Bumpy Friday....

hmmm.. today... overall i kinda did enjoy myself cos laughed alot.. but its kinda pity tat things had to end wit some unhappy feelings in the atmosphere.. hmmm.. is it maybe because the feeling of tiredness?.. i dunno.. but.. ok.. jus to sum up abt wad i did..

so in the afternoon.. went to jerald's place.. my newphew's place.. and the reason is because he has a new sis.. so was there for my niece one month.. soo small.. anyway, jerald is soo in a stage where he drawin things on objects at home.. and and, he is still adorable.. runnin around here and there.. and he can call me... yea!!! tat is good news to me la..

so after that... headed home.. totally crashed.. den headed to simei.. meet the usuals.. celebrate pei qing's b'dae.. den den had loads to laugh cos wilson started it.. with my camera.. den u know his expression is soo contagious tat it jus simply activates the laughin department in me.. damm.. so had a gd laugh but nt for the victim yong liang..

anyway talkin abt him... i jus realise tat he is soo good with cameras.. as in cameras love him.. yea!!! like he will jus simply look gd in cameras.. anyway overall .. he is jus one word.. CUTE la hor.. hahaha.. i'm straight.. jus sayin..

den cindy wasn't in her best of mood.. i have no idea y.. but, i'm kinda use to it she bombin me wit anger or sacarstic words.. so, more or less i'm alright.. but, it wasn't for some.. well.. its all over now.. jus hope things will be alright..

pictures.. hmmm.. i will upload em soon.. =)

[ When will we meet....? i'll wait.. =) ]


m.C.

Gan ChiOnG FriDaY...

i was late.. again.. dammit.. too caught up over things.. errr.. i did explain to her.. she never gt angry wit me.. and also let me explain myself.. heh heh.. so nice of her.. anyway while on the train there was this look alike la.. someone tat look soo much like someone i use to know.. and i don think she really knows me.. anyway, the main thing is she looks really really like her.. oh well..

so headed to city hall.. and kinda looked for this shop called SIX.. oh yea, looked out for it for another friend.. hmm.. well, dude i called ur hp and u never call back.. so shld i tell u abt the shop?.. hahahaha.. ok, maybe i'll msg him later abt it.. ok, den after that headed to marina square and look around.. came to this really awesome shop.. i think they were selling things of totally weird designs for ur own apartments.. and dam i was sooo fasinated by the spinnin photo display.. i mean, there were nothin attached to it and it was jus spinnin on its own.. its by this magnetic thing.. and its $39.30 i think.. soo cool la.. its really nice.. and i also dunno why she was so high.. like keep talkin.. hmmm.. its nice when she talks non stop.. =)

so i mean it was not long tat i had to leave her already... cos i had other things.. partin was bloody saddin la.. to me.. and maybe to her there was a certain sense of hatred to me cos i had done another thing wrong.. hmmm.. now tat part sucks.. i dislike tat part.. i love the top portion of the story.. ok.. anyway met mimi.. she treat me makan.. we settled our differences and things were alright..

so after that i headed to city hall again.. meet the usuals.. and this time.. i saw my... the toy i've been lookin for.. the toy.. the model.. THE DELOREAN TIME VEHICLE..!!! its the car, the back to the future car.. it was the model version.. and it was no longer reproducin anymore and the car was imported from the states.. it was really really nice la.. cos it was exactly the same.. very nice.. and the guy was like really nice.. he opened up the display and allow me to hold the model for a while.. like take a look at it.. and dam.. it cost $75.. ahh~hh~hh.. i shouldn't have spend all my pay laaa.. shaaait... i had a problem lookin for the vechicle cos the movie came out in 1988 and till now.. haiz.. if only... i had money.. wah kaooo..

i dunno is it me or her.. things gt quite a bit unstable.. we came back to the same conversation again.. i guess we were both totally tired.. and somehow words jus come out like nothin.. but, things became slightly better.. i guess when u r goin through all this, one person has to really give in.. and like become the bad guy?.. i dunno lehz, very chim to explain.. but, now i know more.. all this lessons tat i call pain has taught me alot...yeapp.. no doubt..

[ Sorry if i made u feel insecure.. don tell me tat its pointless to prove it to u.. but, i'm serious abt things i say.. there is a limit to everythin... even though i may say tat u r cute in certain ways but i take every word u say seriously.. but.. right now i jus hope tat i can change a bit to how u look at me.. and.. u know i'll always be here for u.. capacity for u, its unlimited.. u sure u want me to tell u my things?.. ]


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EyEs OveR HeRe.....

ok.. i dunno wad to say la over wad had jus happened.. my mind is soo in a total mess.. confusion.. i really dunno wad to do or say.. i have kept my silence long enough..

i day dreamed for a long time while i was at somewhere and at someplace doin somethin.. i smiled to myself and for no reason.. at the same time tears almost filled my eyes.. dam, is there an escape hatch somewhere?.. i'm nt sure if lack of sleep has been the cause.. but my heart is gettin heavier and heavier day by day.. more and more things are fillin up.. i'm nt sure how long i can take it..

i was asked to remove the picture.. due to some reason.. now i dunno and i'm so nt in a mood.. i jus took off the whole dam thing.. blame myself for doin all this.. all i want is jus somethin to smile at.. i dunno wad to say now.. lucky me i guess.. thanks to those who found out.. *sacarstic smile*

[ Sorry... ]


m.C.

