Finger Exercise......

ok.. so its been a while.. actually i think almost two weeks since i last updated.. so.. yea. i guess i've really gt to fill things up here a lil here and there or else it gonna become a dead blog man. yeee.. and i dun want tat to even happen... so.. let me write some crap or wad so ever.. hahaha..

so this past few weeks of my life.. has been gd and also bad.. nothin is always perfect right?.. there would always be bad shit in all of our lives.. well... gd stuff do happen but would u stop and take a look and enjoy it?.. or jus walk away cos u think its somehow too gd to be true tat this is happenin to u.. i've learned quite a bit in this pass few days of my teenage life?.. hahaha... i dunno la.. but, i can say i've learned quite a bit..

so i've been makin quite a bit of trips to esplanade.. yea.. took quite a bit of pics.. nice ones of course.. hahaha.. but, i think i've already uploaded most of em on shutterfly le.. so if u guys wanna go see can go take a look at it.. hehe.. and i think i've filled some of em up on friendster.. the nice ones of course.. kakaka...

tests have been fine i guess.. jus still not up to form when it comes to java.. dam, i soo need help for tat programmin crap.. sharks.. its really hard.. and now i finish my dentist treatment.. yay..!! so now i'm happy wit wad i have.. yessa.. den sis sung praises of me.. ok.. shiok uh, jus make me head big.. wahahahaha... den now i've also become more tan.. i likkkeeeee... but, i haven been to the beaches man.. yikes.. how in the world did i become tan.. until now i still dunno how lehz.. i knw.!! cos i walk home.. hahahaaa.... does it affect how i look for tat?.. hmmm..

so next.. i got a 1gb memory stick for my darling.. hehe.. nicee.. i'm soo happy la.. she is wit me almost everywhere i go.. heh heh... den den.. i manage to get it is because i borrowed money for my bro.. i was the one who couldn't wait.. so decided to get it for her asap.. kakaka..

oh ya.. den i can't really recall when.. i saw gayle from singapore idol.. former contestant.. yea, she was wit her fren at ITE.. den her fren ask me for directions.. to the pool area or somethin.. den i told her fren lor, den she was imitatin me.. but, not bad la.. she was cute.. hahaha.. but, not my type.. eh, action uh me.. yea, she was pretty la, jus tat a lil too much make up.. den tat was tat lor.. den ITE also had basketball competition.. dam.. the girls were playin... i only manage to catch one match.. but wad was totally stupid was.. i was kinda supportin the opposition team.. cos there was this girl.. dam, she was gd.. i soo totally respect her is because she was small in size and was really gd.. i mean, they won the match la because of her lor.. cos she keep on scorin and she was small, fast and accurate.. wOOOOooO.. den another reason was because she was the only malay girl in the team uh.. first malay girl i've seen playin bball.. den somemore soo pro.. i think she can become my teacher uh.. hahaha.. i suck at bball.. and i think she is better than me lor.. cool.. RESPECT..

oh.. now i've gt starhub digital box already.. can't remember when i gt it change.. but, it was one of those days i didn't update my blog.. its awesome cos i can now check for the timin man.. i was usin the old one last time.. hehe.. i like the new one.. clearer.. den also gt 3 additional channels.. hahaha.. so yippy... den also jus checked tat my dell lappy's batt is ok.. so i dun have to do an exhange.. so nice.. and i'm lucky.. wooOOo.. cos there has been things goin around tat dell's batts will go up in flames.. so, if u're usin a dell lappy.. make sure u go check if u're battery is one of those faulty ones and better go have it changed...

