sucky.. oh well, i guess the only thing i can be happy abt is the change in timetable for the new term.. and its rather of a better time slot for me this time round.. so its kinda good news for me.. yay..!! and also there are silly things and mistakes i made along this week.. silly ones i guess.. and if i were to actually post up abt wad i did i think its gonna embarrass me soo badly and i think whoever reading this is gonna have the greatest laugh EVER..!!
oh well.. i pass.. i'm nt in a pretty much good mood nw actually.. cos it has always been this name circulating in my head.. trust me.. its nothin good but more than an irritant.. i'm not sure wad they are tryin to get out of it by putting me and her together.. nw i jus feel kinda sick and tired of the same old thing.. like its repeating and repeating.. i thought could handle it but i guess i can't.. i thought becomin an entertainment thing would actually keep ppl happy and myself also.. they didn't use harsh words tho.. but, its like non-stop action of tat person's name.. kinda sick.. and its soo bad tat when i see her i just get soo tired.. like, SIAN, jerlak.. dunno la.. its like i need eno or somethin to digest all this crap.. its jus too much.. i'm not sayin tat the person (whose name was being used) is irritating and sucky la.. jus tat i'm tired.. listenin to the same old thing.. and worst of all i don have a thing for her.. and even if i did.. i think it would have jus subsided in an instant because of the overdose of this disturbance.. nw i can say tat i understand how KL feels when he is being put together wit someone.. and it really jus gets u SICK and TIRED.. haiz.. and i feel like i kinda owe her and apology today.. was being kinda ignorant i think.. i jus didn't wanna give any chance to the ppl to disturb me and her.. so i didn't speak to her.. if u r reading this... Sorry.. i jus don knw wad to do right nw..
and this mornin.. went for basketball.. i guess it was because the lack of sleep or wadsoever.. ppl disturbin u again.. callin u sucky.. OMG.. i tell u.. i'm already soo unconfident wit basketball den still wanna press me dwn further.. WooOOoO.. F***king awesome.. but, i guess they all jus wanna laugh it off or somethin.. but, i really wanna thank see heng for puttin me back up.. encouragin me.. so i truly appreciated tat.. so yea.. overall i guess it was ok..
so next.. head home.. had a lil rest.. went to clark quay wit mum.. and it was rather awesome actually.. cos its a nice place to chill.. and i sOoOOo wanna go makan at HOOTERS..!! but, i need to save up first be4 i head there.. yea..!!! so.. nxt destination.. HOOTERS man..
kinda slept late yesterday.. helped a fren.. i think.. newly introduced fren by mimi.. so spoke to her lo.. den mimi end up falling asleep. so jus spoke to her till mornin.. but, it was all good la i guess.. its the least i could do.. heee...
and..... and... i manage to talk to FAV over the phone.. yeapp.. it was wonderful.. heehehe.. i was afraid to call at first.. somehw whenever i call her i will start to get all kanchiong.. den dunno la.. she still loves disturbin me.. and somehw i have this thing of always tellin her the truth.. like, even if i wanna try to disturb or prank her i jus can't seem to do it cos she has this look.. dunno hw to put it.. tat kinda look.. ah man.. i need a HUG soo badly right nw.. den den, i'm always tryin to get her talkin so i can hear her voice.. bwahahahaa.. but, she knws i'm dooin tat on purpose.. kakakaa.. cos i end up tellin her.. hahaha.. see... u see wad i mean.. i can't seem to keep wad i dun wanna say.. sharks.. oh well, its ok.. i dun mind.. i miss her many many many.. nw she's gt her new look.. i dunno hw its gonna b like.. i'm soooo excited.. hehe..
[ I need you to take me away from all this.. You r the last thing i hope not to make me feel sucky.. ]
m.C.