OKae.. Bad StUFF...

today.. thought of givein it another shot again but to my disappointment she was not workin today.. oh my.. so jus had coffee and i've decided that i will not go there everyday jus to hope and wish that she'll be there.. so now i'll jus go there when i feel like to and if i see her den i'll ask her for her name and number and if i don i'll jus have wait for the time that i'll be seein her again.. i can't be always goin there cos i've been goin back home with my pockets all dry and i think i'm goin to have and ulcer soon from all the coffee.. haiz.. sufferin in silence..

and now i can't believe that this is happening to me.. you guys won't freakin believe wad had actually happened.. mimi saw "sunshine girl" at white sands.. she called me and say she saw her with her group of girlfriends and she was the loudest noise maker in her group.. mimi smiled and she waved back at mimi.. gosshhh.. i send mimi back but, i did not tap out or to say i did not walk out with her till white sands.. noooo.... mimi saw her at white sands "YA KUN".. my my.. i'm tellin u man, if i were to be there i'll definitely ask her to come out for a minute and get her name and number and stuff.. gosshhh.. some luck i have huh.. hahaha...

SIs i know that you feel kinda guilty that you've always been the one seein her.. its ok.. its nothin really.. i know wad, next time if you see her again jus say hi to her and maybe help me get her phone number at the same time?? hehe.. thanks anyways... i really appreciate u callin me abt seein her and all and also givin me the support by accompanyin me.. had loads of fun actually.. seein all sorts of ppl from all walks of life?? hehe... thanks...plus i also like the newer you now.. i don't think i'll be able to thank you enough for these past few days... anyway THANK YOU SOO MUCH.. =)


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Me SCrEWin Up REaLL BAddd....

my my.. i'll skip the school part.. went to starbucks again.. hahaha.. buay tahan.. nvm.. this time i saw.. " SUNSHINE GIRL " Yessss.... she is lookin pretty gd as usual.. i know that some of u might nt know who she is well she is older than me and workin at starbucks simei.. i dun think i've gt a crush on her bt becoz she is soo nice tat i jus wanna know her more? so i would say its somethin like a mission.. hahaha...

today was the worst among all.. she talked to me first!! she said "helllooo.. wah wear until so nice.." i said " my school uniform" den she say " school start already huh.. so hows school?" i jus went "um, not so gd la ( with expressions on my face )" she said" why? you should be happy mah meet up with all your friends can talk about wad u do durin the hoildays.." i jus gave that blur look and said nothin.. den she say " oh ya that one only happen to girls (at the same time talkin to her friend abt it)" and all i did once again was jus keep quiet and took my coffee and left.. mimi say i looked so stupid jus stand there and say nothin.. haiz.. shi bai, shi bai.. then it was like there was somemore chances to ask her name.. first, mimi purposely asked me to get her a cup of water so i can have a chance to talk to her, indeed she was there ALONE and all i did was take the water and left.. Btw takin water is self-service.. i had a chance to talk but i chose nt to.. gosshh.. second, she was cleanin up a table beside mine table, she was like tyin her hair be4 cleanin up.. there was a breeze and her hair smelled great.. hell yea.. den gt chance to talk, bt i gave up.. too scared.. thirdly, she cleaned the same table again, she cleaned it be4 and i dunno why she went to clean the same table again.. gt chance den i jus couldn't open my mouth.. goosshhh.. shi bai, shi bai... mimi felt kinda guilty cos she thinks that its her fault that i did not manage to talk to her.. and that it was her presence that made me kept quiet.. hey, sis its cool if i did not manage to talk to her, there will always be a next time and i'll try to be prepared by den..

once again we saw funny stuffs.. this time bulky with colours.. hahaha.. den i saw this ite girl stickin her foot up her Girl friend's skirt.. her girl friend was standin up.. haha.. and its like the middle part somemore.. haha.. my my...

