days like this have been doin quite fine actually jus trackin back..
so wad is currently new on my mind would have to be cammy.. yes, i have gt her repaired finally.. and the good news is that there is no charge for her repairs.. so isn't tat jus wonderful?? hahaha.. i knw its kinda pathetic abt hw much fuss i made over jus for a camera.. hehe.. but, she was the one who help kept my past alive.. so anyway, its a gd thing cos there won't b a single cent needed cos my mum is blaming me because of her break down.. and nw its free there is nothin to blame me abt.. bwahahahaa.. and it was also gd news to me tat she could b repaired, cos my mum told me tat if the repair costs were to cost a bomb she wouldn't wanna get her repaired and she would purchase a new one and i won't b allowed to keep the camera with me.. so in other wards i would have to ask my mum for permission to borrow the new camera.. but, thank heaven's it is ok for repairs and its FREE.. awesome..!!! oh ya, jus for me to remember i gt her repaired on thurs with cindy's company.. and met dinie that day and it was her b'dae.. so i gt cammy repaired on her b'dae..!! hahahaa.. ok, tats kinda lame.. nvm.. kk.. change.. next..!!
got my results back.. didn't do well.. nt to my expectations.. so it kinda sucks to me..
things.. life.. it has been doin ok i guess.. and have been showered with alot of love also.. so its gd stuff to me.. hehe.. and practically i can say tat i'm kinda enjoyin wad i'm goin through right nw.. its sweet and really shiok.. hee.. but, nt all things will go the way they are suppose to in other's lives.. the complication of oneself.. the doubts one asks him/herself abt life.. well, i dun really knw much and i can't ans the right ans.. cos in life it is u who chooses the path and also the way to walk.. only u knw wad is best for u.. and maybe the reason y we make mistakes is to learn from it.. and if u feel tat its a mistake u wanna make to make urself a more experience and certain abt wad u wan in life kinda person.. den by all means make tat mistake and learn from there.. there are certain things in life tat forbids mistakes.. yea, erm for example maybe takin ur own life to knw the importance of another person.. nw, tat is a mistake u shld nt try to make in life.. and maybe studies wise i guess.. or maybe business investments?.. i dunno, maybe this are a few things u consider whether is it a mistake worth makin or not?.. hahahaa.. complications..!!
had a dream last night.. and i also realise tat the phase of life i'm goin through has alot of relations with sexuality.. yeapp.. the doubts.. n also the cause of some break-ups.. yea, i had a dream last night.. this fren, pri sch crush.. saw her and she wasn't happy cos her BF decided to go for a sex change?? and broke up with her.. and she was soo heart broken cos her BF left her becos he realise tat he isn't wad he think he is.. and in the end i comforted her and we kinda hit things off together.. oh well, dreams are dreams hor.. the main thing isn't abt us... but, hw doubts and sexuality in life causes a change in us.. and also the lives of others.. i mean, we didn't even had this prob in the early yrs of human life.. y nw?? jus typin this thing gets me thinkin.. y nw, in this generation the doubts one has gets even stronger than in the past? hmmm.. moral values? imagination? TV? parents? i dunno man.. dreamin of the impossible and makin them possible.. the pros and cons of dreamin and creativity.. hahahaa.. sharks..
ok.. anyway i'm no one to jus abt all this.. cos i'm jus 18.. still gt a long way to go.. maybe i'll never understand y.. but, its cool and kinda interesting tat humans are changin.. the traits of human beings.. well.. gettin more and more complicated.. even so we don even understand ourselves.. ah hah.! tat is y the word "dunno" and " entah" comes in.. right.. ? ( fav loves to use em)
oh well.. wad can i say.. hmm.. sch is gonna reopen soon.. things nt done yet on my list.. meet up with my JIE..!! my colleage.. sharks.. a deal is a deal and a promise is a promise.. i will meet up with her..!!
so right nw.. i jus miss hugs..!! miss em soo much..!! but, gt laughed at for my innocence for tryin to find a slot in fav's schedule.. i am soo innocent.. i am.. i truly am... hehe.. oh well, my innocence has gt me bullied.. hehe..
so i think tat is abt all.. mimi, has gt to try to turn her luck arnd in life.. look at the brighter side of things again.. and nt fuss over the bad ones... i think she has forgotten tat part... and fah, i soo wanna wish him gd luck with his mission to get his ex GF heart back.. yea, cos she is really somethin to him.. or else he wouldn't come find me.. i'm lik his last resort... hahahaa.. nt very gd one ba.. tat y last.. and also cherlie.. so funny, keep tellin me nt to b lazy to call her if i gt prbs.. so thankful for tat.. hahahaa.. but, she is a nice person and also a fren.. she is the person who lets me knw more abt the heart to a female.. hehe.. tips from there man..!! yea..!! hahahaaa.. she has it goin well..!! k la.. i think tat is abt all.. so till dunno when.. i'll update again..
[ see u be4 sch reopens... i'm prayin... =) ]
m.C.