today is once again a sunday.. and i hate this period of weekend.. i mean like this sat and sun.. its sooo short.. and i really wanna blame it on the school for havin their bloody cross country on a saturday.. man now i feel like my holiday has been cut short or somethin.. now i feel dam sucky.. plus my common test has been really bad.. i have been failin almost everythin.. this is really crazy.. i feel like givin up or somethin.. i've gotta try to hang in there or somethin man.. LIFE.. dam jia lat...
check out my tittle? well i dunno.. now i feel like when someone is in need of somebody to be there for them as a friend i'm always there.. but somehow when they settle it or somethin they jus like completely wipe u off... jus like that.. the feelin sucks man.. but honestly i've no right to judge whether they wipe me off anot.. cos they may have their own reasons.. i dunno.. i'm jus writin how i feel.. upset.. i feel upset.. den somehow when you need someone they jus somehow or rather don appear.. timin also plays a part.. sometimes there are also things which you wanna say but jus don have the courage to say it and sometimes its jus that u don know how phrase it or somethin.. i feel so troubled.. but the problem is i dunno wad is troublin me.. who is goin to be the one who is goin to lighten my things in my mind? whoo?? the sufferin.. and the problem is i jus dunno how to speak out.. i've tried many times to tell someone.. but the advise they give is like ........... and if not is they don have anythin to say.. jus listen.. but wads the point?.. i dunno if the problem lies with me.. well... haiz....
but there is indeed somethin i should be happy about.. i manage to find a place where i can still get NARUTO... bwahahaha.. plus there is a movie called HITCH comin out.. can't wait to go watch it man.. heh heh... well hope i can laugh my troubles out... i think i'll stop until here... MC out...