[ ................................................................. ]


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Back To School...

ok. back to school liao.. haiz.. stress stress stress is soo back.. school was slighty better than i expected.. and erm, can see that some of my classmates did kinda change.. haha.. there is the good and the bad.. dinie keep on askin me who she reminded me of.. gosshh i should have kept my mouth shut when i saw her durin the holidays.. durin the holidays she looked jus like someone.. someone that i know, long long ago.. but.. its all over...over... love to tell her but better not.. haha.. but khim leng knows abt it cos he was there with me durin that period of time.. haha..

so after school, i decided to go down to starbucks.. jus needed to go there man.. and so i went there with me sistar.. and there was still no sunshine.. haiz.. but i dunno whether got new one anot cos there is this new worker who is also i would say nice la, she wanted to give me another drink but i know it was a different price so i jus continued the sayin the same thing and to my surprise i got served in a different way.. everything was served separately, she gave me black iced coffee and a small cup of milk.. weird, usually they'll add it in for me.. haha.. den she asked me " school started already rite?" i jus say " yea".. mimi say the girl looks prettier than sunshine girl.. well, i dunno.. but she has nice smile too.. so nice that made me soo afraid to smile back.. well she is nice too.. should i have continued the conversation with her?? gossshhh.. i also dunno... khim leng ask y never continue to talk, i say not prepared.. hahaha.. nvm.. next time??

saw mr gab( EL teacher) so jus waved.. and saw mr zul wif another lady?? i dunno la maybe is his sis or wad, dun wanna start any rumours.. haha.. today was great cos at least now i'm feelin soo much better than yesterday.. phew.. my my, starbucks earns my RESPECT... fantastic place.. plus saw loads of good stuff too..

and my sistar is sooo much more better than the last time.. more fun and erm, open cos we saw heavy stuff that was jus abt to explode.. hahaha.. niccee...

[ Wish You Were There... ]

m.C.

Saturday Night Out.. Still Did not help..

today.. or maybe to say a few hours ago, jus met up with KHim Leng, ashley , ashley's cousin and huzaifah.. its the first time that huzaifah is joinin us for this coffee thingy.. haha.. well his presence was rather good but felt rather guilty at times when we accidently spoke chinese so yar.. no heart feelins my gd man...

next i was rather touched by Khim leng becoz as u can see from my previous posts that i will definitely go down even if none of them are free, khim leng told me not to be sad and that he'll be joinin me.. RESPECT.. now thats call gd stuff.. so in the end we ended up with five ppl instead of one.. played pool before we had our coffee.. and it was tough cos ashley's cousin was hella pro man.. i was so threatened when i saw how he shot the ball.. but i won la in the end.. hehe.. lucky me..

gossshhh school is so gonna start real soon.. i'm still rushin through my homework.. plus even though the night out had ended, i still felt the same.. usually i would feel great after comin back from the coffee night out.. bt i still have the heavy heart feelin.. my my.. wad's gonna happen next? *sighs*

[ Waited For A Reply.. Got The Reply.. Left Alone... ]


m.C.

STreSS LeVeL...

today had study group with mimi,fah and luqman.. well, it wasn't really a study group it was more or less like a gatherin to finish up the homework and stuff.. told them abt the burger king girl tat i thought was pretty, kena commented by mimi say the burger king girl wasn't tat pretty, " sunshine girl is much more nicer.. gossshhh.. and the comments she gave me, well... wasn't tat nice and i think she kinda say tat i've gt bad taste? ouch? haha..

to be honest, i think the meetin up was kinda good cos i actually needed some company after wad had happened.. they are nice to mix with, but unfortunately they had to reach home before a certain time.. fah as usual scans girls even when we are havin a conversation wif him.. easily distracted.. hahaha.. i think tat's his weakness, pretty girls.. hahaha.. Oh O.... drank coffee with mimi and fah after that..

jus feel like goin down again to starbucks tml.. even if ashley or Khim leng isn't free i jus feel the need to go down tml.. jus get myself back together.. i'm feelin all stressed up.. i guess its maybe because school's gonna start soon.. worried abt the O's i guess.. gosshhh....

[ Tired, Stressed, Lonely, Bored... Where Are You?.... ]


m.C.

WiLL ShE EvER Be MiNE?? [ Taken From SomeWhere ]

Every day I try really hard
to get her attention,
but no matter what I do,
I'm left with that same question...

