alright.. i'm back.. finally back to blog abt somethin.. right.. so wad hav i been doing??? cryin.. sufferin the depression of being lonely..!!! hahahaha.. gosh..
right.. so let me flash back to wadever i can recall.. ouh.. BON has a new song.. called "bliah".. must b wondering hw in the world u pronounce it? its BER~LIAH.. so yea.. got it? =)
ok.. met someone nice and her name is nadiah.. she is SEC 3.. she is like my penpal uh.. hahahaha.. ah yoo.. jia lat.. u ppl must b thinkin i must b cheating on some LIL gal uh.. hmmm.. well.. she is nt a LIL gal.. she is mature for her age.. and she is someone really nice.. cos right nw.. i dun think its gonna do me any gd to go back to my past and try to adjust things and cry over em.. right nw.. i wanna try something new.. know new ppl.. more new ppl.. do more crazy things.. hahaha.. and of course doin somethin nice in return too in appreciatin wad they've done.. and..... talkin abt nadiah.. its been really fun exchangin emails with her.. exchanging diff stories.. and she thought i was some guy with a bad attitude..! hahaha.. cool.. so yea, i'm talkin to her and somehow it helped me look at things from a different angle.. i've also heard cool stories from her..!! so its freakin awesome man..!! =)
now.. i've lost almost everythin.. my love.. no more gals in my life to sayang already..! no more hands to hold.. no more cuddles.. no more hugs.. no more sweet words of comfort.. this sucks man..! jus today i realise i miss holding hands with someone i love.. so yea.. ah yooo.. sucks lah.. i wanna get married..!! hahahha.. den dun hav to miss this thing.. yeeessh.!!
ouh.. val's b'day was on the 29th of march.. and and.. shark was dam cute uh.. hahahaha.. we were lepaking den he wanted us to sing together a b'day song as a present for her.. so... we did.. and we sounded pretty awesome.. and i really mean it.. An acappella grp.. hahaha.. den val on the other line heard us sing couldn't help but laugh.. cos it was really awesome.. so i couldn't help but ask her.. hw much would she give us over 10.. she replied 10/10..!! hahaha.. and i'm serious we sounded pretty awesome for a beginner's acappella grp..! woOoOoHoOooo..!!
so movin on.. eh, sorry uh.. the post for today is pretty all over the place.. cos i'm typin out wadever tat comes to my mind.. things tat i recall..
ok.. since there's nothin much i can remember.. i'll talk abt wad happen to my 29th of march..! hehe.. alright.. finally i got the clubbing thing settled already..!! WOoOoohOoOoO.. and finally i've been to a club.. yea, sounds stupid la.. but, I FINALLY GOT INTO MOS man.. got free tickets.. and there was a previous chance but i didn't go.. cos was busy.. but, this time.. i went.. and it was with KL, SEE HENG, YONG LIANG, GIM WEI, GIM WEI's COUSIN, GILDA?, WEI FENG, TECK WUN, and most of the others were KL's friends.. and wei feng gt the lobang for free tickets.. and it was Bloody alot lah.. cos after we entered they still had 10 over more free tickets. hahaha.. WTF.. so this was cool because i had free entry... and the drinks were cheap.. can see the ticket above.. 1 for 1.. so we bought two jugs of dunno wad coke for the price of one.. mixture of alcohol and coke.. and bloody shaait.. i gave him $50, i took the drinks den i forgot to take the change.. den lucky i went back and ask... den the dude say.. " sorry bro gt alot of ppl den forgot." hahaha.. cool cool.. ppl scared of me..!! hahahaa..!! let me action uh a lil bit.. very seldom ppl scared of me uh.. hahaahaha.. and somemore in a place like this man..!! den lucky i took back cos it can help me pay off taxi fair man.. hahahaa..
den movin on.. it was kinda scary at first.. cos the crowd was really packed den ppl there look fierce man..! hahaha. like anytime can fight.. but, no worries.. it still turned out alright.. hahaha.. den den.. at first was kinda boring.. cos nobody DANCED.. i mean in the grp.. the dance floor was freakin crowded cannot move in.. so had to dance where u standing.. yea, i knw sounds kinda stupid but no choice.. hahaha.. den i jus dance lor..!! woOoOoOo.. marcus is dancin man..! hahaha.. den slowly la some of us began to dance.. and i tell u uh.. teck wun had a chance man.. cos there was a table full of gals near us.. den they were dancing like NUTS man.. seriously.. den i think one of em kinda gt close to teck wun.. but, he nvr see.. den when he started dancin she moved away liao.. like, wasted laaaa.. hahahaha. could hav seen somethin man..
