SinGLe TRaFFiC...

its jus a ride.. sometimes its takes u round and round, sometimes u're up sometimes u're down...

one way traffic.. my one sided love affair.. yea!! hmm.. its like silly tat i can be high over this thing when its suppose to hit me right in the heart right now.. hmm.. wad puzzles me is how come sometimes i get "i love you" sometimes i don ar?.. could it be one day she love me one day she don?.. hehe.. yooo.. hmmm.. i miss la.. miss everythin.. ting tong..

hmmm.. cherlie don worry..!!! we'll do some catchin up soon.. hehe.. yea, its totally sucky.. the msn can't do much help for me.. i've also got loads to tell you la..!! can't wait to hear from u soon too..!! oh well, i think coffee would be on me.. hehehe.. u jus wait..!!!

jie gonna treat me today.. yeaa!!!! also got to catch up soon.. hey, i think i also kinda missin things around in d office.. includes u too hor.. hehe.. excludes boss.. hahaha.. ooOppS... Jie instant mash potatoes...? hahaha..

today met up wit mimi.. talk talk talk talk.. den met igbal, he enlightened us abt the starbucks way of life.. hahaha.. hmm.. seriously its kinda tough lehz.. but, hey good stuff to see when u work in places like this.. i think its all WORTH it.. yea..!!! den saw nat.. well, the company she was wit did look kinda neat.. hahaha.. niccee... hehe..

[ i miss you.. i do.. really... ]


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i"ll Do SomE 5 min FlasH BacK..

take me back.. ok... i jus remembered me goin out wit her wit my new specs.. she kept sayin nice nice nice nice nice nice nice.. hahaha.. cute.. woOoO.. was in a dream tat i would always wanna visit as frequent as possible..

my specs.. diff me now?? ahh.. the colour is weird.. ok.. now i remember cindy and KL thanks for tryin to aid me in my "depression".. thanks.. hmmm.. mimi, thank u too, but its ok if u couldn't help.. i guess the only person who can settle all this is jus myself.. hope u gt urs settled too...

da jie called me.. dam funny.. ask me print stuff den talk abt her BF thing.. hahaha.. so funny la i find this couple.. hehe.. jie, don get angry at me la for laughin la hor.. but, i've never experience this kinda thing before la..

ok, my dad freakin made fun of me for fallin for malay gals... OMG.. my own dad.. my bro doesn't have this problem.. only ME.. wahh.. LucKiEEeeE.. but, i jus simply still L.O.V.E her.. yea!! no regrets.. so nice la.. hmmm... wad is next.. memory flash back..

oh ya, gave my bro a helpin hand wit his project.. hehehe... can't believe i can even help him.. lucky i love computers.. yea!! i think tat is all i can recall for now.. oh oh oh, jus remembered somethin love the show when the beauties meet the geeks or somethin.. the show is so funny and really caught my interest.. good stuff.. whoever came out wit that idea is a genius!! i salute him or her who came out wit that...

[ aT YouR SeRvICE... =) ]


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i L.O.V.E...............

oooohhhhhh my.... i always hoped that life wouldn't be so complicated like relationships.. hmm.. my wish?.. i wished for a relationship that would be simple and easy something like no commitments no responsibility.. hahaha.. and now??.. i think i gt wad i wished for?.. ahhhhh... hahaha.. but, somehow i wish i can take back wad i wish for.. cos i totally fell in love... i'm IN LOVE.. hahaha.. oh my.. its sooo.. haiz.. how lucky can i get... LuCKieEeEe...

jus hope tat i will be able to hear " I Love You" from her.. Jus one fine day.. hehe.. don worry la.. u say also don have to be commited to me.. but, jus hope tat u won't say it for the sake of sayin it.. can't believe i'm sayin this.. hahaha.. haiz.. life.. so surprisin.. now the tables are turned, i'm on the other side of town.. hahaha...