PIE.. i did some low wall climbin wit my classmates.. i enjoyed it alot.. cos it was fun.. really fun and indeed it helped bring the class even closer.. cos there was this thing where we had to bring ppl above this wall or somethin.. and no joke.. it was really high la... so i was made to send ppl up and there would b ppl up there to carry and bring em over.. hahahaha.. very fun uh.. i likee.. i think i cannot write the experience here but i can only tell it to u personally.. hehe..

hang out wit the usual.. hmmm.. okok lor.. nt tat fun la.. cos we're runnin out of ideas to how to have fun.. den headed to 85.. i met cherlie.. den catch up a lil.. she accompany me till the guys came.. cos i was makin trips here and there tat y i end up nt goin to 85 together wit the guys.. but, anyways... thank u cherlie for the company and indeed we must meet up soon lor.. and i have to say... her BF is nt bad de hor.. after hearin her stories. hahaha.. action uh... so perfect... but, i'm straight..!!! so i still like girls.. waaahahahahahaaa.....

i think tat is abt all ba.. dun really have much to say... but, i knw this entry i jus wrote is kinda booring.. hahahaa.. sorry hor..

[ i'll be here for u.. i promise.. yea, studyin together sounds good.. love the idea.. but, jus hope it can happen lor.. dun stress urself too much.. study hard.. dun think u can stop me from worryin abt u.. =) ]


m.C.

TryinG To Be SomeOne We'Re NoT....

oh melasooo... it was a dam fantastic day yesterday.. i enjoyed every single laughter and time spend.. oh man.. sounds soo gay but, overall its gd la hor.. to me.. hehe.. ok.. so let me run through my memory abt wad the hell did i do yest....

so i managed to sleep till dunno wad time on sat.. hehe.. den after that i met up wit YL and KL den we head to bugis.. actually i thought the day would have been one of the usual boring ones.. but, it was DIFFERENT..!! okok.. den jus jalan jalan.. after that head to bugis library.!! dammit, the view there is fantastically beautiful..!! its really nice and the environment there is really good for studying.. so its kinda like my first time going there.. and i really like the place alot.. its good.. nice.. wow.. den they also allow laptops to be brought in.. free internet.. its jus awesome for me... but, unfortunately KL jus simply finds it a lil too boring lor. cos he keeps wantin to fall asleep.. haha.. so boooks aren't his best friends.. but, that area is really quiet and dam gd for studying.. i likeeee.. i mean i love it.. alot alot.. den almost knock into this gal when i step out of the toilet.. WOoOooO.. den YL say nt bad uh pretty hor.. "........" hahaha.. bo wei kong..

den after that met up wit ah GIM.. hahah.. gim wei la actually.. i also dunno y i like to call him ah gim.. hehe.. den we head to coffee shop to makan.. WOoOoO.. den saw hui ling hope i gt her name spelling right.. hahaha... she look so different la.. den she ask me how i doin den the next thing she ask me is i got visit ur blog lehz.. i was like "huh?" hahaha. but, anyways thanks for dropping by.. and glad to have met u yest.. =) den went to play cs after tat.. dammit, the computers there is a real suck to the nuts man.. is LOUSY.. we played for quite sometime and it was cheap la.. but, it was sucky cos the seatin wasn't good either.. so, i still prefer CINELEISURE ones.. its better.. even though is slightly costly, its still soo much better.. yea..!!

so after that.. we didn't go 85 cos cash and transport had some probs.. so after that.. we head to esplanade.. my choice actually.. den after tat it was somehow like a mistake.. cos there was still alot of ppl... sharks.. den the whole place is really filled with rubbish.. the air sucked.. den alot of girls la.. but, the air sucks and the atmosphere there also terrible.. the aftermath of fireworks.. i think i took a pic of the rubbish.. it was alot.. alot alot alot... so after tat we head to the merlion area.. now, tat area was somehow soo much better comparing to the esplanade.. and some dude wanted to test our curiousity by sayin soo loud, " EH WAD'S THAT..!!" wit his hand pointin to somethin.. i tell u.. none of us even bothered and den he say to his fren " i thought singaporeans very KPO" dude, u found the wrong bunch of ppl to do this kind of prank la hor.. hahaha.. woOOoOoo.. den after tat we took pics lor.. we tried to imitate the way tourists take pictures and den we really saw one.. this dude took wit his arms folded.. so we tried.. and somehow we would always end up breaking down laughin.. hahaha.. i tried also.. tough.. real tough.. and wad sucked was my batts died.. i forgt to charge em.. dammit.. so couldn't take alot of pics.. so i've decided.. i will charge my batts the nxt time and i wanna take more pics..!! cos yest really can take alot of nice pics.. dammit.. i'm soo in regret mode now... sharks.. ahhhh~hHHhh...