Does she notice me?

When I look at her I see an
attractive, quiet girl.
I can't help but wonder
and ask myself with a sigh...

When she looks at me, what does she see?

I'm so excited when I see her
and I'm determined to say, "hi."
But somehow I get nervous
and the chance passes me by.

How many chances do I get?

I sit and daydream about
the life we could have together.
If only she knew I existed,
then she could be mine forever.

When will my dreams come true?

Just one little kiss
is all I would need
to ease the hurt
in a heart that bleeds.

Will I ever get that kiss?

Every night I wish
that someday she'd be mine.
I guess I'm just waiting
for God to give me a sign.

Will she ever be mine?

ALamAk HoPE JuS Reappeared..

Righteous.. finally found some time to write somethin... this few days have been rather.. well.. fine? Wanna know wad's up with the starbucks logo?? its meaningful la.. i really made new friends.. " sunshine girl ", Ashley and khim leng, now i know them betta... so yea.. its all good...

met up with khim leng and ashley on wednesday.. we were suppose to do our holiday assignments but got too lazy to do it.. so in the end never do.. plus i was really touched when my sis gave me a call and say she saw " Sunshine Girl" workin.. i was touched cos she made an effort to call me and tell me lehz.. unexplainable.. but i'm happy cos she is still workin there.. yeessss... next on tat wednesday mornin i think around 3 or 2 plus, i managed to create my own home networking.. so now i can use my mum's printer in the other room, wireless i would say.. plus i can share my files now.. which is soo much easier if i were to reformat any one of these computers.. yeesss.... so tat was the summary of wad happened on wednesday...

today or should i say yesterday? i woke up at 3pm.. haha.. niccee... first time in my entire life i woke up tat late... whoa.. after tat met up wif pri school mates and some frens of theirs to play Basketball.. tirin... gosshhhh.... i'm weak.. khim leng say the initial D movie was nice.. better than he expected.. soo i guess i'll try to find time to watch.. poor ashley gt no one to find to watch with.. i'm busy so tats why.. too bad i guess.. plus cash is limited here.. so no choice can't watch it.. luqman ask me who is " sunshine girl" well.. i told him tat he'll be able to see her tml if he is lucky?? haha.. i dunno.. hope i'll be able to see her.. so thats why the tittle for today is hope reappears.. haha.. get to see her again.. but dunno when..

[ Things are pretty much more or less the same now huh.. He jus likes disturbin her.. he is sorry if he goes over board and hopes tat she'll bear with him for that.. THANKS for everythin... ]


m.C.

Hope Is Vanishing....

This mornin went to starbucks, met up wif my sis.. did my tution homwork.. Was hopin to see my "sunshine girl"... but.. too bad.. still no her.. told sis abt it, den she reminded me of the time when sis saw "sunshine girl" lookin very sad.. haiz.. its quite cool when ppl tell u that there is still hope somewhere.. nice..

SAw somebody today.. she looked really different... haha.. sis ask whether i happen to see that girl's skirt how short it was .. i say nope.. becoz i was too very much busy checkin out her forehead.. big is the only thing i can say.. haha.. she cut her hair, rather short i would say.. so tat's abt all for today...

I jus learnt that love doesn't need to be verbal in order to know that the person loves u??

[ Glad that everythin's over now... At least Now know more??... hehe..]


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GoodBye " SUnShiNe GiRL "?

today... woke up pretty late, i think woke up around 12? den got dress and went down to pasir ris to celebrate my erm, newphew's birthday? he is one yrs old this month.. so yep.. he is still as cute as ever.. haha.. and whenever i get to carry him, i will always tend to throw him up in the air and u can always see that cheerful smile on his face whenever i do that... hahaha... niccee...

after that met up with khim leng and ashley around 3 plus 4 like that at bedok KFC.. ashley was havin his so called lunch.. so jus went to far east first and drank bubble tea... after tat got a little bit interested in the RC cars which runs on petrol.. oh gosh, those were my favs when i was young.. so i'm in the mids of thinkin whether to change hobby.. hmm... had dinner at far east, and the chicken cutlet rice is nice.. after that went to walk around heerens den went to simei and played pool.. gosshhhh... khim leng was so freakin gooodd... i was loosin like crap.. gd stuff man..