Hope.....

right.. so yesterday... went to bugis area and jus accompany KL and cindy.. they were the ones who bought stuff.. hmmm.. nothin much to talk abt i guess.. i jus kinda like the picture above.. yea!!! so funny.. ok.. this is jus some silly pose or somethin.. but its cool.. depress i am when i was out.. haiz.. still floodin in my mind.. another source of ans were given.. now it really gt me thinkin.. ok.. next..

i guess the main thing isn't there.. wad i totally hate abt yesterday was someone callin me.. and this is soo unfair to me cos i'm deprived of me own freedom and my schedule.. like i'm suppose to follow orders?.. and WTF i soo hated was that the issue of being racists was brought in.. and worst of all i'm doin it all for free?.. even though i understand that i couldn't get paid or somethin i was ok with it.. but.. if i were to be deprived of my freedom and burn my weekends jus for this? its nt worth helpin.. i have a limit also.. ok.. maybe i'll jus give a senario to u.. it somethin like if u cannot do this on this day it will be changed to three other days.. is like, it becomes worst.. and u r helpin someone.. and this is wad u get if u cannot make it??? WTF.. i dunno wad to say.. talk abt being racist i think this is taking advantage of ppl.. a free meal can never beat the amount of time and money i've lost to the bloody transport..

had to get up.. got a call from this friend.. now this is different.. i'm willin to help him cos this doesn't make me lose alot of time.. so he calls me and asks me where is this place etc.. he is tryin to find his errr.. favourite gal.. so nice la.. i don mind helpin this kinda thing.. when love stuff is involve i will always try to help as much as i can.. hehe.. yea!!!.. but unfortunately i really have to idea where is the place and there were no sources from the net.. so its a mission fail... but somehow i think i'll try to help him as much as i can when i'm around that area.. so don worry amir i'll help ya!!! yea!!! will contact whoever i need to contact to get this place found.. u jus wait..

i'm not sure if its suitable for me to go back to sleep.. dam.. i'm really tired.. and with the weather now.. it makes things even worst.. feel like sleepin.. its like free air con man.. yeeeeaaaa... k.. gtg.. pOoF!!!

[ Hope.. to see u soon.. Ask me more qns.. i'm ever willin and ready to ans.. ]


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FaCes Of FuN...

so today.. burnin hot la my skin.. den headed to town... wah kao.. the burnin sensation is gettin even more and more worst.. gosh.. i seriously can't describe to u how much heat is on my skin.. its dam hot.. ok.. nvm..

so headed to town today wit the guys.. in search of wilson's bag.. he was organiser.. ok, and its was jus a few of us.. and most of us had the sun burn on our faces.. reddish kinda colour.. so funny.. hahaha.. so tat is y i put.. faces of fun.. hahahaha.. ook.. i wanted to get the topman shirt.. too fittin.. didn't really like it.. hahaha.. so never buy lor... jus thought tat giodarno ones were better.. so thinkin of gettin em tml.. anyway we headed to the road show at PS.. gim wei got his phone.. his new phone.. a real good bargain i would say.. and i kinda helped teck wun wit his homework.. and dam, i'm soo full of envy la lookin at his laptop... so jealoooouss.. den suddenly i start to day dream lor abt me havin a laptop.. anyway, today was jus normal.. cos its sunday..

oh ya.. the converse shop.. the gal workin there?.. hmmm.. okok la.. nt tat super pretty or cute lor.. but, she has nice eyes.. hehe.. ok, wadever it is.. it was alright.. hmm.. jia lat jia lat.. now my brain has activated loads of qn... haiz.. sian laaa.. nvm.. F*uK it..

[ I know the endin.. Thought abt it.. its like writin a compo but somehow the endin has already been written.. all i wanna do now is have a wonderful start and a memorable middle section of the compo.. =) ]


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ExpOsaE FaTTae....

OoOOoOO.. i'm soo feeling good is one reason is because i've become more darker.. yea!!!.. was at the beach wit the usuals.. and dam the weather was rather fine.. cos didn't rain.. and, its all good... everythin was good.. oh yea..

cheat codes of wad so ever ways of callin babes.. gosh, so many la.. nvm.. there were loads there.. so funny is cos we swim here and there.. jus to catch a better glimpse.. and, dam i can't remember who ask me this qn.. "marcus, will u take ur GF here?.. " i was thinkin.. hmmm.. maybe lehz.. but.. there are things i have to do first lor.. before i think abt takin my GF.. hehe.. nvm.. ok.. so KL was soo good that he managed ti catch a fish.. a real small one la.. hahaha.. anyway it was a really good start.. so way to go man!!!.. anyway, i think overall i had loads of fun la.. and i tell u the thing tat i totally hated there was the weed.. so, yukes to like step on them la.. and and, i almost drop my glasses, and thank heavens tat YL helped me in time.. if not, finish.. i can say good bye to my spectacles..

we saw soo many things la.. couples.. so makin out in the sea.. the thing was tat we were kinda lookin at them.. i think we did kinda envy them.. so lucky.. i think we did have thoughts like... "If only" hahaha.. oh my my.. wad to do wad to do.. we're still young.. hehe.. i can't really say much over here.. anyway, all i have is just a good and wonderful memory.. won;t say much..

