so on saturday.. met up wit mimi, fah and his GF... so jus walk around town.. so yeapp.. nothin much.. jus the usual.. and as usual, i disappointed mimi.. co i wasn't in my best mood.. cos very sadden.. so wanna apologise to her for dampenin her spirit on tat day.. so yea.. i'm sorry.. and i know wad i have been like.. so yea.. nt someone everybody wants to favour.. so yeapp.. was jus selfish of me to jus think of myself only.. but, its really hard..
now.. things are better.. today.. sunday.. met up with cindy at starbucks.. so yea.. jus talk talk lor.. anyway jus to let everyone know tat i didn't really mean to think of suicide la hor.. jus 5 second thought only.. so it isn't really serious.. now thinkin back its silly.. so no worries.. i mean at least now i understand myself better.. cindy thanks for everythin.. so yeapp.. and also wanna thank mimi for being there for me also.. so thank u.. den after that met KL, gim wei and YL at 85.. go there makan.. so all five of us makan together lor.. nothin much uh.. jus talk talk.. nothin new nothin special..
its kinda weird tat the ppl u hope the most to care for u don really seem to b there.. but all those u least expect somehow tend to be there.. things are now more or less settled already.. this really shook me up.. hmmm.. do i really need a holiday?? now i'm really blur.. haiz.. ting tong..!!
i'm ok.. i'm fine.. i'm straight.. so cindy pls don think tat i'm really gonna end my existance.. cos i dun think i'm gonna.. i mean i'm nt goin to.. yes, i'm am certain and assured tat i'm nt gonna kill myself.. so no worries..!!
totally was inspired by this guy who sang maroon 5 - she will be loved.. durin the trip to town on sat.. he sang it really really well.. really inspired by him.. he sang it really well.. i dunno how to describe to u but it was really solid.. he kinda sang it in his own version.. love it..!! i think if gals were to hear his voice they will definitely go gaga over him.. hahahaha.. oh well.. i think tat is abt all for this entry..
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