Happy new year ar boys and girls.. hahaha.. new yr.. new start.. new EVERYTHING.. so i decided to let go of somethin which i kinda held on to for quite sometime.. did a lil thinkin and decided it was the best for both of us... i mean, we were like stagnant and not goin anywhere.. and with me hangin on and all nothin good is gonna happen.. i'm just being selfish.. so yea.. thought it through.. put my time on tryin to get myself into shape for the band.. and i realise i can manage.. yeapp.. sounds bad cos i dun need her.. but, sound nicer a bit i'm nt dependant on her like i use to..
She was like my everythin.. and it made me felt like i dunno how my life will b like without her.. but, thank god for those things tat kept me occupied.. and yeapp, now both of us are friends.. and she has one less thing to worry abt when she is out wit guys.. and tat one less thing to worry abt is ME.. hahahaa.. so.... i think i've done somethin good for the new yr lor.. ahahaa.. YEAS..!! must be wonderin this guy has no heart is it?? how can forget her so easily? i left all my feelings in the song i wrote for her.. simple, but yea.. its all in there.. all the pain.. so i guess it'll jus stay there.. where it belongs.. =) just got to make a move or else all of us gonna suffer..
so my new year's eve was being celebrated with cherlie and the malay studs.. hahaha.. met new ppl.. dose tats wad he prefers to be called.. and i can say he is one hella cool dude.. cos, i respect him for his ghost stories man..!! so entertainin.. and best of all most of his stories are from his own experience.. NOW tats AWESOME..!! and cherlie... well, wad can i say.. the best thing tat ever happened to me.. knwin her.. hahaha.. she is like so easy to take along with everywhere.. and also sleeps almost everywhere.. hahaha..!! sorry.. hahahaa.. but, she is one hella nice person lar.. love her man..!! hahaha..!!!
sch is gonna start real soon.. so how was my new year?? one hella perfect one.. settled my worries for lil one.. HAD a BIG surprise..!! and somehow still regret tellin.. hahahaa.. but, oh well.. if i didn't tell the year wouldn't hav started soo perfectly.. =) and city hall has been one hell of a frequent place i've been goin to.. hahaha.. now, tat place really holds loads of memories man.. the diner [ Just Noodles ] and not forgettin the RAIN.. hahaha..
i think tats abt all i hav ba.. nothin much.. jus feeling slightly better.. and my love life? just hope somethin good happens n this time, i wanna have a CHANGE, a BIG one.. hahahaa..!! oh, i'll pray.. hehe..
i love wad i have now..... i really do....
[ YAS..!! memories shld b kept and treasured.. N i'm sorry, just hope i'm not one of those wrong ones u've met.. i have my reasons.. did LOADS of thinkin... and its not gonna only benifit me and u.. but also the other ppl around u.. u'll see... thank u for those memories... =) ]
m.C.