have u ever been in love?.. love.. the one that gives u the heart aches.. the feelin like ur heart is gonna die on u anytime.. and the sudden strength in all the muscles around you jus seem to be in full force.. the mind jus blanks out and jus focus on somethin.. somethin like a heart attack..
dam.. today.. screw up.. jus a few mins ago.. i jus gt jealous.. yea.. no kidding.. its really weird.. i think this is one of the worst i felt so far.. is like hit maximum climax.. felt angry.. at same time sad.. at the same time thinkin of anger.. like angry.. hahaha.. sharks.. this is soo awesome.. is like i know how mimi felt... hahaha.. i seldom get tat jealous.. i mean.. this.. this is crazy..
anyway.. its cool.. cos i love her like crazy so that is the effect.. i'm like doin some experiment or somethin.. hmmm.. jealous.. sometimes one must really know how to get things back in shape when in jealous mode.. its scary cos ur mind jus gets clouded and u jus focus on that somethin.. u don wanna think out of the box.. u jus think that u are in the right and that person is wrong.. like u jus never think abt wad u r doing.. i realise that if u r not able to control this, u can go nuts.. yea..
anyway.. had a long chat with cherlie.. its been quite a while since we met up.. it was all good.. all the catchin up was done.. i think.. shld be ba hor...
JEALOUS>> AWESOME>>!!
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m.C.