[ i do.. i love you.. ]


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i'LL aLwayS Be RiGHT TheRe...

this song jus really just suits la how i wan you to feel.. as in you.. my "little one".. is like... it can never be more meaningful than this.. i'll let u see the lyrics, maybe nxt time when u're online i'll pass u the song..

When you're all alone
And you need a light
Someone to guide you
Through the night
Just remember that I am here
To hold you close and
Dry your tears
Oh, ooh

And just when you thought
You were falling
But you know
I'll always
Be right there

When you're all alone
And you need a friend
Someone to help you
To the end
When you need someone
To catch you when you fall
I'll be there through it all
Oh, oh

'Cause just when you thought
You were losing
But you know
I'll always be right there
And I'll be there
Through the good times
And the bad
And we'll be there
For each other
'Cause you're the best friend
I've ever had

And just when you thought
You were falling
But you know
I'll always be right there
Oh, ooh

whenever you need me
I'll always be right there.


[ HoPe YoU've FoUNd whAT YoU HavE BeEn LoOkIN FoR... I'LL JuS Be RiGhT HeRe.. =) ]


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Take It, Leave It Regret It..

thanks hilyah.. hahaha.. that is like super nice of you to say all that.. hmm.. yea, i'll do my best!!!..

L.O. : ohhhhh myyy.. its like the first time u put me in ur journal.. thank you.. hehe.. now like super appreciated.!! woOOoOO.. no la.. i'll let u win.. u r da winner IN my LIFE..!!! WOoOOOOO.. hehe.. when u r ready to hang out just let me know.. i'll be waitin for ur msg... waitin patiently...

fah.. can never stop wit all ur jokes.. can't wait to chill out wit u again.. ok.. the reason y this stud here earns my respect is because i can criticise him and he can criticise me and we will like laugh at it???.. hahaha.. WOOoOO.. excellent!!


[ i appreciate u too!!.. wey, must queue up to go out wit u ar?.. Me gt VIP privilege mah..? can discount?.. hehe.. i'll wait patiently.. =) ]

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My TeaChER....BoOo..

ok.. alright.. this is totally sucky.. stupid.. bad lousy.. cindy told me that mr gabriel chin called me "kana sai"??.. oh well.. i guess it probably because i'm english educated and my O's results for english turned out to be a real disappointment.. why can't just people think that i'm not that perfect afterall.. fine.. my reason.. i guess it is because during the time of the examination i made a wrong move and chose the wrong composition question to write on.. and i actually felt i wrote out of point.. but when i found out all was too late?... so i guess that was what that brought my marks down for the overall english result.. but, i just can get over the fact that he called me "kana sai" in translation its "full of shit".. ok.. fine he called me full of shit.. can anyone tell me what kind of TEACHER this person is???.. is he F****** human??.. somehow they just down feel that i've been upset about the results that i got more than ever.. and still they want to bring someone down to this stage.. trust me.. i think in their hearts they are laughin at me for gettin such results.. hey, i'm suprise about my results myself.. i'll prove all u shit heads wrong one day.. F*** you..

never been angry and upset in my whole entire life.. especially when u look up to that person.. u filled urself with shit.. now u r full of shit.. lost RESPECT for this teacher.. Mr Gabriel Chin.. disappointing indeed.. of all people.. YOU just had to be the one..

learned more about life this few days.. choices and decisions.. its real important.. the wrong move u take or make will or might end you up in a real terrible state..


[ We'LL KeEP ThINgS NIcE AnD SweET... I wAnna Be ApPrEciAtEd By YoU... ]


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I ThOuGHT YoU ReMeMBeReD...

expectations.. hopes.. wishes.. hmmm... shoudn't have.. but, i did.. i thought she would msg me.. probably ask me out or somethin.. i guess she is out wit him right now.. mmm.. wad can i do?.. anyone jus enlighten me.. jus anyone..

jus can't forget.. hmmm... i guess i must try.. does she even think abt me?.. qns are all i have.. uncountable.. had the most disheartenin things happen around me.. where is she..?


