finally.. i've managed to finish my D&T artefact. and its somethin not to be proud of.. because it doesn't look that wonderful.. so its rather a disappointment to me.. upsettin man.. sadden.. today was also a day where my eyes was really wide open.. i saw true friends.. really true friends... it was the most touchin moment i ever encounter in my life.. huzaifah and hakim are the dudes i'm talkin about.. they waited for me to complete my artefact and was constantly helpin me with the with the solderin of my electronics in my artefact.. my artefact is small and there is very little space for the wires to move around.. and it was something that was hard to put together.. when i was there i felt impossible.. i felt that it was impossible for me to finish my artefact because of the size of it.. puttin soo much things into something that small.. they gave me hope.. they gave me encouragement to carry on.. it was soo tough tat everytime we tried to put it in, there was bound to be some wires that gave way.. that broke.. i wanted to give up, they told me to try.. we soldered em together and put it back in.. i think we took about an hour plus doin that.. three person with a small piece of artefact.. and with a whole lot of determination.. i really wanna thank them for really being there for me.. THANKS BRO's.. wad's more nice was that they tried to stay as long as they could for me, even though they had prayers they still tried their best to be there for me.. its great to know that ppl like em still exist.. RESPECT..
i cycled to school.. its the first time i really appreciate my sis being there for me.. she was there for me all the way.. when i was stress and down she was there beside me constantly pullin me through this tough ordeal.. so i met her for lunch and i enjoyed her company.. its nice.. so when night came, i was at home.. bored to death.. fin could nt come out becoz he was on the other side of the island.. the dudes, khim leng and ashley.. couldn't come out.. soo i was hopin for my sis to call see whether i could pick her up anot.. and finally.. she called.. so met up with her and it was good.. finally i was out of the house and i had someone to talk to.. nicee.. phew... thanks sis for being there for me.. its kinda sad to know that the letter aka poem i wrote for sis after the break-up was being torn by her younger sister.. and wad's worst is that i can't remember was i wrote..! sharks.. it was sad to see her kinda shed tears over that.. so i guess wad's written will always stay in the heart?.. no worries sis..
its a pity that the ppl i wanted to be there wasn't really there.. they were probably busy with somethin i guess.... after all, their lifes don revolve around me? so its alright i guess... at least i'm feelin better.. so thank god.. i'm happy for a while.. time is runnin out for me, not as in i'm dyin or somethin but, studies and assignments to hand up.. jia lat.. i didn't know that D&T was such a pain in the butt.. its tough.. i'm kinda worried abt other subjects too... haiz.. hope i'll be able to cope well.. i jus found out somethin.. i know why my brain can't load fast like last time.. because i've nt been usin my brain much.. last time my brain was thinkin because i was busy fixin my computer.. i open up the computer and cracked my brains jus to think abt wad was to be done and how to do it.. now, i don even open it up to see.. haiz.. stupid me..
so i guesss that's all abt for wad i've been in.. its tough.. now gt folio to stress over.. late nights here i come!!!
[ ThanKs.... ]
m.C.