i went to some new places.. i like.. gt high.. really high.. i think YL also lor cos he kept on laughin.. hahaha... yeaaasssss... WooOOoO.. and gim was gd joker.. however, KL la.. he too tired.. wash fishtank.. haiz... nxt time.. we'll all get high again.. WooOoOOoOOo..!!! till den... party on..!!!

den.. spoke to mimi over the phone.. she is over the moon over certain things. and i'm soo happy and gald i could help.. hehe.. so anyways, i suddenly talk to her abt some GIRLFRIEND factory??? hahahah.. sharks.. i dunno wad is goin on in my mind..


[ hmmm.. so how was ur weekends?.. when can we meet.. its almost a month actually since we last met... msg me.. if u can.. missed........ ]


m.C.

My Misses To You.........

hmmm.. jus dunno.. after reading ur journal and ur space for me.. i realise tat u r nt really happy and u're upset abt somethin.. tats me guessin.. but, i maybe wrong and maybe it can also be me jus thinkin too much.. but, i jus wanna say tat i miss u alot.. soo much tat i can't describe to u how much i wish tat the holidays were gonna be here soon... i also can't wait to tell u what has been going on.. and i'm serious abt tat.. i really want u to knw.. its jus tat i'm not even sure if the reason is because i'm finding an excuse to meet up wit u.. pls dun feel like u're not important.. cos u r the most important thing in my life.. no one else knows abt wad has happened.. so i jus hope tat u really understand... kae?.. jus really hope to see u soon.. jus hope tat u r too.. =)

so.. today.. wad did i do.. extra lessons was cancelled.. met the guys late again.. hmmm.. i'm still havin a big ass prob wit time management.. how ar??.. sharks.. anyway today at town was as per normal lor.. but, somehow.. i feel i'm talkin even more dirty than ever man.. yea.. i mean.. nvm.. kakakaka.. now wit the new thing in me somehow gettin high is gettin even faster when i'm in sch.. hahaha.. now ppl also say i'm siao.. includin this kinda new teacher... hahaha.. cos i ask him for help wit the software.. den he taught me.. i was like "oh, no wonder i dunno.. nvm.. now can liao.. WOoOoOOo~OoH" hahaha.. den he say.. siao.. hahaha.. funny la.. now whenever i am wit my classmates, and if there is somethin cool all will say WooOOo~oOH together wit me.. awesome ling a ding dings man.. yeaa.!!!

so anyways.. met up wit mimi.. and god.. she treat me.. hahaha.. she also spoilin me.. hahaha.. yesssss... woOOOOOo.. so high la.. met her den she treat me ice cream.. hahaha.. dam, i feel like a lil kid... hahaha.. its so awesome to be spolit for choice man... anyways, jus remembered wad i did jus now.. we head to toys'rus.. god.. i gt high la over the toys there.. hahaha.. cos i jus remembered tat i didn't play much lehz.. and the results are out, KL had the most toys when he was young.. cos he practically had all the toys in toys'rus.. dammit.. i mean , played with almost everythin tat is being sold there.. so after tat.. head to burger king after cs to makan.. den had loads of dirty talk man.. MY GOSH.. loads uh.. from beach wear to girls wit younger boys.. hahaha.. wOOOooOo.. its all cool la.. but, we're soooo runnin out of place to chill.. we need young places man.. untouched ones.. any suggestions??... oh, and u knw wad.. wad will be even better is tat if we dun have to spend much money.. it'll be soo much more excellent... =) do tag me abt it.. thanks....!!!

so.. right now.. i jus wish tat someone gt her HP back on or somethin.. her SIM card.. i need her..!!!