[ today.. ur section is slighty longer.. was really worried when u called me and i couldn't reach u.. but, lucky everythin is ok.. sms, real sorry it has been really short, here and there.. hope to talk to u soon.. at the same time, i'm also worried abt ur health.. no voice, den still coughin.. better take care of urself.. i will check on u.. jus promise me u'll take care of urself..? jus wanna action to u la the way i'm lookin now.. den u like don wanna see me.. sad sad sadden.. haiz.. and, really a big thank u for callin me this mornin, seriously u made my day even though ur throat was sore.. appreciate it loads.. i think i'll tell to u more abt the trip today if u wanna know.. =) ]


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Free FLow..

today.. met cindy in the late afternoon.. she overslept.. lucky thing i wasn't out of the house yet.. hehe.. sometimes its a good thing tat i don leave the house early.. heh heh..

anyway.. met gim wei, wel lin, yong liang, cindy and wilson.. head to 85 and makan.. KL don wanna come down.. so no choice.. jus us.. anyway the makan was soo good tat the guy was so nice to give us two dishes for free... and also a free flow of rice la.. so generous la.. sharks.. i told myself to remember the name of the shop.. but.. i can't.. damm..

almost couldn't board the bus.. the last bus.. almost missed it.. pheww.. thank heavens tat i gt onboard the last bus togther with wilson.. phewww.. was so in a haste la.. tryin to get onboard a bus.. lucky... lucky, lucky tat managed to board the bus..

its a pity gim wei left his HP at burger king.. wasn't wit him at that moment.. hmm.. looks like sayin no to a new phone soon isn't gonna happen..

[ THe things u do tat gets me.. u r willin to make a change for me?.. i'm speechless.. speechless as in happy speechless.. thank you.. =) ]


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So GoOD.. iT FeELs GooD..

oh yea.. it feels good alright.. nothin beats the day filled with love and soo much sleep.. i'm rather high over certain things right now.. i dunno how to explain it but my fav had somethin at the back of her mind.. so i asked her and now i finally know.. so sweet la.. hehe.. i know it may not sound sweet to her but it is really somethin to me to have her thinkin like tat.. she told me not to think abt it too much but i jus can't help it.. sorry..

so next.. things are takin a change for some ppl around me.. like mimi for example.. she has got quite a bit of good news.. well, for some things may not turn out tat well.. its kinda sad la.. and there are also some who changed for the better and also some for worst.. love is soo in the air this yr.. may be distracting to some and also good news to some and also bad news to some.. its a pity tat sometimes things don really turn out the way it supposes to.. but, its all part of us growin up.. destiny and fate.. wad is it?.. is it man made created words or does it really exists?.. but, i think fate really does exists.. is like if u miss this thing for the first time and u really have fate with it?.. it'll come back to u again now matter wad.. can't run away from it..

and if sometimes things have to leave us one day.. we can't stop it either.. even if u did stop it from tryin to leave, it will somehow leave on its own sooner or later.. its after all like some say to keep a balance of things around us.. i jus feel kinda bad for all those girls who met all the wrong guys in their life.. its really a pity.. sharks.. there are really gd ones out there.. trust me, i know a few of them..

sleep.. sleepin is good for me.. its makes me feel even higher than ever.. non-stop smiles.. whatever u name it under the happy category its all there.. btw, i almost cried watchin smallville.. the new season.. reason?.. clark's dad died.. soo sad laaa.. ok, nvm.. until den..

[ U come in first.. no kidding.. i've written u an email.. do read it.. my confessions.. hope u had fun over there.. =) ]


m.C.

Dried Brain..

today.. i was late.. again.. for all the stupid reasons.. cos i was jus too lazy to crawl out of bed.. today, i had a change.. i was being woken up by my fav.. she called me.. OMG, she even wanted to help change the time to slightly later la.. but i cannot.. cos i know i'll be late.. hehe.. den in the end still late cos kena held back by TRL.. wad to do.. hahahaha.. ok.. i'm bad..

today.. was alright la.. met fav and mimi.. goody good good.. to me la hor it was all good regardin the meet up.. i dunno abt them.. so after that mimi had to kinda go already.. cos she had to be home by 3.30 or somethin.. den i go walk around orchard wit my fav.. yay yay.. today was all good cos things are takin a change.. cos fav is gettin slighty more comfy wit me... when she is out wit me today it was slighty different... cos its now more better for me.. love it.. loved every moment.. even though there were times it was jus silence.. i jus took tat opportunity to take a glimpse of her.. heh heh.. so no time wasted.. all info all stored and recoreded.. hahaha.. so sick man me.. hehe.. i dunno.. but i guess when u r in love wit that person, anythin that person does jus seems so perfect to u.. even the smile and the silence in the atmosphere.. it was every bit and single thing abt her that counts..

my days are gettin more and more filled with more things than i expected.. things which are nice and brings uncountable smiles.. wow.. jus love it.. and, i also realise.. she is also strong laa.. cos she pulled me twice.. first was the hair clip shop.. next was the cinema.. hehe, kinda bluff her that we're gonna catch a movie.. dam, i wonder if she even knows KUNG FU.. omg.. this is soo awesome.. i'm still workin on loads of things.. hey, u r the first person i've done soo much homework on.. next step for me.. get more conversations going.. try to cut down on irritatin statements i make almost every min or somethin. and, find more places to go.. and also try to make her less lazy.. hehe.. jia you marcus..!!

mum kinda shocked me with the papers today... this dude, commited suiside by jumpin down... the reason for his action was because he say his private parts were too small or somethin.. no kiddin.. JC student.. i think if i'm not wrong he jumped down around the bedok area.. so nt sure its exact location.. its wednesday's papers straits times.. so do look up on it.. i'm totally speechless over this issue here.. so yeapp...



