i have no idea wad is goin on in my mind right now at this moment.. i soo wish time can stop right now and give me ample time to think.. i wish i could turn back time.. i wanna go back to the time when she was there.. the memory of her jus lingers in my mind.. the smile.. she had me.. even though it was jus a friendly hi and some normal questionin she somehow had grabbed my attention.. she did not have looks of a superstar but a heart that was made up of smiles that would never end..
she had a way around ppl who was feelin down and upset.. she help turned ppl like me that had a bad day to a day with laughter and joy again.. it was nice to have a stranger of some sort askin abt ur life with smiles and laughter.. it was as though she was like an angel that was send from up above to tell me that life isn't that bad after all.. or maybe is jus me thinkin too much or too highly abt her.. but i miss her.. i do.. right now.. its crazy cos i'm still unaware of the name she holds.. its been quite some time.. i can still remember the silly things i did jus to get a little conversation with her.. *smiles*
i'm still searchin for myself.. where is the me i knew last year.. i'm playin with fire now.. i'm pushin my luck.. i dunno why am i doin this.. care and love, hard to find and understand.. i'm expectin too much.. shoot me..
its great news that video production abt "eye mo" manage to clinch first in the TJC video competition.. its really great news.. i really miss the good times and the fun we had doin video productions.. it was solid fun.. fun that can never be replaced till now.. missin it loads also.. i can still remember the fun times i had with my crew.. fah, eugene and justin.. and also the ever funny "bird".. laughter could always be heard whenever we were thinkin abt the next scene.. i think the best one i enjoyed was the production on last yr's 3rd assembly programme.. it was a production i will never forget and a day i will always remember.. hope to be able to hit the camera's again real soon.. miss AV..
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m.C