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SATURDAY.. LEARNing journey..

alrightieee.. some pics from chinese new yr.. and the one where natalie is wearin pink thats taken durin the recent gathering over at my aunts place.. now.. i like tat pic.. she looks like my KID man.. hahahaha..!! kk.. and there is the pic where u can see natalie sitting on my lap and her bro jerald is having this container thingy over his head.. this was taken during chinese new yr.. so let me introduce u.. THIS TWO ARE MY newphew and niece.. hahahaha..!! i'm not sure if i wrote that natalie was a music person in the previous entry.. but, yea.. NATALIE IS A MUSIC PERSON man..

the top three pics are taken yesterday.. it was taken during the chingay post parade party.. freakin awesome i tell u.. i got to see a little display of fireworks.. i know u must b wonderin.. why in the world would i wanna go twn when there it is gonna b soo crowded..?? well..

kk.. in the day time.. family gatherin over at aunts place.. thats y gt pics of natalie..!! yata..!!! den after that.. head home.. KL jio me out... chill chill.. den head to twn cos i wanted to buy berms.. but, was kinda picky and in the end didn't purchase.. yeeee.. den in the end KL bought skinny jeans.. but, i hav to say it looks kinda gd.. i'm kinda envious over tat.. cos i cannot wear uh.. damm.. den i felt that i shld head back to headline and buy my berms.. but, a lil too late.. was held up by the chingay crowd.. when we wanted to walk back to far east the lil fireworks jus began to start.. at first i heard a loud bang.. den in my head i was like thinkin, " WAh, for real uh this time singapore has a bomb explosion during one of the festivals.." den i saw a lil display of fireworks.. den realise it wasn't wad i thought it was.. well, had a look at the fireworks for a while.. den because of the crowd we didn't manage to walk to far east in time so we decided to lepak at MOS burger.. hahaha.. den jus sat there while KL bought somethin to drink lo.. den we walk by giordano.. and.. there were this few ladies.. running to the shop.. and once they reached the shop they immediately looked at the clothes.. see here see there.. i dunno la.. like so KAN CHIONG..!! over giordano clothes.. hahahaha.. sharks..

den we gt out.. and.. the next thing we knew.. the parade was over.. GOOD.. and ppl were walkin on the roads.. COOL.. and told KL to go walk on the roads also la.. i mean, hw often do u really get to walk ON ORCHARD ROAD's road..? hahaha.. so walkin there.. AWESOME.. and loads of music.. ppl dancin.. LOADS.. chicks.. GOSH.. the traffic for tat unstoppable.. hahaha.. guys there.. yea, there were some.. but, i'm nt gay so.. ya.. and i wanted to dance and go crazy.. really wanted to.. but, it was jus me and KL uh.. den he won't go siao siao like me.. so.. ahHhH`HH~hH.. and wad i hated most tat day was because i forgot to bring my camera.. can take pics wit the performers..! and.. darn.. i nvr bring.. so many things to take.. very interesting.. gosh.. den as u can see the pics right at the top.. yea, i borrowed KL phone den took some pics lor.. the road was cool.. cos from one end it really looked like there was a riot comin to fight us or somethin.. hahaha.. den KL say take pic with the police is wad we shld do.. they r the ppl who shld b in the limelight.. hahahaha.. dam la.. nvr bring CAMMY..!!

den yee xuan wanna meet me.. cos zai wanna go home.. den i wasn't really keen la.. cos i'm with KL and if both meet sure boring uh.. ah yoooo.. one girl two guys.. den KL go anyhw msg her.. F***.. can mati u knw.. den we saw lil kids playin the gladiator thingy.. as u can see.. the lil kids playin it were the ones tat totally caught my attention.. dam funny la.. the way they fought.. jus swingin the "weapon" thingy left and right.. they barely touched.. hahaha.. its dam CUTE.. hahaha.. WADDA HELL..