[ hmmm.. I doo no~th~Ing.. or, i "pless" the button.. still remember him?.. hahaha.. cherished every second today.. even the moments where u were lazy to speak.. do make up often..you look fine.. hehe.. i wan u to get even more comfy when wit me.. i'll do my homework.. yea!!! ]


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TAXI.. NoT On Me..

yesterday.. it was hella taxi ride.. met KL at simei den headed to ITE.. he, as funny as ever was dancin with his uniform in the toilet.. hahaha.. i was in the toilet wit him, suppose to see if the sizes fit and all.. but, he as funny as ever was dancin with the uniform.. hahaha.. anyway, we were kinda behind schedule so after gettin the uniform gt into the TAXI and headed down to his house.. put his barang barang gt his folio and artefact den headed to school in TAXI again.. cos artefact was rather huge la hor.. den the outcome was mr lee didn't want the artefact, so in the end had to take TAXI back to his place again cos it began to rain.. and also his shoe cost a bomb and it was somethin that couldn't take rain water.. oh ya, i went back to school wit him for another reason was because of the O' level cert.. so ya.. all fares were paid by him.. hahaha.. cool.. den headed to city hall den to 85.. was managed to be able to catch the second last bus.. hehe.. so I WAS SAVED.. yea!!! still.. i didn't take TAXI.. awesome..

ok.. so this example was used durin the talk abt guys and girls.. so girls are like schools, and guys are like students.. so its kinda cool cos it did sound kinda reasonable.. this is like to somehow answer the reason why guys have a change of heart real easily.. u see, girls are like schools.. if the guy isn't able to get into the school he wants he has to try another school right?.. so this education right here is somethin like love... so the guy wants love and will start appealin all different schools and see which ones takes him in.. i dunno la, but this reason sounds kinda weird.. like guys have the upper hand and all.. i dunno, but this was wad was being discussed.. and also this qn was being answered back.. how long must the guy wait to be able to chase another gal after being rejected?.. at the same time one point is also true is because the gal can also see how real the guy is.. somethin like if he is for real and all.. so its kinda tough la hor.. in the end everythin still lies in ur heart.. its u who decides all this, if its real, bluff and whatever decisions that may come.. its all you.. if u r willin to take the risk to believe in that person..
u decide..

[ Praises were made.. just for you.. see u soon... ]


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ThRoUGh YoUR EyEs.....

i have no idea why.. told the studs yesterday abt how girls think abt us guys yesterday.. and they gave me the shock faces.. they ask how can like that or somethin.. well.. i have heard other responses thinkin abt guys like tat.. hahaha.. wad can i say.. they have met all the wrong eggs..

well, i do know one friend of mine.. desperate for love.. if he couldn't get this gal he would go for another one or somethin... like keepin a spare?.. desperate for love and to be loved.. i know this really sounds unfair to the girls out there.. but, i guess it works that way in some minds of others.. maybe the reason why they think of spares is maybe because they wanna be love so badly?.. i dunno.. for me, my personal experience is that i made my choice.. no spares involved.. jus a really big risk.. and somehow i feel that its really worth it.. =)

and there are some who jus wants to be loved by that person so badly and willing to do anythin to get her.. and once he gets her.. he seems to be the happiest person alive or somethin.. i dunno wad to say but there are really guys who are willin to go the extra mile jus for that special person.. but sadly there are stories of those who are willin to give the extra mile and somehow the outcome dosen't turn out that well.. cos they get played out by the gal.. the reason is because the gal never did like the guy but jus made him come after her givin him false hopes.. maybe the reason is because it feels good to be loved.. i mean, its true.. who doesn't like to be loved..? and it could also be she never did say anythin but the guy came after her in his own accord.. i guess the best is to know where to draw the line so as not to give people a false thinkin.. i guess this is where the word "flirt" comes into usage.. oh well... i guess la both sexes know this "flirt" game well..

so in this world there are alot of imperfect ppl.. its fate, whether u meet ppl like this anot.. but, i guess its because of the bad eggs that some see and really changes the concept of ppl's thinkin abt the different sexes.. well, afterall we are young.. after i started workin and all, stories abt guys as the bad ppl jus keep increasin.. i really dunno wad to say now thinkin back..

me.. even though i do go babe watchin and all.. like look at pretty gals.. go gaga over them.. hahaha.. but, the place in my heart is being taken up.. nothin beats her.. tat is how i can describe la.. i know some of u may think, BULLSHIT.. but, seriously.. its has come to that stage where i jus look at gals but don think of anythin else.. somethin like i love this old thing, no matter wad u do and try to give me somethin new, i may like the look of it.. but, i wouldn't accept it.. cos i like the old one best!!.. hehe.. but, somehow i'm also a bit scared cos i might scare her with the way i write abt how i feel for her over the blog.. so better not go over the line la hor.. don want her to get frightened of me..

the issue of playin hard to get and giving ppl false hope that there is a chance is two diff things.. make sure u know wad u're doin and don over do things.. TOO MUCH OF SOMETHIN ISN'T REALLY VERY GOOD..