[ eh, this time... i have gt a qn.. wad did u play when u were young.. recall.. i wanna knw.. must remember k?.. anyways i think today's entry is practically all abt u.. love u i still.... ]


m.C.

One DOwN...

settled.. gone.. done.. so now.. wad i exchanged for to solve this big prb will take place in motion soon.. hmmm.. i really dunno how is going to be like now.. i guess sometimes ppl jus like to do things be4 they even do anythin.. but, all i can say its the only best way to make things right... sacrifices...

so today.. i didnt manage to head out wit my ITE peeps.. cos kinda tired and no money to spend.. so anyway, today is national day... nice.. hahhaa.. so had a game of basketball wit the usuals.. in the morning.. actually it was close to afternoon.. den the weather was so gd for sleep in's man.. but, i deal is a deal.. so met up with them..

den after that.. go market makan.. sharks.. and once again i did it..!! i drank more than i can makan.. so dammit.. den head home after tat and rest.. den head out again.. go meet them at mac bedok.. unfortunately had to end early, cos AH GIM gt stomach ache.. anyway, saw XJ at mac's.. hahaha.. i dunno, but i think i'm kinda happy to see her??? hahaha.. its been a while.. jus feel like laughin when i see her... so anyway she is fine and as usual she gt the cold treatment from the guys.. hahaha.. and the atmosphere there is really gd for studyin actually.. dammit.. how i wish i had a nice mac near my place la.. which is opened 24/7 lor.. hmmm... i think tat will be my new chill out ground.. hahaha..

so.. i did manage to catch a glimpse of the fireworks from my place.. hehe.. jus a lil glimpse.. so it was nice la.. now i feel kinda bad cos its been a while since i head out wit my folks.. i think both my bro and i.. so.. hopefully i'd be able to head out wit them soon.. make time and all.. hehe.. actually i ain't tat busy.. jus i think i'm makin myself busy ba.. hahahaa.. anyways, its really actually gd to have someone missin u.. somehow jus makes u feel gd.. hehe.. oh ya, so she is non other than my jie.. woOOoOO.. i think she misses spendin money on me ba.. hahahaaa.. so hopefully durin my holi's i'd be able to meet up wit her for lunch.. and den.. she say she wanna feed me uh.. bring me go makan new zealand ICE CREAM.. woOOOO.. first was ben's now is new zealand.. DAM.. i can soooooooo totally get use to this.. wahahahaaa... and i'm tryin to figure out a way to help her think of some pak toh plan so tat she can go out wit her BF.. woOOoOO.. mission..!! hahaha.. dunno la, somehow adults life is sooo much more towards reality comparing to a teen's life.. teen's life somehow jus feels more dreamy.. hehe..

now.. my life is ok already.. back to norm.. yessssss.. but all i can say, the prob i was in was somehow classed the highest and worst prb in my life or in any teen's life.. jus glad is over and nothin happened.. i can soo take a breather right now.. WoOoOOOoOO.. nt distorted..

[ thank u.. anyway.. its over already.. GONE..!! hahhaaa.. REJOICE man..!!! WOoOooOOoO.. anyways, thank u for being there.. =) ]


m.C.

Beautiful Mistake.............

wat can u do if u jus had to give somethin up to end the biggest mistake in ur life?.... i knw i'm jus abt to give up mine.. to help end the biggest thing...

now i'm jus sooo F***ed up again.. so much bad shit in my life.. its bitter and somehow i'm waitin to taste its sweetness.. even if i may look happy and high at times.. somehow jus deep inside me lies somethin i've been longin to have.. somehow each day as time passes its getting worst and worst and nt getting any better.. the thoughts one will have when u feel lost.. it really sucks to have ppl stepping over ur head calling u bad shit all the time.. and wad u need the most was actually someone to be there to give u a helpin hand and also a pillar to lean on in case u're abt to fall.. and i guess it also sucks to be a pillar to someone who will always need u.. cos sometimes the pillar may jus find the person a lil too heavy and also a burden to take with..

