jus thinkin back abt the things.. jus realise somethin.. in this world there are things like u give ur all and nothin gd comes back in return.. its like this silly logic of mine where u pump tons and tons of air into this tire that has a hole.. hopeless yet u still give your all for it.. oh well.. the power of love i suppose...
i think la.. i think i finally know wad is goin on ba.. so now.. wad in the world am i suppose to do??.. i'm really lost at the moment.. its somethin like am i standin in front of the right door..? like waitin for the door to open so i can enter this person's life.. its sounds funny but i think the door won't be openin.. i guess i'll jus stand there.. after all i did say i'll be there.. hehe.. i guess it doesn't matter..
i'm kinda angry with myself.. its somethin like i was being invited to this door wide open with loads of guests in it and i had the VIP thing.. and all i did was jus left and even shut the door on the way out with a loud bang.. causin little cracks here and there and she still doesn't mind being friends wit me.. yea.. i know its my lost but i guess its somethin i'm willin to take... i'm sorry and jus hope she understands.. call me action call me a sucker who doesn't know anythin.. i deserve it.. my lost..
u know.. its sounds silly but i somehow can never find the ans to the qn she asked.. i guess its the feeling.. some may nt understand wad it means, can't blame me.. i'm jus writin wad i feel.. freedon of speech i guess.. hahaha.. miss gettin high right now.. jus wanna get high and go back to the times where sufferin didn't existed..
coffee every fri.. babe watchin on sat.. disturbin ash.. sunshine gal.. pool.... non-stop camera shots.. late nights... i guess the things i remember is every fri night.. coffee at bucks till 12 plus.. khim leng and ash would take cab back.. khim leng would usually join ash and i after his town trip.. den ashley was always the victim of being disturb.. den i can still remember the silly things i did jus to see the "sunshine gal" from bucks.. hahaha.. i dunno la.. so funny... yea, i'll remember her..
[ THere is this song... it is really funny.. it is really old and its in english.. its abt love.. can't remember the tittle.. i think i sing to u next time... the pic was nice cos there was u and i.. edit or no edit it still look great.. u look gd indeed.. beauty and the beast huh.. =) ur comments : "No CommenTs".. ]
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