[ DoN BoTheR abt the twitchin.. its gonna be ok.. i'LL Be HerE.. dam, i really gt to get use to the part where u love being alone.. sharks.. btw, i've gt a pic of us in my hp.. background somemore!!.. woOooOhOoOooO.. ]

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GooD Friday...

me.. today.. good friday.. i'm losin everythin in my mind right now.. happy thoughts jus disappeared.. gone!! PoOF!!.. jus like tat.. i'm feelin sadden right now.. haiz..

today.. headed down to church cos it was good friday.. mimi is kinda disappointed with me?.. i have no idea why.. but, seriously there are things i really can't handle from u.. i'm givin my all, but somehow my patients level jus decreases.. trust me.. i'm workin on it.. like i'm tryin to work on it jus listenin to u.. like talkin to u, being there for u and all.. i'm tryin.. jus give me time..

so met cherlie around 8 plus.. showed off the pics i had taken.. i dunno la, meetin up with her was like pratically showin off the previous night funs i had... like action la.. hahaha.. i dunno wad to say.. was pratically high.. she?.. she was high too.. for reasons of hers.. hahaha.. i dunno la.. den she was kinda too HIGH la hor.. she was suppose to draw money, but somehow the machine didn't hav the amount she wanted.. so she took out the card.. but somehow, she still stood there and waited for the money to come out.. hahaha.. FuNNiEeEe..!! so bought supper and headed home..

ok.. now this.. i dunno wad is goin on. but, msg her seems to be sooo difficult.. i dunno why.. wanna talk to her.. really ready to talk to her.. happy to be able to talk to her.. glad she dropped by.. everythin u name it under the happiness catergory, all the happiness was there.. den.. the last few msg blew everthin off.. i think its me la hor.. silly to have type all the extra ingredients in it.. den i dunno la pissed her off or somethin.. den next thing i know she say talk to me another time.. i mean........ i dunno wad to say.. nothin to say.. jus sadden la.. right now i feel like if she needs me den find me, don need me then chuck me aside.. ah.. jus forget it.. feel like cryin la.. dammit.. now feel like alone.. haiz..

[ feel like i'm standin and waitin outside ur door.. its somethin like u jus close ur door on me telling me to come back another day.. ]


[ PpL Are Envious over pics of us.. its nice.. its beautiful.. picture perfect.. ]


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I HaD A ViSiON...

goodness.. finally i managed to meet up with her.. and i finally managed to get the picture outcome that i wanted with her.. finally.. see the outcome of the above picture.. this was wad i wanted it to be like.. nice right??.. hehe.. and yes, i guss like wad she often says, the picture wouldn't have been nice without her in it..

thank heavens that cammy didn't die on me today.. kinda big screw up cos the batts were with my bro.. he borrowed my bag.. and shit, the new batteries were in it.. i can't describe how happy i am today.. and also she accepted my gift.. AWESOME.. i'm speechless upon happiness that never seems endin.. wow.. lucky today the weather was fine.. and i did my lil homework.. and all went as smooth as watever.. hahahaha.. somehow i feel very honoured la.. the way she treat me and treat other ppl.. tat is wad i think la.. hehe.. anyway.. she looks dam good in my wind breaker la.. now i like love my wind breaker even more.. is like she jus advert my wind breaker and made me love it even more.. hahaha.. is like the way she wore it was somehow special and outstanding.. and maybe because for the fact that she was small in size and the wind breaker was somehow bigger than her.. hehe... it look really cute on her la.. and the way she gets fascinated with the compartments.. like always lookin for somethin new in it..

i guess i'm editin this post.. jus wanna fill up more stuff.. my thoughts.. i guess all are happy thoughts!! hmm, really la hor.. somehow i jus wished for real that time didn't had to move.. there was soo much things to do but too little time like tat.. somethin like tat la.. i think now i can describe more things abt her.. oh yeaaaa..!!!

[ HopE YoU EnJoyED UrSeLf ToO..! ]


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EiGhT STuDs.... With MorE than EiGhT PaiRs Of ShoEss..

Alright.. so monday.. yes, monday.. we.. the eight.. wah, its the first time man.. FULL force.. the amount of ppl were loads man.. its amazin how we came together even after the chalet.. the guys.. all of us.. its all good..

so we did a lil babe watch.. gt the gift for YL.. and so it was his birthday on monday.. head down to bugis after that.. birthday boy mah, so we headed to bugis to have steam boat.. so it was 15.. and i am soo soo in debt.. owe ashley 9 bucks.. owe wilson 5 bucks.. i'm soo totally broke.. shait.. the steam boat was ok la.. except for the chilli soup.. dam SPICY!! its like they make me eat this little seeds?.. wah, dam solid ok.. it really makes ur mouth feel numb.. chilli numb.. oh shait.. somehow when u jus drink that soup?.. it somehow jus makes u feel that ur stomach is gonna get murdered or somethin.. like u're gonna have "LAO SAI" the next day.. wah, cannot make it man.. the water over there was free flow.. so it was all good.. the bad part?.. its like u're fillin ur 15 bucks with water cos the chilli was really really spicy to the climax of PAIN..!!!

so headed home after that.. some had school.. so no choice.. we were at the station.. had this idea of takin shots of our shoes only.. jus our shoes.. so all of us took off our shoes.. and WA La.. shots of our shoes.. did enjoy myself la.. AWESOME.. so when will be the next time man..?? oh ya, things were diff if we're out in a group.. if there is a hot chick?.. all of us will like look la, jus imagine.. 8 guys look at one gal???.. so cool man.. and also weird.. jus remembered, if we saw somethin cool.. we'll go "waahhhhhh".. so ya.. very obvious hor.. anyway, all this is labelled in the name of fun.. we'll head out again.. soon..