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WIN, LOSE OR DRAW...

LOSE... I'LL LOSE IF YOU WANT ME TO...

ThE Tire ThaT NeveR Goes FLaT...

jus thinkin back abt the things.. jus realise somethin.. in this world there are things like u give ur all and nothin gd comes back in return.. its like this silly logic of mine where u pump tons and tons of air into this tire that has a hole.. hopeless yet u still give your all for it.. oh well.. the power of love i suppose...

i think la.. i think i finally know wad is goin on ba.. so now.. wad in the world am i suppose to do??.. i'm really lost at the moment.. its somethin like am i standin in front of the right door..? like waitin for the door to open so i can enter this person's life.. its sounds funny but i think the door won't be openin.. i guess i'll jus stand there.. after all i did say i'll be there.. hehe.. i guess it doesn't matter..

i'm kinda angry with myself.. its somethin like i was being invited to this door wide open with loads of guests in it and i had the VIP thing.. and all i did was jus left and even shut the door on the way out with a loud bang.. causin little cracks here and there and she still doesn't mind being friends wit me.. yea.. i know its my lost but i guess its somethin i'm willin to take... i'm sorry and jus hope she understands.. call me action call me a sucker who doesn't know anythin.. i deserve it.. my lost..

u know.. its sounds silly but i somehow can never find the ans to the qn she asked.. i guess its the feeling.. some may nt understand wad it means, can't blame me.. i'm jus writin wad i feel.. freedon of speech i guess.. hahaha.. miss gettin high right now.. jus wanna get high and go back to the times where sufferin didn't existed..

coffee every fri.. babe watchin on sat.. disturbin ash.. sunshine gal.. pool.... non-stop camera shots.. late nights... i guess the things i remember is every fri night.. coffee at bucks till 12 plus.. khim leng and ash would take cab back.. khim leng would usually join ash and i after his town trip.. den ashley was always the victim of being disturb.. den i can still remember the silly things i did jus to see the "sunshine gal" from bucks.. hahaha.. i dunno la.. so funny... yea, i'll remember her..

[ THere is this song... it is really funny.. it is really old and its in english.. its abt love.. can't remember the tittle.. i think i sing to u next time... the pic was nice cos there was u and i.. edit or no edit it still look great.. u look gd indeed.. beauty and the beast huh.. =) ur comments : "No CommenTs".. ]



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BRiNG Me ThE MeMORiEs...

hmmm.. today.. back to school.. it was somethin la.. kinda.. ppl look different.. fresh new faces.. and me.. a total stranger.. hahaha.. for one moment u become stranger in that place.. hahaha.. took my artefact back.. hmmm.. don wanna flash back abt my results.. it somehow flashes back all the bad shit.. aaahhhhhh crap...

today.... was all good man.. went to chill at KL house with cindy also... ohhh yaa.. dunno uh, that nat so call "cut" queue man when we were waitin for cab.. "chicken balls hangin from above".. lucky got another cab stop behind us la... or else... hai yoo... sure kena fired from my peeps la.. but, i enjoyed chillin at KL hse man.. yeaaa.. especially wit his home theatre system.. hahaha.. wOOoOO..

met her.. god.. things totally cleared a little today.. but... i can say i enjoyed every "pak toh" moment.. can still remember the funny moments our very own "show and tell" it was very cute la.. hahaha.. i know u r tired of me callin u cute but can't help it.. it is jus simply part of u.. =)
hmmm.. and i will beat u ok.. u jus wait uh.. i will win u.. I WILL... love wad happen today.. so now u know u can tell me anythin ar.. anythin is possible wit me hor.. hahaha.. can't wait for the next time.. and this time i wanna go makan wit u.. yeaaaa *music*

[ I'LL LeT U BuLLy.. CaRRY mE HoME iF I SLeEP k...? hahaha... =) ]


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ThE ThinGS U Do FoR..........