after all the games and stuff went down to starbucks.. and..... and... to my greatest disappointment.. " Sunshine girl "was not there.. where is she? she'll usually be there, but it seems that wednesday 15th june was the last time i saw her.. so yep.. all i feel now is regrets for not askin her the things i wanted to... but anyways i wish her all the best... hope she get in soon? and maybe jus one day when i'm free i'll write down what she did that left me with a really deep impression on her.. so thats abt all.. thats how it all ends i guess.. haiz..

and somethin jus came across my mind, how do u know that someone really appreciates ur presence? i know i felt alot of it whenever i was being served by " sunshine girl " is like even though i was not smilin she somehow jus manage to put a smile to my face jus like that.. is like she is happy to see and talk to me or somethin... and the feelin is really really great.. like she appreciates me for comin down besides gettin business from me...

[ Stupid me.. SOrry for crackin up on you.. ]


m.C.

Pissed...

today.. F***IN crappy day.. everythin.. everythin jus went wrong.. why?????? wad the F*** is goin on?? i'm soo bloody mad, mentally unstable.. so much energy, jus need to release.. jus feel like shoutin cos is sooo bad.... feel like cryin cos its sooo bad... nothin much to say.. no mood..

tml.. tml hopefully it'll be a betta day.. hope i'll be able to see " SUnshine girl " maybe? i dunno...
JUs Wish That i'll be able to know someone who really really understands me.. like how i really really feel.. jus need someone to talk to right now....

[ Wad is with the feakin cut and paste comment thingy for?? wad are u tryin to say?? F*** myself for sayin this shit... ]


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--->15th June 2005<---

i have no more tittles in my mind already.. run out of them.. so hope this will do jus fine.. had a bloody freakin nightmare.. told mum about it.. she say my spirit is low or weak.. and i think so too.. gosshh.. its the worst freakin nightmare that i ever had in my entire life so far.. it was bloody real..

so after that mum, bro and me made a trip down to queensway.. bro bought his basketball shoes and i manage to get my liveSTRONG band for 7 bucks.. i know its expensive but.. wad to do.. hmm.. after that made a trip down to IKEA and i bought a pair of speaker stands for $38.. for the so called home theatre system.. so yepp.. heh heh.. happy about it..

FInally finished ____________ the movie " NAPOLEON DYNAMITE ".. haha.. so now i'm jus findin the time to jus go and watch it.. this movie sweep the award for best movie durin the MTV movie awards 2005.. hahahaha....

Buddy was havin some dizzy spells.. the last time i checked, Buddy was out with friends already.. so in other wards, buddy is fine.. phew.. i think thats all for today ba..

[ Got him all worried about her... happy that she is alright... ]


m.C.

The Study Group....

Today.. met up with sis and fah for the study group thats organised by sis.. well.. it was held at starbucks simei.. told sis abt the starbucks girl long long time but didn't expect sis to see her that soon.. she was workin on that day.. haha.. so in the end i told both of them who the starbucks girl or sunshine girl was.. and so they saw her...

i was surprise that "sunshine girl" knew wad cup size i wanted.. haha.. there was another person who was servin me and asked me wad size i wanted, she answered it for me... haha.. next as usual fah came in late again.. so i helped fah to order his drink and this time i was served by her.. and so i decided to ask her qns since it was her who started the conversation first the last time.. so she is actually applyin for NUS.. whoa.. ok.. and she noticed that we always come down very late to starbucks.. niccee.. haha.. nice person la.. but wad is soo stupid is i still dunno her name? hahaha.. next time, next time..

so after that we decided to go play a bit of pool.. and to our greatest suprise of all we found $10 on the floor.. we scan around and waited see anybody came around that area to check if they had lost any money.. but unfortunately nobody came by.. so we took that money and spend it on pool.. so in other wards the pool was free for us..

next.. buddy did pretty well for the examinations.. really happy for my buddy.. hmm.. so overall i would say today was a really fantastic day.. YAsshhh...