[ WoOW.. A meet Up?? yea, i'm still puzzled abt wad the ans would be like of ur equation that you state.. marcus+shidah+dini = ??? ... we'll see.. =) ]

[ My NoTe To You.. LiL OnE.. ]

oh my.. goodness.. can't believe that my days have been really filled with headaches and more headaches.. dammit.. still not feelin tat i'm down to earth or somethin.. sharks.. still feel kinda tipsy.. hahahaha..

hmm.. haven really catch a glimpse of u online.. been really busy in my room on my own.. writin some stuff.. hehe.. some stuff.. and definitely thinkin abt u.. hey, jus read that response wasn't really well for ur dinner.. really sorry though i could nt come.. had my reasons.. so ya.. anyway i'm kinda glad that your days has been really packed with loads of activities and fun.. glad that u have been reallu enjoyin urself..

well, glad that i'm not forgotten or somethin.. somehow i'm jus typin with a smile in my face.. wOoOhOoOo..!! anyway yeaasssss, u're not good la.. u're fantastic la.. hehe.. yea, and ur friend is most welcome.. =) glad that i could help..

abt the question.. hehe.. i guess i know wad is ur reason for living.. hehe.. i'll tell u abt it another time.. the day we meet.. i wanna keep it till tat day.. can't wait.. i'll wait.. hopefully soon.. looks like someone has gt to see which day would i be able to fit into the schedule of urs.. hehe.. msg me when u're free kae?.. miss u.. =)

m.C.

LeT's Go..!!

its kinda nice to know that all of us had kinda grown a lil more closer after the chalet.. hahaha.. yea, seriously.. was kinda shocked cos gim wei ask me to inform him if we had any outings or somethin.. hahahaha.. god, i find it really nice actually..

so i met KL and headed to NYP to collect his portfolio.. it somehow was a pity that both of us weren't eligible to enter any poly's.. oh well.. once again.. uncountable sights of babes.. hahaha.. so cool man.. everytime gt nice things to see, definitely will inform one another to go take a peek or somethin.. so after collectin his portfolio we headed out.. and, happen to see the students havin some orientation... hahahaha.. den me, action.. walk one big round to go see wad they were doin.. and dam, i was quite naughty.. i acted like i was in 2nd yr in poly or somethin.. hahaha.. action la me.. hahaha.. wad an ass.. hahaha..

so after that.. headed down to town.. today is indeed a good day to go babe watch.. awesome.. after that was joined by YL at the EATERY.. and KL asked.. "YL y u wanna join us to come to town..?" his ans " TODAY IS FRIDAY ".. so after that not long we were being joined by wilson.. hahaha.. ok, so now i think i'll jus summarise the funnies..

* YL.. dam, he suggested we should go take neoprint.. 4 guys + neoprints = ??????.... wad in the world would ppl think.. anyway wilson wasn't really with the idea of takin neoprints.. too gay.. hahaha.. wadever man.. crazy idea.. i tell u, if we did take a neoprint.. trust me.. i'll post it up and let u take a look..

* so after that we were being joined by ashley.. hahaha.. well, glad to kinda hear that his date went pretty well.. except for the fact that he had more company than expected.. hahaha.. but, i think overall he enjoyed himself ba.. ok.. anyway..

* so toilet.. WILSON.. he was the man.. he was too busy with his sms.. after he finished his business in the gents toliet.. he somehow gt kinda lost.. he somehow did not manage to make it out of the toilet, he did leave the gents but gt kinda distracted with his sms and ended up walkin into the female toilet.. hahaha.. the way in and out of the toilets there is kinda complicatin.. anyway, he DID enter the ladies.. jus by 2 or three steps.. hahaha.. AWESOME..

* me.. now its me.. we were at TOPMAN.. ashley was pickin out his clothes.. and i was sittin down with YL.. and i dunno how in the world he pronouced GIORDANO.. it ended up becomin someone's name.. and SHAAIITT.. i gt so worked up la.. looked around like crazy.. den he say wad happen?.. ahhh.. his way of sayin the word sounded like someone's name.. FULL NAME somemore.. OMG.. nice one.. hahahha..

*ashley.. dam.. wilson is so so so so good with his creativity.. hahaha.. he made soo many jokes abt ashley.. dam, my stomach muscles were exercised like crazy.. okok, maybe i'll quote one example.. ashley cannot walk on the road eatin, cos he might jus get caught by the speed camera's cos of his munchin speed.. OMG.. he like say that la.. i dunno la.. tonnes of jokes he spoke.. hahaha.. dam funny..

* oh ya.. ashley was being left behind at starbucks.. hahahahah.. he fell asleep.. so ya.. hahaha...the hidden stories..

* yong liang had a blast.. i think he exercised his stomach muscles more than me.. he laughed alot.. i think he looks of him laughin was so contagious that i end up laughin too..!!

* KL.. he was angry with me.. and for wad??.. cos i never inform him that there was a hot chick lookin at him.. hey, i'm serious.. there was indeed a hot chick checkin him out.. wasn't lookin anywhere else but his face.. she looked away den looked at him again.. i was walkin behind him la so that was why i could see everythin happen... hahahaha.. this was indeed awesome.. so i can officially say.. TWO gals checked KL out.. oh yea.. one hot and one nt so hot.. but anyway.. it was the hot one that mattered.. she was CHECKIN HIM OUT..!!! hahahaha... hey, couldn't inform u cos it happened within seconds.. ahahaaahaha.. oh well..

was suppose to develop pics today.. i guess we'll change it to another day.. oh ya, it was fated that we met gim wei along the way home.. and u know wad he say " so nice to see u guys again ".. wahh.. so nice la.. woOhOoOo.. closer indeed the studs have become.. AWESOME.. WE'll chill again.. anyway, wanna thank ashley for being the victim and allowin us to have such a blast today.. thanks!!! wooooooHoOoOoO...

