Can't believe tat i forgot to bring my chem practical book? had to stand outside the chem lab... first time in my donkey history i stood outside a class or somethin.. but kinda fun la.. hehe.. ooppss...
i've been thinkin since the start of school... wad in the world i do i wan from this friend of mine? this friend of mine is nice la bt wad do i wan? nuts man.. and also thinkin at the same time why did i do stupid things like forcin somethin that was never meant to be? gosshh.. thats why i've decided to call this entry Thirst for love lor... love is soo weird.. it kinda makes u do stupid things that u can never imagine urself doin... haiz.. but i think i will try to divert all this stuff to another place.. i don think its nice to kinda trouble ur friend and all.. so in a way i must be happy that the friend is still there at da moment.. for how long? i dunno.. if this goes on, i don think it'll survive much longer.. so all the best to me i guess...
wad is more weird is this mornin i happen to come across somethin i wrote months ago when it was the freakin first time i went down to starbucks alone.. memories came floodin back.. happy ones luckily.. haha.. and it was good... it was somethin that i wrote abt how relaxed i felt sittin there.. and i think i did write a little bit on life.. and it was also the time when buddy was really really there for me.. hmm.. come to think of it, it seems like everythin is all abt buddy now huh.. hehe.. my my.. haiz..
made a little guess.. i think i'll be seein "sunshine" this comin friday.. if u r curious.. ask me.. i'll tell u.. hehe..
[ Pai Seh Hor.... Sorry.... ]
m.C.