ChristmaS.... N all The SleePLess MoRniNGs...

24 dec.. 2006.. 10pm..

ok.. christmas.. headed to church on the 24.. dad rented a car.. totally awesome.. jus wished tat i can start driving TOO.. well, the celebration was kinda different this time cos they explained christmas through dancin and singin songs singaporean style.. like "noya" dunno hw to spell la.. but, its in tat method.. kinda nice la.. den saw this old man dance.. wOoOoO.. high uh.. hahaha..

25 dec.. 2006.. 1.45 am..

dad dropped me off at Val's hse.. so met the rest of the A64 ppl.. and there was more also.. farhan and salih.. so yea.. the dunno wad is the other dude's name man.. sharks.. den jus chilled out.. played guitar.. jus entertain lor.. den took some snap shots.. i think overall was jus talkin ba.. nt much of singin done by me.. cos jus didn't wanna sing.. it kinda sucks tat nw singin to me is like pressure.. no more of jus for relaxation and like entertainment.. bon told me ppl say tat the singin sucks.. so ya.. den i dunno wad to say lar.. but, i knw deep down somewhere i'm sure bon has a thinkin of havin me replaced or somethin.. i dunno.. but, i will hav to try n try to locate wad's missing.. and also hav some confidence in myself to sing.. its kinda scary tat i kinda lost all hopes already.. hmmm.. feel like givin up.. den after tat jus chilled out till nxt mornin.. shark entertained us.. and also val looked great..!! hahaha.. wadda hell.. kk.. den it was all questionin.. questions abt "WAD IF".. so yea.. den headed home arnd 7.. crashed..

25 dec.. 4.00 pm..

woke up.. headed to my aunts place for christmas celebration.. woOoow.. loads of makan.. non-stop action in the mouth.. it was nothin much ba.. but, seein my aunts stayin alone is like kinda cool uh.. so much freedom.. but, at the same time bills uh. all on ur own... WooOOo.. jia lat beh.. liked her office design tho.. dam, how i wished..

25 dec... 10.30 pm..

opened all the gifts.. but, all weren't as impt as the YUI cd bon burned.. dam, i took it out.. loaded it into mp4.. and WhAmP..!! den headed out wit my guitar and meet cherlie.. well, i promised i would b hers on 25 dec.. and there i was and waited for almost 1hr plus ..!! i was waitin for her under her blk.. den i like hear noises man.. like some woman callin me or somethin.. YeeEeEeEe..!! scary la.. den mimi entertained me durin the wait for cherlie.. but, soon after i hung up.. read the theory book.. studied a lil.. den there she was.. we had no idea where to go.. den ended up at east coast.. costa sands chalet.. but, we weren't in the chalet uh.. at the reception area.. and she ended up sleepin.. *pouting* i couldn't afford to sleep cos if i do nobody is gonna take care of the things.. so i ended up stayin awake and i manage to finish studyin the whole theory book thingy.. bwahahaha..!! so in other wards its ok tat cherlie slept.. cos it made me discipline to finish studyin.. hahaha.. so.. i shld thank her hor... so THANK U.. but, jus hope i pass lor.. den left tat place arnd 8 in d mornin.. couldn't leave earlier cos the RAIN was dam heavy man.. oh ya, we had umbrella.. hahhaa..

26 dec.. 9 am..

jus reach home.. crashed.. woke up at 12 plus.. was suppose to head to ashley's place to help him wit the video editin.. cos he needs it for his project or some sort.. so i went to take a bathe.. but, was dam freakin tired.. my eyes couldn't open.. so i called ashley and cancelled the meet up.. but, lucky thing he say its ok.. hahaha..!! so i went back to sleep.. den makan wit my family.. gosh.. its like i've nt been spendin time wit my family.. yeee... feel bad.. cos havin to eat wit em made me realise i haven been arnd.. always out.. hmmm.. bad marcus.. bad bad bad..

26 dec... 8.00 pm..

met cherlie.. again.. hahahaa.. no choice.. cos i really wanted to watch YUI..!! her movie was gonna end this thurs.. den i wasn't free.. so i watched it.. and the cinema we wnt was a small one.. and dam, the tickets we bought.. it wasn't even tore.. so its like.. i dunno.. the cinema we went in like accessible to the public.. so its like darn unfair.. and i can assure u.. there are some of em who watched the movie for free.. but, anyway.. back to the movie.. i loved every bit and moment of it.. cos there was YUI.. she.. is sooo CUTE..!! even cherlie says so lor.. she say if she was the guy sure fall head over heels in love wit yui.. cos her smile is really sweet... dam..!! if there is DVD version of it.. i will b sure to purchase it.. hehe..!! woOoOoOo.. i giv tat movie 4/5 stars.. yeaaaa.. tat high ok.. but, its a simple story line la.. kinda predictable.. but, its touchin and cute.. the guy in tat movie was also awesome i hav to say.. he is cute.. his actions and all.. hahaha..!! my my.. so missed the train ended up takin bus.. den makan at 85.. its been a while since i ate the "bar chor mee..!!" so makan den took a cab home after tat.. its cheaper than takin a cab back from town lor.. see..!! i gt think..!! bwhahahaaa..!!