[ Congratulations!!! ]


m.C.

A ReVieW...

alrights.. review on a few new stuff i watched... ok first the " MTV movie awards 2005 " was good.. watched it on cable channel 20.. RESPECT for the movie " NAPOLEON DYNAMITE" goSHhhh.... That movie swept away many awards.. i've never seen the movie yet myself.. i think i'll see if i'm able to rent it or somethin? that actor who is actin in it is really funny.. i jus check the review its 4/5 stars.. i like the startin of the awards where Jimmy Fallon took the bat mobile and the part when everbody called that tankman instead of batman.. they made fun of starwars episode 3.. that was also pretty good.. one thing that really made me shock durin that awards is when the host jimmy fallon groupe sandra bullock's boobs.. gosh.. now that was a real shock, but after all it was all the sake of fun? i dunno.. u should watch it.. well for those of u who don have cable i guess u guys jus gotta wait? here are the pics that were taken durin the show
---> http://news.yahoo.com/news?tmpl=story&u=/050605/482/mtv12906050449

before they started with the awards they had little shows or previews abt the awards.. first one was hosted by jessica alba.. really hot!! and the other one was abt all the funny clips of movies they made fun of over the years which was hosted by vanessa minnillo, one of my favourites.. erm.. VJ of TRL.. haha.. niccee... so over all i would say that the movie awards was indeed worth watchin.. hehe..

review on "OPRAH" haha.. must be wondering why in the world will i be watchin that show? haha.. well.. cos there were some stars she was goin to interview and i was pretty curious.. so here are the three stars she interviewed.. Gwen Stefani,Enrique Iglesias and Hilary Duff.. well.. i think the main thing from wad i saw over there was them fulfilling dreams of their number one fans.. and so i was enlightened by the interview and realise that they were really nice ppl especially hilary duff? even though i'm no big fan of hilary duff i can see that she is a really really nice girl.. she doesn't hang out and clubs and stuff and jus often hang out with her sister.. and wad i would say is nice to know is that she still listens to her mum? hehe.. and is like her life still revolves around her family.. so yep.. its good.. plus the rumours abt she and lindsay lohan havin some fight is not true at all cos she was bein asked by oprah and hilary says she doesn't know lindsay.. so how to have fight? weird huh? i dunno but all i have to say is she is jus simple ordinary her.. RESPECT to her...

okaes i think thats about all.. hmm. wad will it be like tml?? wad's my plan?? hmm...

[ He dunno wad to say leh.. sorry he says.... ]



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ThE DaY He FeLL FoR HeR

He met her when he was in sec 3
He did not fell for her cos she was pretty
But instead it was the smile she had which really caught him deeply
It felt as though he'll never be able to come back to reality...

He was shy to approach her whenever he saw her
And had tried many ways to get her number
3 years have past, and he thought he had lost contact with her
But lucky him, he found her again on an online location called friendster

He decided to make his move, and got her msn
He was really happy at that time
He thought he'll get to know more abt her with every little question he send
But unfortunately disappointment came really fast
The thoughts and hopes that he had.. well... it didn't really last
She was often too busy every now and den with her own stuff...
But he often told himself that every sentence she said was not a bluff...

But it was also a pity that the young boy's patience didn't really last either
It was too painful for him and he often silently suffer
And so he gave up and decided to move on with his life
With the feelins he had, the thoughts and memories of her just had to come back
And now all he could do is just regret
The day he fell for her

A year has pass, the boy did not really moved on with his life
Till now he hopes and prays that she'll be his one day..
When will he make his move again??
Well... The boy says someday... But definitely not today!!


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" SunSHine GiRL "

alrights.. today went to school in da mornin... haiz as usual school is as tirin as ever.. i manage to buy my speakers though.. $29.90.. sick.. i opened it up for my artefact, D&T project.. haiz.. jus bought it den opened it up the next day...