[ I'm couNTiN DowN The DaYs To See YoU AgaIn... ]


m.C.

LeT's GaThER..... A WhiLe....

had the longest sleep.. still feeling tipsy till now.. the headache hasn't seem to subside yet.. taken panadol already... dammit.. this sucks..

woke up around 3 plus.. met mimi around 6 plus.. had dinner with her.. den erwin joined in after that.. heh heh, this time i was good.. i asked qns.. yea, i wasn't that quiet like the previous time.. hahaha.. so it was a meet up actually.. so we were suppose to be accompanied by fah and his girlfriend raja i think.. hope i like get the name right la.. pai seh leh if i spell wrong.. my brudder's girl ok.. so i pray i gt it right..

so after that head down to bucks.. den fah and his girl joined us there.. spoke and also did some catchin up.. i was alone.. everybody like had a company la.. me solo.. nobody.. where was my darling?.. ah yoo, i msg her.. den she was outside le.. so too bad.. (-_-)

anyway.. did some catchin up.. i guess overall mimi was glad tat i spoke to him.. so yea!!! at least she was happy la.. so its gd gd gd.. den after that i followed up with my fav, she kinda forgot abt this thing so tat y she ended up outside.. oh well.. i guess things do happen.. =)

[ YoU forGoT AbT me.. but anyway hor, also my fault too.. never follow up with u.. hmmm.. not meant to meet again.. *sighs* ]


m.C.

ThE CaLL...

ok.. so the chalet thing ended.. i had to wake up half way and make a trip to ITE to register and buy uniform.. haiz.. i jus came back from 4 days of sleepless fun.. den need to wake up abt 1 plus to go do this stuff.. btw, i reached home at around 10 plus.. so its actually a few hrs of sleep.. hmm.. ok la hor.. not tat bad actually..

so anyway.. i had to go down by myself.. wah kao.. so lonely la.. initially mimi was suppose to accompany me down.. cos i asked her mah.. haiz.. den she not free.. so wad to do.. i go down alone lor... den i mean the ppl servin me there like behind the counters weren't that that friendly la.. except for one.. do u know how pleasant it is to actually see a smile from a person servin u.. it actually somehow make u feel that ur day isn't really that bad after all.. anyway i had a little problem decidin on wad uniform or wad colour or somethin.. heee.. so ya.. i jus buy my uniform, my sizes? i just did a rough calculation.. cos i was really really very tired.. no time and mood to go and try out the clothes..

so once i reached home.. i immediately tried it out.. and... PHEw.. all the uniform FIT man!!.. yea.. and i mean everythin.. the PE shirts too.. all that i bought.. all fit.. phew.. so i had to crash after that.. and damm!! it feels good.. when i woke up.. i smiled.. i had a blast at the chalet.. it was all worth it somehow.. i guess i'll call this.. SLEEPLESS FUN..

and.. i spoke to her on the phone.. and u know wad she told me?? she say how come i never call her to accompany me down to ITE.. wah kao, i tell u ar.. hearin that from her i almost fainted.. cos mimi asked me how come never ask lil one to accompany u.. wah lao.. and u know wad lil one say?? " its ur lost lor, never call me.. " OMG.. my face cramp on the sport.. i wanted to call her but scared.. cos don wanna disturb her rest.. wah laoooo.. dammit la.. i like miss her soo much la.. shait.. haiz.. hope to see her soon..

[ FeaR GoT tHe BesT Of me and ThAt Was WhY I nevEr caLLeD.. At leAsT I kNow NoW... ThaNks.... =) ]


m.C.

FoUR DaYs OF Immortality...

alright.. so where in the world did i disappear to this past few days.. hmmm.. its kinda cool tat ppl do ask me to update my blog and all.. so yea.. thank u.. so nice la to hear that..
ok.. anyway.. wad have i learn this past few days.. surround sound made by various ppl.. cool and awesome.. sleepin on the floor sucks.. and also tat havin a chalet needs alot of money.. so ya.. cool.. ok.. so let me summarise the things i did during the chalet and wad are the things that roughly happened..

* Had kinda a blast la at the chalet.. cos there was makan makan and makan.. and THE MAN ashley was there.. so it was kinda all good.. heh heh.. so the first night was alright i guess.. i mean talk talk abt certain things.. talked abt ppl's plus points and certain things that they consisted which actually help make them look really good when meetin ppl.. like everybody has their plus points.. even the worst person.. so ya.. everybody has a reason for lovin somebody.. =)

* first night headed out to 7 ELeVen.. me.. CHICKENED out in buyin condom.. and my reason for nt buyin.. NO MONEY.. hahahhaa...

* monday mornin.. headed home to sleep.. cos there wasn't enough place to sleep.. and guess wad.. was being made fun off by my parents for comin back home in the mornin.. crashed at home for abt 5 hrs.. dammit, my parents.. made fun of me?? OMG.. they were laughin at me la for comin home to sleep.. anyway.. headed back to pasir ris there after that...

* so entered wild wild wet.. and ohh yeaaa, fats were exposed.. oh shait.. so anyway the thing that was nice is because i don hav to pay a thing to enter wild wild wet.. hehe... anyway i think its some complimentry tickets or somethin.. i dunno la.. jus got to thank cindy for that.. i think she was the one tat made things possible..

