hey ya..!! jus finished avian's new music.. definitely nt forgettin the help of BON.. he helped me wit the music while i wrote the lyrics.. and it was jus soo sudden that all the lyrics jus start popping in my head in a shockin rapid response.. i'm not kidding.. i was on the phone wit mimi and i ask her non stop to see if the tune and lyrics sounded appropriate.. and, it kinda sucked cos the first time i thought it was ok.. den suddenly i checked, i was actually followin the same tune as plus 44.. wah, dam discouragin at first.. den after tat i try another tune.. den lyrics flew in.. and mimi say it sounded nice.. i tried different tunes.. and mimi would b the one tellin me whether nice anot.. kakaka.. and it turned out well.. yea..!! and after tat passed the thing to BON and bon immediately came out wit a fresh music... so, we met up and had a band session.. and there it was.. the music.. we did it... nw i have to finish up the music..
and thinkin back.. the song is abt couples parting.. and comin back together.. and hw much love must b risked and given.. hmmm.. loads of memories on my part.. happy song with sad lyrics.. hmmm.. like me uh?.. hahaha.. like like, i'm happy outside but inside sooo sadden.. oh well..
right nw.. i am really sad.. cos.. haiz.. the guys told me tat they saw my fav.. i dunno la.. jus sad tat was soo close to seein her but, till now i didn't get to see her... haiz.. even KL has seen her.. and i haven.. why must it b like tat?.. i was so totally sad abt it man.. jus feel like its soo unfair.. hmmm.. maybe she dun feel anythin on her part.. i dunno la.. i'm havin this stupid thoughts and feelings again.. hmmm.. somehow i feel like if i were to see her, i probably break down in tears and the reason is because i'm soo happy to see her.. hmmm.. i dunno la.. jus feel so upset abt it.. i bet u think this guy is nuts.. i dunno.. ah yaaa.. wadever la.. when is this bad luck thingy gonna end, den i can see her again.. if only can arrange to meet up.. ah ya, thinkin back.. i think even if the whole world is abt to end.. it won't even happen.. marcus..!! stop dreamin.. i think she also nt thinkin abt u laa.... haiz..
glad to see couples comin back together.. see la.. ppl love gd.. den mine like F***.... i'm soo desperate for love man..!!! woOoOOhOoOoOo... so right nw.. finish up the second section of lyrics.. and re record again.. its out and the band's myspace.. so do chk it out..
so today.. was one of the nicest days i guess.. besides nt being able to meet her.. stayed in sch till 7 plus.. lepak a bit uh.. play the number game wit the malay studs.. and.. hella..!! the punishment was to take a teaspoon full of pepper and soya sauce..! hahaha.. yikessss.. i only kena once.. bwahahahaa.. tml.. lepak studio bebeh..!!
haiz.. F*** laaaaa.. missin her soo much..
[*sighs*]
m.C.