost cried.. hahaha.. after tat went to PS to meet up with the chinese gang?.. it included those who never attend the grad night.. hahaha.. btw, even KL was doin his thang man.. hahaha.. RESPECT also.. so we had coffee till 3 plus in the mornin at dunno where uhh.. den walk walk here and there.. took some shots.. den abt 4 plus den decided to head on home.. and BLOODY hell the cab fare was like jumpin double.. no way man.. is like two fares runnin at the same time!! i was countin and countin prayin every second tat i have enough to pay uhh.. shared it with KL, ashley and cindy.. and THANK god i had enough..PhEw!!.. reached home arnd 5 plus.. wad totally shocked me was tat my mum never scold me leh.. hahaha.. slept at 6 am.. wOOooOhOooOO... i regreted not takin loads of pics.. i guess maybe for the fact tat i was shy to ask ba.. dam.. made a lost.. so many glamourous lookin gals.. hmm.. the feelin shy jus took the best of me.. wad to do.. hahaha...

sis looked great btw.. and i'm SoOo happy for the fact tat she is movin on man.. hahaha.. she told me she love him.. i repeat " LOVE HIM" hahaha.. WoOOooHOoOOo.. so is mine comin soon?.. hahaha.. i guesss not uhh.. now is fine and i love life the way it is now.. oh ya, it was a pity also tat luqman and i were the only "THE CLICK FIVE" members.. dam.. if only gt more.. den ShIOK ar..!!

[ HaD A BLAsT... ]


m.C.