Parents were out of Singapore on wednesday night.. so brother and i where home alone since wednesday night till friday afternoon.. cool.. had loads of fun and stuff.. haha.. wad i loved most durin that period of time is the money i got for the three days.. hehe.. niccee... but anyways is really somethin different and it was great.. so yuppss.. mum and dad bought me a shirt from K.L. asked mum abt the trip, she say it was gd and met all sorts of ppl over there.. i think the funniest part was when she told me how she taught the ppl how to play or use the jackpot machine.. then they asked her to stand beside them.. haha.. funny.. is like she was their lucky lady or somethin.. they striked when she was there.. haha..

so glad that my parents are back? heh heh... went to play pool after that together with khim leng and ashley.. ashley was pretty much caught up with INITIAL D so did not play much pool with us.. Khim leng's pool skills has improved loads.. he is sooo much betta than the last time i played the game with him.. RESPECT.. i payed for 5 bucks.. payed most of it caused they deserve it? no la they usually treat me and stuff so its only right if i payed a little bit more? hehe...

After that went to starbucks again.. hehe.. saw the so called waitress.. well khim leng calls her the sunshine girl so i've decided to call her that too.. never say hi to her today? cos got served by another person.. too bad.. but she was not in a really good mood today? haiz.. should have said hi and at least made her feel a little bit better? haha.. WTH.. i don't even freakin know her man.. nvm.. next time.. there will always be next time.. well.. jus hope that she'll settle wadever tats botherin her.. hehe..

The holidays has indeed passed really fast, two weeks has already passed.. haiz.. i jus started my holidays.. for the first to whole weeks i was in school.. D&T and Lessons durin the first week.. haiz.. nvm.. jus hope i'll be able to enjoy the last two weeks maybe?

Oh Ya.. wanna thank huzaifah for his help again.. for teachin me about using angelfire? it is like an online place where u can store ur stuff online? hehe... so yup.. THANK YOU soo much... it really helped me loads.. oh ya i've not been talkin to my buddy lately... jus hope my buddy is doin fine? don't dare to msg my buddy.. i think my buddy has found betta company maybe? but its ok.. as long as my buddy is happy i'm cool with it..

[ He Thinks....... He Hopes...... He Wishes..... He Wonders..... ]



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CarrYin FattY LaDY.........

woke up around 12 plus today.. its one of the latest days i've woke up since.. erm.. since i've ever woke up... so yar.. nvm.. had lunch and took a trip down to singapore expo to go take a look and on the way i had to purchase thumb drive for my aunt.. i think she had the budget of about 70 dollars and below ba.. and so the search for the cheapest thumb drive was on.. and.. wa la.. i found one selling at 59 dollars.. heh heh... good hor? haha..

so after that i went for this so called "Parents Dinner" or " Father's Day Dinner" at civil servants club.. its located at farrer park.. dunno la which part of singapore is it.. but anyways back to the thing.. we had our 8 course dinner together with other families, which is kinda weird for me la cos you are like sitting at the same table together with people you have no idea who they are.. but, things somehow turned out betta than i expected.. had little laughs here and there and also little food.. cos share mahz, then pai seh if take so much, with other ppl somemore so cannot anyhow.. we had a MC during the dinner and she was i would say good la.. manage to entertain us pretty much.. in between courses she played games which needed all our participation.. so it was pretty cool.. den there was this part of the game where all the man had to carry her one by one.. my dad had back problems then its like she so called joke and pointed at me to carry her.. and so i don care la and went up there and carried her lor.. but sad to say she was heavy and i only manage to carry her a little bit? and she was plump.. serious.. so thats why the tittle is "carryin fatty lady" oopss... hehe.. then we had lucky draw.. hehe.. i manage to get fourth, den the prize was birds nest.. heh heh.. its also the first time i won somethin actually.. hahaha... so lucky me..

Being there was also an eye opener for me, age really didn't look so obvious.. cos there was this lady who looked in the 20s but the truth is that she is married with 2 kids and is in her 30s.. cool.. den there was this girl who is 17 lookin like 20 plus.. and pretty la i would say.. hehe.. i've learnt alot today from the dinner i had... unfortunatly its not the food that i've learnt somethin from but the ppl that were there..

Tomorrow, i will be back in the studyin mode AGAIN!! haiz.. got D&T den got tuition in da evenin.. sharks...

