sleepless.. jus received news.. nt really good news.. but, its ok.. cos i kinda deserve it.. hmmm.. somehow it is indeed time which plays a part.. and right now.. all music sounds right jus for me.. the last time i check, no music somehow suited wadever i was doing.. i have a confession to make..
for this past few weeks or wadever i have been a real jackass.. yeapp.. i had a choice.. it was kinda a first time for me to have to b able to make a choice.. but i wouldn't say tat i made the wrong choice la.. jus tat things wasn't really wad i thought it was.. and made too many mistakes and cos bad things to happen.. tears were lost.. heartaches were exchanged.. its all my doin.. ppl advise me to do this and this.. but, i choose to follow wad i think is right.. so i guess its ok wadever the outcome might be.. i deserve it..
right now.. i really dunno wad is goin to happen.. somehow i feel bad things are abt to happen to me soon.. cos things jus doesn't seem so normal after wad i did, and decided to do.. its jus not lookin fine to me.. so i guess i jus wanna say sorry to whoever i have caused harm or hurt to.. cos i'm jus nt thinkin far tat is why.. whatever bad things that are abt to come.. i guess i'll be prepared..
loggin in to msn was pretty alright actually.. amir made me smile.. so touchin.. he say somethin like i shld take life easier or somethin.. i guess i needed tat.. all i can think now is all the bad things that are abt to happen.. jus pray now i guess.. and hope for the best..
What's Left Of Me.......