ok.. look wad i've done.. i've created somethin out of nothin.. i guess u just read myspace.. i'll fill the details there...

valentines day.. hmm.. thought had somethin goin on but.. oh well.. as long as she enjoyed herself can liao.. tat is wad matters la the most..

glad that mimi is soo movin on with her life.. and so is nat?.. hahaha.. sharks.. things jus took a big turn after this weekend.. love is in the air.. for me?.. i guesss..... the ans would be jus like her.. "no comments".. hehehe.. no offence.. =)

[ see myspace for more details.. i'm sorry.. ]


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OoPsS... UR LiPs ARe SeALeD...

thoughts... mind... i dunno.. i'm lost.. whenever u r down everythin goes down.. includin me.. my heart jus sinks till the ocean floor.. and when u r happy.. u bring me to places i never thought i'd be.. lovely huh...

things in life somehow can never turn out as sweet as u wan em to be.. somehow i guess all u can do is jus hope and pray that all this bad things will jus go away real soon.. how lucky can i get..?

secrets hidden beneath, it already hurts from up here.. the wish i hope i never made.. i guess i will have to wait... in the mean time... heh heh... RoCK On..!! WOoooOOOoOOooo... hahaha..

[ World Of UR Own... U TaKe UR Time... =) ]


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ShuT ME OuT...

the tags.. goodness.. thats really nice.. thanks hilyah and jie for ur tags.. really nice.. hmmm.. now i like feelin emotional la.. really.. thanks.. ok, i will do my best no matter wad.. jus hope tat i will have the best of luck la in d things that i'll be doin..

being there for someone.. being shut down.. can't help it.. jus really wish i can read ppl's mind.. i jus wanna ease her pain.. i really do.. blame it for the fact that i can never be serious abt certain things.. shut down i am..

[ U... I really wanna help.. don shut me down... i'll wait... ]


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...............

nothin to show off nothin to be happy abt.. results.. disappointed with myself i am.. life has to go on no matter wad.. expectations not reached, goals not attained.. MOVE ALONG i must..

postin is worryin.. hope for the best i guess.. i'll play less i guess.. Don Ask Me MoRe...

[ Can YoU ComFoRT ME?... HopE YoU CaN.. ]


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KL... Pics are OUT.. Grab EM man...

cindy.. lookin fine.. lend her somethin that is dear to me.. hope she takes care of it.. get well soon cindy.. and volleyball???.. sharks.. btw, learn to get along wit the aunty beside u?.. hahaha.. snoreeessss.. hahaha...ZZzzzZZZZZzzzz...

glad that my younger sis is gettin along wit her guy friend..yeaaassss.. jus hope more sparks blossom between them.. mimi pls understand.. wad is goin on.. it sucks to see wad is goin on.. is like u think too much thikin abt the rankin u r in my life.. does it really matter??.. its u who makes me feel that i can't really confide in u.. jus pls understand..

gettin results tml... crap.. wad in the world is gonna happen.. jus hope and pray for the best.. gd luck to everyone..!!

new pics are here.. do seee em..---> Cammy IS BacK..


[ yeaaapp.. i'll think abt that time together with this track 9 song that i've been listenin to.. toGeTheR.. WoOOOoo.. i'll smile.. jus hope for the best for me results.. see u soon.. =) ]


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Heh Heh.. LooK Who's Smilin NOw..

today.. sis msn me.. she misses me..!! hahaha.. wahhh.. so nice lor.. dam.. don worry jie i will keep 28 feb and 1st march freeeeeeee.. jus for the treat waitin for meeeeeeee... hahaha.. hmm, brudder gave new temp staff 11/10.. foooyooo.. must be dam chio la.. luckkieeee... hahahaha...

