A brand new yr wit a brand new start and a BLOODY solid happy me!! hahahaha! it was one hella night to remember..
i'm so glad tat things finally came to a real solid happy ending even though we weren't together.. but, the feelings tat were present there were extremely real.. i still am speechless over wad happened.. but, the speechless thing in me isn't a bad one but a real good and fruitful one.. i'm soo sooo happy with hw my yr started.. hahaha.. so unexpected...
she.. she makes me feel as though we've been married for years..
she.. is also the one that i cheated on 4 times.. (i'm nt proud of it)
she.. is also the one who still continued to love me even when i'm such an asshole..(still nt proud)
she.. is also the one whom i can nvr get really angry with..
she.. is also the one when who made me feel as though prbs dat we're solvin are not ours.
she.. is also the one who i have to try to let go...
she.. is also the one who was soo mad at me and wanted to punch me but couldn't..
she.. is also the one tat i hate but yet still love alot..
she.. is also the one who made the words "Hate That I Love You" sound really right...
and i'm seriously makin myself sound really bad with this post.. but, just to let u readers knw.. she and i.. are still friends.. =) so its somehow like a confession area for me.. i made mistakes.. so THATs my 2007.. so.. goodbye to it!!
that was THEN, this is NOW... not gonna repeat this kinda shit anymore.. i had my reasons why i sidetracked.. and she knws why too.. so... its a complicated thing.. =)
And i will always remember.. it could hav been 3 yrs... but, it was jus fated tat every single feeling surfaced only that day...
[ i'll be ur mishy mushy sqashy fushhy chewing arm... =) and u knw i'm jus kidding.. =p ]
m.C.