watched the lake hse already.. managed to watch it.. yea, it was gd.. nt bad of a show.. so headed to esplanade to watch the fire works.. yea, it was great.. but, wad was lackin was the company and the special person u wish u could have taken along with u.. somehow it jus took me back to the time where i had to write 10 things i hate abt this particular person.. and in the end the outcome still turned out as praises for that person.. i can't remember where is the 10 things i hate abt u.. it was nice actually.. but, wad could have been even more perfect was having the person u love in ur arms and enjoy the beautiful fireworks.. wow.. perfecto.. met some old sch ppl over there also.. and i found the delorean time vehicle.. this time round there were two of them.. my my..

sch was ok today.. jus a lil tired with life.. nothin is happenin.. doors closin up one after another...

[ hmmm.. wad happen to the lil msg's for me after every entry?... seems to be disappearing one after another.. blanks.... ]


m.C.

Fri & SaT Town Experience...

fri.. it was a rather tiring day for me.. cos i've gt duty for the national day reheasal.. loads of work to be done.. kinda ended late on that one.. den met up wit them late and bedok platform.. so anyways gt a phone call from mimi and she told me she saw someone.. so.. looks like i guessed she is doing well.. jus glad that everythin is ok now for her.. cos overall wat i'm worried abt is how is she coping wit her studies.. so i guess all i can do is jus hope she knws wad she is doing and that the person she is wit will take care if her.. jus a friendly thought.. =) so shld i say tat i'm lucky that i ended late..? hmmm... think so lor..

den after that met up wit KL,Gim wei,cindy, yong liang and teck wun at bedok den headed to town after that.. so the day was rather an okok thing for me.. hmm.. had fun la.. cos i was laughin non stop.. but there was somethin i hated alot was the ass grabbing thingy.. and F*** it was f***in irritating and dam pai seyy la.. it was sick la.. jus sick.. den YL.. wad an ass man.. he spoiled my whole day la.. but, his one i still can understand and tahan.. instead of informin me abt chio bu, he keep informin me to look at "big" girls.. OMG.. it was non stop action la.. hai yoooo... dammit la.. but still did see a bit la.. so nt bad.. hahaha.. so kinda feel bad la hor cos i never follow cindy go buy her art stuff.. instead it was only teck wun who jus followed her.. den the rest of us follow KL to far east.. but, hey.. i had my reasons kaaaeeee... cos... nvm.. den i think the worst was YL la.. he immediately say "I WAN GO FAR EAST" when the qn was being asked if who wants to follow cindy.. hahaha.. nvm la.. in the end all went well.. so its ok.. den after that jus had a game of CS.. and overall it was gd... wonderful... hehe.. den after that jus walked to dhoby ghaut.. and while walkin... ah yooo.. dunno la.. its like i'm a f***kin victim man.. but, i dunno la.. i guess ppl wanna have fun den all i can do is jus comply wit them lor.. haiz.. if nt there won't b anythin to do.. right.. so anyway it was kinda high la i have to admit during the first few times.. i didn't mind. but as it gt further it kinda gt more and more irritating.. cos i think there is jus limit to everything uh.. so ya.. but, i think i had my fair chance of getting high.. so yeapp.. its ok lor.. after that jus head on to bedok for a while.. den chilled outside 7eleven.. it was okok la.. den headed home after that.. so... i guess thats all ba..