[ He HAs BeeN BuSy HaVIn FuN.. HoPE She IS HaVin FuN AnD MaYBe MiSSin Him JuS A LiTTLe?.... ]

The GooD StUFF...

today or should i say yesterday? it has been a really great and fantastic day for me yesterday... and its never been so relaxing for me for a very very long long time already...

In the afternoon went to bedok and meet up with Andrew, md noh, syazwan, hakim. huzaifah & luqman.. the reason for us to meet up and stuff was to go and get our electronic kit for out d&t artefact.. mum had given me 50.. we were suppose to meet up at 12 but unfortunately agent fah had not come back to the real world.. he came back to the real world at 11.50 am.. a bit too late? hehe.. so we ended up meetin up at 1.. so after buyin our stuff, we went to catch the movie "madagascar" and since it was a weekend, the freakin ticket cost "$9.50"!! i had wasted one "orange yusof" ouch? and the chilled bottle of coke cost "$2.50"!! a tip for all the guys readin this, DON'T take ur date out on a movie durin a weekend.. you'll go back with holes in ya pocket.. the show was alright.. but i can see that hakim enjoyed it though.. oh ya andrew did not join us cos he had to work.. arifin came though.. we watched our movie at marina square, and the place has changed LOADs since i last went there.. it's a beauty.. durin that day we were also kinda lookin at pretty girls too.. den syazwan asked hakim " did you see that?" hakim said ya... den i said to both of them" i think i know saw wad you both saw.." we sounded like the bananas.. " did u see wad i see B1?" "I think i did B2...." hahaha.. FUnnn..

i'm suprise that today i was rather busy? cos ppl msg and asked me out and stuff.. aunt asked if i was goin to expo and coffee dudes asked if chllin out tonight.. so i had to choose.. and so i choosed COFFEE.. hahaha.... it was nice to have us together again for coffee.. and i felt betta again.. haha.. plus the girl i so called met in starbucks the cashier who is really nice is gettin prettier.. haha.. that's wad khim leng said and i kinda agree.. opposite our table where we sat i noticed this rather pretty girl, i was kinda lookin at her and i decided to stop cos scared kena caught.. den suddenly i jus noticed that she was lookin at me too.. haha.. i look back den i caught her.. hehe... den she faster look away.. its like nt once but a few times.. never told khim leng and ashly abt it.. haha.. scared later they talk too loud den the girl hear?... but who knows maybe its jus me thinkin too much?? haha..

there is actually more details to wad happen la.. jus that too long.. but i would once again say.. FUnnn.. hahahaha.. WOohOo!!!

[ He......... ]



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A Weeek Of Non-Stop Stress...

finally i can relax jus a little bit.. its finally an end to another week.. i realise that this week the time passes really slow.. and its really a murder jus to go through this week... it has been non-stop studying and working( d&t ).. veri tiring..

i had av camp on the 2nd of june.. but i only stayed over night in school with the av members on the second night.. due to the reason that i had lessons the next day.. hmm.. on the first night fah and i actually stayed in school till abt 10 plus.. they were having their night walk in school and so both of us acted like "yamakasi" and went around the school scarin all those ppl havin the night walk.. screams could almost be heard from every girl... it was bloody great fun!! hahaha.. so we stood back on the second night.. we slept over.. it was ok-ok la i would say.. the four of us ( eugene, amir, fah & me) slept in the same class room that night.. we were talkin loads of crap and a little bit of the love of our lives.. at the same time i was doin the freakin geog Homework.. And also with the company of my buddy "little one"... the four of us made a funny plan to climb out of the school gate at 3a.m. and walk to 7-eleven and buy some stuff... but unfortunately all of us could not last till 3.. haha.. so the plan was aborted.. hehe..

after that went to bugis to go and check the electronic kit for d&t with company by sis.. i dunno but i've not been myself lately.. i'm gettin angry over the little things she does.. i'm tryin my best here... i dunno whether i'm still angry over the friendster incident.. i'm not sure if i'm still holdin grudges on her becoz of that.. i dunno...

i'm feeling really messed up.. and its killing me.. help?

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