den head to bedok.. met gim wei.. and while on the way to meet gim wei.. we saw emo kids and some "minahs" uh.. den they were like disturbin each other.. gals called the guys.. shouted "EMO SUCKS" den bla bla bla.. i dunno la.. and for the first time PEOPLE..!! for the first time.. i saw a girl wearing scarf pointin middle finger to the emo KIDS.. MIDDLE FINGER.. hahahaa.. sharks.. tat totally left me speechless.. den happen to meet KL's girlfren.. i saw her pic.. and it looked dam FUNNY.. cannot tahan.. den kena pinched and chased arnd by her.. and mistake i learned.. DUN DISTURB KL's GIRL.. its nt HIM tat i'm scared.. its her.. so yea.. dam..

den jus makan.. till 1 plus.. den took cab back.. the day.. FANTASTIC.. LOADS TO SEE AND LEARNED.. now this is wad i call NE learning journey.. COOL.. tats all ppl...

[ i think there was fireworks goin on at the esplanade.. cos city hall was CROWDED with ppl too.. ]

m.C.

Chinese New Year...

first of all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR PPL..!!! i had a problem once tryin to give an ans to all my malay frens when they wished me happy chi new yr or merry christmas.. NOW... i got it.. i wish them happy holidays.. hahahaha..!! so ya lor.. hmmm.. now let me review back wad has been goin on..

had reunion dinner yesterday.. and my cousin kinda like went into the army already.. dam, he looks slim and better lookin uh.. i am jealous.. hmm.. shld i even say that i can't wait to get in so that i can have an outcome jus like his?? naahhh.. den my aunty ask.. "boy, now u got GF already ar??, next time must bring let aunty see" wah kao.. immediately my mind became blank.. cos.. i am in love wit a malay girl man..!! aHhHh~hH`hH~HH`hHhhHh.. and she is so errr, _____ looking and i'm soo goody boy lookin.. hahaha.. sharks.. nvm.. i dunno la, but the qn of me being attached anot is always firing at me uh.. my mum was there and i also dun wanna talk much.. hahahaha.. after the expensive dinner.. we head to this indian stall.. had prata man.. bro ordered choc prata and i shared my mutton chop with him.. hahaha.. and i LEARNED somethin.. milo dinosaur and milo gozilla is DIFFERENT..!! eh, i know la its a lil late that i found out abt the diff.. but, at least i know lor.. kk, anyway the diff is dinosaur has jus gt milo powder whereareas gozilla has gt ice cream and milo powder in it.. and.... ICE CREAM GOES WELL WITH MILO POWDER..!!!!! AhHHhHhahahahaa.. its nice.. u shld try it.. but, i dunno la wad ice cream flavour goes well with it.. well, its highly recommended by me man.. and the need for me to drive was kinda there tat day.. cos my dad had some prbs walkin den he drove.. the car was parked at the clubhouse den we kinda walked quite a bit of distance to the indian coffeeshop.. so walkin from and to tat place was kinda a prb for him.. so wad i could hav done was walk back to the clubhouse and drive the car to the shop..!! we didn't drive there in the first place was because we didn't knw where the shop was.. =( ohhhh well....

first day of chinese new yr..!! head to grandma's hse.. my mum's side.. dad's side no more elders.. mum head there earlier to help wit the cooking.. while the three guys (dad, me & bro ) were at home taking their time to go there.. hahaha.. the chi new yr spirit wasn't there uh.. comparing to last yr..? i prefered last yr.. well, i kinda like try to INCREASE the FUN level over at grandma's.. but, nothin.. SOOOoooOO boring..!!! AhHHh~H~HHhH~hh.. but, i realise somethin.. hahaha.. NATALIE was easy to handle when she was with me.. NATALIE is jerald's younger sis she isn't a year old yet.. and SHE HAS GOT MUSIC in her man.. she can DANCE.. hahahaha.. and she only dances to english music.. hahaha.. cos the mum gave her chi music no reaction.. and i was playin vertical horizon and PLUS 44..!!! hahahaha.. WoOhOooO.. oh yea, i entertained her for a while tho.. hahaha.. yeassss.. i told my mum i wan one also.. den she say i can't even take care of a pet wad more a kid.. i did ask her the last time.. asked for another sibiling.. den she told me she's too old.. and i hav to go get one myself uh.. and the three female cousins... well, they were like gossipin abt the guys and couples in their sch.. den i also jus KPO lor.. listen.. but, i realise tat teens their age already startin relationship..! OMG.. den already learning how to flirt... den "stead" for reason of boredom... *smacks* i dunno wad to say uh.. but, the three of them talked abt other ppl.. all of em no BF.. hahahaa.. AND den...... i head home after tat.. crashed.. and.. i had a nightmare..

