Being There For Someone.......

today is once again a sunday.. and i hate this period of weekend.. i mean like this sat and sun.. its sooo short.. and i really wanna blame it on the school for havin their bloody cross country on a saturday.. man now i feel like my holiday has been cut short or somethin.. now i feel dam sucky.. plus my common test has been really bad.. i have been failin almost everythin.. this is really crazy.. i feel like givin up or somethin.. i've gotta try to hang in there or somethin man.. LIFE.. dam jia lat...
check out my tittle? well i dunno.. now i feel like when someone is in need of somebody to be there for them as a friend i'm always there.. but somehow when they settle it or somethin they jus like completely wipe u off... jus like that.. the feelin sucks man.. but honestly i've no right to judge whether they wipe me off anot.. cos they may have their own reasons.. i dunno.. i'm jus writin how i feel.. upset.. i feel upset.. den somehow when you need someone they jus somehow or rather don appear.. timin also plays a part.. sometimes there are also things which you wanna say but jus don have the courage to say it and sometimes its jus that u don know how phrase it or somethin.. i feel so troubled.. but the problem is i dunno wad is troublin me.. who is goin to be the one who is goin to lighten my things in my mind? whoo?? the sufferin.. and the problem is i jus dunno how to speak out.. i've tried many times to tell someone.. but the advise they give is like ........... and if not is they don have anythin to say.. jus listen.. but wads the point?.. i dunno if the problem lies with me.. well... haiz....
but there is indeed somethin i should be happy about.. i manage to find a place where i can still get NARUTO... bwahahaha.. plus there is a movie called HITCH comin out.. can't wait to go watch it man.. heh heh... well hope i can laugh my troubles out... i think i'll stop until here... MC out...

Naruto.. The Anime....

haiz.. sad sad.. my favourite anime Naruto is goin to be stoped by the downloadin sites man.. now how am i suppose to watch it? blame it on the cartoon network man.. bought over Naruto.. now they will show it in english.. den it is so goin to sound stupid.. the jap version is better cos it sounds really funny wif the jap language they talk. and seriously the character does indeed suit wif the persons u know voicin it.. i dunno how to say.. now i'm stuck at episode 122.. haiz.. the best part somemore..
today life is jus as usual.. borin.. listen to music and stuff.. got another common test commin up on thursday... haiz.. tirin man.. haven started on my homework yet.. so lazy... jus wish i never had homework.. wouldn't that be nice or wad... i dunno wad else to talk about..
oh ya.. i jus remembered.. yesterday went out to heerens at orchard to go look for the naruto head band.. when we went there.... god was it crowded.. because they got the chingay thingy goin on.. we had to walk one whole big round jus to walk over to heerens.. and best of all when we went there the headbands were sold out.. dammit.. we went all the way to plaza singapura " Action City" to go and get the band.. and indeed they had alot of the headbands... so yup.. we got it.. den went to this small shop.. had ice creams with waffales.. fantastic.. hope i got the spellin of waffles right...
i've still got maths and english to do haiz.. i guess later no matter wad i must do it man.. or else i'll get into loads of trouble on monday... so i think i'll stop here for today.. MC out...

Friday NIght.....

hahaha... today got time to talk rubbish... bwahahaha.... AHem!! okok.. i'll start my life now? maybe..
OK... mm.. wad did i do this afternoon... well went to IKEA to buy some class stuff.. MR LIM ( Mi form teacher ) drove us ( Huda, Dnie & Me.. ) to IKEA.. well we bought nothin much though.. it was kinda a waste of time.. but its ok.. for the class mahz.. so yup.. anyway life is somehow still as sucky as ever.. i think.. today's common test was %*!@^$ Difficult.. it is indeed a big jump from sec 5 man.. no joke.. jus feel like givin up like that.. but must always give wadever u haf so u will haf no regrets... ( William Hung statement )
My GF is gettin better and better day by day.. she is tryin to change.. well for those of u who know her u can see that now her temper isn't that bad.. so ya... its great to see that happenin man.. i'm happy.. but wad really pisses me off is when she gets angry and starts to scold me and stuff jus to vent her anger.. O well i think things should turn out find in the end... Anyway Hilyah thanks for your comment though.. did not know that u read my blog man... but seriously i know my blog is kinda borin and not veri grand and stuff.. well i guess thats jus me.. simple and nice? haha.. i'm self praisin..
Anyway i haf somethin to confess.. i would really like to apologise if i like u know sometimes don say hi and stuff.. like act like i dunno u like that.. if i made u felt that way i'm like so sorry man.. like i dam DAO... arrogant.. nobody told me but i jus feel this way.. so ya... sorry.. u can actually jus say hi lor.. Conform will make friend wif ya.. i like tryin to widen the circle of friends.. i think...
next.. i jus realise that i look like a malay than a chinese... GF told me and so did my mum... god.. no wonder i seldom mix around wif da chinese gals.. but no offence la.. i find chinese girls a bit too cute for me.. so cannot take it.. haha.. jus playin...
ok.. i think that should be enough for today.. until den this is MC siginin off... take care...

Finally.....

Haiz... finally i found some time to write something in my blog... man its really been quite some time since i wrote in.. anyway life has been really bad in the beginnin after the change of my register number.. i lost my discman... my "life"... how i lose it? is because of my carelessness... i trusted the school.. i left my bag outside the library.. and the next thing i knew.... pooff!!... My "life" was gone.. man that day was the worst day of my life... sob sob...
Life was not as per normal... life began to suck everyday.. until one fine day.. i decided to go get another player.. and i did.. now life is really back to normal.. life without music really sucks.. its painful.. so that is how important music is to me.. phew...
I'm really glad to have a close friend called "Little One".. i gave that name to that person.. "little one" has really been a great friend to me.. or maybe a buddy too... always there when i need a friend.. so thanks loads "little one".... You"re The Best?... hehe... jus playin...
Plus i was the MC on the chinese new year celebration.. man.. hope i did not suck at it.. cos its my first time and stuff.. it is really different speakin in front of hundreds of people... its like your voice get stuck somewhere or something.. then you will begin to stutter and stuff.. if you are also becomin a first time MC.. advise is "Focus" don be nervous.... And Party on?.. jus playin.. i dunno... jus keep cool...
Tommorrow is goin to be valentines day.. treatin my GF to go makan BIG... hahaha.. dunno why ar like to feed my GF one.. makan makan... since got Ang pao money...... why not... its not always i'll be feelin rich you know.. haha... so thats how i'll be celebratin valentines day.. i know it may not be romantic and stuff....but... its how "we" do things i think...
Ok.. i think i'll write till here... until den.. Take care.. MC signin off....