27 dec.. 2.53 am..

a few more hrs to my theory test.. dam.. i'm scared to the nuts abt it.. i'm soo afraid tat i might fail.. den i dunno hw to explain to my mum abt it.. dam.. haiz.. scared scared.. den bon jus told me more ppl say my singin sucks.. confidence.. -50%... hmmmm.. nw i'm also worried abt him havin to kick me out of the band.. i dunno la.. its like stressin me out.. and also the probs abt wan, mimi and hanah.. is really gettin to me.. i dunno wad the hell is goin on but, i'm really feelin all fucked up abt it.. hmmm.. hw i wish mouths were jus kept shut for everythin.. i knw sometimes ppl meant well and wanna hav me wakin up from all the mistakes i'm doing.. but, i jus dunno.. i'm like LOST.. sometimes i jus wished someone would jus hold my hand n say the same old thing.. " i'll b here.. its gonna b alright.. we'll go through this together.." and at the same time i also feel like cryin.. i knw i'm a bad guy here.. but, i really dunno wad to do already.. haiz..


[ hmmm.. maybe we're jus busy.. and the unpredictable weather.. we'll try to find time.. i hope.. oh ya, wrote somethin for u tho.. =) ]


m.C.

LepakinG....

so jus chilled wit bon, val, bob n izz.. so yea, it was ok.. nothin much.. so there is GOOD news to share.. my psp can now play DL games... yeeeaaa..!!! OWoHOoOoo.. this is sooo dam awesome.. but, hav to give most of the credit to gim wei for helping me wit it.. so its dam awesome.. hahahaha.. thanks man..!! and i jus got need for speed carbon and bleach 3.. so this are the two games tat i currently hav.. den he also taught me hw to rip games out from UMD.. OMG this is sooo awesome man.. brutally awesome.. hahaha...

ok.. so had a game as usual.. and dam, bon and bob jus can't stop disturbin me abt shannie man.. say she look like.. **** star..!! aHhhH`H`hH~Hh`Hhh.. wadda hell???? she looks fine n pleasant man.. ok, anyway this isn't the real thing.. the main thing is.. the game.. hahaha.. i can't help but to laugh at val whenever i think abt the game.. hahaha.. she sooo cute and funny especially when she did the "THINKING GOGGLES UP!!" its her newly introduced game.. dam funny.. she look dam adorable uh.. hahahaa.. i mean, nt only me thought of her tat way.. BON too i'm sure think abt her tat way.. hahahaa..

and today.. she was kinda unlucky tat she had to drink the "crap" quite a few times.. MORE THAN ME.. !! jahahaahha.. so i'm lucky.. woOoOoo..

christmas is coming.. dam.. haven gt the presents ready.. darn.. AHhHh! where am i suppose to get the money to purchase em??? sharks.. oh man... mum told me tat once i gt my licence i can actually rent a car to drive arnd.. dam, nw this is really gettin me motivated to drive man..!! WoOOOOoOO.. better go study uh.. hwahhahaha..

jus this mornin.. "beyonce" called me.. had a shock uh.. cos "SHE" called a cuckoo like me.. oh ya, was 3 plus in the mornin.. n the first thing she said to me was " haven sleep yet???" den she also say she called the other frens and all of em were like sleeping only me.. den i was like huh??? u call ppl jus to chk if they are sleeping?? weird.. hahaha.. she couldn't sleep was because it was rainin and the wind was also bloody strong.. so she heard noises.. den began to think too much n couldn't sleep.. hehe.. den soon after she hung up.. hahaha.. den she say so weird after talkin to me all the noise stop.. den as usual la me, head become BIG.. hahaha.. but, glad tat i could help?.. hahaha.. weird.. well,at least i did somethin to help someone nt knowin tat i actually did.. kakaka..

so i think tats abt all.. nothin much left to blab abt.. oh yaaa.. i nw i recall.. cherlie wanted to sponser me to pierce my ear.. hahahaha.. wadda hell.. but, i gav her one lame reason uh.. hahaha.. so ya lor.. nvm.. i'm not gonna pierce.. hahahaa.. and tat's tat..

dam.. wad is up wit me and the "oh well's"

[ hmmm.. wad do u think abt me wit an ear pierced?? good or bad?? ]



m.C.