i dreamt tat val called me.. den she was cryin over the phone.. and she asked me for her thumb drive.. and the matter was like quite serious uh.. it kinda seemed like i landed her in some hot soup or somethin and tat was y she was cryin.. den i CANNOT FIND THE THUMBDRIVE.!! cos its like i did borrow and at the same time its like i nvr.. or i returned to her already.. i dunno la.. but, it all seemed dam real la.. sharks.. totally peeable man..!! but.. i woke up.. so HENG uh..!! i didn't even knw if its real anot.. so its kinda hard.. didn't wanna call her.. cos it'll be so SOTONG cos if it didn't happen i'll b the total retard man.. BoOooO..!!

so now i am awake.. jus browsed through some sec sch juniors and friends.. and... i am jealous uh.. cos i dun hav testimonial from someone.. BoOoOoOo..!! this sucks man..!! yukes..! hahahaa.. and all changed from cute to handsome.. pretty to hot.. and bla bla bla.. like, modified for the better u knw.. ahahaha.. so can really see hw ppl change.. oh well.. i really miss sec sch.. decent girls in uniforms.. hahaha.. kk.. gt to stay focus uh.. dun wanna do somethin stupid again.. hahaha.. jus watched this drama.. heard from mum is a malaysian movie? its abt malay girl with chi guy.. hahaha.. sharks.. mum ask me to sit dwn and watch.. hahaha.. but, i was busy with backup of laptop.. den i did watch a lil.. dam, it was nice to me cos the gal was fierce to other ppl but super sayang the BF uh.. hahaha.. she loves him alot and doesn't bully him uh.. she calls him SAYANG..!! the way she calls him.. ah yooo.. so sweeeeet man..!! I ALSO WAN..!! i am envious..! but, they did hav the couple look.. there was chemistry i hav to admit..

i think i gt to stop liao....so.. later.. will be another day of visiting.. soooo.. till den..


[ call me sayang too..!!!! kkkkk?? thank you..!! muachz..!! hahahaha.. ]


m.C.

Settled....

yeapp.. well, i dated.. and... it didn't work out.. got it all settled already.. so yea.. its gd tat its all settled already.. the gap between us jus got really wide.. and nw.. we're jus friends.. i guess wad happen between us was really on impulse.. just went too fast.. and.. wad ever that moves fast... ends fast too.. but, i'm glad on one thing that its settled and we're still friends.. so thats wonderful news.. =)

i met up with lil one yest.. and she was kinda diff from the last time i knew her.. appearance wise..... that one was ok lahz.. den wad was diff was she opened up to me slightly more than last time.. and thats great.. its a wonderful feeling uh.. i'm not even sure if i shld go back to this fantasy chapter.. if i do.. i just hope she being able to share her feelings with me gets even better than last time.. and for the first time.. i heard her sing while playin the guitar.. she was singin and playin to a malay song uh.. but, jus as solid it still melts me inside.. GIRLS WITH THEIR GUITARS AND THE VOICES.. my gosh.... SOLID man..!! i enjoyed myself with her yest.. and.. she was tired but she still went out with me.. so yea.. THANK YOU...

i did nothin today uh.. jus head to twn with my bro.. gt his clothes.. den walked arnd.. den head home.. den went out again to help out with the last min shopping.. den lil one CALLED.. ah yooo.. i was on the phone with mimi..den i saw her number.. wah, kan chiong uh.. cos i thought wad happen..den i picked up.. well, wanted to jio me dwn to ecp.. but, i was at ep.. so... cannot make it lor.. sad uh.. hmmm.. somemore first time u knw.. she jio me dwn.. OMG.. HIgH man.. but, booo uh i cannot make it.. darn.. but, was nice to knw tat her frens gave her a surprise.. =) hahahaa..

so right now.. i wanna get a job.. earn my money.. get married.. have a kid named joel.. hahaha..!!! WoHOoOhoOOOoo.. jus kiddin..