ouh, talkin abt seeing.. u can see ppl grinding one another..hahaha.. but, there was one which really stood out.. this gal and her BF.. ah yooo.. she was grinding on him but, it didn't look like grinding but it look more like dry humpin or she was tryin to get him sexually aroused.. hahaha.. like wad the F***.. hahaha.. dam disgustin uh.. hahahaa.. buay tahan.. and of cos there were some which can make u feel dam envious cos u wished u had a partner too..! hahahaa.. my my.. i too had my chance uh.. cos this gal and i exchanged glances a few times while dancing.. but, better not.. hehe.. cos i GOOD BOY.. hahahaha.. better stick to tat image.. maybe nxt time? hahahaha..
so.. we went out.. and i realise the amount of malays is ALOT.. way alot i tell u.. but, all fierce uh. gt tatoos.. hahaha.. den.. now.. this is the STORY OF THE DAY.. we went out.. to grab a bite..n wilson and wei feng bought beer.. and they had quite a bit of leftovers.. den KL and i help finished up.. and.. after drinkin.. reaction set in.. i GOT GIDDY uh.. den cannot tahan.. go do silly stuff.. sing den dance.. hahaha..!! den after tat i realise.. my head dam freakin LIGHT.. feels like u're flyin or somethin.. hahahaha.. nvm.. it was one bloody feeling tat i seldom get.. but, it was freakin awesome man.. hahahaa.. den while on the way back.. we saw somethin..
this two ladies comin out of the cab.. den i like notice la.. as usual.. den i tab wei feng den told him to see.. den at the moment both he and i looked at them.. the "ladies" weren't ladies.. they were GAYs.. sexual changed kinda gays.. hahaha.. den i also stare la.. but, i looked away.. hahaha.. but, i hav to say.. the slim one didn't look like a guy at ALL.. kk.. there were both.. one slim and one fat.. the fatter one can tell tat she is a guy or the guy is a she...so yea.. den the fat one notice wei feng lookin at her.. hahaa.. den "she" walked slightly closer to us den she looked at wei feng and say " LENG ZAI " and she still continue to look at him when she say tat.. hahahaa.. even when she was walkin another direction she was still lookin at him den at the same time she was gigglin with her fren.. hahaha.. must be wonderin wad does the meanin "leng zai" mean?? at first i thought it was some THAI word.. den i gt to knw from gim wei's cousin tat its cantonese which means handsome boy.. hahahaa.. den we keep on disturbin wei feng.. hahaa.. den he like pushed the blame to me.. say the ah gua called me and not called him.. all of us saw uh.. saw tat the ah gua called him leng zai.. ahahaha..!! so too bad BOY..!! WooOhOoOo..!!!
den went back in with the light headed feeling.. dance again..!! and this time.. dance even more crazy.. more than jus nw.. and it really felt gd.. and seriously to b really honest with u ppl.. if u dun dance when u go clubbin den u're gonna find it really boring.. cos the main thing there is to dance.. and HAVE FUN..!! =) and wad i liked was when they played music i reconise i'll sing.. and ppl will sing too..!! like nelly's ride with me i think.. woOOoO.. the DJ tone dwn the music to hear the responce from the crowd.. hahaha.. nice.. MUST BE THE MONEY..!! hahahaha..
and overall.. i guessed i enjoyed myself.. and.. i think next time must drink more.. get really HIGH den u'll totally enjoy man..!! hahahaa.. and yea.. my mum knew abt me headin there and drinkin..hahahaha.. but, hey.. i dun smoke.. and i still nvr smoke till nw.. nt a single PUFF man.. hahahaha.. even tho there r times when i jus really feel like takin one.. hahahaa.. and not forgetting.. FREE ENTRY.. so i'll only go if free entry lahz. hahahaa... yessa..!!! oh ya.. i spend only $13 for MOS.. drinks only.. cab was $9 shared with friends.. so yea.. nt so bad la.. =)
alright.. today my hse gt cut off for electricity.. but, i still slept till 2 pm.. hahaha. lucky it wasn't tat hot.. there was still wind blowin into my room.. den.. i manage to finish my song.. finally.. hahaha.. this is freakin awesome man.. computer wasn't available so all i had to entertain myself was the guitar.. and i finished it up.. hahahah.. yata..!! so nw.. need ppl to take a listen.. heeeeee...
oh.. cherlie found a psp.. and dam.. it has a 2gb card in it.. she has been tryin to get me out of the hse.. but, i can't.. been busy.. always havin things goin on the day after next.. den she jus gt me at the wrong time.. get me when i'm busy.. hehe.. SORRY Cherlie..!!
and.. most of the ppl tell me.. eh, marcus.. i think uh.. in ur life u're meant to become ppl's life raft.. like, if ppl need u when they use u.. den if they find their paradise they chuck u one side.. hahhaa.. gosh.. den jus thinkin back.. maybe uh.. so yea.. if i'm meant to b like tat.. den.. GOT TO LIVE WITH IT..!! OoOooOo. this sucks man..
so right nw.. all i can do is pray and hope for somethin man.. or maybe it has already arrived..?
[ If ur heart is gonna b broken by soo many others u're gonna meet? den i dun see y the chance for me doesn't stand.. me = 1.. others = ???? ]
m.C.