for this past few days i've been headin to town.. non stop.. ok, i guess its official she isn't workin there anymore.. hmm.. so anyways on fri was at town wit the guys.. and i saw her.. she was dressed in brown.. and yeapp, kinda almost wanted to call her but somethin jus made me change my mind.. kk.. anyway manage to get see heng's birthday way before i met up with the guys.. gt the present together wit gim wei.. so yea.. somehow now it has been a regular thing for us to play cs whenever we're at cineleisure..
this few days have been rather ok for me i guess... jus wonderin if things can even get any weirder than this.. today headed to town again.. totally nt so gd.. traffic kinda sucked today and played cs again.. this time it was slightly better.. den chill out.. and soo many ppl wanna HOLD MY HAND.. WTF..!!! i jus dun wanna talk abt it...
got fired by someone today.. somehow it may sound kinda silly but it felt good.. it was nice.. hahaha.. oh well.. somehow i dun even really know wad i'm left with to settle.. i guess it jus the part where the story ends huh.. now is jus me.. and only me.. u know, it kinda felt stupid to actually havin someone to tell u to stop being depress and stupid.. somehow i feel tat all this happen for a reason.. u have to look CLOSE to it.. yeaa.. when was the last time u were depressed and acted stupid.. i remembered mine..
hmmm.. being emotional.. jus spoke to cindy abt it.. and it kinda make sense now.. how the feelings and all.. wad is happenin around me.. haiz.. i know.. no it all feels better after jus talkin to someone abt it. in times of desperation u jus need someone to talk to u nicely abt wad the F*** is goin on in ur mind.. so yea.. cool.. thank her for tat..
u knw.. i watched OC and kinda learned things from there.. decisions.. this person was somehow scared to make decisions.. and she said tat she guess that she jus somehow isn't build this way to make decisions.. well, her sis told her tat making decisions is a skill.. even u if u dun have it.. learn to have it.. if u love somethin and u like it soo much dun ask urself the reasons y u love it.. jus do it, don qn it.. all u gonna do is make urself more confused.. so yea.. kinda cool.. is somethin like y u like choc..?
If u wanna check wat i've been up to.. here it is.. the pics.. --->
See HenG's B'Day..[ its ok.. jus... get back to me when everythin is ok liao.. thanks.. sorry if i have been an extra obligation in ur life... JuS WenT BaCk ThroUgh SoME StuFF.. I also dunno y i soooo like tat.. hmmm.. this sucks.... ]
m.C.