hmmm.. ok.. finally manage to find some time to update this blog of mine.. so this few days have been a lil something for me.. thinkin session..!! hahaha.. sounds kinda silly right.. yea, i knw tat.. so anyway i have been thinkin alot alot alot.. dunno y..
kk.. so anyway let me start of with wad i have been busy with this past few days..
tues.. finish school.. accompany cindy to go check out apple laptops.. she wants to get one for school.. so met up with her.. did some scouting.. and on the way gt the spray... so yippy.. passed it to KL the next day.. thurs never attend school.. cos i had gastric flu and bloody hell i had slight fever.. i was sitting on my hse sofa that day, jus day dream like soo called checkin with myself several times if i was feeling ok anot.. den decided i better nt attend school.. and somehow i think its gd tat i didn't attend sch.. cos the thing was somehow known to able to spread via air.. so.. it was gd i didn't attend school. yeapp.. den it was nice to have class mates askin abt u.. so yay..!! hahaha.. nice la.. so sweet.. hehe.. kk.. den fri.. it was the day where i started at 10 and ended at 12.. isn't it awesome.. den.......... after that..
headed to town wit yong liang, gim wei and khim leng.. so i like it.. i love town.. i dunno y.. jus somehow it makes me feel good.. den we had a game of CS again.. so its fun la.. but, somehow i had made a wasted trip to meet mimi.. cos i was suppose to pass her back her handphone batt.. but, unfortunately i couldn't meet up with her cos last minute her parents was gonna pick her up.. and i was already at kemangan --> spellin error.. kk.. den i tell u, i was sooo F*** up la.. den nvm lor.. i met up wit the guys again.. den headed to 85.. den i abit sad la.. cos i left town earlier jus to meet her lor.. sharks.. lost time.. dammit.. NoOOoOoOo.... den somemore never meet.. ah yooooooo.... den today jus headed to parkway parade to chill out.. so was abt all.. jus a lil boring.. i MISS town.. alot.. yea.. alot alot alot alot...
soo.. now is time for dream.. i had this dream.. i was falling down from the sky.. i was facing the clouds and i was jus constantly dropping down lor.. den gt tears in my eyes, the tears jus fall of my face and went towards the opposite direction like i was falling faster than the tears. so it jus felt soo real la.. sharks.. i jus dunno how to put it but its somethin i will never forget.. like i was feeling soo sad.. den nvm, it was soo real because there was wind in my ears and my hair.. like u knw if the wind blows at u.. cos it felt soo real tat the wind was coming from behind.. jus falling.. jus... soo.. i dunno how to put it.. so real it felt.. really real...
right now.. i jus began to understand more abt wad my life is all abt.. like wad does my world contain of.. some shut the door on me.. and i also realise one thing.. there are ppl in my life tat really affect me even though i didn't knw.. for example.. mimi.. i guess its happiness tat i only absorb from her.. cos she was happy over certain issues.. den i also dunno y.. i also sooooo happy for her la.. hehe.. yay.. gd new is indeed gd news.. i'm over the moon for her.. hahaha.. jus soo happy tat things are turning better for her.. hehe.. goody gd gd.. den right now.. all i want is jus.. some T.L.C. man.. cos there are somemore things to be happy abt.. jus wonder when's mine comin.. hmmmm.... oh well.. sounds like never though.. haiz.. hehe..
so right now.. the studs.. they need some new things in their life.. some SPICE.. hahaha.. i jus wonder how can i help on this one.. hmmmm.. curious... actually hor, there is one thing i realise.. there is fate in wadever things we do.. its jus all the matter of whether u r willing to do somethin abt it.. i had seen fate twice for me. but, i choose to let it be.. there will always be a timing.. but, if once u miss that timing tat is being given to u.. somehow it'll never return to u again.. never.. but, who knows.. somehow there will always be a second try for some of us.. den, it'll b up to u den to do somethin abt it..
i have a prb.. there are sooo many convincing u to do somethin.. will u do it? if it hurts u alot alot alot alot.? hmmm.. jia lat man......................
[ call me... talk to me.. hahaha.. if u can.. i'm willing to entertain... really.... ]
m.C.