NeW GrouP...

kk.. so jus came back from the band meet up.. gosh.. new additions to the A64 team.. awesome.. jus can't wait for us to hit the jammin room together.. drummer is a 17 ur old dude.. keyboardist is a 18 yr old girl.. and dam, its kinda distracted.. and distractin in a gd way.. she is cute man.. hahaha.. even bob say so.. so yea.. hahaha.. but, bon was totally happy today cos its the assemble of the FULL band bebeh..!! bwahahaha..

and i hav to admit its the first time i've seen salleh so gd to a girl man.. like, so gentleman.. and dam, he is freakin FULL of it man.. yeaaa..!! hahaha.. see him like to disturb girls uh.. but, in real fact he is such a gentle man.. serious uh.. hahaha.. den bon gt me thinkin man.. abt wad i'm doin.. dunno la.. i feel like fuck up wit myself also.. so yea.. jus knw tat i'm nt being fair also.. hmmm.. but this bon gt me thinkin has gt nothin to do wit the band.. its personal..

so nw.. i'm still stuck wit tryin to finish up wit my new song.. tryin to find the tune.. and i jus gt one.. nw need to change the chorus.. its gettin harder.. hahaha.. and i kinda feel in love wit a new song.. by plain white T's.. A lonely september.. i think tats the song title.. dam nice.. i've to say the lyrics really hit my heart gd alright.. its dam touchin.. WOoOooooo...

den while we were havin practice.. we're being approach to take picture together.. hahaha.. wadda hell.. so all of us jus play along lor.. den end up havin grp pic taken.. den in d end this gal had to take a pic wit me.. cos its a game of true and dare on her part.. so yea.. my team made me take d pic wit her.. so ya lor.. and i forgt to ask for email.. cos i ALSO wan the picture laaa.. dam.. forgt..

and dam.. I LOST the bet wit YL.. i end up havin to treat him coke.. and nw.. its worst.. cos the girls and the BBQ wasn't talkin abt him.. they were talkin abt me.. tryin to guess if i was malay or chinese.. AH YA.. me la.. was dam confident tat they were talkin abt YL.. cos they were talkin in chinese and i knw la they were talkin abt him.. can hear la... dun ask me y.. cos i heard the conversations.. but, it was in chinese.. and.. i knw.. my chinese nt tat tat bad mah.. shldn't b tat bad.. ya.. cannot b.. hmmm.. dam.. i lost.. wah kaaaao..!!

[ How Was Your Weekends? ]


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No ShoW??

hmmm.. yesterday.. i think the day is practically spend mostly normal.. but, however i jus lost my cool when i was in school.. i dunno wad came over me.. but, i jus lost my cool.. sometimes i jus dunno whether its jus me.. well, i knw my frens say its the first time they seein me like tat.. den dunno la salleh say wad la.. hmmm.. dunno.. jus painful la.. hmmm.. tats y there is delete me... but, i'm neither tat proud of my behaviour either.. but, wad can u doo if its tat much of pain.. so painful tat ur heart feels like it stops beating.. so yea man.. this is hard..

so went for norm stuff.. den there was spare time.. so in d end went to ashley's wanna go BBQ.. so yea.. was hopin somethin more from him.. but, there was like nothin man.. sharks.. so booorin.. he la.. so shy.. hmmm.. create opportunities.. but, in d end he jus went gaga lookin at her... i dunno.. but, there were somethings we did were kinda stupid.. hahaha.. kk... ashley knew this gal through and online game called maple.. den.. her parents were there den asked YL and i hw we r connected to sharon or knw sharon.. hahahaha.. den YL say same secondary school.. ya, den i say we're in sec 4 but graduate already.. jus to let u guys knw.. sharon is from seng kang secondary.. hahaha.. den nvm.. we didn't wanna say tat we're fren's of ashley's n tat we dunno sharon.. i mean, we went there to makan for free man.. hahaha.. den we also dun wanna say the truth to the parents.. or else.. sharon will definitely hav her internet cut off man.. i mean, she knew him through online game.. hahaha.. wadda hell.. i mean, jus think abt it.. if u were a parent urself. would u recommend ur daughter to go out wit someone she met online.. wad r the risks man..!! hahaha.. oh well.. but, she is lucky to hav met ashley.. he is harmless.. yeaaa...

