sometimes i feel the need to have someone to hold to laugh with to share everythin.. sometimes i jus think tat it is nt really worth havin tat perfect someone in ur life.. the responsiblities, the demandin things tat the other party wants from you i don wan to get that feelin of nt being able to satisfy someone again.. but at the same time wish to have the perfect someone beside me now..
i'm runnin away.. i do nt know wad i actually wan.. do i wan someone or am i capable to stay alone myself?.. i have no idea.. no mood to think.. i'm upset over the fact tat things can suddenly take a huge change or a really big round after a few sentences.. LIFE.. somehow once again jus wished i had the ability of readin ppl's minds really well.. so all this wouldn't be a burden to me.. it'll be soo much easier and the risk of worryin rejection will be lessen by huge figures.. minds.. each have their own and are unique in every way.. each have a reason... some will never understand.. some will wait patiently.. wait to no avail is wad ans most likely to be.. dam myself for gettin in this crap.. i've lost somethin now.. i guess i'll leave it for now..
gt someone to back me up now.. dunno how long i will last..
[ u're that someone.. thank you.. ]
m.C.