i have no idea why.. told the studs yesterday abt how girls think abt us guys yesterday.. and they gave me the shock faces.. they ask how can like that or somethin.. well.. i have heard other responses thinkin abt guys like tat.. hahaha.. wad can i say.. they have met all the wrong eggs..
well, i do know one friend of mine.. desperate for love.. if he couldn't get this gal he would go for another one or somethin... like keepin a spare?.. desperate for love and to be loved.. i know this really sounds unfair to the girls out there.. but, i guess it works that way in some minds of others.. maybe the reason why they think of spares is maybe because they wanna be love so badly?.. i dunno.. for me, my personal experience is that i made my choice.. no spares involved.. jus a really big risk.. and somehow i feel that its really worth it.. =)
and there are some who jus wants to be loved by that person so badly and willing to do anythin to get her.. and once he gets her.. he seems to be the happiest person alive or somethin.. i dunno wad to say but there are really guys who are willin to go the extra mile jus for that special person.. but sadly there are stories of those who are willin to give the extra mile and somehow the outcome dosen't turn out that well.. cos they get played out by the gal.. the reason is because the gal never did like the guy but jus made him come after her givin him false hopes.. maybe the reason is because it feels good to be loved.. i mean, its true.. who doesn't like to be loved..? and it could also be she never did say anythin but the guy came after her in his own accord.. i guess the best is to know where to draw the line so as not to give people a false thinkin.. i guess this is where the word "flirt" comes into usage.. oh well... i guess la both sexes know this "flirt" game well..
so in this world there are alot of imperfect ppl.. its fate, whether u meet ppl like this anot.. but, i guess its because of the bad eggs that some see and really changes the concept of ppl's thinkin abt the different sexes.. well, afterall we are young.. after i started workin and all, stories abt guys as the bad ppl jus keep increasin.. i really dunno wad to say now thinkin back..
me.. even though i do go babe watchin and all.. like look at pretty gals.. go gaga over them.. hahaha.. but, the place in my heart is being taken up.. nothin beats her.. tat is how i can describe la.. i know some of u may think, BULLSHIT.. but, seriously.. its has come to that stage where i jus look at gals but don think of anythin else.. somethin like i love this old thing, no matter wad u do and try to give me somethin new, i may like the look of it.. but, i wouldn't accept it.. cos i like the old one best!!.. hehe.. but, somehow i'm also a bit scared cos i might scare her with the way i write abt how i feel for her over the blog.. so better not go over the line la hor.. don want her to get frightened of me..
the issue of playin hard to get and giving ppl false hope that there is a chance is two diff things.. make sure u know wad u're doin and don over do things.. TOO MUCH OF SOMETHIN ISN'T REALLY VERY GOOD..
[ DoN BoTheR abt the twitchin.. its gonna be ok.. i'LL Be HerE.. dam, i really gt to get use to the part where u love being alone.. sharks.. btw, i've gt a pic of us in my hp.. background somemore!!.. woOooOhOoOooO.. ]
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