so anyway... there came along sat.. met them late in the morning for basketball.. den had breakfast with them.. the day started pretty well actually.. it was great cos the breakfast was also gd.. so woOOoOO.. den chillin out and all.. so yea.. all pretty gd.. den someone called me and say she LAZY to go out of the hse.. hai yoooo.. jus wonderin next time u gt BF how.. hmmm.. kk.. den after that we met up again.. this time more tired.. cos we almost wanted to get a shut eye but didn't.. so after that headed to tampines gt YL thumb drive.. den headed to orchard again.. and sharks..!!!! today is the day to actually chill out la.. cos the traffic was non stop... den once again.. YL did it to me... AhhHhhh~hHHhh.. so sad laaaa.. sharks.. but, when i was there.. suddenly i feel like i was under dress.. my god.. the way they dress was sooo much more diff than how i dress la.. so i've decided..!! if headin there on sat must dress DIFFERENT.. if fri its ok.. and there was somethin that wad GIM say was true.. no matter how the gals dressed at orchard they'll still look great even though they are naturally hot.. so yea.. i've gt to agree wit him.. hehe.. anyways, i had fun cos they were there and also all was good la.. i like chillin out.. i hate ass grabbing.. yeapp.. done.. hahhaaaa...

its a pity how u jus somehow wish for things to happen.. but, unfortunately.. nothin jus seems to be right.. i jus wanna say things but.. i jus rather keep quiet abt it.. disappointing.. jus dun even knw if i shld expect anythin.. this time round it isn't abt help anymore.. so.. i guess i'll jus wait and see.. dreams are gettin more and more worst is day.. i ALSO dun dare to say..!!! this time is abt me.. nt abt anyone else.. shld i b happy or even sad for it??? sharks.. i'm like soo scared to be happy abt it... haiz..

[ i've gt ur facts done.. its amazing how much memories it brought back to me.. i gt more than 60...i think it can hit more than 60 also.. hmmm.. i wonder wad u have... i love all those flash backs... jus hope i gt all of them right.. yeapp.. so how was ur weekends? ]


m.C.

A&A

its really hittin me hard.. A&A sooooo gooood.. i mean the band ANgels and Airwaves.. i finally gt their album le.. woOOoOo.. its a feel gd cd.. yea.. hahaha.. love it.. so sch today.. totally alright i guess.. not much of a problem.. break study.. break.. study again.. i guess there isn't really much to touch on though..

so.. after sch went to play bball with my ITE friends.. it was.... ok i guess... cos i still fail to score but still manage to b on alert.. so yeapp.. so it was ok la.. at least gt sweat.. so i guess it ok for me lor.. yeapp yeapp.. den on the same ground was the netball girls... hahaha.. my my.. distraction is sooo in the hse.. i jus keep seeing this girl lehz.. i dunno wad is her name but, somehow its like a must for me to bump into her la.. everyday.. hai yoooo.. sharks.. den saw her again.. hahahahaaaaaa.. nvm.. this one ikan billis matter.. so next.. thought i will catch a glimpse of u knw.. but, she lazy to go for trainin... den nvm.. now i knw how tirin it is la to meet ppl after trainin... cos... i had the same experience a few hrs ago.. dam dam dam tirin.. buay tahan uh.. like u wanna faint or somethin.. hahaha.. so now i knw.. i was being put in the slippers of that someone.. hahahaaaa...

ok.. so i went to bucks.. had coffee wit mum.. her treat.. hard work for the video editin.. yas..!! hmmm.. kinda borin lehz.. i wanna spice things UP..!!! hmmm.. how how how... let me see....

so wad have i learned from today.. oh ya, ashley pass me the movie 100 girls.. sharks.. this is soooo gd of a movie cos it helps a girl idiot like me to knw more abt girls.. hehe.. yasss.. so eye expressions are a real big thing in life.. the way u look at the person and also the feeling the person feels when the u the guy look at the girl.. the kinda feeling she feels when u give that look.. hehe.. OoOOOOOH.. must practise.. hahahahaaaaa... guys wanna learn i will TEACH U.. once i pass and prove tat its workable.. hahahahaaaaaa.. kk.. i think that is abt all for today.. lame and cheesy.. i also jus really hope tat the person i'm worried most right now, won't become someone tat the person isn't.. when will this end?? everyday i jus hope and pray that all will be fine.. haiz....

