Can't believe this is happenin to me.. i'm not being able to sleep.. worries and fear clouds my heart..
tears shed a little, no one sees
heart cracks a little, no one hears
thinkin of that someone not a little, no one knows
Givin one last shot no little no less, jus wish me luck and all the best
couldn't get a shut eye.. i was constantly checkin.. nothin to avail.. i guess i've jus got to be patient... i'm gonna give all i've got.. jus hope it'll not be a disappointin endin...
and sooo i did do wad i had to do.. but, sadness was the thing that came back in return.. cold.. ice cold feelins.. is as though i'm being wiped out or somethin.. i jus got to laugh at myself for givin everythin i've gt.. i'm a joke.. i'm a joke in that person's eyes.. soo much for not being able to sleep and worryin abt everythin..
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[ So Much FoR SayIn U'LL aLwaYs NeeD Me... I Am FoRgoTTen AfTeRaLL.. SooO SweET OF YoU... NoW I KnOW... ]
He did everything to please her.. He was afraid of hurtin her.. she was nothin but a friend.. all those words she say.. did she mean it?.. he guess he is really afterall a chewing gum in her life.. sweetness is all gone... the gum tastes bad being spit off after that.. he guess that she'll soon forget the flavour that she once tasted.. the gum that was willing to try to squeeze out every sweetness or taste he has jus for her.. but, not appreciated.. maybe there is a new chewing gum in her life.. face it man.. the chewing gum is a pathetic loser.. no one appreciates..m.C.