[ we'll go shopping.. as i promised... better come.. don avoid.. ]


m.C.

HeaDaCHe....

hmmm.. the ability to being able to read ppl's thoughts.. dam, hw i wish i can purchase one of those thoughts.. hahaha.. like the HEROES police dude.. dam, its gd and bad uh.. cos whatever that is on the person's mind u'll know.. and sometimes the truth kinda hurt..

so hw was my weekends.. well, 3 days straight going to town looking for clothes.. and, its awesome actually.. i missed walkin around twn.. exercisin my eyes.. wbahahaha.. yeapp.. anyway, there isn't really much to talk abt right nw.. but, jus feel sick and tired of jus hanging around here and waiting for things to happen..

i dun even know wad situation am i in right now.. feel like a dog on a leash or somethin..

F***...


[ Happy Birthday... Yea, i got ur hint lahz.. =) ]



m.C.

No Title Yet..

You were the sunshine of my life
You destroyed bad things kept inside
How can i not fall
Deep in love with you
And when i say those words
You acted like you knew...

*Chorus:
Baby i've tried
Baby i've cried
Baby we knew that we weren't right
All those things, those things that you said that i
Were just one more step behind..

Now it seems the world is ending
All those silence kept me waiting
What was in our heads
And all those things we did
Every second every hour
The thought of you just somehow lingers
All it brought was pain
It drove me all insane

*Chorus
Baby i've tried
Baby i've cried
Baby we knew that we weren't right
All those things, those things that you said that i
Were just one more step behind..

Now its time to say off our goodbyes
I know its hard i know its tough
But what could happen to both of us
There's no future
There's no hope
Happiness is not in this scope...

* 2nd Chorus
Baby i hope
Baby i pray
Baby that you'll find love one day
I hope that you'll know
That this song i wrote will show
Just how much i love you.....

How much i love you.................


[ I want you to name this song i made for you.. can? i leave it to u... thank you..!! =p ]



m.C.

LiNE...

Hoooou... wanted to blog yesterday... but, jus got too tired and lazy.. i dunno wad is goin on with me once again.. i think its maybe the need for love jus drop by and took a check on me again.. hmmm, but at the same time yesterday i felt like i was being used.. well, its not only the feeling but also the comments given by ppl tat got me thinkin whether it was true if i was being used.. the comment was given a long time ago but without a doubt it jus stays at the back of my mind.. i dunno, but maybe i guess i'm being used all this while to get over wadever ordeals ppl are going through..

hmmm.. i jus wanna look for someone who i can really share wad i feel inside.. have really awesome conversations with.. enjoy every single bit of time with.. i wanna appreciate the person for being there.. but, definitely also wanna hav the appreciation of being there for the person also.. jus felt hurt, cos i thought... i thought wrong.. hmmm.. i dunno lahz.. nw thinkin abt it jus gives me the headache.. F***...

anyway, sch has been alright.. hmmm.. i kinda miss the fri usuals man.. GoSH... the walk arnd town lookin at babes.. AHHHhHhHH~hH~hH`h~H.. okok.. chi new yr is comin soon.. yea?? and also valentines day too.. hmmm, i jus wonderin shld i even bother anot.. cos if bother later i end up givin too much of myself and if dun bother end up missin out.. so all of this sucksssss man.. BoOOOOoOooO..!!!!

hmmm.. oh yea.. jus remembered i kinda wrote a poem abt this gal who worked at mac cafe? months ago uh.. well, tat day played the tune den bon took my book.. he sang to the tune with the poem i wrote for her.. OMG.. n to my surprise it sounded kinda cool.. so yea, its a simple song but its cool.. at first the chorus was WAY OFF.. can't say here uh.. censored.. anyway, the poem isn't up yet in the friendster blog page.. will soon be up.. jus wonder wad name shld the song be given.. all spontanous..

i dun hav much to talk abt.. no further comment...

[ I think i let u see the lyrics for your song first.. =) ]



m.C.