so bbq was nothin special.. all awkardness and makanin for free.. i dunno la.. but, its like a real test of hw thick ur skin is.. hahaha.. yea.. i hav to admit.. my skin isn't really tat tat thick.. yikes.. so.. today no show.. but, the day was awesome wit sms's.. so yea.. its wonderful.. =)

but, there r also ppl in emo states tat is really beyond my imgination.. and i can't do anythin much abt it.. hmmm.. wad can i even do.. i've gt no cure.. hmmm.. feel helpless at times.. and also scared tat i make n take the wrong move.. hmmm..

talkin abt the wrong moves.. it seems tat shark is quittin the band.. but, bon say no worries.. jus give him time.. and it'll b fine and alright.. and there is 2 more additions to the band.. keyboardist and drummer.. so yea.. its awesome.. gonna meet em later so jus hope all would b gd.. yea? hahhaa.. den soon we'll b ready for gigs man.. bOoOO YaAaA.!!

my mp3 rosak.. F***....


[ " Is there anythin u would like to talk bout? " Ur Fav Line?.. =) ]



m.C.

WAd A RiP OFF...

darn man.. i dunno but i hav to complain.. the new B.K student meal is a rip off man.. and i dunno if this change in meal sizes is cause of the new increment in GST or somethin.. dam, the size is smaller now.. sharks.. and its more like a KIDDY meal than a student meal man.. hahaha.. sharks.. i'm ok wit a few cents increase la.. but, with like 20 cents increase and the burger shrinks??? i mean.. tat is totally a RIP off man.. yeeee...

have been listenin to (+44).. can nvr get sick of their songs somehw or rather.. its fantastically nice man.. woOoOOo.. yea yea yea..!! music has been comin in.. oh yeaaaa.. but, guitar skills sucks and my limits to goin through to finish up d song is way limited.. so ya.. hahahaa.. basket sia.. i actually like fuckin lazy laaa..

hmmm.. new fren.. yu shan.. cool.. but, its like meetin a combination of my bro and my fav.. wah kao.. i tell u uh.. it really jus murders ur confidence sia.. dunno hw to put it but, if u r way curious to knw.. i can tell u abt it tho.. hahaha.. but, nice person la overall..

nxt.. if ppl change.. become someone u nvr thought nvr would b possible.. how? wad u gonna do.. somehow.. things aren't as gd as it seems.. and i really dunno wad to do abt it.. feel helpless, at the same time guilty.. and also at the same time angry wit myself for lettin tat person go and turnin into tat kinda person.. hmmm.. jus feel tat the blame is on me.. i will always remember.. i will.. i jus wish i could jus go back.. adjust.. i really hope i can.. i'm sorry..

girls say guys sucks?... hmm.. they think they are the only ones.. i'm also a victim man.. and some of my guy frens also..!! so wad can we do? jus our luck i guess.. i dunno laaaa..

so tml.. hope it would b a betta day.. and jus hope tat all goes well for me... i wanna try and finish up d songs man..!! yikes.. need inspirationsss... yas..!! but.. i think its been a while since i spoke to d one who made me feel all emo.. hmmm.. nvm la.. later kena fired.. WORST.. ah yaaaa forget it marcus..

nw i knw d true meanin to the title "hazisyndrome" i took a long time jus to knw.. yeikes... i also wan cool titles man.. oh yea, oh yea yea yea..

I miss hugs and kisses..


[ Urs is closed.. shld i keep mine open? ]



m.C.

