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Saturday, March 11, 2006

The Missing laughter...

hmm.. mimi say my laughter has gone missing.. my smile has disappeared.. my jokes have gone into hiding.. well... i guess its true.. hmm.. i really dunno what has got over me.. hmm.. love can really do loads la to someone i guess.. hehe.. i would say at this very moment i'm in a rather good mood.. i have no idea why, and i really can't recall who got me into this mood man.. sharks.. but anyway.. its all good.. love it.. feels really good..

i guess its probably for the fact that i've found an old song that i've been longin to find.. i found it.. this song caught my interest is because of the american pie movie.. can't recall which episode, but i kinda love the song.. nice.. and, i'm listenin to all the old songs... somehow i think its because it took me back to the time where i was really young.. those memories i guess jus got me in the mood again.. so yea.. cool...

wad i did today.. accompanied cindy to her art school as promised.. yea!!.. so its all good.. had sushi after that.. i guess she isn't really really that bad la after all.. dunno why she wanna make herself look bad.. but, somehow her company wasn't the only thing i enjoyed la.. hahaha.. cos, got this japanese waitress.. woOoO.. cool man.. so cute.. i dunno how to communicate to her.. but her facial expressions jus really caught me.. so every time she serve our table it would be really funnieee.. i would jus smile and she also la.. cool man.. so cute.. hahaha.. her actions jus cute and funny la... oh well.. at least somethin there worth rememberin.. oh ya, i almost left my house keys there... lucky the person cleanin up the table gave me back in time.. pheww.. if not, i really dunno wad is goin to happen man..

met mimi around 9 plus 10 like that.. pass cd.. den met my folks at bucks.. awesome.. it was a treat.. cool.. den head home after that.. stress la my mum that y got free chillin.. hahaha... can't wait to visit the IT fair tml.. yea!!

what i have learned today.. well.. people have their own secrets.. feelings they have all kept inside them.. and even though they did manage to get it off their chest, it will always somehow stay inside them... get it off their chest as in telling someone.. but it would always be there inside.. u can never erase them clean.. i guess this is somethin where we call lesson learn?.. i guess if things happen, they somehow really happen for a reason.. reasons that we might never understand, reasons that have no answers, reasons maybe for the fact it will help make us stronger from this process, reasons that gives us chances to self reflect on what we've been doing and the outcome of this unfortunate happenin, there are so many things we're never able to explain.. even if we did, there will somehow be tonnes of ans.. i guess that is why we have the sentence I HAVE NO IDEA.. life is complicatin, and life can also be simple.. its how you look at it.. the angle that you choose to look at it from.. Complicating or simple, good or bad.. u decide.. its never the end till the day you stop breathin..


[ i dunno la.. JUS sweet to be loved by you lor.. simple right?.. hehe.. love me love you can liao la.. vice versa.. =) ]


m.C.

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