hmmm.. yesterday.. i think the day is practically spend mostly normal.. but, however i jus lost my cool when i was in school.. i dunno wad came over me.. but, i jus lost my cool.. sometimes i jus dunno whether its jus me.. well, i knw my frens say its the first time they seein me like tat.. den dunno la salleh say wad la.. hmmm.. dunno.. jus painful la.. hmmm.. tats y there is delete me... but, i'm neither tat proud of my behaviour either.. but, wad can u doo if its tat much of pain.. so painful tat ur heart feels like it stops beating.. so yea man.. this is hard..
so went for norm stuff.. den there was spare time.. so in d end went to ashley's wanna go BBQ.. so yea.. was hopin somethin more from him.. but, there was like nothin man.. sharks.. so booorin.. he la.. so shy.. hmmm.. create opportunities.. but, in d end he jus went gaga lookin at her... i dunno.. but, there were somethings we did were kinda stupid.. hahaha.. kk... ashley knew this gal through and online game called maple.. den.. her parents were there den asked YL and i hw we r connected to sharon or knw sharon.. hahahaha.. den YL say same secondary school.. ya, den i say we're in sec 4 but graduate already.. jus to let u guys knw.. sharon is from seng kang secondary.. hahaha.. den nvm.. we didn't wanna say tat we're fren's of ashley's n tat we dunno sharon.. i mean, we went there to makan for free man.. hahaha.. den we also dun wanna say the truth to the parents.. or else.. sharon will definitely hav her internet cut off man.. i mean, she knew him through online game.. hahaha.. wadda hell.. i mean, jus think abt it.. if u were a parent urself. would u recommend ur daughter to go out wit someone she met online.. wad r the risks man..!! hahaha.. oh well.. but, she is lucky to hav met ashley.. he is harmless.. yeaaa...
so bbq was nothin special.. all awkardness and makanin for free.. i dunno la.. but, its like a real test of hw thick ur skin is.. hahaha.. yea.. i hav to admit.. my skin isn't really tat tat thick.. yikes.. so.. today no show.. but, the day was awesome wit sms's.. so yea.. its wonderful.. =)
but, there r also ppl in emo states tat is really beyond my imgination.. and i can't do anythin much abt it.. hmmm.. wad can i even do.. i've gt no cure.. hmmm.. feel helpless at times.. and also scared tat i make n take the wrong move.. hmmm..
talkin abt the wrong moves.. it seems tat shark is quittin the band.. but, bon say no worries.. jus give him time.. and it'll b fine and alright.. and there is 2 more additions to the band.. keyboardist and drummer.. so yea.. its awesome.. gonna meet em later so jus hope all would b gd.. yea? hahhaa.. den soon we'll b ready for gigs man.. bOoOO YaAaA.!!
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