My Holidays...

ok.. so sentosa?.. well, can say tat i did enjoy myself at siloso resort.. i think.. its one of the latest resorts build.. so yea, its pretty awesome.. something new ba.. so yea.. enjoyed the stay there wit my family.. even tho is jus the 4 of us.. it was somethin gd la cos we did it as a family and all.. but, however the weather wasn't tat wonderful.. so yea, but we managed to finish up all the activities..

so........ we managed to take the carlsberg tower.. if i'm not wrong.. tats the spelling.. den, we took the ludge ride.. also hav no idea if i gt the spelling right for tat one.. it was bloody awesome man.. hahaha.. and best of all my parents took the ride also.. and MY MUM was the funniest one la.. cos she is the shortest among all of us.. and she havin the helmet on made her look like a LITTLE GAL.. hahaha... den during the ride she somehow lost control and ended up at the grass patch SOMEWHERE.. hahaha.. as for me, I SPEED man.. woOoOOo.. speed until the guy who is takin care of the road gt pissed wit me.. hahahaa.. cos i wasn't suppose to speed.. but, I DID..!! hahaha.. den dad and bro also enjoyed the ride.. hahaha.. oh ya, den after tat watched the 4d show.. so yea, its awesome.. and during the queue this gal was so tickled by my dad, bro and me.. cos we were like laughin and disturbin each other.. she was like constantly lookin at us and jus giggling.. till her mum asked her "girl why u laughin??" hahahaaa.. no say uh.. cos my bro and i like to entertain ourselves.. hahaha.. oh well...

and.. MY EYES.. once again.. caught somethin which i wasn't meant to see.. this lady, i think she's a tourist ba.. dam, she was smoking den she jus comfortably slipped her hand into her butt.. and SCRATCH..!! WTF.?? den she was wearing like skirt uh.. wouldn't say its tat short la.. but, she jus reacher for her ass.. like from the waist line and into the skirt n scratch.. btw, i was sittin dwn wit my family at subway sentosa.. hahaha.. so my parents and bro also did see.. and i was like laughin non-stop..!! hahahaaa.. but, it was visible cos it was glass panels tat were surroundin the shop.. so can see lor.. hahahaa... my my.. wad a SIGHT man..

i have to say the lodging there was rather good.. i think if u guys are like seriously curious abt hw the place is like jus go google n search ba.. think can find.. hahaha.. oh ya, so i think there wasn't anythin much tat happen tats worth sharing.. its all wad normal humans do.. so yea.. hahaha..

ok.. so after checking out.. headed to vivo city for lunch.. bro and i makan "CARL's"... its some burger joint from the texas i think.. spend abt 20 plus.. and dam.. the burgers were HUGE..!! we kinda like over order.. hahahaa.. and the best thing abt this burger joint is tat the drinks are like free flow.. totally refillable.. hahaha.. isn't tat great.??? hahaha.. but, the question comes back to u.. how much can u drink man??? hahaha.. oh well.. nt sure if its halal anot.. hahaha.. den after tat head home lor.. den rest...

den later around 8 plus met cherlie.. and sharks.. i was wit her till 4 am? or 4.30 am ba.. sharks.. cos she wanted to wait for elite den in the end the sister ended up stayin out till nxt mornin wit her frens.. but, i did enjoyed myself ba.. except for the part when she tried to irritate me jus to get me to fight back wit her.. DAM... i dun do this kinda thing uh.. won't fight back.. won't sparr wit anyone.. i have my reasons.. and i told cherlie lor.. den nw she knw y lor.. bwahahaha.. but, i also realise tat once i start to play wit her i will b in a bad mood n i dun think i will b able to smile at all? so can say i gt bad temper ba.. think so.. so better nt try.. later explode den all will b too late.. dam, shld hav brought the guitar dwn lo.. sharks.. oh well, overall it was ok.. so yea..

so tat is abt all.. hahaha.. nothin more nothin less.. hahahaa..


[ so wad has been happenin during ur holidays? =) ]



m.C.

