____::: ----> YoU ThInK YoU KnOw... BuT YoU HaVe No IdEa... ThIs Is ThE LiFe Of mArCus ChArLes.... <---- :::________________________________

Friday, January 21, 2005

Today Is Hari Raya Haji

today.. is a very borin day.. but i so called am relaxed.. cos i'm at home practically the whole day.. wow.. in fact i spend almost the whole day in front of my computer.. but.. not forgettin.. i also got go makan.. bwahaha..
anyway i'm really happy cos i got my new computer table which is really nice to me.. Yay!! enjoyin it really much..
i've been really troubled and upset deep inside.. i feel so alone again.. i think when i feel alone i'll write it in here.. school has been a real pain in the butt.. its really stressful.. i still somehow can't find the way to destress myself.. and it seems like nobody wants to talk to me.. anyway i feel i actually kinda suck and talkin to girls.. haiz.. but.. its ok. i think i can learn rite? lol..
but anyway its really good news that agent fah and i will be able to produce another film.. a real funny one.. hopefully it'll be even better than last year.. we now roughly know wad is needed in the film..
sometimes i jus feel somebody is really yet to understand me.. the feelins inside of me jus needs to come out.. its not that i don trust the rest but somehow it seems like i'm still waitin for the right person to come.. haiz.. life.. Anyway Selemat Hari Raya Haji.. Hope i got that right.. don really speak malay u noe..


MC signin off....