[ "didn't see u at trainin today" hehe.. i nt in netball but i still can use this phrase hor.. hahaha.. sooo goood.. hehe.. i also had "training" today too..!! see i also join in uh.. cool hor.. *wink* ]


m.C. ----> bathroom singer

NoT Bad Of A DaY....

test today was ok actually.. not bad.. it turned out to be fun and also kinda cool.. so i skipped my lecture today again.. hehe.. hey, i had reasons cos it seemed as though nobody wanted to attend it so i think i better nt go and make a fool out of myself uh... hahahahaaa.. so i think the whole class never go lor.. so anyway.. its nice to have ppl u dunno sayin hi to u.. hahahaha.. and i wasn't tat action also la.. i say HI back.. oh well.. hehe.. kk..

so after that i met up wit KL and headed to city hall wit him.. he wanted to go get the spray for the shoes.. cos it seems that the spray i gt him isn't workin out that well.. and i guess there is still more work to be done for him.. den headed to marina square.. chill out there.. had ice cream.. i dunno man, but i love ice cream now.. i dunno if its because of the weather or somethin.. den den after that i gt the extention wire for my mp3 player.. yassss..!!! now i can reuse my headphones again.. woOoOO.. i stop usin the headphones is because somethin went wrong with the extention so stopped usin it after that.. i kinda like chillin out man..!!! WooOOoO.. den after that went to the shop again.. i saw.. i saw.. THE DELOREAN TIME VEHICLE again..!! its still there..!!! oh god.. i soo wanna buy it la.. its still there.. nobody purchased it soo far.. god.. i wanna buy it..!!! aahhhh~hhHhHH.. DREAM CITY.. gt to wait.. sharks.. i gt sooo many things wanna buy lehz after goin window shopping.. hahahahaaaa... but, i feel pai sey uh.. cos today KL keep on talkin cos i lazy wanna talk.. den he keep the vibes in the air man..!! i only once or twice high la.. hahahaaa.... den after that headed home.. moral of story... Lecture skipped was somehow worth it. jus hope my class dun kena anythin tml.. i pray..

den mum told me that her colleage was happy wit the video editing that i've done.. so lovely.. hehe.. i'm glad that her colleage loved it alot.. so yea..!! den mum wanna treat me to bucks or i also could have the option of having a ten dollar bill from her.. =)

jus angered someone today.. i also dunno how come lehz... jus a bit clueless and lost.. will try to repair wadever necessary... sharks... see somethin but i dunno wad to do abt it... shld i?......

I need time.........

[ WooOo.. my nightmare?.. hmmm.. i'll tell u abt it when i see u online again maybe?.. eh, get ur SIM card done la.. sharks... ]

STaBBeD...........

ok.. so right now i'm at home.. waiting for time to past so that i can go to school and have my test taken and all.. i jus had to write somethin down.. cos i had one of the many bad dreams again.. this time round my heartached like shait.. i dun even knw how to put it but i guess i jus wanna remember this day for myself and only myself.. somehow it felt so real its as though i don even know if its real anot.. i dunno how to convince myself.. i'm still in a daze..

orchard, hands, paper bag, guy in green, ignorant person, secret revealed, asked to leave, had someone wit u, found replacement. the reasons why... its time....

was made to do editing for my mum yest.. manage to finish up all of it.. jus hopes all goes well and the person in charge will like the editing that i've done..so jus hope for the best on that one.. and also i saw her yesterday.. jus a pity still not able to meet up with her..

there will be fireworks display next week.. i dun even knw if its possible to take her.. my my.. i jus dun even knw if things are even possible to carry out.. somehow i jus feel that all i can do is jus to dream that i even had a day with her.. so.. looks like i guess i jus have to get someone else to go with me den...

tittle for today is stabbed.. is because i feel like i gt stabbed in the heart.. durin the nightmare.. dammit.. it still aches till now laaaa.. sharks.. wish me luck for my test later man.. WoOOoO..

[ now.... i would actually like to hear ur reason lehz.. y u dun wanna meet me... is it because u're tired? ]


m.C.