TaKe My bReaTH AwAy...

dam... was lookin high and low for YUI's MTV man.. and.. I FOUND IT..!! wahaha.. yeaaaa.. this is a bloody good feeling.. SHE JUST REALLY TAKES MY BREATH AWAY... and i sooo wanna watch her MOVIE..!! ah yaaaa..!! talkin abt singers.. sian, my singin must improve man.. cos jus heard the recordin.. ITS BOORIN.. i find it BOORIN man.. like, no feeling.. no life.. no excitment at all.. this is disappointin..

well.. i've gt to say another thing is tat the holidays are officially here to stay.. nw tats a total plus point.. awesome.. and i've gt a few songs on my hand.. yet to finish em up.. i think it would b sooo cool to hav someone wit me to b wit me to finish up the song.. WOoOoOO.. sure shiok uh.. i mean, besides mimi la.. she is nice to hav wit.. but, i think she is breakin dwn wit chicken pox or somethin.. so i'm not so sure abt tat.. bwahahhaa... but, jus hope tat all goes well for her..

today's recordin at BON's house was HELLA LONG man.. sooo LONG.. and the results nt so satisfyin also.. cos i didn't liked the way i sounded.. so this sucks man.. loads of things need to b done be4 i'll b able to reach of a certain standard.. AHhHhhHH~HhHH~Hhh...!!

3 weeks of free time.. wad the hell would i do wit it??? tml headin to sentosa wit my family.. oh ya, cherlie is back.. she gave me a call.. hahaha.. nice of her lahz.. den she wanted to meet up but, i nt free.. ah yooo.. like so action uh me.. cos sat she is headin for another trip again.. yikes..!! hahaha.. no worries there's always still time..!! so yea, can meet lor.. spoke to natasha yest over the phone.. SHE ALSO LIKE YUI..!!! WOoOOOOO..!! but, it was nice being able to conversate wit her over the phone again.. nice to hear from her after quite a long time.. hmmm.. oh ya, den she ask me abt my love life.. told her i think i might consider changin my interest in goin for the opposite sex.. hahahaahaa.. ok, tats bull crap lahz.. won't happen.. i'm straight.. can nvr stand another person havin the same TALENTS as me.. YOIKES..!! oh ya, den she told me tat igbal also has a band.. "idk" which stands for "i dun knw".. hahaha.. cool.. den nat say she wanna see my band JAM.. ah yoooooo, but, no standard uh.. hw to action to ppl???? yeeeeee... den she enlightened me wit the local music industry etc.. and, i really dun hav a clue who is this and wad's wad.. hahahaa.. waste her breathe only.. hahahaa..=p

well.. its still gonna b a long way to go for A64.. so yea.. slowly lo.. and also my life nw, really revolves around music, sleep and makan.. ta dahh.!! so tats all lor.. borin lahz i knw.. its been a while since i met the usuals every fri.. hmmm.. i think 2 weeks ler.. hmmm.. tat means.. NO TOWN FOR 2 WEEKS..!! AHhHHhH~HhH~HHhh...

so i think tats all the update i hav for nw.. no love uh for nw... =(


[ its been.... a few months since we hang out.. i think.. few months uh.. ya ya.. shld b... hahahaa.. ]



m.C.

A WeeK...

another week be4 the holidays officially come in.. yeeeaaa.. can't wait for tat totally happen.. yesterday was like a A64 meet up i think.. somethin like tat wit mimi and hannah.. and yea.. it went alright i guess... the two ladies i think were rather amazed hw fierce bon and leh looked.. but, oh well.. they gt the hang of both of em after sometime.. hahaha.. the two ladies had a time la wit us.. keep on laughin etc.. salleh wit the daring acts together wit the serious joke by bon.. so yea.. all went well.. so it was ONE HELLA time.. so yea..

hmmm.. let me see.. tests are loadin up like F***.. so it sucks.. my singin is gettin me no where.. like, i'm kinda tired hearin myself sing.. its like, its totally different when over the mic man.. nw tat is crap.. dunno lahz.. like tired man..

feeling sick today.. gt sore throat.. ah yoooo.. nvm la.. i also like dunno wad to talk abt nw.. pics are up at multiply..

[ didn't see u arnd... ]


m.C.

HearT WorDs

delete the previous post.. i made a mistake... nothin more to say to myself or anyone else.. jus a guilty feeling in me tats gonna stay.. sorry's are wad tats gonna b comin out for nw..

ZEN.. new member to the family.. she is one hella thang.. but, she hangs too.. if play do too many things at once.. i love her... she is cool.. she will b openin up more doors for me.. more FUNss comin up.. yeeeaaaa..!!

this song.. CAT LIKE THIEF.. it came to me when i was feeling really dwn tat day.. this was wad i feel close to hw i felt.. awesome.. lil one.. this is for u.. if u can hear the song...

[ i love u.. i'm sorry.. ]


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