GoT The NuTss??

hahaha.. well.. this few days have been the test of one's "balls" ( GUYS ).. hahha.. dunno la.. so as u can see wit the pictures above.. well, u got tat right.. we went to the car show.. it was jus see heng, khim leng and me.. well, luqman ended kinda late so there wasn't anyway we could all go together.. so yea, kinda disappointin.. cos last time we all head together for the previous motor show.. so yeapp.. anyway, there are more pics.. somewhere i guess. hahahaha...

so this few days have been a test of one's guts.. well, let me see.. i can take it tat i'm brushin up on my communication skills.. like talkin to ppl whom u do not knw and makin frens wit them and also at the same time nt givin the wrong impression.. so yea.. its hard.. so well, i've decided and goin to study the art of approachin ppl in the right way and the proper manner.. btw, i've gt to do this la cos gt test comin.. and public speakin is the key thing.. oh well..

kk.. so let me review a bit abt wad i've been doing..

* did recordin.. sang loads of songs together wit more frens.. and the mp3 used to record kinda SUCKED.. so everythin tat was recorded was kinda wasted.. sharks......

* jus finish learnin BON's new song.. HaziSyndrome... it sounds fantastic.. and i jus manage to get the tune right.. but, somehow i need more FEELINGS when singin it.. so gt to brush up loads on tat.. so yea.. need to feel emo man. yea.. emo emo emo.. hahahaaa...

*now we r like regulars at this mac cafe at downtown east.. hahhaa.. cos we made some new frens.. oh well.. all because of salleh.. hahahaa.. dunno la.. nvm..

* moto show was cool.. gain some new knowledge abt hybrids.. man... new technology for cars.. and its wad i've been waitin to go take a look at.. FINALLY.. i did.. weee.. and dam, my subaru goodie back didn't have one thing.. the subaru strap.. AHhHhh~hHhH..!!!

i dun think there is anythin more to update ba.. jus have new frens in my life.. and its kinda nice lor.. so yea.. but, once again i must remind myself nvr to go astray.. yea.. yea man..

[ i miss u.... loadsssss.. hehe... =) ]


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Smilesss....

was feelin kinda depressed the other day.. cos i kinda angered my fav.. oh well, i dun even knw wad is happenin right nw.. all of us will get sick of things one day includin ppl.. well, maybe jus lookin from my point of view.. wishin soo much for tat person.. and.. it doesn't happen.. ah ya.. i dunno la..

i miss love man.. sharks.. anyways, jus found out new place to have unload things... its a great webby.. love it.. and also there has been loads of things happenin around me.. yikes.. but, its all gd stuff la actually.. so yeapp..

so let me recall.. wad r the impt things to sum up..

* mimi met up wit my band.. and she says they r dam hella funny.. hahaha.. glad she enjoyed the company wit em..

* had a "date" to come along wit me to mimi's bbq party.. well.. it was FUN for me.. overall great.. hahaha.. even though i gt sabo and was being thrown in the pool.. had to go back in wet pants and underwear.. one of em who sabo me gave me a free tee- shirt.. so yea.. hahaha.. and the whole process of me gettin sabo is on video.. dam.. i wanna get hold of tat video man.. hahahaa..

* saw mimi's stud.. comments.. well.... playful.. hahaha..

* things between syazwan and hanah didn't work out.. well, ain't of gd news for me.. jus nt nice havin to see things comin to an end in this way..

* gt to knw someone new at macdonalds.. her name is.. JANE.. cos, bob found her cute.. and salleh disturb.. den i on the way also.. hahahaa.. so all of us knw her.. cool.. hahaha.. had a blast wit salleh's tatics of doin this kinda stuff..

* more ppl has heard abt avian 64.. and i'm soo happy n glad for their support and also the spreadin of the music even tho its really nt up to standard.. so ya.. jus wanna thank mimi loads for tat.. owe her loads..

* learned how to play police and murderer.. havin poker cards wit u when u're out does really come in handy.. hahaha.. lovely.. sweet.. awesome.. nw the game has been modified for more fun..

* number game wit the malay dudes was one hella shiok.. cos the forfiet we gave was solid awesome wicked.. hahaha.. had em on video.. hahaha.. dam shiok man..

* PE's theory test.. wickedly stupid.. gt no help from the teacher.. dunno wad will happen if we really failed.. hahaha.. sharks.. my pe teacher soo nt fair laaaa...

