today.. today i freakin drank 2 cups of coffee.. and i don think i'm feelin so gd rite now? gosshhh.. i've nt ben able to keep myself awake in between lessons.. this is really bad man... i'll try to crash early tonight.. i'm havin some dizzy spells..
today.. finished study hour really early.. did not go for D&T.. no mood.. so while waitin for sis to finish her study hour, i was accompanied by ashley and huda.. so we talked loads and loads of crap.. talkin abt how " DESPERATE" i am.. which is soo not true.. i jus wanna make a new friend by askin for " Sunshine Girl " number? and hell yea i'm desperate for her presence.. i'm not freakin desperate to get into a freakin relationship with her.... Gosshhhh.... the word is being used for the wrong thing again... so while waitin for them to finish i got myself a cup of coffee.. so drank lor.. den there was a change of plan... huda, mimi and i ended up goin to starbucks in simei... so i had to drink coffee again.. AGAIN.. now no moneeyy.. bt nice la the coffee.. so kinda sat there and talk loads abt other stuff ( includin abit abt Huda's life? )... haha.. to me it seemed like the time spend there wasn't enough.. wanted to stay on longer man.. nvm.. there will always be friday.. FRIDAY night to chill..
Takin too much coffee.. everybody has gt their own side of their life.. its interestin.. sometimes we jus think too much abt somethin.. haha.. life.. special.. plus i wanna thank dinie for introducin me the song? it really helped loads.. i soo needed it.. meaningful... RESPECT... plus i also finally understood how it felt when i was tryin to chase "_____".. i think i'm in her shoes right now.. i understand how it feels like to get attention that u don wanna have?.... and also thinkin real hard to reject attention.. and lastly, i know wad i'm gonna do to divert all the funny feelins i have and stuff.. oh yeessss.....
[ Had A Bad Day... ]
m.C.