24 dec.. 2006.. 10pm..ok.. christmas.. headed to church on the 24.. dad rented a car.. totally awesome.. jus wished tat i can start driving TOO.. well, the celebration was kinda different this time cos they explained christmas through dancin and singin songs singaporean style.. like "noya" dunno hw to spell la.. but, its in tat method.. kinda nice la.. den saw this old man dance.. wOoOoO.. high uh.. hahaha..
25 dec.. 2006.. 1.45 am..
dad dropped me off at Val's hse.. so met the rest of the A64 ppl.. and there was more also.. farhan and salih.. so yea.. the dunno wad is the other dude's name man.. sharks.. den jus chilled out.. played guitar.. jus entertain lor.. den took some snap shots.. i think overall was jus talkin ba.. nt much of singin done by me.. cos jus didn't wanna sing.. it kinda sucks tat nw singin to me is like pressure.. no more of jus for relaxation and like entertainment.. bon told me ppl say tat the singin sucks.. so ya.. den i dunno wad to say lar.. but, i knw deep down somewhere i'm sure bon has a thinkin of havin me replaced or somethin.. i dunno.. but, i will hav to try n try to locate wad's missing.. and also hav some confidence in myself to sing.. its kinda scary tat i kinda lost all hopes already.. hmmm.. feel like givin up.. den after tat jus chilled out till nxt mornin.. shark entertained us.. and also val looked great..!! hahaha.. wadda hell.. kk.. den it was all questionin.. questions abt "WAD IF".. so yea.. den headed home arnd 7.. crashed..
25 dec.. 4.00 pm..woke up.. headed to my aunts place for christmas celebration.. woOoow.. loads of makan.. non-stop action in the mouth.. it was nothin much ba.. but, seein my aunts stayin alone is like kinda cool uh.. so much freedom.. but, at the same time bills uh. all on ur own... WooOOo.. jia lat beh.. liked her office design tho.. dam, how i wished..
25 dec... 10.30 pm..
opened all the gifts.. but, all weren't as impt as the YUI cd bon burned.. dam, i took it out.. loaded it into mp4.. and WhAmP..!! den headed out wit my guitar and meet cherlie.. well, i promised i would b hers on 25 dec.. and there i was and waited for almost 1hr plus ..!! i was waitin for her under her blk.. den i like hear noises man.. like some woman callin me or somethin.. YeeEeEeEe..!! scary la.. den mimi entertained me durin the wait for cherlie.. but, soon after i hung up.. read the theory book.. studied a lil.. den there she was.. we had no idea where to go.. den ended up at east coast.. costa sands chalet.. but, we weren't in the chalet uh.. at the reception area.. and she ended up sleepin.. *pouting* i couldn't afford to sleep cos if i do nobody is gonna take care of the things.. so i ended up stayin awake and i manage to finish studyin the whole theory book thingy.. bwahahaha..!! so in other wards its ok tat cherlie slept.. cos it made me discipline to finish studyin.. hahaha.. so.. i shld thank her hor... so THANK U.. but, jus hope i pass lor.. den left tat place arnd 8 in d mornin.. couldn't leave earlier cos the RAIN was dam heavy man.. oh ya, we had umbrella.. hahhaa..
26 dec.. 9 am..jus reach home.. crashed.. woke up at 12 plus.. was suppose to head to ashley's place to help him wit the video editin.. cos he needs it for his project or some sort.. so i went to take a bathe.. but, was dam freakin tired.. my eyes couldn't open.. so i called ashley and cancelled the meet up.. but, lucky thing he say its ok.. hahaha..!! so i went back to sleep.. den makan wit my family.. gosh.. its like i've nt been spendin time wit my family.. yeee... feel bad.. cos havin to eat wit em made me realise i haven been arnd.. always out.. hmmm.. bad marcus.. bad bad bad..
26 dec... 8.00 pm..met cherlie.. again.. hahahaa.. no choice.. cos i really wanted to watch YUI..!! her movie was gonna end this thurs.. den i wasn't free.. so i watched it.. and the cinema we wnt was a small one.. and dam, the tickets we bought.. it wasn't even tore.. so its like.. i dunno.. the cinema we went in like accessible to the public.. so its like darn unfair.. and i can assure u.. there are some of em who watched the movie for free.. but, anyway.. back to the movie.. i loved every bit and moment of it.. cos there was YUI.. she.. is sooo CUTE..!! even cherlie says so lor.. she say if she was the guy sure fall head over heels in love wit yui.. cos her smile is really sweet... dam..!! if there is DVD version of it.. i will b sure to purchase it.. hehe..!! woOoOoOo.. i giv tat movie 4/5 stars.. yeaaaa.. tat high ok.. but, its a simple story line la.. kinda predictable.. but, its touchin and cute.. the guy in tat movie was also awesome i hav to say.. he is cute.. his actions and all.. hahaha..!! my my.. so missed the train ended up takin bus.. den makan at 85.. its been a while since i ate the "bar chor mee..!!" so makan den took a cab home after tat.. its cheaper than takin a cab back from town lor.. see..!! i gt think..!! bwhahahaaa..!!
27 dec.. 2.53 am..a few more hrs to my theory test.. dam.. i'm scared to the nuts abt it.. i'm soo afraid tat i might fail.. den i dunno hw to explain to my mum abt it.. dam.. haiz.. scared scared.. den bon jus told me more ppl say my singin sucks.. confidence.. -50%... hmmmm.. nw i'm also worried abt him havin to kick me out of the band.. i dunno la.. its like stressin me out.. and also the probs abt wan, mimi and hanah.. is really gettin to me.. i dunno wad the hell is goin on but, i'm really feelin all fucked up abt it.. hmmm.. hw i wish mouths were jus kept shut for everythin.. i knw sometimes ppl meant well and wanna hav me wakin up from all the mistakes i'm doing.. but, i jus dunno.. i'm like LOST.. sometimes i jus wished someone would jus hold my hand n say the same old thing.. " i'll b here.. its gonna b alright.. we'll go through this together.." and at the same time i also feel like cryin.. i knw i'm a bad guy here.. but, i really dunno wad to do already.. haiz..
[ hmmm.. maybe we're jus busy.. and the unpredictable weather.. we'll try to find time.. i hope.. oh ya, wrote somethin for u tho.. =) ]
m.C.