* so comments abt wild wild wet.. fun.. but not soo fun to the extend that is worth $12.90.. so thank heavens that its free entry..and this was also when i found out that ashley could not swim.. we were at the wave pool den he thought it wasn't really deep, so he tried gettin off his float, the next thing i knew he asked me for help to push him back to a place where his feet was able to reach the ground.. hehe.. so cute la.. the panicked face he had.. i guess he thought it wasn't deep, cos i gt off the float and was like floatin so it rained not long after tat.. its a pity that cindy and wei lin bought their swimming costumes at the wrong time.. its somethin like after 15 to 30 mins the rain started.. so everything stopped.. so its a pity.. well, anyway the next thing was somethin like the locker.. wei lin i think forgot the password.. but, can't really say her fault la cos she was left alone to do stuff.. so no back up plan for ppl to remember the password.. so anyway the password was over write by TECK WUN.. yea!!! he was the man.. he cracked the password.. awesome.. my stuff wasn't in there cos i came late..

* so this night.. i stayed over night.. the second night.. i slept on the floor... and it was a pity that cindy had no place to sleep.. hehe.. anway she did somethin nice also la.. she give her sleepin place to gim wei uh.. cool hor.. CINDY lehz.. hahaha.. so after wad happen i dunno le.. cos i K.O.

*and.. during that night.. since teck wun is up.. he had loads of stories la abt ashley.. hahaha.. i think ppl who witness this special event were KL, yong liang, wilson and teck wun himself.. soo.. anway.. its interestin.. i was told of the stories too!!!... so if interested do ask anyone of us that was at the chalet.. heh heh..

*Third day.. wasn't really a good day cos it rained the whole afternoon.. trip to cycle was somehow bring cancelled.. anway i was kinda tired.. so they decided to go for a swim.. i didn't join them.. and was also being accompanied by li min.. ex damai student.. the girls friend.. anyway was all good.. KL joined us after that.. he kinda wasted his trip to town cos the shoe that he wanted to buy wasn't really available durin that time.. oh ya, ashley was sooo bullied la durin the pool session.. hahaha.. and also i found out who could swim and who couldn't.. ppl who finished the whole swimmin lesson.. KL and GIM WEI.. both gold star or gold star star.. me??.. jus stuck at bronze.. hahaha.. anyway.. i guess i've gt the basics man.. yea!!!

*the third night, had a last min organised BBQ.. money.. loads of money was being used.. and... i think if i'm not wrong we BBQ from 11 or 10 pm till 4 or 3 plus the next mornin.. hahaha.. soo cool.. den KL was soo irritated by the "blood suckers" he started usin charcoal to burn them one by one.. they somehow parked at the wall area.. so tat was wad he kinda did.. burn them on the wall.. awesome.. hahaha.. it somehow could have been another sport or hobby.. so it was all cool.. cammy went flat.. no more batts.. and... we had a lil fun la.. another story lor.. hahaha.. if wanna know must ask.. hahaha..

* last day.. the final day.. in the mornin.. most of us couldn't really take it cos of the limited place to sleep.. some were fallin ill already.. so ya.. anyway i think all of us left the place really tired.. i had a prob tryin to get home.. i think the bloody thing was still makin me tipsy.. dammit.. so i hit the bed when i reached home.. tat was when everythin ended...

* things that i've learned and will remember.. stories and laughter.. noises in the night.. bullyin ashley.. and i think it was kinda actually nt tat bad to have gt ashley to come down for the chalet.. hahaha.. it was kinda worth it after all.. yea!!.. he sorta entertained us.. cool.. i did enjoy.. and dam i'm fat.!! woOoOOohOOOo..

[ YoU WeRe BeING MisSeD.... ]


m.C.

GOoD DaY...

alright.. excellent.. i finally gt my copy of american pie the wedding.. yeas!! woOoOO.. this is really awesome.. LUQMAN was the man that came to my rescue.. he had the COPY.. he had it!! woOoOohoooo.. i miss the movie soo much.. i think i've actually became a fan of AMERICAN PIE.. i follow their movies really tight.. yea!!!.. this is awesome.. hahaha.. THANK YOU LUQMAN!!!

so met luqman in the afternoon.. gt the cd from there.. next, follow cindy to CPF building to do her singpass.. hmm.. den after that, dunno la y.. i so gd.. send her to work also.. den, saw xiao jia.. and.... when she saw me.. immediately she ask.. "U STEAD WITH HASHIDAH RIGHT???" dam bananas, my face one description.. " SHOCKED!!" wad in the world?? where did this info come from??? oh well.. i can only say somethin.. DREAMS....

and.. after that i met KL.. so durin that time KL like somehow or rather made me go look around for the gift.. i owe her a gift.. so went to look around.. and... I FOUND the ONE!!. yeasss!!! and was all good... lucky KL made me walk around.. i kinda wanted to buy the gift from bugis.. den lucky today see a better one.. yay!!

saw movies for psp.. awesome.. american pie 2 is available too... jus learned somethin.. life isn't exactly unfair.. its actually us.. somethin like we aren't perfect.. and tat is y when we make mistakes or other ppl makes mistakes it might affect us.. and tat is when we feel life is unfair.. its jus us.. and if life doesn't hav us being imperfect.. it would be a total bore.. this are the things which actually makes life interesting.. cool... hehe..

certain things jus shook me up today.. right now actually.. sometimes it can feel so meaningless.. sometimes it can feel like its full of zest.. i dun understand.. i'm like seeing myself in the making or somethin.. i guess there is more comin my way.. when is this pain gonna end?..

[ i dunno wad to say.. ]