yeaaaaa.. smile.. i'm smilin.. oh yeaaa.. it was jus wonderful.. even though she walked slow took long routes.. it was GREAT.. hehe.. and hell yea i was shaky, and sometimes the computer in d mind jus loads and moves too fast and it jus hangs.. everythin in the mind jus stops.. love her smile and her eyes.. plus the high pitch voice and the cute accent.. hehehe.. jus can't stop thinkin abt today.. is like wadever things i was once unhappy with jus disappears.. sharks.. scary but yet nice feelin.. sure i can bully u arh.. hahaha...

nat.. i dunno.. i feel so guilty.. pls help me.. i'm sorry.. had one of the sweetest moments with u too.. Can't thank u enough.. btw, don scared eh.. i will follow u go tannin one day.. but i'm not gonna tan.. no no.. uh huh.. hehe.. smile!! i'll be here too..!!! See You SoOn.. =)

[ Can't Wait.. Waitin Impatiently.. hehehe.. I WannA BuLLy YoU... =) ]


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Jus BLuR Me Up... ThaNK YOU...

i've gt the nicest ppl out there who really cares abt me... its really nice to have em though... so nice that my ex colleages gave me a ring today.. awww.. niccceeee.... hehehe...

ok.. now for the worst crap.. ppl.. y is it that some times ppl jus don give a shit abt u?.. life.. love.. things that ppl do.. stuuupppiiiddd... wanna date someone also so jia lat.. why is this so.. well.. its because its hard to say no to that person cos u r so afraid to hurt that one person.. well... if u don wanna go out wit him.. jus tell him tat u don wanna go out wit him.. DON put HIM on HOLD... i mean its silly to jus give someone the happy feelin and waitin for the day to come especially with the plans he has for her..but in d end she ends up goin out with another guy..

i can't believe that that we three dudes are somehow like total losers in life.. the gals that we go for can't seem to understand how much they mean to us.. is like they take us for granted or somethin.. they jus don know that every single thing they say or do jus mean soo much to us.. the power of love huh.. so much for it.. LOVELY...


[ i don get wad u mean.. if u don wanna go out wit me its alright or is it because i can't confirm whether i can make it?.. or if u r waitin for someone else to get u out for valentines day its ok, i understand.. i'm sorry for nt being able to meet ur standards... follow ur heart for the ans... =) ]


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OnE MoVie ReviEw...

sharks.. the movie i not stupid 2 is gd.. not bad.. serious.. is like its dam touchin man.. i freakin watched it twice.. hahaha.. but, oh well.. twice it still hit me where it shld hit.. so its a must watch..

next.. my da jie read my BLOG.. hehe.. OH my gosh.. jia lat.. but.. it was the gd comments that she gave that totally added smiles man.. hehe.. she say blog was nice.. den say she wanna treat me to ben and jerry's.. wOOooO.. xie xie ni.. can la make me ur god bro.. i mean younger one la.. hehe.. yeaaaaaa.... will find the software asap..

the decision.. is tough.. tough to choose between things u both like.. its worst meetin someone exactly like u.. in d same situation.. and thinks almost jus like u.. hahaha... cool.. weird.. and scary.. poor thing.. hang in there man...

[ so is it gd news or bad news.. hmm.. actually anythin goes.. i would think its bad news la cos i don really expect anythin though.. its alright.. i'm ok.. we'll stick as friends if it makes u feel better... without a blink.. i understand.. =) ]

CREATIVE...

boy... creative is a bloody large place to be alright.. cindy took me there yesterday.. hahaha.. dam, i sound like a little boy.. but, darn putoes that place is hella big man.. like my dream come true or somethin.. speakers and sound cards.. EXCELLENT.. anythin to do with the sound technology can be found there.. WoOOOoHoOOOoO

oh ya.. reason for goin there.. cindy mp3 player spoil.. so had to go there for repairs.. but, who cares abt the player man... the things there.. BEAUTIFUL.. sharks.. if only i had loads of cash i'll be shoppin like nothin tryin to buy almost everythin.. hahahaha.. ok..

[ chill k?.. think ice.. think me.. i'm iccceeeeee cold.. hahaha.. ]