* "denise kellar" lookalike has caught bob's eye.. love at first sight he claims.. hahaha.. nice.. she was my junior.. oh, i miss those times when i had av camps.. fah and i use to find her cute.. but, she was quiet.. oh ya, it seems like she use to like fah man.. hahahaa.. cool.. glad bob's eyes were mesmerised by her beauty.. hahahaaa.. woOoOoOoO...

* i think the third version of papi chulo is out.. by the usual us.. hahaha.. its dam funny now, cos we took in class and we were on chairs while dancin.. hehe.. currently is out on multiply.. yeaaaaa....

* had an exchange prbs session at pasir ris park.. wit bon, bob and me.. woOOOo.. it was one hella session.. it was great.. hahaha.. and, i hav secrets wit both of em.. hahahaa.. sharks, and bon sometimes threatens to tell.. yikes.. hahaha.. oh well, i can trust him la.. he's cool.. hahahaa..

* gonna make a story board.. and try to take part in nxt yr's canon DV fest.. yeaaa..!!

right nw.. it seems like there r really ppl who needs my attention.. comparin my blurness wit their probs.. mine is like a joke.. like, i've gt nothin betta to do.. so right nw, i'm givin my all to help those ppl who needs me.. i'm gonna b there... jus hope tat all will turn out well for them.. jus pray tat all will go well..


[ sorry..... ]


m.C.

Lyrics oF LoVe...

hey ya..!! jus finished avian's new music.. definitely nt forgettin the help of BON.. he helped me wit the music while i wrote the lyrics.. and it was jus soo sudden that all the lyrics jus start popping in my head in a shockin rapid response.. i'm not kidding.. i was on the phone wit mimi and i ask her non stop to see if the tune and lyrics sounded appropriate.. and, it kinda sucked cos the first time i thought it was ok.. den suddenly i checked, i was actually followin the same tune as plus 44.. wah, dam discouragin at first.. den after tat i try another tune.. den lyrics flew in.. and mimi say it sounded nice.. i tried different tunes.. and mimi would b the one tellin me whether nice anot.. kakaka.. and it turned out well.. yea..!! and after tat passed the thing to BON and bon immediately came out wit a fresh music... so, we met up and had a band session.. and there it was.. the music.. we did it... nw i have to finish up the music..

and thinkin back.. the song is abt couples parting.. and comin back together.. and hw much love must b risked and given.. hmmm.. loads of memories on my part.. happy song with sad lyrics.. hmmm.. like me uh?.. hahaha.. like like, i'm happy outside but inside sooo sadden.. oh well..

right nw.. i am really sad.. cos.. haiz.. the guys told me tat they saw my fav.. i dunno la.. jus sad tat was soo close to seein her but, till now i didn't get to see her... haiz.. even KL has seen her.. and i haven.. why must it b like tat?.. i was so totally sad abt it man.. jus feel like its soo unfair.. hmmm.. maybe she dun feel anythin on her part.. i dunno la.. i'm havin this stupid thoughts and feelings again.. hmmm.. somehow i feel like if i were to see her, i probably break down in tears and the reason is because i'm soo happy to see her.. hmmm.. i dunno la.. jus feel so upset abt it.. i bet u think this guy is nuts.. i dunno.. ah yaaa.. wadever la.. when is this bad luck thingy gonna end, den i can see her again.. if only can arrange to meet up.. ah ya, thinkin back.. i think even if the whole world is abt to end.. it won't even happen.. marcus..!! stop dreamin.. i think she also nt thinkin abt u laa.... haiz..

glad to see couples comin back together.. see la.. ppl love gd.. den mine like F***.... i'm soo desperate for love man..!!! woOoOOhOoOoOo... so right nw.. finish up the second section of lyrics.. and re record again.. its out and the band's myspace.. so do chk it out..

so today.. was one of the nicest days i guess.. besides nt being able to meet her.. stayed in sch till 7 plus.. lepak a bit uh.. play the number game wit the malay studs.. and.. hella..!! the punishment was to take a teaspoon full of pepper and soya sauce..! hahaha.. yikessss.. i only kena once.. bwahahahaa.. tml.. lepak studio bebeh..!!

haiz.. F*** laaaaa.. missin her soo much..


[*sighs*]





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